I cant stop myself with this thought:

Hello, I just want you to let me understand why did you do this to me? You’re so unfair and you really hurt me. Ang sakit sakit, I cant believe it, I cant believe you, I cant believe that you had that side. You lied to me, you lied to my face, you lied for months. You played me, you played me hard. From the moment I came back from abroad, you have the choice to stop everything you have with your other guy or you can try working and fixing our relationship. you made your decision and that’s to break my heart. You’re so unfair talaga. Pinatagal mo pa talaga ng months. It really really hurts.

You had your other chance to tell when we went to Vietnam to have our yearly vacation and you dont. You played me well for letting me feel that there’s nothing wrong with our relationship. You lied to your guy by telling him that you went to Vietnam with your mother and your cousin. You really made your choice already to cheat on me. I didnt even realize that very happy moments we have in our trip that you’re not the same man that i loved. You’re not the man that i used to love and used to trust. You did destroy my trust on you. You made me think of our relationship, if which part is true and lie to you. How you been real to me ever since? Did you really love me?

Goodbye 4years. It’s hard to say goodbye to the my man, the man that i really love so much. I never thought that this time will come where I need to let you go. I didnt see this coming, because I really hoping you’re the one, my future and my everything. I never thought of you falling out of love and falling inlove with someone else. I didnt see this coming that you’re the one who will cheat. Cause i didnt expect that you will cheat in the first place. I thought we’re still okay, i thought we’re still happy together. I didnt expect that you’ll give up without even trying. we didnt even try to fix or even talk about the problem. You made your choice already without talking to me. It really hurts, i didnt have the chance to fight for you and for our relationship cause you made your choice already. It’s like you’re just waiting for me to give up. It’s like you’re just waiting for a perfect time to drop the ball. It’s like you’re just waiting for me to fall out of love with you.

When I came back from abroad this May, I really had doubts about your behaviors and you get cold. It’s so unusual but i didnt give a damn fuck about it and set it aside. Maybe because i really love you and i miss you. It never came to my mind that you will cheat on me. Cause even we ask my friends if who’s mostly to cheat, they will all say me. That’s why when I give them the use that we already broke up, they were all shocks and speechless at first. That’s how blind I am.

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It’s been a while, btw I deleted my tumblr app already, I just wanna express my feelings right now, because I just found out that one of close friend here in tumblr died already 2-3years from now like he’s my kuya kuya in my internet life. I just found out on his ig, like his friends are commenting like “it’s been a year since you left” “you’re happy up there” things like that. napaisip ako kaya pala bigla nawala yung closeness namin like di na madalas naguusap.

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