just a place to dump destiel stuff

Every time Dean and Cas break up, instead of getting a new haircut or watching tv, while eating tons of ice cream, Cas goes out to kill corrupt authorities (homophobic pastors, conservative senator and his team, djinn police officer). It's a relaxing activity for him.

The more I think about it the more I get certain that s13-15!Dean wouldn't encourage Cas to flirt with women. I think by this time in the show, Dean fully considers Cas his life partner, he feels like they made unspoken vows to belong to each other. Like if Dean doesn't get to sleep with women, then Cas shouldn't get to do that either. Of course they never talked about that, and of course Cas didn't ask Dean to stop hooking up with other people, Dean chose that himself. All of these promises and restrictions only exist in Dean's head, but it wouldn't stop Dean from feeling truly and utterly betrayed if Cas chose to date someone.

Oh Dean. Dean, who called his autistic husband to open up and ask him for advice on how to deal with his freshly resurrected mother. Darling. He knew Cas would be garbage at that but he asked and he grimaced at the terrible advice because just hearing Cas on the phone makes him feel better

Do you ever think about how Cas loved dean so much, so so much that it bled into his personality to an extent that when jack connected to him on a cosmic level as a father, it was impossible to know Castiel without knowing dean Winchester, impossible to love Castiel without loving dean Winchester?

Yellow fever but Cas is there for Dean to cling to for comfort. The LARP episode but Cas is there for Charlie to dress him up as he awkwardly stands there and recites his lines in monotone. Dog Dean afternoon but Cas is there for Dean to nuzzle up to. Sonny’s episode but Cas is there for all the staff to mistake him as Dean’s boyfriend. Fan Fiction but Cas is there to longingly stare at Castiel and Dean’s actors being close, and compliment the play, much to Dean’s annoyance. Teenage Dean episode but Cas is there for Dean to have an embarrassing crush on. Regarding Dean but Cas is there for Dean to have an amnesiac crush on. Lebanon but Cas is there to have beef with John. Last Holiday but Cas is there to celebrate the holidays with the family, and have his own birthday party.

Important to Cas characterization is that he desperately wants someone to tell him what to do but will never ask for it if he senses that he won’t like the answer.

#Cas: tell me what to do#Also Cas: No not like that#Also Also Cas: I recognize the Council has made a decision. But given that it's a stupid-ass decision; I have elected to ignore it. (@stuffihaventwatchedyet)

They should have had a scene where Cas is restrained/in trouble and Dean is trying to rescue him and Cas gives him this Look and suddenly there's an angel blade dropping into Dean's hand, Cas's angel blade

dean prayed to cas and said pleaseeee come down here and send me to cowboyland pretty pretty pleaseee. and then cas sent someone else to help him do that and dean went nooo i wanted cas to do it:(((( and she went. okay well he’s in active battle rn so he’s a little busy. and he said well i don’t care i want him to be the one to time travel me to cowboyland:( and the crazy thing is cas actually stopped what he was doing and sent him to cowboyland

Oh actually, Dean determined to use his body to get Cas to stay, get on his knees, provide a service and Cas breaks that expectation in 0.5 seconds flat when his control snaps and he very happily devours Dean whole much to think about

#dean: maybe if i make cas feel good he'll stick around#cas: i don't have a gag reflex and i Need to hear you beg#sorry#lmaooo#on a more serious note i think that sex would very quickly shatter any illusions about them only serving a utilitarian purpose for the othe#like it would very quickly go from dean wanting to “show cas a good time” to letting go of everything and just feeling#an intimacy that is undeniable#(which is why i think cas would cut and run right after depending on when it happened in canon)#destiel#spn posting#laz rambles

Dean actually comes up with increasingly ridiculous reasons to get Cas in his room around bed time so he can fall asleep knowing Cas is there because he sleeps so good when he knows Cas is watching over him, let's talk about this case, yeah lemme just stretch out on my bed, I'm just resting my eyes, very satisfied snoring... Cas just rolls his eyes and decides to rearrange Dean's guns by some arbitrary system (again) or read all of his books (again) until Dean wakes up