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Boy, I’ve set my standards so low, you can’t even fall that deep. I know my worth.

Ранит ли это меня? Конечно, бля, ранит! В итоге, я даже и не человек оказалась, а так, и просьбы мои уважать не нужно было, где это видано-то? Но секс, конечно, был самым лучшим. Хоть я не кончила нормально ни разу. "You made me feel like my whole body was a clit." And made me feel like my entire existence was pointless.

I've got something and nothing to say at the same time.

So on a Tuesday night he said to me: "You're not an adult. You just have no money". And that was so fucking brutal. He has been saying to me a lot of brutal things lately. And I started to worry if he's right. Maybe I'm not an adult. Maybe I'm just teen who just has to deal with all this boring and tough shit all of a sudden. I don't wanna go to work, I don't wanna look for a sex partner, I don't wanna pay all the bills. I just want to enjoy good movies in the garden, I wanna see new neighborhoods of my city I've never seen before and be existed about this little spontaneous adventure. I have lost all my courage and ambitions I've had when I was teenager. Especially my wish to be a an interesting person, great thinker with a complex and complete personality. So help me God to find it again. I'm not a bland copy of a person I thought I will become, I'm that person and I can do all the amazing things I planned for the future.

Just need me some Drake to cuddle with.