Waltz - 1/1 : He had managed to master logic with flying colors and was not at all ready to give up on his efforts to adapt. He couldn't, it was beyond his strength, he had too much to lose. Since the beginning, since he was seven years old, since he was linked to T'Pring, he had given up on relationships. No one was to enter his world. No one.
Never. Never. Never. And no one had ever entered until now... So why, why was Jim Kirk an exception to the rule?
Gold and blue shadows - 1/1 : Leonard McCoy has seen patients die before. He will surely see others. It's not the first time and it's not going to destabilize him to the point of breaking him... isn't it?
No means no (Dagger of the Mind) - 1/1 : Doctor Addams' machine has left its mark on Jim Kirk's exhausted mind. The deep loneliness haunts him but above all... He is cruelly aware that he forced and assaulted Helen Noel.
No remains a no, even if the desire radiated between them. Jim needs to talk about it, he needs to understand, and he needs to apologize. A long dialogue with Helen follows.
Then he takes refuge in the best place in the world to soothe his nightmares: the arms of Spock and Bones
Sweet sleepiness - 1/1 : Spock has the flu and Jim takes care of him. A sweet moment by the fire and autumn
On Tiptoes - 1/1 : Jim finds Bones sleeping.
Three is an even number - 1/1 : Partying and booze was supposed to make things happy. Everyone laughs and sings. But Jim does not succeed and takes refuge in the silence of the observatory.
The sweetness of our kisses - 17/? : Sweetness is a strange thing, which arises in the lower abdomen and warms the tips of the lips. It whispers on cold evenings in the hollow of the blankets or rests against an attentive ear.
The warmth of your knees - 1/1 : Jim is exhausted and needs a hug.
10 moments - 10/10 : Lists of ten short moments. 10 moments Spock laughed, 10 moments Jim confessed his love...Little drabbles on our heroes
Morning routine - 1/1 : TW: past self-harm
"His morning routine was perfectly established and unless there was an emergency, he stuck to it with rigor, method and discipline. He always began by evacuating the haze of rest with a series of difficult and invigorating yoga exercises, then headed for the bathroom to take a brief, freezing shower."
There's always light at the end of the tunnel - 1/1 : After the fal-tor-pan ceremony and Spock's return to his family, Sarek finally breaks down. A sweet moment of reassurance and understanding ensues between him and Amanda.
In the way home - 6/6 - "Five times Sarek hid an injury from Amanda, plus once he couldn't hide anymore.
I found my beloved but I lost my son - 1/1 - "You're in pain, old man, his gaze shouted at him in the mirror. You're in so much pain!
Salty streams filled his eyes but again he pushed them away. Not out of pride but out of survival instinct. If he let them sink this time, he wasn't sure he could breathe again. The ocean would rise and rise and he would drown in it, unable to rise to the surface."
Illness is not a weakness - 1/1 - "He was worried about you, I couldn't make change his mind. He went between my legs while I was preparing herbal tea. And you know him, once he falls asleep it's like trying to wake a stone."
"He was worried?" asked Sarek, raising an eyebrow. He chooses in passing to ignore the strange metaphor of his son being compared to a stone. After six years of living together, he had learned not to notice this kind of inconsistency any longer.
"Oh, you know, he didn't openly say that. He told me very specifically: "Mother, I believe that my presence will be beneficial to the good recovery of father. ""
Heartbreak - 1/1 : "He pushed the overlong sleeves up to his drenched face and inhaled deeply the distinctive scent of the discreet Vulcain cologne. The last scents, barely perceptible, of a time of happiness."
A smile behind the wall - 6/6 - Five times McCoy treated Spock injuries, plus one time Spock treated McCoy’s.
Broken - 6/6 - Five times Jim went hungry, plus one time Spock treated them to dinner + Five times Jim said, “I’m fine”, plus one time Spock answered, “You’re lying.”
Migraine - 1/1 - "It's alright t'hy'la", his lover's soft voice whispered in his ear, "take your time"
"Do you want to talk about it later?" »
"No...Now that I started I want to finish...otherwise...otherwise it'll just haunt me..."
"Okay," Spock agreed as he pulled the blanket closer to them.
The Story of the Sun who tamed the Moon - 6/6 : Five times Spock flinched at Jim's touch, plus once he held out his hand first.
Immunity Syndrom - 3/3 : "Hello Spock", whispered Leonard with a teasing smile, "how do you feel this morning?" »
"I don't really know...", he replied with a frown, "but...what are you doing here?", then he added looking at his lover's pale face, "Jim looks sick..."
"I'm here to babysit", Bones replied dramatically
Don't extend me your hand, just hold me tight against you - 3/3 : Jim lost his brother and sister-in-law, now it's time to say goodbye to his nephew. But once Peter is gone, what does he have left to deal with the grief?
Waves - 1/1 : Jim and Spock have been lovers for a week and Spock begins to think that Jim wants more than kisses. Despite the fear, he tries to please his handsome lover.
A little conversation about consent is in order
Whispered love in the shade of the leaves - 1/1 : Stubborn Bones refuses to admit he feels bad until he collapses
Spring in your eyes - 1/1 : "More able to think, more able to move, more able to forgive. Only the slow and steady litany, "Jim...Jim...Jim...", kept him from getting totally lost inside himself."
Bubble bath (Court Martial) - 1/1 : During the "Court Martial" events, Jim is upset and Spock gives him a bath to comfort him.
I'll be fine if you're by my side - 30/30 : Sicktember 2022
The Syndrome Paradise - 1/1 : "The captain shivered and lowered his eyelids. He didn't want to remember. He was torn between two worlds, between two loves, between two lives. One was already dead, the other flickering like a flame in a storm. Again sobbing came, which he stifled behind his fists, he leaned forward desperately trying to escape the physical pain that was burning his nerves and numbing his mind in waves of opaque black ink."
Old Fics and Early Drawings
I'll paint your eyes in blue and your lips in red - 1/1 : "The man turns around, frowning in mock indignation. The Vulcan looked at him, looking innocent, his head tilted to the side:
" You make me blackmail ?", asks Jim.
"Vulcans don't do blackmail", Spock replied immediately, amusement sparkling in his hazel eyes.
" Of course... " "
Let's Play - 2/? - I'm going to post here some video games that I'm building around the Star Trek universe (mostly TOS). For the moment the first game is with Spock, Jim and Bones but that will vary according to the time and the desires.
City on the Edge of Forever - 1/1 - "Kirk wanted to yell at him to go away, to leave him, not to hurt him anymore. Irrationally afraid of the anger that had rained over him earlier, at the prospect of having to face reality."
The sound of my harp (Operation -- Annihilate!) - 1/1 : "He had rarely shared the depth of peace he felt through the ropes. At most he had played for the pleasure of his friends, to accompany Uhura's beautiful singing, but never before had he revealed all the melodious potential he was capable of producing.
For Jim, in this moment, he could. He had to."
The Tholian Web - 1/1 : "The man had his back to him, his head supported by his hands, both elbows resting on the table. He didn't move and the regular and superficial breathing that swelled his blue uniform indicated that he was dozing, probably recently.
Guessing that his friend was bound by the same torments as himself, Spock quietly fetched a cup of spiced tea and approached."
Sand Castle - 1/1 - Picard comforts Data
This Side of Paradise - 1/1 - "Mr. Spock" the captain finally interrupted, putting his hands under the table when he noticed that they were shaking too much now to place the pawns correctly. "Where are you now?"
"On board the Enterprise."
"And who did you decide to follow?"
You are the light, my son - 1/1 - "It was the strength of this memory that prompted him to act. He put a hesitant hand on his father's shoulder. The latter jumped and turned towards him a furious look, ready to extricate himself from the shameless gesture, unsuitable for the Vulcans. But in doing so, he broke his focus on emotions and the storm broke through the last barriers. He collapsed to his knees.
And you are my hopes father - 1/1 - "First, Sarek's mind rejected the intruder. He erected barriers so violent that a person other than his son would have died on the spot. But Spock was determined to bring his father back to the light even if he had to leave his sanity there. If he fell, Jim and Leonard would be there to catch up with him. But he was the only one who could catch up with his father."
I love you my son - 1/1 - Sarek writes a letter to Spock
I, Mudd - 1/1 - A little story into the episode "I, Mudd"
I wish - 1/1 - I wish, i hope, i swear, i belive
New Year's Eve dinner on Vulcan - 1/1 - "The Vulcans ..."
“You are not the Vulcans, you are Spock. And Spock is not doing well because his father hurt him. And we are not here to judge you but to take care of you. Because logical or not logical; we are your friends, and we love you. "
"I couldn't have said better," Jim agreed.
Umbrella storie - 1/1 - Once upon a time under the rain
Donut - 1/1 - "My god but... but! I...Spock! »
"What the... I... oh boy... what happened?" What's the matter with you ? Have you gone mad? You called me six times in an hour! What was so important? »
" Six times... ?" asked Spock, frowning.
" Six times ! I panicked ! »
30 Days with stars - 30/30 - 30 days/30 stories. 30 moment in time. 30 emotions, memories, love and sharing.
Omega Glory - 1/1 - Jim swallowed back the memory of darkness and pain to focus on the man sobbing against him.
Today, it was up to him to take care of his lover, to silence his desire to close his eyes and think about nothing.
It was up to him to be strong. And for Spock, he could.
Amok Time - 1/1 - Spock finally moved, a guilty wave of desire and love quivering through their bond. He put a hand over his and squeezed it before bringing it to his lips. Jim smiled feeling the quivering wetness as he pressed his fingers to his cheek.
The apple - 1/1 - He rested his head in his knees and let the warmth of Spock, who had been sitting close to him, comfort him. They had grown closer since their mission on earth at the search for McCoy and the loss... of Edith.
Daddy doesn't mean perfect - 7/? - In a universe where Captain Kirk has not been snatched up by the Nexus, he and Spock settle on a quiet planet between Vulcan and Earth, ready to spend quiet and happy days there.
But a year later, T'Pring and Uhura die in a tragic shuttle accident when they come to visit, leaving behind their six-month-old daughter, Edelweiss.
Upset, the two men adopt the child.
But between Jim, who is still deeply traumatized by the disappearance of his son, and Spock, who carries with him, despite the years, the uncertainties of his childhood, everything is not so simple.
They will have to learn, against all odds, to become fathers.
A letter in a box - 1/1 - animation - "T'hy'la .If you read these words, it's because i'm not here anymore. I've felt this moment coming for a few days now and as I brace myself for the inevitable, I find myself illogicaly desperate to have to part with you"
Empathy - 1/1 - "With a heavy heart at the distress that could be read in this painful position, Jim approached. His concern increased when he saw that the ensign was shaking.
He grabbed a blanket and knelt beside him, draping his shoulders.
The Russian jumped violently and sat up guiltily. Panic coiled in his eyes when he saw that the one in front of him was his captain."
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