Bloody💉🩸

Gotta ask yall question

I genually dont like myself, Im trying to get better, I promise but my mental health dont let me, at least Im Sh free for more than a month but thats because Ive been distracting myself since in two weeks Im going to the sea with my parents, well, at least I got SLIGHTLY better but that's still not enough progress for only five years, I want to change but my addictions stop me, Im too scared to ask for a psychiatrist, besides, I feel like my mom ignores my problems because they are not as bad as my brother's (Ignore this post, Its just some vent I write at midnight)

I finally started drawing again🥹✌️ Ill probably WILL draw more later because I dont plan to sleep today