poke + prod

i keep making really bad coffee and it’s affecting my self esteem 

optometrist hit me with a 6 7 when asking which lens looked clearer to me and called my astigmatism my “number 1 old enemy” today

i never want to be in any animal kingdom fandom i have witnessed because it frustrates me people watch the show and reduce pope to his body and sexualizing him. i’m not saying victims can’t be attractive or be treated as sexually attractive, but when you do it without seeming to acknowledge or be aware of the character’s past or function narratively, it frustrates and confuses me. it’s the reduction of pope to shawn hatosy’s body in this way that irks me. it’ll be a scene of pope breaking down or having a traumatic episode and comments are all “raw and older” bullshit. this unserious, irony-pilled, vapidity that annoys me by audiences across so many works.

shawn hatosy is like barbie he has played every occupation ever

when i was in my senior year of high school a grown man helping the theater department with setting up lights told me i was awful at drawing while i was drawing gerard way and ive kept that in my soul for four years