numb to the touch.

I have so much determination and I’ll go after anything I want except your nonsense. I’m not going after that.

I miss how you use to be.

When your looking in your contacts for just someone to talk to then you realize your really it.. this is making me crazy for the way you’re acting and I can’t even get my mind of off you. I love you but damn please get this shit fixed.

You give me trauma

I really hate my own thoughts when they don’t even like me either

Still waiting for answers I may never get. This is such a depressing feeling I’m fine the next moment crying emotional tears over every single thing.

What was the point on acting like you wanted me…

This month has shown me no amount of someone actively trying to communicate with someone who doesn't care won't change how they communicate. I'm saying I can try my best to want to talk to someone to want to get them to understand but sometimes they don't care to try to understand. Sometiems the best thing is to walk away from being an opportunity..