Astrid-Rose-Fern

well; yeah, your my type of girl

No...

uhm...

INSIDE YOUR MINDNDNDDDDDD

i think so

so I guess I'm not sorry but I kinda feel bad :D

Incase you have no one else to tell you this:

I’m proud of you for cleaning your room!

I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth!

I’m proud of you for brushing your hair!

I’m proud of you for taking a shower/bath!

I’m proud of you for not masking, and letting yourself be comfortable!

I’m proud of you for letting yourself experience the good and the bad emotions you have.

I’m proud of you for waking up today!

I’m proud of you for getting out of bed today! (if you’re able to.)

I’m proud of you for managing to make it another day. So incredibly proud.

I’m proud of you for seeking out comfort and healing.

I’m proud of you for letting yourself heal.

I’m proud of you for trying to break any bad habits you have, even if you keep on relapsing.

I’m proud of you for being so incredibly strong.

I’m so proud of who you are, who you’ve grown to be, and who you strive to be in the future. Things are hard, and sometimes, things will always be hard, but you have to realize that it’s hard to start to move forward. It might feel like a battle today — but in the future, it might not be as bad. You just have to realize how hard it is for you, realizing how bad it really feels sometimes, before you can get that hope and so you can realize you can overcome it. But, I’ll be proud of you though out all of it.

I love you, and I’m proud of you regardless.

!Dividers credit! 1. 2.

tyyy @mytwinsung for tagging me !! 🤍 (granted like a week ago...)

last song: sun has set - beabadoobee (I WON THE FREAKING TICKETMASTER)

currently watching: never ending summer, it's this c-drama that i keep seeing everywhere but i haven't watched it yet but i'm planning to soon :p

current obsession: photography 👀 i just love when my feed looks clean and aesthetic like it just makes me happy inside, sooo i've been experimenting with different digis

currently reading: re-reading the percy jackson series 😛 (I CANT WAIT FOR SEASON 3 AND FOR THE EPIC THE MUSICAL MOVIE)

currently working on: riki's part of lens unfocused... I'LL GET IT OUT SOON I SWEAR I'VE JUST BEEN SO BUSY 😭😭

currently wearing: a thin tank top and jorts because it's so FREAKING HOT. house slippers too ig

last google search: the weather... 💀 donno why i keep searching that when i KNOW theres a freaking heatwave everyday 💔💔

fav flower: magnolias ^^ they’re so big and pretty and they smell good and they look so delicate andand (or lilies for the same reasons lol)

ty love @ikeusnupii for tagging me :3 🤍

last song: about you -the 1975 (i am a yearner :/)

currently watching: smallville (for the 3rd time)

current obsession: designing (ilovefashion)

currently reading: i dont read much but the last book i read was "to kill a mockingbird"

currently working on: all my wips

currently wearing: over sized white tee with black shorts?

last google search: differentiation formulas

fav flower: pink and white lillies ^^ i love them they just look sooooooo pretty gosh

tysm for tagging me!! ily @veorise !!

last song : espresso - sabrina carpenter

currently watching : spider man : homecoming

current obsession : polka dots and little trinkets!!

currently reading : the Harry Potter series (currently on book 4)

currently working on : all my smaus + 2 written/smau fics

currently wearing : light pink tanktop + long white skirt

last google search : which teams are left in the World Cup (I don’t watch it 😭)

fav flower : plumeria flowers!!! (they’re so pretty and smell so nice 💗)

(idk how to do the cute small font pls have mercy on the ugly big font im using T-T)

awhhh bb thankyuu for tagging me @woninlove

last song: LOUD - NMIXX (their album is a work of art, I can't explain it here but I can't stop listening to it)

currently watching: Camping in Japan's Most Haunted Forest | Aokigahara 青木ヶ原 - Demon Caught On Camera (<- linked - YouTuber named Jasko, I've been watching his content since 2021, I would be watching a horror movie on Prime Video, but all of them are boring, and not scary enough)

current obsession: Nommi Blind Boxes and Shopping (I used to hate shopping)

currently reading: Disability Visibility: First-person Stories From The Twenty-first Century by Alice Wong (<- linked - while my idol's ADHD brought it to my radar, this hits close to home. as someone with a disability, I'm studying intellectual and developmental disabilities to become the advocate I needed when the school system failed me as a kindergartener. I also love spreading disability awareness through my fics!) = they also have a student version of this book

currently working on: my November-January fics (as you know me, I like to write and finish tasks in advance, August-October fics are already in queue)

currently wearing: forest green shirt (from my volunteer service) + my school gym shorts from hs in royal blue (I still fit in it)

last google search: "How to get your New York Fries rewards?" (since National Fry Day in my province is this Friday, so I'm collecting all my fast food rewards to get free fries)

fav flower: orchids and sunflowers (I'm an orchid mom)

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Last Song: Breathless - The Corrs (a classic like c’mon, I love them as a group!✨)

Currently Watching: I haven’t found the right timing yet since I am currently focusing on my wisdom tooth operation recovery and I’ve been busy with work.. but if I were to have time, I would watch an action/comedy drama.

Current Obsession: Tbh, I’ve been obsessively checking my tumblr notifs regarding my followed genius and beautiful writers 🥺💕 and been constantly looking for another workplace since I feel I am not paid enough and often overworked. I only have 1 day off, ONE! 🫠

Currently Reading: I’m not a really a bookworm more like I read on a whim.. like if I’m in the mood, I will. My attention span is 😮‍💨😂

Currently working on: Myself actually.. I realized I had a lot to improve about myself.. like my hobbies and overall character. As for the writing, I’m not good with that.. I prefer doing essays and reading others work 🥰✨

Currently wearing: A cute pink shirt, navy blue shorts and cream & pink sneakers 🩷💙

Last google search: Best restaurants in a city about 3-4 hrs. away from my hometown (Cause I miss their food! 🥲🥹)

Fav flower: Tulips and Carnations! 💐✨(Even if I haven’t seen these two personally, I just know they’re sooo pretty!! Since I haven’t really received them and they don’t grow in our country since I belong in a humid country.. 🥵🥺)

(I’m a very boring person, I know.. but that’s my reality so yeah. Been trying to work on that too)

Tagging these lovely and GORGEOUS people💕✨:

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Last Song: Waltz of Four Left Feet by Shirebound (ifykyk)

Currently Watching: Ohhhhh I'm not really an avid fan of series, but I am planning to continue watching sex and the city s2.

Current Obsession: olivia rodrigo's new album, you seem pretty sad for a girl so in love. it's been on my repeat since release!

Currently Reading: fanfics lmaoooo, whether in tumblr or ao3, i've been reading it nonstop, those are my bedtime stories lmaoooo, idk when was the last time i've read a novel ngl.

Currently working on: my current series which is big reputation series, and just my writing in total.

Currently wearing: a white shirt and pajama pants with flower patterns.

Last google search: grazing table,,, because i need to make sure i am writing the right terms lol.

Fav flower: daisies! they're simple yet pretty for me ♡♡♡

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last song: end of you - poppy, amy lee & courtney laplante

currently watching: nothing atm but i recently rewatched dead poets society !

current obsession: big black sunglasses and history

currently reading: historical articles, fanfics bcs why not

currently working on: writing fics again

currently wearing: white racerback tank top + grey shorts

last google search: college in 1800s (honestly my head is stuck on some cloud)

fav flower: orchids bcs they just speak to me

✩‧₊˚ ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ 10 PEOPLE I'D LIKE TO GET TO KNOWWW !! ♡ last song: melting - kali uchis currently watching: lovely runner , rewatching my fav en o'clock eps sigh current obsession: 2000s summer aesthetic, enha, evanevanevannn currently reading: fanfics hehe currently working on: fluff fic ofcofc currently wearing: oversized black t-shirt w baggy shorts and headphonesss last google search: google translate lmaoo fav flower: cherry blossomssss

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Last song: 蜜月アン・ドゥ・トロワ by DATEKEN (peak i prms :p)

Currently watching: a romance of the little forest(c drama)

Current obsession: enha my bebes and sleep.....

Currently reading: at tarou's mercy(lowk a manga bout having a sugar bebe....) and fics DUH!(oop piwon mentioned)

Currently working on: completing all my drafts on the blr and finishing cleaning out the exam funk.

Currently wearing: my dads shirt and some shorts fr ;)

Last google search: Kagamine Rin and Len...the last song i was listening to was lowk a song made with their voce banks soooo.

Fav flower: i actually dont know.....never thought about it b4...prob a daisy.

Now it's your turn badabebes(´-ω-`)

last song- honeybee by olivia rodrigo

currently watching- bloodhounds & nevertheless (rewatch)

current obsession- oil painting

currently reading- anna karenina and fics

currently working on- myself #therapy

currently wearing- plaid babydoll top and shorts

last google search- how to make an origami frog

fav flower- peonies

thank you for the tag!! 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

last song: just for me - pinkpantheress

currently watching: monster (2004)

current obsession: enha and editing <3

currently reading: aside from a few fics, I haven’t read anything recently

currently working on: nothing 😭 (i’m so productive, ik)

currently wearing: my pajamas because it’s very cold rn

last google search: AO3...

fav flower: lily of the valley ✿

ty to @dadasimjaeyun for the tag!!

𝐿𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝓈𝑜𝓃𝑔: 𝑅𝐸𝒟𝑅𝐸𝒟 𝒷𝓎 𝒞𝑜𝓇𝓉𝒾𝓈 ྀིྀི

𝒞𝓊𝓇𝓇𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 : 𝒦𝒶𝓂𝒾𝓈𝒶𝓂𝒶 𝒦𝒾𝓈𝓈 ྀིྀི

𝒞𝓊𝓇𝓇𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝑜𝒷𝓈𝑒𝓈𝓈𝒾𝑜𝓃: 𝒞𝑜𝓇𝓉𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓉! ྀིྀི

𝒞𝓊𝓇𝓇𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝒾𝓃𝑔: 𝑀𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝓋 𝑀𝒶𝓃𝑔𝒶! 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝐹𝓇𝒶𝑔𝓇𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒻𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓂𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒹𝒾𝑔𝓃𝒾𝓉𝓎. ྀིྀི

𝒞𝓊𝓇𝓇𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃: 𝒩𝑜𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔!! 🥲 𝒶𝓉 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓌 ྀིྀི

𝒞𝓊𝓇𝓇𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓌𝑒𝒶𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 : 𝒶 𝓅𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝓋 𝒥𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝓈𝓀𝒾𝓇𝓉 ! ྀིྀི

𝐿𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝑔𝓁𝑒 𝓈𝑒𝒶𝓇𝒸𝒽: 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓂𝑒’𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊’𝓇𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝓇𝑒𝒹!ྀིྀི

𝐹𝒶𝓋 𝒻𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇 : 𝓂𝒶𝑔𝓃𝑜𝓁𝒾𝒶𝓈 ! ྀིྀི

𝒯𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒶𝑔𝑔𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 ! ྀིྀི @kii-kii

last song: tick tack by ILLIT

currently watching: Kimi ni todoke

current obsession: Louis 😻

currently reading: I don't read 💔

currently working on: on a Kimi ni tokode inspired FF with Niki

currently wear: a pink hoodie, grey shorts and my penguin slippers 🩷

last Google search: sawako outfit inspiration

fav flower: tulips and pink roses

last song: silly dance - nct wish

currently watching: (rewatching) squid game 2 !!

currently obsessed with: squid game 😭😭

currently reading: ion read to be honest…

currently working on: a crochet tapestry!

currently wearing: a camp tshirt from my school n some sweatpants

last google search: bg remove

fav flower: flos

Last song : Misery - Pupsies

Currently watching : My Dress-Up Darling

Currently obsessed with : Alex G

Currently reading : nothing actually….

Currently working on : lots of kandi projects to sell !!

Currently wearing : idk a black tank top and blue denim shorts

Last google search : human Caine TADC

Fav flowers : Irises

Tagsssssssss RAH

Last Song: Lucky - Britney Spears

Currently watching: The Amazing World of Gumball

Currently obsessed with: nothing ig

Currently reading: Legend of Zelda manga

Currently working on: finishing my biology work

Currently wearing: Care Bear pajama pants and a pink Hello Kitty and Friends t-shirt

Last Google search: How to beat vanitas kh

Fav flowers: Chrysanthemum

Tagsies: @frxnkiistein @m4rbleh0rnets4ever @janussand7 @dearjaxy

last song:turn the lights off-tally hall

currently watching:Deadpool 2

currently obsessed with: teenage mutant ninja turtles

currently reading:a deadpool manga

currently working on:a animation for the twins carsousel trend!

currently wearing:black pajama pants and big old blue hoodie

last google search:Teruteru hanamura facts about his life (for a video I was making)

fav flower:Lily of the valleys

tags: @mrsb0nusc0ntent, @blackandbluekinger, @catpawz-the-creator, @hoppyhopbun, @hollowed-eyess, @bipanic-rose, @ryl4nd-gr4c3, @1i-puke-glitter1, @fishymari

last song - (so many BUT) baby hotline-Jack Stauber

currently watching: Deathnote, Hetalia, Bananya, Canimals

currently obsessed with: HETALIAAAAA, arts and crafts, TICCI TOBY (or any Creepypasta!)

currently reading: Toilet-bound Hanako-Kun manga! / Spy x Family manga!

currently working on: making a Jax cosplay, making my own dresses bc nothing has a perfect fit-

currently wearing: black tank with spaghetti straps and lace on top and bottom + HELLO KITTY LIGHT BLUE AND WHITE CHECKERED PANTS!!!

last Google search: bubble clips TADC (I was showing my therapist... I had to let her know why I love bubble...)

fav flower: I love hyacinths, lavender, gardenias, or weeping begonias!

Out of anything to be the first gif to come up when I search sparky I wasn't expecting that one show I don't watch to be it huh

expected, it's just me (but a lot of polygons... i dunno how i feel ab that)

(i did my username)

top is pixicidal , bottom is just pixie

ekko arcane!!!! (I expected this!! I got so excited when I watched arcane and saw he had the same name AND spelling as me????)

𝓘 𝓤𝓢𝓔𝓓 𝓜𝓨 𝓤𝓢𝓔𝓡 𝓐𝓝𝓓 𝓘 𝓛𝓞𝓥𝓔 𝓛𝓔𝓞 𝓕𝓡𝓞𝓜 𝓣𝓜𝓝𝓣!!!!!! 𝓨𝓘𝓟𝓟𝓘𝓔!!!!!

I searched mine up and got papyrus?unexpected since I’m more of a sans guy but hell yeah anyway

Top is Astrid, bottom is rose :3

I don't watch Steven universe but I loved HTTYD so I'm happy 🥲