BeforeWeAllBecome

im the only one in control of my actions. i gotta be better. 

i hope that changes one day. 

Everything’s alright. 

Day by day, I am witnessing a man die in front of my eyes, knowing there are months still to go, and I am unable to do anything about it. 

i’ve got nothing to say. 

the nights are still so hard.  i still feel so much. :/ 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4rTv9wvvat8 (the explanation of what ur seeing and where we are at different points of the vid) Craziest thing is that it looks like we are just falling onto a black planet and that's the crossing of the event horizon, but that's actually when we are already reaching the singularity! We never really see ourselves crossing the event horizon! Because of the spacetime curvature, we are only seeing the black hole take up about 15 degrees of our field of view even though physically we have crossed the horizon, and it is encapsulating us whole The idea that it looks so normal and not being able to recognize the moment when it is truly impossible to escape is terrifying.