trying to be happy

those lonely girl walks in the crisp autumn weather just hit different

every year i forget how just how gorgeous early fall evenings are and every year the world reminds me

ping ponging back and forth between seeing immense beauty everywhere and feeling deeply like i am in hell

I love solitude and not having to perform

dont be embarrassed about something u enjoy ok 

if i was a little kitty and you were a little kitty would you touch noses with me to say hi

*cups my own face tenderly* its gonna be okay babe

To the woman I’ll be this year, may she be happy, healed, and whole. May she glow and grow into her highest self. 🥂

I deserve to be spoiled and treated immaculately. I deserve to be listened to and respected. I deserve to be loved and cherished. I deserve loyalty and devotion. I will not chase a man out of desperation, loneliness, or beg to be loved for validation. I am a high value goddess and will not tolerate any less.

i wish all of you strong and healthy connections. Safe spaces, caring friends, soft love, self love, intimacy, honesty and transparency.

girlie you can’t give up now you don’t have the dark green couch of your dreams yet