Abby ⸆⸉

I let you into my heart, and I watched you destroy it.

I’m not half of what I wish I was.

Im trying to want to be alive.

It feels like everyone’s looking for a future to find, and I don’t even know if I have one to find.

I get so sad when I’m not distracted.

Everybody seems so far away from me.

I’m scared this is all I will ever be.

The sweetest love I’ve ever felt is one I’ve never tasted.

Sometimes I feel as though I am floating through life as a ghost, unseen to everybody else, and all I crave is to be seen.

I've spent my life loving those who didn't love me back. When I found you, I felt loved. Yet, the love I thought was real turned out to be just a fleeting illusion.

So, if your lonely soul needs another to talk to, just know I’ll always be here to embrace your words.

Is it a punishment, that makes me unworthy of love?

I Long for the warmth of someone to soothe the gentle ache within me, in my world of silence. But I fear that my voice will fade into the void, unheard and forgotten.

I’ll wait for you like a dog at the door waiting for you to come home.

After you I know I’m never gonna love again.

I find comfort in my sadness cause it’s the only thing I’ve ever known.

I have so much love to give, I just have nowhere to put it.