brand new, full throttle

i remember this account exists every six months or so but hi hello i’m like. an actual scientist now. kinda. almost. that’s honestly crazy.

wild that when i first joined tumblr i'd just quit my full time job of two years with no real clear plan and now four years later i've done research at yale and i'm applying to PhDs. wow.

actually not funny anymore i need the pitt s2 please

hello anyone trying to fall into it hard and fast in 2009 with me? x

whoever decided my inbox was the safe place for dan and phil hate can get lost honestly this is not a safe space for you to say anything negative about those men

sorry for phan maxxing on my kingdon mohabbot buddie blog. it will be happening again.

i just. i was around for every era dan and phil were describing. like i saw the invasive questions. i was on here when their full home address got leaked. i was here watching the valentine's day video being passed around under the table and working to try and get it taken down. i was here watching them fight tooth and nail for an inch of privacy and watching how it impacted their friendships, and knowing how much all of it was affecting their relationship behind closed doors is so heartbreaking. and knowing now that they feel they're at a place where they can share that part of their lives with us is so brilliant. here's to you, lads. and thank you, from teenage me who spent her years in the closet looking up to two men who made her laugh, and now feels like she can also be the truest, realest version of herself.

"we fell into it hard and fast in 2009" is going to go down in history for me sorry

watching a lecture on stem cells. thinking about the pitt season 2. happy saturday.

hello people of tumblr. i had a pear amaretto sour last night and it fucked. also i wanted to say hi.

GOOD MORNING i start my masters tomorrow (??!?!?!?) and i've somehow managed to fix my sleep schedule in a single night everybody clap