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If my partner has a meeting but won't be able to reach a bathroom. If they have a penis they can pull me aside and pee on my lower stomach and it would run down. If they don't have a penis they can just switch pants with me. But they'd probably still smell, so we'd have to find a better way.

Or maybe they just don't wanna go and decide I can walk around with wet pants. And why does it matter if my pants are soaked. I'm always so bratty I probably need to get embarrassed. That would teach me to behave.

Could be a group trip with friends. And I'm the ✨Piss Princess✨. So whenever someone has to pee they just use my pants. Tired of getting peed on I'd stop wearing bottoms. But they'd just pee on my bare pussy anyway. Or in my butt >~<

you’re able to squirm and cross your legs as much as you want but you won’t last long if you can’t relieve some pressure by holding yourself with your hands

“what’s wrong? most of you is free, so of course you can hold it, use your body”

and of course you can’t get your pants down without your hands free

you push and pull against the metal cuffs, but it’s no use, all you’re doing is digging painful marks into your wrists

it’s inevitable when you finally let go in your pants

Character A [whining a little]: — I need to pee.

Character B [looking kinda serious]: — Honey, think twice... Do you WANT to pee or do you NEED to pee? We've talked about it, you'll only pee when you really NEED it.

Character A [feeling some pressure in their bladder, squirming slightly, but still manageable]: — mmm... tbh I wanna pee, but I don't really neeeeed it yet.

i HATE self-censorship for a lot of reasons, but being in crisis work makes it even more frustrating. who are you censoring for? like i am being so fr, WHO are you censoring for? have you even thought it through? people who have been raped know that they have been raped. if someone attempts suicide or is grieving someone who did, saying "sewer slide" isn't going to protect them from any of the feelings. a murder victim's family isn't going to feel better bc you said "unalived" instead of murdered. if anything, it's just extremely invalidating and othering. it's saying "what happened to you is so bad that i won't even say the word," which is NOT trauma-informed care. you are not protecting survivors/victims when you self-censor. the ONLY things you protect when you self-censor are the puritanical ideologies that are being encouraged by rich fascists who want your money and obedience

you keep saying, stop hitting me. i don't like this. i can't take any more. i don't want it. please stop, it hurts. but, i can see it in your eyes. you want it. your body made me do this. this is what you were made for, even if you're too stupid to understand it yet. learn your place.