CHAOTIC MULTISHIPPER

Trauma/triggers are such a funny thing when you're generally a very desensitised person because I've been having youtube reccomend me a fuck ton of police bodycam footage lately and just let them play in the background and tell me why hearing someone scream for a dead family member just made me cringe uncomfortably but a clip of a man gaslighting his wife and getting their kids in on it was flat out unwatchable and I started hyperventilating. There was videos where they were talking about some 'head removed from the body' but a totally violence-free audio is what sets off my fight or flight

'When you die your bones will show your birth sex' when I die I will die happy having lived the life as the person I wanted to be. I think how I see my self now, as I live, is far more relevant than how some stranger in a far off future may see my remains.