Positive Vibes

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I don’t know my sexuality and don’t care (love is love), i like Theater, Star Wars, Deltarune, and spreading positivity. I’m overweight but I’m working on bettering myself for myself.

My goal in posting is to unapologetically be myself while also trying to figure out who I am. Weird combo but I think that posting my thoughts and experiences will show myself and everyone who I really am (which is scary and exciting)

I’ll probably have a bunch of bursts of posts

Also DNI if you’re hateful and mean or bigoted or something

All are welcome but just don’t be a prick

I’m always open to chat if you need to vent or you need a buddy.

I want a dog now.

I had permission to post

What I’m working on right now is positivity and controlling my emotions

I decided to begin starting my day with meditation and thinking of all the positives in my life and all the positives I can achieve that day. Then, to center myself I do a little environmental scan and write down what I feel, see, hear, and smell.

Throughout my day, if something happens that will trigger an emotional response I will pause and name that emotion and recognize that it is just in my brain. Then I will take a deep breath and use my thoughts rather than emotions to react.

At nighttime I will reflect on what I did good and what I did bad and how I will improve the next day.

But in Star Wars, I always thought the Sith were more powerful than the Jedi. I mean there’s that scene in RotS where Palpatine just sliced through everyone that came to confront him. But I realized recently that the Jedi are much more powerful than the Sith. Giving in and succumbing to your fears and anger is very easy to do. But it takes a lot of strength and restraint to hold these back and master them entirely.

I think there’s an important lesson to be learned here. Those who are quick to anger and hate might seem like they are stronger, but those who have patience, tolerance, and master their fears are always the strongest.