Long before I began this journey to become âSlavebeefâ, my husband & owner conditioned me to bring out my submissive tendencies.
1. When we first dated, I told him I was âverseâ. He said to me âIâm a top only, which means now youâre a bottomâ. I was really angered at the conversation, but of course he was right & I have not topped in over a decade.
2. When he fucked me, he told me not to touch my dick, which soon became known as a âclitâ. He said if he wanted to stroke it he would, but otherwise donât touch it. I was frustrated but so turned on.
3. Soon after this, he proposed that I should never touch my âclitâ or cum without his permission. Again I was so turned on I eagerly agreed.
4. Not long after that, we were married. Almost immediately after we got married he began to push me to do most of the chores, and do them his way, and if I didnât, if I forgot, if they werenât done right, I accepted being spanked by him. Nowadays, I am spanked all the time just because he wants to. Most commonly by hand, paddle or belt.
5. A few years into our marriage I discovered chastity and it was me who wanted it as a way to help me not touch myself, which was always challenging. We started with CBs, then holy trainers and metal ones from Amazon. My current one is a Cobra metal Python.
Itâs my favorite because with a strap it holds me so close and I can barely get hard. My clit bulges from the holes & looks so hot. My husband, who had not initiated the caging, loved it. And immedietely encouraged me to stay caged all the time. It began to turn him off if I wasnât wearing it. The disappointment in his eyes & his libido vanishing in the moment were enough to make me crave being locked all the time so I could make him want me.
6. After this, being caged 99% of the time, I became ravenous for his cock, I needed to suck it or be penetrated by it constantly. I learned how to orgasm from being fucked only, and I learned that no matter how strong of an anal/prostate orgasm you have, you are immedietely horny again.
7. Taking advantage of my constant state of arousal, my husband initiated new things, two in particular. a. He demanded I call him âMasterâ or âDaddyâ if I wanted his cock in my mouth or in my ass. I rebelled against this mandate at first, but I didnât last long. He would tease me, fondling my balls, kissing my neck, squeezing my nipples which had become a big hot button due to my chastityâŚso with my clit locked, swollen & leaking, I broke down and begged âDaddyâ to fuck me. And since then thatâs what I call him. Or Master. Both my husband and my other owner are younger than I am, which added to the delicious humiliation of calling him Daddy. b. My husband gradually trained me to take his urine. To take his cock in my mouth and drink it. After the first month it was second nature to me. He would always do it first thing in the morning and then, when he snaps his fingers and points to the ground, I know what he wants. So I kneel and drink it and say âThank you Daddyâ.
8. We met SD online and he became my second owner. SD is into wardrobe control and selects my underwear, socks and sometimes outfit daily. SD also taught Daddy that sometimes if I get unlocked & edged, it makes my submission even deeper. I feel inhuman when itâs over and Iâm relocked. My mind is nothing but faggot mush, burning with need for an orgasm I canât have.
9. It was due to this edging driving me mad with desire that MW & SD constantly conspire to see what else they can get me to do. I lick Daddyâs feet & ass. I lick the toilet. I lick the ground after MW spits all over it. I canât help it. Iâm kept so constantly horny I donât even question what they tell me.
10. MW & SD initiated the Slavebeef project after we all found a file on SoundCloud with that title & they decided I needed to bulk up for them. They have in their mind some kind of fat, muscular slave. Not just sub faggot but a full slave. So that whenever I am not at work I am in slave gear now and I have to beg for permission for anything. When I am home I eat from a bowl on the floor now.
11. Yes I can write decently. I like to write about my experience. My words sound good but in real life I am fully in my role as just a beast, just a faggot slave for their use.
12. All of this sounds like fantasy, but it is real. And if I got my dream, that means you can too. Iâm not special but what I am is VERY OBEDIENT. There are a lot of subs (and Doms) that can do this for a little while until they cum and go back to their regular life. And that is also OKAY if that is what you want. For me, I love this life of being owned. I hope to someday be able to retire from work early in order to do nothing but be a slave.
