bee innit

not to be crazy or anything but i exist only for you 🤪

having a favourite person is having your whole world focus shift. You are constantly in second person writing about them, to them, for them.

brooooo oops ig this one is a frfr fp this time (it’s 8am and you haven’t replied to my texts so i am now 3 shots deep listening to when you’re gone by avril lavigne)

wooo are you guys ready for mental illness whack a mole 💪💪💪

gonna cancel loud angry songs for enabling me when i’m in an episode

i literally don’t know if i’ve gotten worse or better but it doesn’t feel better

little miss wants to absolutely destroy themselves from the inside out

i have tried almost every drug and none of them actually shut my brain up in the way they’re meant to

relapsing after being the longest time clean you ever have been is actually heartbreaking, fuck you im sober for adding a little star when ur at ur longest streak

nothing is worse than being abandoned because of an illness you can’t control that revolves around a fear of abandonment

first time in my life i’ve genuinely regretted relapsing this is awful

throwback to when i thought i was getting better- spoiler alert i did not

i am becoming sm more paranoid that everyone is plotting against me and i keep seeing things out the corner of my eyes and my brain is trying to convince me im in a simulation made to torture me

this isn’t fair it’s not fair it’s not FAIR