•Saturn Is꩜Our Home•

.•~Saturn-Bees System Blog Introduction~•.

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⭒𝙷𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚘!We are an DID system!⭒

Host blog: @glitchydinooo08

☀︎ Body age: 16-19 years

☀︎ Pronouns: any/them, unless specified

☀︎ We are all real and alive, treat us as such.

☀︎ We like questions about ourselves, interests, etc though!

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⭒ ᴡᴇ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴏғᴛᴇɴ sᴘᴇᴄɪғʏ ᴡʜᴏ ɪs ғʀᴏɴᴛɪɴɢ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴡᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴀsᴋᴇᴅ!

⭒ ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴀ ᴄʟᴏᴡɴ ᴄᴀʀ ғᴜʟʟ ᴏғ ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ ᴅɪᴠᴇʀsɪᴛɪᴇs, ᴀɴɪᴍᴀʟs, ᴀɢᴇs, ᴀɴᴅ ғɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟs. ᴛʀᴇᴀᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʀᴇsᴘᴇᴄᴛ.

⭒ ᴡᴇ ᴏғᴛᴇɴ ᴄᴏ-ғʀᴏɴᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴄᴀɴ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴜɴɪᴄᴀᴛᴇ ᴏɴ ᴛᴜʀɴs (ᴅᴇsᴘɪᴛᴇ ɪᴛ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴇxʜᴀᴜsᴛɪɴɢ), ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ’s ᴅᴏᴇsɴ’ᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ᴡᴇ’ʀᴇ ғᴀᴋɪɴɢ

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⭒Boundaries⭒

⋆.˚ Yoᥙ doᥒ’t hᥲvᥱ to bᥱ frᥲgιᥣᥱ ᥕιth ᥙs, bᥙt do trᥱᥲt ᥙs ᥕιth rᥱsρᥱᥴt.

⋆.˚ Lιttᥣᥱs mᥲყ ᥲᥣso bᥱ oᥒ hᥱrᥱ (ᥕιth sᥙρᥱrvιsιoᥒ), thᥱყ ᥲrᥱ ᥴhιᥣdrᥱᥒ, trᥱᥲt ᥲs sᥙᥴh

⋆.˚ Somᥱ ᥲᥣtᥱrs ᥲrᥱ morᥱ mᥲtᥙrᥱ thᥲᥒ othᥱrs ᥲᥒd somᥱ ᥲrᥱ morᥱ sᥱᥒsιtιvᥱ.

⋆.˚ Doᥒ’t forᥴᥱ sᥕιtᥴhᥱs or trιggᥱr ᥙs. Wᥱ ᥲrᥱ ᥲ trᥲᥙmᥲgᥱᥒιᥴ sყstᥱm.

⋆.˚ DNI ιf ყoᥙ hᥲvᥱ ᥒothιᥒg ᥒιᥴᥱ to sᥲყ. Sιmρᥣᥱ ᥲs thᥲt.

WE DON’T WANT TO BE INVOLVED IN THE COMMUNITY DRAMA

Alter List (roles not included)

#Tags#

#system stuff - posts/reblogs about systems in general

#yapper thoughts - random thoughts from us internally

#storytime - random stories from our lives

#we answereth or askyeshallreceive - asks

#doodles - our drawings/comics

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The old me and my used-to-be closest friend, Chica.

These are absolutely adorable and very handy for when we go back to in-person school! We’ll either wear them on our jacket or our bag, or both!! We just got the markers for them (the ultra-fine tips that look like pens to make writing easier)

Here’s the link to these lovelies~!

“Am I even mentally ready/prepared for this-?”

“No..?”

i don’t want her touching us again

i don’t want her talking to us again

i don’t want this

i don’t want this

i don’t want this

I DON’T WANT HER EVEN LOOKING AT US!

“i missed you so much”

“i think about you all the time”

“why don’t you love me anymore?”

“why are you ignoring me?”

“i love you”

KILL YOURSELF NOW!!

DAMN YOUR HANDS

DAMN YOUR PLEAS

“You’re not the only one going through shit.”

FUCK YOU.

WE OBEY YOU.

WE LISTEN TO YOU.

WE HELP YOU.

WE DO EVERYTHING YOU ASK.

WE HAVEN’T HURT OURSELF.

WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT FROM US?

Want us to just poof, magically get better? Act like we aren’t suffering from mental illnesses and disorders that take years of therapy and help in order to manage? Do you have any FUCKING idea how much we are trying? And all because one of us said ONE thing to you, you’re suddenly on our ass about how we’re being selfish!?

YOU FUCKING CUNT, NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOU AND YOUR LECTURES. EATING DISORDERS NEED COMFORT. DEPRESSION NEEDS COMFORT. SUICIDAL IDEOLOGY NEEDS COMFORT.

SOMETHING THAT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE FOR SOMEONE LIKE YOU.

FUCK YOU.

FUCK YOU AND YOUR OWN LIFE.

WE NEED COMFORT AND PATIENCE, NOT YOUR FUCKING LOGIC. THE BRAIN DOESN’T WORK LIKE THAT. THINGS FUCKING HAPPEN WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT.

Who’s making me feel like this?

Am I cracking finally?

Am I unmotivated again?

Burning out?

I have to get this done.

I have to do everything.

It’s not safe to cry.

It never is.

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I forgotten what my emoji is.

Having several alters with different ideas and opinions on eating and food is…strange. Because what do you mean I’m shaking and gagging while eating lunch but also unable to spit it out because I also really need it in my mouth and I want to eat until I can’t breathe and also I really like chewing because of an oral fixation but also I’m scared to swallow because what if I choke again but also I feel like I might vomit but also I hate the idea of food inside of my body just being there but also what if something bad happens or I’m not allowed to eat or I haven’t done enough work to deserve to eat or-