big bad cheeto man

its been 4 years since the porn ban, and i said i would leave in protest, despite a love of the site (and the fact that i rarely used my porn account). well, 4 years later, the porn ban was lifted, and i can return. a lot has changed about me in the past few years. heres some updates on whats happened for those of you who didnt follow me on twitter:

- dropped out of college. it was making me want to off myself (through my meds). never regretted it

- i dont remember how much i had said by the time i left, but i got cats. theyre all grown up now

- jimmy and cassie died. my mom replaced them with two terrible goblin brothers

- im on vacation

- this might be tmi, but ive fixed my problem about being horny all the time. i had been a "late bloomer" and didnt discover sex until mid high school, so my teen years were ungodly horny. i managed to fix that, by combining pueraria mirifica (estrogen suppliment) and the right antidepressants. i am very glad to be past those days.

- speaking of things i was into but not anymore, im not really in fandoms anymore. i dont play fire emblem anymore, and that was my big one. other intrests of mine i typically dont interact with fandom things outside of memes, like minecraft, tf2, earthbound, stuff like that

- still cant draw

- got a cool sword

- existence isnt really painful anymore, i can tolerate living

- i have a job i only partially hate, which is an upgrade

i have a discord server called the horny zone