becca

Wow! It has been more than two years since I have been on my blog. A lot has changed in my life and I am very proud of where I stand and who I have become.

About 3 1/2, 4 years ago I left a toxic relationship where we lied to each other and cheat on each other all time. I felt relieved and free and 3 years ago I started dated my current boyfriend, who I am extremely happy with and love very much! Cannot wait to be his wife! 

I know there has been a couple years in between but I am not going to write about them.

Summer 2017 I moved out of my parents house away from my puppies and into an apartment withy boyfriend. In 2018 I started a new job as a Kindergarten teacher and I started graduate school for school counseling, which I am proud to say I am paying for it by myself! 

Sad to say I lost a best friend. I had a best friend since I was 15/16 years old who many people did not really understand. We were inseparable and I never truly understood why they had feelings for me and I at that time was figuring out who I was and developing as a person through emotional and social aspects. They were my backbone and I was theres. They never liked any of my ex boyfriends and they loved my current boyfriend. They had a hard time finding love and they finally did and made some significantly changes. I lost my best friend because they believed we were drifting apart, even though we were not always together since I went away to school, but still every time hung out it was like we never skipped a beat. We go way back and have lots of inside jokes which I think triggered the relationship they were in. Since they said we were drifting apart they believed we should not be friends anymore. Never gave me any reason besides that we were drifting apart and did not know each other anymore, while on the other hand they will not stop talking about me and telling our mutual friends I do not like their significant other, which is not true. not once did I ever speak about their significant other. I was really upset about the whole situation, I thought they would be there for my wedding day. NOW THEY ARE ENGAGED TO THEIR SIGNIFICANT OTHER AND I AM HAPPY FOR THEM, I JUST WISH WE COULD SHARE THESE HAPPY MOMENTS TOGETHER!

wooo had to get that out!