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so she can hold 🥚 eggs

i feel like an “im sorry” isnt enough for the remorse i feel. i can barely communicate it through words. nonetheless, im so sorry for how much of an ass i’ve been. i didnt even realize how bad it actually was until you pointed it out, and for that id like to thank you. i admit, most (if not all) of my hurtful words and actions towards gold have been purely out of jealousy, but that doesnt make any of it okay. i got used to the feeling of being attended to by you and i didnt like that i wasn’t receiving it anymore, and i blew it way out of proportion. i didnt realize the weight of what i was doing actually had, and i feel incredibly guilty that it took a message from you for it to get through my head. ive been selfish and cruel and its unacceptable. i dont expect forgiveness, something as heavy as this doesnt get forgiveness right away. none of my actions were justified or remotely close to morally correct, and for that i cant apologize enough. once more, im so incredibly sorry for everything ive done to both you and sugar.