I know no one will probably see this, and i hate posting on social media with all my heart but im seriously at my fucking limit. Im so fucking tired of being the only lesbian in my friend group surrounded by either straight people or bi girls who exclusively date men and only talk about men (im not invalidating their identity but sometimes its gets tiring), i hate feeling so alone and misunderstood all of the time, not having someone to share my experiences or talk openly about being a lesbian without fearing judgment and strange looks. Even though most of them know im gay they basically never talk about it and just pretend im fucking interested in their boring straight dramas. I keep wishing I'll meet someone with whom i can talk openly about the things i like, such as my favorite tv shows,games,movies,books or even my obsession with t-swift and the whole gaylor stuff but as always i have to tone down my ramblings since no one really gets me. Even now one of my friends stumbled upon some show on comedy central where i saw THE iconic Clea Duvall and Abbi Jacobson and he was like "what the fuck is this shit?". So yeah, im so tired of just existing all alone but hey at least i have Taylor's music to keep me company 😭, even when i say that i love her all my friends go on about that piece of fucking shit k*nye.I fucking hate my life and maybe im just drunk rn but idk when it will get better, maybe when ill leave the country after Uni since i despise everything about it.