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i’m like partially thinking my meds i take are making me feel psychotic but at the same time maybe they aren’t and i’m just crazy

like i don’t want to stop taking the meds because they do indeed work BUUUTTT im sooo tired of feeling like this

i’m always paranoid. my anxiety genuinely has never been this bad. like me having ocd is enough but then my anxiety being through the roof is making it worse.

im just so anxious and on edge and hearing voices and i genuinely feel like im going crazy

anyways it’s all good 🤗

#bethsdiary #beth is tired #i’m still tired #whyyy am i like this #make it stop #PLEASE #i cannot do this anymore

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been around babies so much this week i feel like im hearing cries even when they aren’t crying 😭 why does my nervous system wish me to be in no peace

#bethsdiary #beth is tired #i’m still tired

i love a last minute activity soooo much.

literally spent like 80 bucks total for both my friend and i and it was so perfect!!

the fray was amazinggg 🤍

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Robby trying to focus on patient care VS one surgical lesbian on recruitment

one sister is like 13 hours away and my other sister is 15 hours away

moje miminka 🥲

i miss them dearly already.

and also my brothers. i suppose i miss those bozos too

#bethsdiary #feeling sentimental #missing my sisters #who’s going to supply them with candy on the fly??#what if my pregnant sister gets hungry randomly who will give her some gushers???#and i’m missing two of my dinner dates with my little sister

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i genuinely cannot stand my biological father.

whoever subjected me to a 25 hour roadtrip with this man had to of wanted me to do something harmful to myself 😭

WHO TF HAD THIS IDEA

it’s just like eight days i can do this. must stand strong. 🤝

#bethsdiary #beth is tired #i’m still tired #he’s so irritating #how am i even his kid #who gave him the audacity #like i’m not even legally his anymore…#GET ME OUT OF HERE

guysss since i got told im 5’9.5 at my last doctors appointment… would it be acceptable to start saying im 5’10 or no 😭

#bethsdiary

dndisturblyn

her arms do something otherworldly to me i can’t.

ughhh choke me outttt or somethingggg 👀👀👀

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it’s my birthdayyy

a full day of birthday blues 🩷

i’ve already started crying BAHAHA

#bethsdiary #it’s my birthday #i’m gonna cry

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you would thinkkk that after seeing the same gi doctors office for like three years ish now they’d have made a note not to ask about the scars on my abdomen.

YOU SEE THEM THREE TIMES A YEAR MINIMUM SOMETIMES MORE.

FOR MULTIPLE YEARS

AND YOU STILL COMMENT ABOUT THEM EVERY TIME???

like for the love of god please stfu about it 😭😭

like yes i had a very very rough time from ages like 12-17 and it fucking lingers and shows. physical evidence of it. but like please leave me alone about it.

#bethsdiary #irritated #beth is tired #beth is annoyed

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how i feel reading fics on my big fat ipad

prettygirl-gabi

Is this how Paige feels when Azzi gets her way cause I think I just got Azzi’d by @bethsleftnip

bethsleftnip

not to brag or anything but i’m literally gab gabs princess 🩷 i always get my way ◡̈

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gracias is soooo accurate i cannot

mrladdermachine

it’s meep central at the pitt

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we love a late night er trip because my body doesn’t know how to body 🤗🤗

anddd they are struggling to get an iv im actually so tired of this… nerfed with a broken body ANDDD terrible veins 🥲🥲

#bethsdiary #beth is tired #i just wanna sleep #but i’m too nauseous #somebody kill me

sundayniche

nothing screams girlhood more than reading fanfics late at night in bed

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