War not make one great-Yoda

Working on getting this certification has got me really thinking hard about whether I wanna continue all the promises we make, i was writing it for fun and bc i felt like i was really doing something but getting only a handful of comments on it all while seeing posts from popular artists and people in the fandom putting down works similar to mine made it so hard to get chapters out. And honestly looking back at my interactions with people online was just plain embarrassing, like why did I ever think my writing was good enough to inspire similar works? That by writing i could find people that shared my interests? Friends even? I see it all for what it was and it was pure delusion. I wasn’t capable of making connections then and I won’t be now so why continue?