๐๐พYou're older now and thinking nothing can be changed. You've been living like this for how many sunrises and sunsets now. Be it dawn, dusk or the moonlight, you began to wonder about the things that you've been doing right now. Like one day you slowly opened your lethargic eyes and nonchalantly made your way to your bathroom mirror to began your daily routine and suddenly you realized that you are not young anymore. Sometimes life just loves to give you a good kick in the gut that you can't even escape from the blow. Your eyes wide as you stared. Aye, you're older now. Funny, you ain't feeling your age. Funny. Because you know it will soon creep in. Just like shadows that ran like a theif in the night. You smile to make it a little lighter. Then, you began looking around you. A little fear tugging at the corners of your heart because what you see is not what you dreamt of when you were in gradeschool. Funny, life gives you so many sideturns that you have forgotten that you're on a journey. You just went along with it and contented on your daily survival. Aye, you still have your dreams. You still carry it within you eventhough you have forgotten it. Because, priorities first! You focused on your battle with survival or nonsensical things that you forgot to work on your dreams. And now, you're older and start saying to yourself, "well you're older now. It's not a matter of choosing your right path but now is a matter of accepting what has given to you." You look yourself in the mirror, looking deep in those eyes you see how you were in your youth. Many follies, many scars, many many things in between black and white. Well, what can you expect? You're a very flawed person anyway. Funny, how things turned out from your imagined rainbows and colors in someways. You turn your back, escaped and made your way back to sleep. Aye, sleeping can give you comfort from this gnawing sense of unease. You see with your eyes but you feel something is about to collapse. And you start to dream again.ย Maybe, just maybe....now is the time. Just maybe, this is the right time...to just dare to win. https://www.instagram.com/p/B_JksN-AoFC/?igshid=9pj1y3thmeza