splitter boy 🧠 (finn!)

an idea ive had for months is making a like. tptm project thats both a love letter to the post traumatic manifesto AND tool. music that has changed my worldview forever. like cmon lateralus girl, reflection girl, disposition girl, schism girl…. i think i may be the only overlapping audience member other than my friends ive forced to listen to both of these but. oh well its be for me anyway

i havent drawn any tptm art in so long :( i think i just got really tired and scared when it came to bits and pieces of the fandom so i havent been actively thinking about it as much, which sucks because it changed me fundamentally. i miss it a lot, i feel like i have like. a deep connection with it thats just been a little soured ? i think i just need to make more art for ME, rather than people online, but thats so Hard. i love interacting with the people that love what i love, i love getting to share with other passionate people, i just Cant if it means anxiety attacks over certain sections of the internet seeing me- and that isnt really changeable. maybe i just need to take a break

i really wanna draw each tptm girl with my other fav characters i think theyd get along with…. for example! morgan with haru urara, madoka kaname, fluttershy, and ralsei :] or xiomara with shigeo kageyama- or tahira with chara dreemurr!!!! so much ideas >__<

god i love the dynamic (i made up) between morgan and mayra . Auaughhhhhhhh they make me SICK