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You don't say anything when I grip the steering wheel.

The engine is running.

The road ahead is empty.

But I don't move.

"You've changed," you say quietly.

I let out a laugh.

"I know."

The windshield reflects a version of me that feels both familiar and unfamiliar at the same time.

It's strange how life never announces when it's changing.

It just does.

One ordinary day after another.

One pound at a time.

Until suddenly you catch your reflection and realize you've been becoming someone new all along.

You ask if I'm ready to drive.

The truth is that my belly doesn't allow me to get near the pedals.

You laugh.

You mention that I'm getting fatter.

You love it.

You love reminding me of it.

You ask me if I'm finally satisfied.

I look at the empty plates scattered across the table.

The room is quiet now.

Only the ticking of the clock and the weight of the afternoon remain.

"I don't know," I whisper.

Because that's the strange thing about it.

It isn't really about the food anymore.

It hasn't been for a long time.

It's about chasing a feeling that never stays.

The anticipation before the first bite.

The comfort that arrives halfway through.

The silence that follows when there's nothing left.

You watch me absentmindedly trace circles on the edge of an empty plate.

"You always look like you're searching for something."

Maybe I am.

Maybe every meal is just another attempt to fill a space that doesn't have a shape.

I lean back, close my eyes, and breathe.

For a few moments, everything slows down.

The world outside becomes quieter.

My thoughts stop racing.

It's peaceful.

But peace is temporary.

Soon enough, life starts making noise again.

My all day stuffing finally begins....

That is it, final part of my all day stuffing is over! Gosh this was FUN. I loved every second of it as hard as it was. I spent the whole day stuffed out of my mind, all I could do between stuffings was just lay in my bed, rubbing my belly and finishing all day. I think I might have to do this more often... 🤭

Now to edit and get it ready for you guys to experience the some pleasure I did. This is my fist ever all day stuffing and calorie challenge, so I am super excited to share it with you all 🥰

Video will be out on Curvage in the next couple of day, if you fancy a watch ❤️