Roman draws in closer. "I think I basically want to make love to you. Youβre my, Everest and even though I know I wonβt be able to, probably, I want to try."
βοΈ INTRO β’ Torrance, artist, writer, over twenty-five (25+), gay man (he/him), obsessed with fictional men who are all played by Kieran Culkin. This is my yume/selfshipping side blog. Hereβs my Linktree with links to other blogs and socmeds. I also own a small MUTUAL-ONLY (sharing status-friendly) selfship server on Discord for anyone interested (must be mutuals for at least two weeks).
π« ROMANTIC F/O LIST β’ Roman Roy from Succession (πΉ11β’13β’24), Benji Kaplan from A Real Pain (π»02β’18β’25), and Wallace Wells from the Scott Pilgrim series (πͺ»11β’23β’23, technically since 2009), Ben Getwell from Infinity Baby (πͺΎ05β’09β’25), and Brandon McCarthy from Wiener-Dog (πΏ11β’21β’25).
β¨ PLATONIC & FAMILIAL F/O LIST β’ Greg Hirsch and Siobhan βShivβ Roy from Succession, David Kaplan from A Real Pain, and Jason βIgbyβ Slocumb Jr. from Igby Goes Down.
π« SHARING? β’ All F/Os are safe to share (I love sharing tbqh), though I consider myself semi-selective with my main romantic F/Os, especially Wallace.
β¨ BYF β’ This is an 18+ only blog for occasional NSFT and suggestive content (I think pΠ΅tplΠ°y is the most egregious kΡnk here, but if you need something specific tagged lmk), which will be tagged accordingly for filtering. Iβm a gay man, so my content isnβt really made with women/monogender female-aligned people in mind (though I'll sometimes write gender neutral reader-insert fics). Youβre allowed to interact and follow if youβre not MLM/NBLMβitβs just sort of a precautionary note.
π« DNFI β’ In addition to the basicsβYou are a minor (under 18), do not have your age/age range anywhere on your blog, are a minor/adult shipper (including lolisho content), are an ΡΥΈΡest shΡppΠ΅r (including fΠ°uΡ cΠ΅st, stΠ΅p, or adΠΎptΠ΅d sΡblΡngs), are a rΠ°dfΠ΅m (even if you do not identify as a trΠ°nsmΡsΠΎgynΡst), are a tΠ΅rf, are a zoophile or zoophilia apologist, are a zΡΠΎnist, are an Π°ntΡsΠ΅mΡte, are a woman/monogender female-aligned person who ships themselves with Wallace romantically, and seriously engage in RPF (Real Person Fiction).
β’ #ππ² β tag for Aaron (my friend Cricket's self-insert/OC).
β’ #π£π β tag for Connor.
β’ #π§’πͺ¨ β tag for David.
β’ #π±βοΈ β tag for Gerri.
β’ #π₯πΊ β tag for Greg.
β’ #πΈπ₯ β tag for Scott.
β’ #ππ§ β tag for Shiv.
β‘ #ππΌ β tag for Laurence, my Succession self-insert.
β’ #ππ β tag for Logan.
β’ #ππ§ β tag for me/my self-insert (minus my Succession S/I).
β’ #ππ β tag for Kendall.
β’ #πποΈ β tag for Tom.
β° INDEXED TAGS β£
β’ #aes β tag for aesthetic posts, usually paired with a character or ship tag.
β‘ #art made for me β self-explanatory; includes commissions and gifts.
β‘ #ask β tag for asks sent to me.
β’ #ask meme β tag for ask memes with specific prompts or questions.
β’ #foto album β tag for images and art of my F/Os that aren't by me, including canon material.
β’ #mild β tag for suggestive posts.
β’ #selfshiposting β tag for reblogs of yume/selfship posts and scenarios.
β’ #sillies β tag for funny yume/selfship posts or memes.
β’ #spicy β tag for explicit posts.
β’ #strawpage gimmicks β self-explanatory; doodles gifted to me through my StrawPage.
β’ #the vip room β tag for yumes/self-inserts made by my friends and mutuals because I literally love yume/selfshippers.
β’ #yumenation β tag for yumes/self-inserts I don't know personally because, again, I literally love yume/selfshippers.
β’ #πΌοΈ β tag for tidbits of gay art, literature, and history.
β° PERSONAL TAGS β£
β’ #animal machines β tag for art, images, and text posts of the animal/furry AU of my yume/selfship with Roman.
β‘ #my art β tag for my art, including sketches and doodles.
β’ #my writing β tag for fics and longform meta-analysis.
β‘ #torrance is talking β self-explanatory; may include headcanons and scenarios.
β’ #the writerβs room β tag for discussing my fics.
βͺ #inliygtloy;lore β tag specifically for my WIP Succession self-insert and Roman fic titled It's Not Lucky if You Gnaw the Leg Off Yourself.
β° PERSONAL SELFSHIP TAGS β£
β’ #burnout buddies β tag for art, images, and text posts about my yume/selfship with Benji.
βͺ #burnout buddies;lore β same as above, but keeping the important lore isolated.
β’ #eternal manchild β tag for art, images, and text posts about my yume/selfship with Ben (Infinity Baby).
βͺ #eternal manchild;lore β same as above, but keeping the important lore and highlights isolated.
β‘ #romance β tag for art, images, and text posts about my yume/selfship with Roman.
βͺ #romance;lore β same as above, but keeping the important lore and highlights isolated.
β’ #scotorrllace β tag for art and text posts about a poly yume/selfship with Wallace and Scott.
βͺ #scotorrllace;lore β same as above, but keeping the important lore and highlights isolated.
β’ #torrllace β tag for art, images, and text posts about my yume/selfship with Wallace.
βͺ #torrllace;lore β same as above, but keeping the important lore and highlights isolated.
β° OTHER SHIP TAGS β£
β’ #aaroman β tag for art and text posts about my friend Cricket's yume/selfship with Roman.
β’ #romangerri β tag for art, images, and text posts about the canon character ship between Roman and Gerri.
β’ #romelukas β tag for art, images, and text posts about the canon character ship between Roman and Lukas.
β’ #rometabs β tag for art, images, and text posts about the canon character ship between Roman and Tabitha.
β’ #romencken β tag for art, images, and text posts about the canon character ship between Roman and Mencken.
β’ #romtom β tag for art, images, and text posts about the canon character ship between Roman and Tom.
β’ #scollace β tag for art, images, and text posts about the canon character ship between Wallace and Scott.
β’ #tomgreg β tag for art, images, and text posts about the canon character ship between Tom and Greg.
π CRUSHES & DORMANT F/Os INCLUDE β’ Dr. Plowp from The Second Best Hospital in the Galaxy (07β’16β’25), Todd Chavez from BoJack Horseman, Chilchuck Tims from Delicious in Dungeon, Choromatsu & Ichimatsu Matsuno from Mr. Osomatsu, Saitama from One Punch Man, Shane from Stardew Valley, and Travis Touchdown from the No More Heroes series.
Theyβre not really part of this blog (for now?), so this is more like a fun fact than anything.
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The feeling of your f/oβs nose brushing against yours, the way it squishes against your face when they kiss you passionately, or even just a gentle tickle that makes you smile. The feeling of it brushed against your cheek in an affectionate nuzzle, or against your wrist as they kiss your palm... π€
Whilst your f/o is doing somethingβorganising their room, finishing a report, chopping vegetables as they prepare to cook, working on a creative project, calibrating their most recent inventionβyou keep them company, sitting close enough to talk and watch whilst not interrupting the task at hand.
Conversation flows easily between you andβas it often doesβthe mundanity of day-to-day life slips into time to cherish. Whether it's filled with words soft and sweet, loud laughs, or shared silence, being together lifts the weight from your shoulders, helps you breathe easier. The world feels clear and calm, colours vivid, like waking from a long dream.
For a second, your gaze drifts away from them, and it catches on something that bears your reflectionβperhaps a mirror, a window, or an object with a metallic sheenβand you glimpse your own expression. You look relaxed: eyes warm, subtle smile, face open. There's a rested contentment to your features that leaves you staring, seeing yourself and a stranger all at once.
It registers, in some part of your mind, that you've caught yourself in the midst of your time together. This is how you look at them.
You try to collect yourself. They glance over at you, and you think you spot a glimmer of curiosity in their eyes. If they notice anything, however, they don't bring it up. It was just a moment, after allβless than a second.
You continue to talk, and you quickly relax again. As life continues its slow, steady motions, the memory of your expression remains. It surprised you, but it wasn't bad. It was new, and different, but you looked... happy. Comfortable. You looked like yourself in a way that you hadn't seen for quite some time.
How long has this been going on? How long have you been looking at them that way?
You think about all the times you've seen their face light up or soften when they look at you, and wonder if they know what you see, too.
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SHE'S DONE I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE'S ACTUALLY DONE ππππ i've been working on her for SO long plus finishing big projects like this is really hard for me with my adhd DOUBLE PLUS always wanting a custom doll of some kind has me uhhhh too euphoric to put into words i think??? i stayed up late just to finish her because i was so close to being finished πππ
i had to do surgery on her hair so i still plan on commissioning the custom head at some point, but i think she turned out VERY cute and she's front facing in the glass case anyway so. shrugs
tag list because I MADE THAT DAMN THING βπ»βπ»βπ»9
when it's not absolutely awful outside i'll find somewhere nice to take them for a proper photoshoot!! :D
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HUGGEEEEEE THANK YOU TO @tortangkornbeep for recreating a piece I did that some of you may remember in his incredible artstyle!!! Ian did an absolutely STELLAR job and was such a pleasure to work with!! Genuinely a very cool guy and extremely talented artist!! Thank you so much!!! ππ«Άπ
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Alt version below (that is INSANEEE/vpos But I wanted to highlight the original artwork in the unfiltered one first and foremost yknow?)
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Murdoc (left) : he/him
Ezra (right) : they/she/it
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Proship + adjacent + other Murdoc (CBS MacGyver) selfshippers/oc x canon shippers DNI
