I can't reach pink color

my mom is gonna make me go to school tomorrow

my computer pretty much self destructed and i forgot my log in

Later this year, my school takes 8th graders to DC. I'm so excited!

Ok so in ELA this one kid started telling me about a hand sanitizer trading market and I want in. I had a giant hand sanitizer phase in 6th grade so i have many. This guy I used to know is apparently the hand sanitizer king pin, and I want his spot. Also for some odd reason people only want scented hand sanitizer? I have lots though.

i have my period and a cold. I am tired and my knees hurt.

anyways as a middle school girl, I came up with a game where I pretend to like an imaginary person and i give my friends "clues" to who they are.

this is gonna be stupid and needlessly whiny. anyways i hate that my family never listens to me. my little brother is always mean to me and makes my life bad on purpose, and gets mad when i dont want to play with him (HE IS 2 YEARS YOUNGER THAN ME). my parents only get involved when i react. i think my dad traumatized me. i love him but i think he did. he used to yell at my siblings constantly. i remember once after my brother and sister got into an argument he got very aggressive. he said one day he would probably have a mental breakdown and laugh when we cried. i was 9. my sister was 9. my brother was 7. i also cant say anything about it because other than that hes a good dad who i wouldnt trade for the world. when he was about to yell he would always get a certain edge on his voice and look on his face. nowadays he almost always has both. my whole family tells me i stay in my room too much. im just scared he'll finally have that breakdown. my mom never listens to me and makes promises she cant keep. i'll say i want to go somewhere and she'll say "we can do that tomorrow" over and over again until its not worth mentioning. i'll say i want to go home and she'll ignore me. my sister yells at me nonstop. we are twins and go to the same school where she insults random people so a few of her friends might laugh. people just tell me the shit she did and expect me to do something. when i ask her to stop acting like such a terrible person, she yells at me. sometimes when i come out of my room she and my brother will make fun of me together and scream at me to go back to my room. i cant even rant about any of this to my friends because its so stupid. they all have real problems and i have this. so many people wish they had lives like mine. im a straight A student with lots of friends. I got cast in the musical (which we already performed) im middle class. i have my own bedroom. I don't understand why im not happy. i lost 7 pounds in the last 2 weeks. i havent been exercising or dieting. Where did my 7 pounds go? anyways all of this is stupid. i am stupid. no one listens to me.

I JUST LISTENED TO IT ITS GREAT MY LIFE IS CHANGED!!!!

im in a musical to so thats fun

Other than sunscreen and lotion, I don't get skincare. Wrinkles won't give me cancer. Pimples won't kill me. Since I don't intend on being a model, acne scars won't lose me jobs. In my opinion, if skin feels good it's healthy. If something won't affect me or the ones i love I don't need to change or work on it.

Most of my teachers rotate seats every quarter so wish me luck lol. Last quarter my art table was super republican which was... an issue. Like most of them weren't vaxxed. They also had so much drama with eachother. One of them screamed the other was a bitch and walked out of class. My art teacher is super liberal and didn't like that girl so she just let her.