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my new pinned post is cute

listen obviously i didnt like having the childhood I did, but it is comforting no matter how bad my day gets, I can just think “at least i dont live with my father anymore”

thinking about how matt spends his entire life trying to stop Jay from abandoning him, but when push comes to shove he chooses to let Jay abandon him in the most massive and final way possible. Matt is okay with Jay living a life without Matt, as long as he never has to live without Jay. He loves Jay so much, hell literally let is destroy him

inventing a thing called crackcanon, where something is not even canon enough to be a headcanon, but it's something I need deeply and personal to have a part of the universe. and my first crack canon is that Matt (NTBTS) is a Weezer listener and listens to El Scorcho everytime Jay is off doing his own thing and gets increasingly mad

is this a safe place to say i didnt like matt and mara that much