Hey! I’m the Torch anon from those last two letters (signed 🎇🩸, which I’ve been meaning to correct because I think I’ve been using your ship tag as her signoff instead of just her emoji. 🎇, right? That’s my bad- 💀)
Of course, you don’t have to answer this ask publicly, I just saw your mushy friends post and wanted to say that it’s such a joyful experience being a friend of yours. You’re such a bright presence in what can feel like a… not so kind community, and persist even among the worst. I suppose that’s why, in part, I’ve been able to write you letters the way I have. Because I know what it’s like to feel a fondness for you.
And it’s been pleasant writing letters for you! Your excited responses are sort of like dopamine hits to me. That might sound a little bad, but I’m being the most genuine when I say that taking a moment to make you happy makes me happy. Even if you choose not to respond publicly, just imagining you smiling behind your screen is enough for me. I hope I get to continue sparking that joy in you, and lifting your mood on the days you need it.
Besides, I could always use the practice writing for your loves for other reasons, mwahaha! >:)
Take care, Axel! Remember how much you’re worth and loved, because it’s a LOT, and I’ll Torchbearer will see you in the next letter.
(P.S. I don’t know whether or not it’s creepy to suggest, buuuuuut if you ever wanted a spicier or smuttier letter, I’m so down to hop into the inbox of your sideblog. Just shout into the void and I might come running. Of course, that’s only if you’re comfortable. If not, you can totally ignore this part and I’ll happily keep my writings to you wholesome.)
ANON I AM CRYING IN THE CLUB I HOPE YOU KNWO THIS OH Q_Q!!! You truly are way way way too kind to me omg....I feel like i'm the special one, to have someone who feels so strongly for me and my ship and stuff. That's amazing and I'm so so touched and speechless for real. I am always so happy to see your letters and I think they are so well written and beautiful and they do genuinley make me grin like a moron at my computer screen. sometimes I have to pause and blush and giggle and kick my feet then keep reading >u<;!
Truly, I can't express to you enough how much you mean to me for those <3 Im keeping my eyes peeled always for more lovely letters from my lovely trench partner SNIFFLES TuT!!!!!!!!!!!! explodes into a MILLION BILLION PIECES!!!!!
ALSO fuck yes you can send me spicy stuff if you ever feel comfy with it. i love a good smut in my nsfw blog inbox should you wanna giggles blushes twirls my hair <3