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D reminds me of you a lot. Maybe its because you both are Libras. Its also so much more than that. He could be your little brother.

Both of you really took a toll on my heart. Which is fine (not really).

I still havent seen you and it sucks but its for the best.

Love,

Bella

It is hard not being allowed to love you like I want to love you.

Time is our enemy.

One day.

Love,

I can’t be with you and it sucks.

It sucks that you are all I think about.

Theres something there and I know you see it too but for many reasons we will never be together.

The memories we have of each other will remain but will soon be forgotten.

I’ll miss you.

Love,

Bella

I had a dream about you last night. It was the first time I have dreamt of you in a few years.

Its crazy how the world will keep you away from me for my own good. Only God knows what I would do if I came across your gaze.

Remember when you kissed me and as soon as our lips parted you looked at me like there was no one else in the world? Many times I was not sure what you were thinking, but in that moment, in your kind eyes, I saw a glimpse of your thoughts.

Is it foolish of me to wish you remember?

I know you don’t.

Its just nice to imagine that maybe one day I’ll cross your mind.

Love,

You brought something new to my life.

Something is new and scary. Its refreshing and caring.

But,

Its also tied to anger and jealousy. Tied to greed and bad communication.

You brought something angry to my life.

Love,

Bella

This is about love. Not the love your thinking about, but a different kind of love. This love is about youth, determination, drive, heart, and dedication.

Dear Rejection,

You can come after me all you want but it will not stop me from reaching the thing you want to pull me away from. If you touch me and I fall, I will get right back up and once I reach it, you will no longer be able to drag me down back where you came from. See you again soon friend.

Love,

She is average in height but very thin. Her halo and wings are made up of pages from the bible. There is a white shadow that follows her around almost as if the light is getting sucked out of her and spilling onto the dark floor.

Her eyes are pure white.

Her hair is also pure white.

She is glowing, so the white is not necessarily paper white but it’s like a bright white glow.

She hovers around him like she’s trying to steal his light for herself. 

Love,

I miss you a lot. Even though I have yet to see you or speak to you in years. I think about the time we spent together but I also think about the time you left me cold and afraid.

Will write back to you soon.

Love,

Bella