I am the star of my own life.

On this website i'd have people messaging me to smut. And I'm not a smut rper but i was willing to give it a go. Most of the people on the website were very into sex slaves, age play, rape, bdsm, incest. Most of what I've dealt with was age play aka pedophilia, rape and incest. I'd have multiple people ask if my muse can be 3-4 years old and they'd be getting with an adult. When people asked that I ignored and blocked the user. This makes me very uncomfortable because it makes me wonder if this is how they feel about children irl. Also I've had a lot of people wanting to rape my character in their rape fantasies. I'd get messages asking if they could kidnap my character and while they are drugged have sex with them. I ignored and blocked the user. This is just a huge red flag to me. And after both those experiences I haven’t gone back on the website.

Thank you so much for bringing this to my attention. At the time I wrote that list, I was really ignorant and copied off a list someone else provided on the internet. I should have done better research of the word before just putting on the said list. I feel horrible for my actions, because in no way do I want people thinking that using racist and offensive terms to describe a facial expression is acceptable. It’s wrong and disgusting. I’m ashamed that I even thought to put that there. I’m trying to correct my wrong doings and delete the word off the list if people choose to reblog in the future. I’d also like to apologize if I offended anyone. I hope you find it in your hearts to forgive me. I’m so sorry. 

Can I please have someone to talk to… I’m like crying my eyes out and I need someone to talk to.

So I’m moving here! Please follow me. I lost my email and password to Zanderofrp. Please, please come follow me.

If anyone needs me you can find me here.

Since this blog is so cluttered and I wanted to get back into the rph/rpt thing you can find me here.