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Iāve been checking out the blogs that follow me a lot more recently since tumblr bots have started invading my blog. Whatās your story?!? You SEEM like a real person, with real problems and interests and stuff. But you donāt seem to have blogged anything for several YEARS and yet here you are following my creepy pervert blog haha. Just struck me as interesting and Iām always one to follow my curiosity. Also, Iām very familiar with bipolar people and I hope youāve got yours under control!
I can definitely assure you I am not a bot! And let's say I took a break from reality and the real world, I guess you could say! As for my username I created it before they realized I wasn't bipolar! They switched it up on me, I'm a little crazier than they thought!!!
āIs there really a reason behind this life of mine? Why does it feel like I am waiting for something that does not even exist in the first place? Why do I feel like I am living someone elseās life?ā
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Our Incest Love Story
It all started when I came home to visit my family. Itās just me my mom and my little brother and sister Jason & Daylin. That night it was senior night at my old school. My Brother was the starting QB heās been that since he was a freshman and I just got back into college. Watching the game with Daylin and my mom. Heās amazing by half time he had 435 Passing yards, 4 passing TDs, Rushing 180yds, 2 Rushing TDs. It was such a hype game. At half time we joined Jason on the field. We locked arms and walked to the middle of the field. The crowd went wild the announcer said Jasonās name they even said his stats. You could even here girls yell'ing āFuck me Jason,ā I crave that hard cock. *flashes tits* my sister face got so red. He stepped forward and waved to his school, he hugged each of us and accidentally kissed me on the lips when he was running off to the locker room they were soft his lips I mean. Anyway after the game ended I went home. Later Jason came and I was surprised I thought he would be at a party or something.
Jason: Hey Big Sis. Hell of game right?
Cathy: Hey what the hell are you doing here. Shouldnāt you be at a party getting laid. By all the girls that want to show you their tits. Maybe that girl friend of yours
He blushed. He so cute I thought.
Jason: Haha well Iām more worried about playoffs in the next two weeks
Cathy: Nope!
Jason: What
Cathy: Go shower and get ready we are going to a party tonight. And I know whatās going through your head you donāt want
Jason: Well itās valid I just donāt want to have a chance of getting in trouble this close to the end of the season and college ch I cut him off
Cathy: Shut up Iāll keep you out of trouble go get ready and trust your big sister. Iām going to look for a party
Jason: your 24 why are you going to a highs school party?
Cathy: Cause games like this bring young alumni of our dear school like my self itching to celebrate with our legacies. Jess has been texting the party is live. And Dallen is there too
Jason: Fine you win give me 20 minutes.
Cathy: Alright superstar
We went to the party and drank and danced a ton. My brother on the other hand only drank some talked to his friends then the bitch of a girl friend. He was talking to my friend Jess and that bitch walked in and started yelling at him everyone heard her he was so embarrassed. But it was more like she was embarrassing her self. At the end of her little drunken rant she yelled so loudly
Bitch gf: Just because your the star QB and have a huge pornstar cock doesnāt mean you can cheat on with this tramp Jason: Abi thatās my Big sisters best friend⦠she was just saying hi
Bitch gf: ā¦Oh Iām sorry
He told her that he couldnāt keep up with her jealousy. He walked towards the door I ran after him.
Cathy: Bro⦠Jason stop
Jason: Iām just going to go home Cath. Iām fine donāt worry
Cathy: No come on I want to spend time with you. Come one at least spend an hour here with me and your friends. You deserve this donāt let that bitch steal your joy. You were so happy when you came home. You beat a team that was making our school look like shit. Please everyone in this house want you there.
He looked at me for a minute
Jason: Fine you have me for an hour and a half
Cathy: Good now come dance with me and take some shots
We partied hard for an hour and a half together I got 7 shots to in him. Jason can take liquor like a champ. I danced with him grinding on him like I was trying to tell him I wanted him, every time I pushed up against he pushed up on him. He was enjoying it. And so was I. He left early like he said he would I was going to go with him but he said I should come home with Dallen. My sister was introducing me to some of her friends one of them was a cheerleader named Katie. Me, my sister, my best friend Jess, and Katie were drinking and talking at a table.
Dallen: Sis you know Katie hooked up with our dear brother
Katie: Yeah his cock is huge so fucking thick. Heās like a freaking superhero
Cathy: Dang itās really that big huh
Jess: How big if you had to guess?
Cathy: Why do you wanna know Jess heās practically your brother
Jess: But he isnāt and Iām drunk this are the conversations weāre supposed to be having
Cathy: True. Go ahead and answer
Katie: if I had to guess I say about 10 to 11 inches really thick with a nice little curve that hit my g spot perfectly
Dallen: Wow such fine details on my big brothers dick⦠I need another drink.
Katie: Haha sorry he was just the best I ever had. Itās weird I thought when he said we should stop hooking we werenāt going to be friends but weāre literally the same as before
Cathy: What did you expect I raised him
Dallen: Girls! I brought shots!!!
Jess: No no no Iām done for tonight
Cathy: Oh thank you. Im going get waisted tonight good thing I got my bestie to watch me and my little sister back tonight.
We drank and drank and drank. Jess got me and Dallen home she put Dallen in her room and I got a snack from the fridge. Jess came down and we talked for a bit and got ourselves some wine. She left, I tried to make my way to my room but instead of going up the stairs to my room I headed down stairs to the basement my brothers man cave/ room. It used to me my room, but as a gift to him I let him have it. Itā was dark and I was really drunk I was planing on going to my room and sleeping with a vibrator in me hehe. I stripped all my clothes off. My bags were still in the living room I ran back upstairs well more like hobbled. I went in my back and grabbed my small vibrator. And again going downstairs inside of up stairs again. I turned my vibrator egg and put it inside me. When Iām drunk I have really lucid dreams especially when Iām horny like this. I started to dose off thinking about what my sisterās friend katie said about my brotherās cock. Even his bitch girlfriend talking about his big cock came to my mind. I tried to think of some other guy that was rocking my world, my brother kept coming up instead. I opened my eyes and finally noticed someone else was in bed with me. I turned around and noticed it was Jason. I thought it was still my dream. I kissed him and his lips kissed back. One kiss became two it quickly became a make out and I rolled on top of him and felt his hard member under my wet pussy. I started grinding on it, making out with him at the same time. My hands down went down to his waist and I started to take off his pants he helped me get them off fully. I reached down for his cock I stroked it slowly feeling his size of his king of a cock. I flipped over putting my pussy in his face, without missing a beat Jason started to eat me out rubbing my clit. My egg vibrator was still inside me, he started to move it around and Tag teaming me with his mouth. As I was sucking and stroking his cock. Then he found it my G spot I moaned incredibly loud. He pushed the egg on that spot it didnāt take long for me to cum. He had skills that were out of this world, I never never been with a Man like him. Just based off the moment we were having at the time, he was rough but gentle. I thought to myself, āBest Dream Everā. I flipped back around and kissed him his soft lips had me in a trance. My pussy was rubbing against his cock as we kissed. I stopped kissing him and quietly āwhispered who are youā.A few seconds later he moaned and open his eyes. He was still kissing me back but at the same time he moved to turn on his lamp. I started to realize that it wasnāt a dream, I was grinding on my brothers cock. His dick got harder under me. I didnāt stop grinding him till for a couple of seconds.
Cathy: Oh my gosh I thought I was fucking dreaming
Jason: Dreaming that you were about to fuck your brother
Cathy: No No ummm⦠ammmm
His cock twitched under me. I unwillingly moaned and licked my lips
I got off him and ran upstairs to my room so freaking embarrassed. I couldnāt stop thinking about how big he felt how softly his lips felt on mine, and how his tongue entered my mouth when we were kissing how he made me cum over and over. I started touching myself. Our kiss felt like fireworks. That night I fucked myself for hours till it was sunrise. I heard Jason walking downstairs, he leaves early every morning for a work out with his friends. I got up and put on a sweatshirt and headed downstairs.
Cathy: Morning
Jason: Morning. Why you up so early?
Cathy: Couldnāt sleep. Can we talk about what happened last night.
Jason: Yeah. But can we talk about later, I canāt be late for this workout
Cathy: Okay. This stays between us rightā¦
Jason: Of course
He came up to me a kissed my forehead. And gave me a lingering hug. He smelt so good. I just wanted to touch his cock again.
Jason: Go back to sleep you probably have a hangover
Cathy: I will. Love you
Jason: Love you too
After I stood there kinda frozen thinking about last night and why I was feeling like I wanted more. My mom came downstairs, I was so lost in thought I didnāt notice her at all. She finally got my attention.
Mom: Cathy sweetie are you okay?
Cathy: Yeah just tired
Mom: Everything okay with you and Jason, he just left right?
Cathy: Yeah were good, im just tired
I went upstairs to my room and closed my room behind me. I decided that I was just going to go to sleep and not think about it till I talk to Jason. Sleeping didnāt really help not thinking about it, I had a dream about Jason and me. I woke up to an orgasm. I checked the time and it was 3:00. I showered and everything I started watching Netflix and writing a paper. I heard a knock on the door it was Jason.
Jason: Wanna go and get something to eat?
Cathy: Depends where
Jason: That dive burger place in the city we went to where they thought we were dating
Cathy: Just us?
Jason: Yeah
Cathy: Okay let me get ready
I threw on a sweatshirt I stole from his closet. I got in his car, he started driving. It was awkward at first. I decided to break the silence.
Cathy: Iām so sorry Jason, I was drunk and thought I was in a dream I only remember the be beginning of the party and youāre ex flipping shit on you. And us dancing. Iām so sorry.
Jason: Cath itās okay. Itās not all your fault⦠I canāt even lie to you I enjoyed it. Maybe thatās wrong and taboo of me to say but it better then the best sex of my life.
Cathy: Jason⦠I⦠I donāt know what to say
Jason: Ik itās wrong and you probably think Iām sick for saying that but with what happened why fucking lie. Thatās why I took you to this Chima instead of Olive Garden around the corner from the house.
He went on saying that we canāt go that far again cause if we do weāll end up having sex⦠but thatās what I wanted. He also said if this was another world he wouldnāt care and just take me like he really wanted to. I paused for a second looking into his eyes he was telling the truth.
Cathy: Little brother follow me.
I got up and he followed behind me. I walked towards the bathroom. A janitor walked out of the girls bathroom and said I was lucky cause it was spotless. I ignored him I reached back and grabbed my brothers had and held on tight. We walked into the womanās bathroom and locked the door.
Jason: Cathy whatās going on?
I didnāt respond I started taking off my cloths.
Jason: Cath whatās up stop stripping.
Cathy: Little brother take off your clothes right now or our relationship will never be the same. Your the most important person in my life and I canāt loose you just because we canāt fuck. So take you cloths off and get that titan dick in my mouth right now
Jason: Cathy. This is wrong⦠I donāt know about thisā¦
My back was to him. I started to cry a little and I turned to him I grabbed his hands and held them tight.
Cathy: Please Jason, we canāt come back from when where weāve been. I know itās wrong but I want this and I can tell you do too. What do you think itās going to be like if we donāt. Thereās no going back⦠might as well keep going.
Jason walked up to me and kissed me
Jason: Okay weāll do it not here though. If weāre going to do this it has to be romantic
Cathy: okay what do you have in mind
Jason: Donāt worry about it. If this is what you truly want then weāll do it. Mom and sis went on momās business trip to the key west. If you want we could watch a movie when we get home.
Cathy: Could we make out? When we get home⦠and a little bit right now.
Jason: Sure big sis. Whatever you want
Cathy: Okay just remember Iām still your big sister and Iām still gonna be in charge
Jason: Of course.
I stepped up to him again looking into his eyes. I wanted to get him excited about tomorrow so I grabbed his hand and on my pussy pushing 3 of his fingers inside me. I moaned and Kissed me and kept fingering me.
Cathy: Please make me cum. Just real quick please Jason. Iām so wet
Jason: Cathy
Cathy: Listen to your big sister
Jason: Okay but in the car
Cathy: Good boy.
We made out for 20min his hard cock poking my stomach his hands were all over my body I was so wet in the light you could see it was starting to seep through my jeans. I started to cum my body vibrated and I moaned into his mouth with a big smile on my face
Cathy: Okay okay little brother letās get home
Jason: I thought you wanted me to make you come when we get to the car
Cathy: Hahaha I just did.
Jason: I know
Cathy: Iām going to cum more at home arenāt I
Jason: Okay lets go.
We went home to my room and watched a random movie. I kept pushing him further and further. We had the whole house to ourselves. I ripped his pants off a started kissing his cock I got so into it I kissed his pubic hair. I was having the time of my life. I could tell he was too.
Jason: I wantā¦
Cathy: What is it?
Jason: I want⦠big sister I want to be inside you
Cathy: Really?!
Jason: but first I want you to wait here okay?
Cathy: Okay Iāll get dolled up for you
Jason: Wear that sexy red dress
Cathy: Okay
He got up and moved toward the door
Cathy: Tonight little brother, my love.. will you cum inside of me. Ik itās really taboo
Jason: Okay.
Cathy: Really?!
Jason: Yes whatever you want?
Cathy: You really love me
Jason: Of course I do
Cathy: Okay go get started with whatever your doing
Jason: Okay donāt come down till I call you.
Jason went downstairs and started cooking. Thirty minutes later he came to my room in jeans and a nice polo.
Jason: Cathy you ready
I walked towards him I kissed him grabbing his hand he set out a candle lit dinner. And he put on the fire place and put out pillows and a blanket. It lovely I wasnāt wearing any panties I started getting wet and excited my lovely was going to cum in my drenched pussy it the most horny Iāve been in my life.
We sat down at the table and ate a great meal. After we finished eating I got up and started ru take off my clothes. He started to but I stopped him
Cathy: No I want to rip off your clothes. Lay down little brother
Jason: I like it when you call me that
Cathy: I like when you call me Big Sister do that a lot tonight
I sarted with his shirt and shoes. He stood up and kissed me and I helped him take off his pants. I started sucking kid cock and I couldnāt wait till I got it in me. Neither could he he lifted me up in his strong arms and pinned me to the wall kissing me. He slowly lowered me onto his cock he was so big it felt like he barely fit.
Cathy: Oh god
I started moaning as he started to fuck my little pussy.
Jason: Your so tight. This is the best pussy Iāve had so far
Cathy: Like we were made for each other.
Jason: Maybe we were.
He started going faster and faster it felt like pure bliss. I buried my head in his neck and kissed it endlessly. He laid me down on the floor without coming out of me. He fucked me slow at first picking up pace as he went along. He was so big getting in him all the way was hard but I loved it. I couldnāt tear myself away I stared in his eyes and kept going. A few minutes later and 3 orgasm i got on top.
Cath: Oh fuck me little brotherā¦. fuck me, fuck me OH GOSH IM CUMMING.
Jason kissed me deeply as I came. His stamina was amazing. He never slowed down when he speeded up. About an hour later he was close I came 9 times so far it wouldnāt be my last that night.
Jason: Iām getting close
Cath: Donāt pull out
Jason: What!
Cath: Donāt worry okay please little erupt inside me.
Jason: I love you
Cath: I love you too⦠now fuck me hard
After that we made love more then fucked it was amazing and we really grew closer. We decided to keep our relationship going when he came to move in with me saying it would be safer the having one night stands. We truly love each other and our relationship wonāt change till someone ask us to marry them. So thatās our story.
What is the difference between bipolar and borderline personality disorder?
1. Definition
Bipolar disorder is a mood disorder characterized by usually enduring episodes/mood states of mania/hypomania and major depression.
Borderline personality disorder a mental disorder characterized by baseline emotional hypersensitivity, intensity, and emotional dysregulation, resultingĀ unstable behaviors, relationships, and the sense of self/identity.
2. Mood State vs. Baseline FunctioningĀ
A mood state is different than the affective instability and baseline functioning of borderline personality disorder. The important note here is a prolonged mood state of bipolar disorder is not the same as the emotional reactions and symptoms of baseline functioning of borderline pd.
A mood (affective) disorder is characterized by the prolonged mood state that deviates away from, either above (mania/hypomania) or below (major depressive) their baseline, standard, typical,Ā ānormalā mood. These states are more prolonged and more discrete. They typically last weeks or months in which the symptoms of either (hypo)mania or major depression occur within the same few week/month period, with periods of āthe normal mood (euthymic)ā between the mood states.
Borderline personality disorder, rather than causing a deviation on extreme ends of the mood spectrum AWAY from the baseline functioning like in bipolar disorder, the symptoms of borderline pd occur AS/WITHINĀ the baseline. The key here is BPD has hypersensitive and intense developed baseline. For example, if I were to measure my resting heart rate on a typical day throughout the day, this would be my baseline resting heart rate. The idea is that people with borderline personality disorder naturally fall higher on the baseline of emotional hypersensitivity and intensity. Someoneās natural sensitivity and intensity of emotions may be at a ā50ā³ but people with BPD may naturally be at 70. The areas of functioning are persistent set patterns as part of their baseline, including five functioning areas: range and expression emotionality, behavior, interpersonal patterns, and cognitive/perceptual patterns. Thus, the symptoms are more constant to everyday life. So, while mood disorders occur as episodic /prolongedsevere moods that deviate away from the baseline of their typical functioning, borderline personality disorder occur AS the individuals developed hypersensitive and intense baseline.
A helpful borderline PD Model: Dr. Marsha Linehanexplains BPD is characterized by innate hypersensitive emotions, intenseemotional reactivity, and a slow return to emotional baseline. Thehypersensitivity means emotions are easily aroused and may occur from ordinarycircumstances that do not typically bother someone without the disorder. Thereactions are then noticeably intense, for example, with griefĀ insteadof sadness, humiliation instead of embarrassment, rage instead of annoyance,and panic instead of nervousness, and great joy and passion. Lastly, the slowreturn to baseline means it may take longer to ālevel outā from an emotion.Given these factors, BPD has heritability factorsof up to 70% where this hypersensitivity can be seen in childhood and developover time to more apparent BPD. For example, emotional reactions also show in one study to fire off 20% longer than those without it.Itās an interplay of heritable/genetic factorsand environmental factors. Early trauma, early invalidation, or earlyseparation or loss are all extremely common and correlated to BPD. Earlytrauma alone does not cause BPD, otherwise everyone who experiencedearly trauma would have BPD, and some people with high heritability factors donot have extensive environmental factors. Notice how this explains how BPD occurs more in baseline functioning rather than deviated mood states.
Duration
In bipolar disorder, the symptoms, as mentioned, are a more prolonged mood state. The current given clinical span of bipolar disorder is at least two weeks for major depressive episodes, one week for mania, and four days for hypomania. In other instances, some episodes can last a shorter period than the given spans,referred to as rapid cycling; however, the episodes must still be distinct change from baseline mood and the individual must still meet the criteria.
In borderline personality disorder, the mood duration are more sensitive and intense emotional reactions rather than mood states. The reactions last intense hours or minutes, usually in response to a stimuli in the environment, or a few days.
How often do they change and why
In bipolar disorder, someone usually lasts in the mood states for weeks or months, without a specific trigger. While the occurrence/course of some episodes may be affected by life incidents, such as traveling, job loss, and sleep changes, these episodes are not caused be an exact reaction to the environment. If they were, individuals with the condition would switch episodes every time something happened around them, but they donāt. They last in episodes and run their course.
Borderline personality disorder, as explained, is a disorder of baseline functioning and reactions. The reaction is often traced to an occurrence.They intensity and sensitively respond to stimuli in the environment, often an interpersonal stressor/perception (abandonment, rejection). Rather than changing once or twice or a few times a year, someone with BPD has emotional reactions daily, like we all do, but intensity and hypersensitively and accompanying a range of other symptoms.
The Specific Symptoms
In bipolar disorder, as mentioned, there are two mood episodes: major depressive epsidoes and (hypo)mania. These symptoms occur everyday, or nearly everyday, within the same weekly/monthly period and represent a change from previous baseline functioning.
-Major depressive episodes consist of symptoms revolved around a significant depressed mood or shame/guilt for most of the day-almost everyday, immense appetite/weight changes (at least 5%), drastic sleep changes from someoneās baseline sleep pattern, difficulties with memory/focus, loss of interest and motivation, suicidal ideations, psychomotor agitation/retardation (slowed down physical movements), and more.
-Manic episodes symptoms revolve around a decreased need for sleep and feeling rested after only a few hours, impulsiveness, inflated self-esteem, increased motivation such as taking on dozens of tasks at once, agitation/anger, restlessness and difficulty sitting still, racing thoughts and speech, a delusion of grandeur, such as the belief that one possesses superior qualities such as genius, fame, or wealth, a race and flood of ideas, pressure to keep speaking and interrupt, and more. Someone doesnāt have to have every single symptom, keep in mind.
-In type 2, rather than manic episodes, individuals also go through mood episodes of major depression, but rather than mania, the difference is that they experience hypomania. The hypomania in bipolar disorder type 2 has a shorter span (4 days, at minimum) and does not impair the ability to function as much, and it also does not usually include hallucinations and delusions like mania; nonetheless, research indicates the depressive episodes typically last longer than in type 1 and may be more severe.
-āMixedā episodes can also often occur, which are a mixture of both. And, as mentioned, a return to stable/ānormalā baseline functioning called euthymia occurs between episodes for some time.
In borderline personality disorder, as mentioned, it occurs within the baseline areas of functioning: Range/expression of emotion, behavior, interpersonal patterns, and cognitive/perception/identity.
Ā Range/expression of emotion: as mentioned, the hypersensitivty, intensity, and dysregulation model explains this and leads to explain the rest of the symptoms and how they connect. Intense, reactive mood, where reactions last a few hours/days. This includes: reacting with depression instead of mere sadness, humiliation instead of embarrassment, and rage instead of anger. They can have brief elevated, positive reactions, usually in the perception of nurturance/acceptance, referred to as a euphoric or idealization reactions. -A second emotionality symptom is the chronic feelings of emptiness, such as a constant empty void, longing, heaviness/grief,numbness, or feelings of purposelessness. BPD can be understood as a disorderwith changeable reactions, but this symptom tends to be enduring and constant -A third emotionality symptom is intense external displays of anger or physical altercations.
Behavioral: Self-harm and recurrentsuicidal behavior, gestures, and ideations This specifically refers to reoccurring cutting,burning, bruising, or other acts of physical self-harm or suicidal behavior.Suicidal thoughts and preoccupations can occur in BPD, but this symptomspecifies behavior/gestures with it. It has been estimated that up to one out of ten of those withthe disorder die byĀ suicide, andup to eight out of ten attempt suicide an average of three times. Likewise, upto eight out of ten engage in self-harm.-A second behavioral symptom includes impulsiveness, in at least two areas that are potentially self-damaging, such as substance use, reckless sex, binge eating, or reckless driving. This impulsiveness can be meansto cope with the other symptoms, feel āaliveā and break away from dissociation, self-punishment, or stem from sudden rage, abandonment, or a sense ofurgency and intrusions for a relief of emotional turmoil.
Interpersonal: Perhaps one of the main hallmark symptoms of BPD are the interpersonal sensitivities and reactions. This includes frantic efforts to avoid abandonment and extreme reactions to and preoccupations with perceived/real rejection, abandonment, and criticism/slights. The symptom specifies the action/effortto avoid abandonment. Examples include recurrent begging, repeatedlyasking for confirmation, physically clinging to or blocking the person, orattempts to find the person. However, other expressions of this symptom doinclude intense and frequent preoccupations, which may include panic, suddendepressive states, grief, nightmares of abandonment, self-harm, or othersymptoms. Mundane circumstances in which someone with BPD feels sociallyrejected or left out, abandoned from someone due to a slight behavior or tonechange, or brief separation, may exacerbate symptoms. -The second interpersonal symptom is called splitting, an extreme thoughtpattern symptom in which positive and negative perceptions of the self and others are not integrated.It leads to a maladaptive pattern of thinking in extremes, which ofteninterferes with perceptions, social functioning, and emotionality. Splitting inBPD is usually sudden, intense and longer lasting or quickly changeable. Thetrigger may be very minor. The two parts of splitting include idealization(exaggerated positive qualities) and devaluation (exaggerated negativequalities). This may result in, for example: a. alternating betweenover-involvement and withdrawal, b. attributing god-like qualities to theirpartner, or extreme dependency, which may instantly switch to devaluation at aperceived slight, c. suddenly feeling betrayed/afraid by someone they felt safewith and close to.Ā
Cognitive/perception: the emotional intensity and reactions or interpersonal upsets may lead to stress related paranoid ideation or severe dissociative symptoms. Paranoia is characterized by suspicions and distrust of the motivesand actions of others. For example, someone with BPD may think peopleare secretly plotting ways to slight/reject /abandon them. Or, someone with BPDmay think someone has a plan to somehow berate them or that something was doneintentionally to hurt them. -Dissociation is broadly referring to a disconnection and detachment fromsurroundings, emotions, thoughts, and the body/identity, often to cope withfatigue, boredom, or stress.Ā Daydreaming and zoning out sometimes can beconsidered a nonsymptomatic form of dissociation on the low end of thespectrum. Just like anyone, people with BPD may vary on the spectrum, but thecriterion refers to symptomatic severe dissociation. Symptomatic dissociationmay continue despite efforts to stop it, is intrusive, or unsettling andstartling. It may occur to cope with the emotional intensity, paranoidideation, or in response to trauma/triggers considering many people with BPD haveexperienced trauma. Someone dissociating may feel as if they are floating orwatching themselves, like they are in a dream, looking through a veil/fog, oras if they have no reaction/emotions at all.-With Identity disturbance: markedly and persistently unstableself-image or sense of self, this symptom may present itself in BPD invarious ways. For example, this includes dramatic shifts in perceptions of whothey are, their goals, jobs, aspirations, appearance, or values. This symptommay include excessive self-criticism, intense dysphoria and dissatisfaction,feelings of worthlessness, extreme perfectionism and longing, struggles withself-image, self-hatred, or the belief that they are inherently ābad.ā
So overall:
Bipolar disorder
-has more enduring major depression/(hypo)mania episodes-that do not suddenly fluctuate depending on the environment (though, the occurrence/course can be affected by the environment)-where the mood states have a collection of symptoms in either the low end of a mood spectrum (depressive) or high end (mania) that occur all within the same mood state/period-that deviates from a baseline mood or standard functioning
Borderline personality disorder:
-is a disorder where the natural emotional baseline is heightened -Particularly, hypersensitive emotions occur as a response to stimuli + intensity + an impaired ability to regulate the extremities -where the symptoms present themselves in response to the environment/stimuli, often interpersonal contexts or perceptions -has a different a collection of specific symptoms that are ENDURING throughout life, as part of the sensitive and intense developed baseline, rather prolonged mood states

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