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What would you do if you didnât want to fulfill a prophecy?
Chapter 1
Brigid let out a hum as she turned the page of her book. She sprawled out in an old lawn chair she had found in the shed out back. An old plastic thing that wobbled and creaked as she hauled it to the clearing where she wouldnât be disturbed for a few hours. She had pulled her long, curly black hair back off her neck where sweat had begun to gather, not helped by the warm sun of spring filtering through the leaves of the tree.Â
Birds chirped in the branches. Squirrels rustled about in the leaves. The faint smell of dew stubbornly clung to the air as the morning sun worked to burn off all traces of the night. Minus the old, plasticky chair with broken bits that creaked when you shifted just right, it painted a very pastoral picture. Brigid could easily imagine herself the heroine of some Jane Austen novel, where her days were spent reading poetry and eating small sandwiches while talking about the latest eligible bachelor with her sisters.Â
CĂş would scoff and demand to know why gossip and unreasonably small finger sandwiches were more fun than what she was supposed to be doing. Fionn would probably say something about how the grass was greener on the other side and everything had the opportunity to be boring. Brigid didnât care. Finger sandwiches and bachelors were different. And she wanted different.Â
So, yeah, she would pretend the plastic, broken chair was instead a luxuriousâŚdaybed? Or something. And she would read her book in a clearing in the early morning spring weather. And she would enjoy it. Even if she was supposed to be practicing with a bow and arrow. Oh, well, it was Fionnâs fault for not watching her. Besides, she wasnât just pretending like she was in a Jane Austen novel. She was a girl with goals. Goals that required patience to complete.Â
She had been reading for the better part of an hour. She wondered how much longer she would need. She started to get a bit bored, lacking sisters to gossip with and bachelors to gossip about. She did tell herself sheâd wait as long as possible, but Fionn would get suspicious soon.Â
She could handle Fionn well enough. But if CĂş came lookingâŚ. He got a bit testy when Brigid didnât do exactly what she was supposed to do. She did have goals, yes. But was it worth it to sit through another ten-hour lecture about how she had responsibilities and training was the only way sheâd survive and Balor was dangerous and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah? She usually tuned him out when he brought Balor up, so she didnât know what CĂşâs next points were.Â
She could see it now. CĂş would be ticked off. Sheâd be ticked off. Theyâd argue, and one of them would stomp off, and Brigid would have to muck out the stables or something as punishment. Was that what she wanted? Would it be worth it?Â
She sighed. Probably not. She read a few more pages of the book, just to be sure, and decided the whole plan failed. She began to pack it in. Just as she slipped the book into her pocket, something rustled. But this wasnât the rustling of tree leaves in the wind. Oh, no. This was the rustling of the underbrush. The scurrying of rabbit feet told her the mark arrived.Â
She suppressed a smile, opened the book back up, and settled back into the chair. She wasnât reading anymore. Not now. Not when her goal was close.Â
âWe were supposed to be playing tag,â came a voice. A small hare crept out from underneath the brush, not coming right up to Brigid, hanging out on the periphery.Â
Brigid had to bite the inside of her cheek to keep her face neutral. âIâm reading.â She shrugged, careful with her words so as not to suggest anything. CĂş and Fionn drilled that lesson into her head on a near-constant basis. As someone with faerie blood in her veins, words had meaning. They had weight. One wrong verb, one wrong preposition, and you could accidentally make a contract you didnât intend to make. She watched her words well. Even if CĂş would argue otherwise.Â
The hare took a few cautious steps forward, nose twitching, ears swiveling to catch for predators. âAre you admitting defeat, mortal girl? Am I to be the victor of our game?âÂ
âPerhaps,â Brigid said, not taking her eyes off the book, turning the page as if what was written interested her more than the hare. Gods and goddesses didnât like to be ignored.Â
âLook at me! You failed to win. You should accept your defeat with grace!â The hare hopped forward, mad and ready to give Brigid a piece of her mind.Â
Perfect.Â
The hare let out a shriek as the snare trap tightened around her neck.Â
Brigid let out a whoop and leaped off the chair, smacking the hare on its rump. âTag, youâre it. I win.âÂ
âNo! You gave up. I won!âÂ
Brigid grinned. âI never said I gave up. You assumed I did.âÂ
âYou were sitting down on a chair and reading!âÂ
âMaybe thatâs how I play tag,â Brigid said.Â
The hare continued to kick and struggle to get out of the snare, but it was pointless. Even if it did manage to escape, Brigid had won.Â
âThatâs not how you play tag, and you know it.âÂ
Brigid tapped her chin. âLetâs recount the deal. I said we would play tag. The rules were if I managed to touch you during the game, I would win. I donât remember saying anything about needing to run after each other. Besides, youâre a hare. You run faster than me, and you know it. Next time, clarify before agreeing.âÂ
âTricks! You tricked me!âÂ
Brigid laughed. âI did, but itâs not against the rules. I laid out my terms plain as day. If you wanted to make assumptions, you should have clarified them. Hopefully, you donât make a habit of signing contracts.âÂ
âThe rules were implied,â the hare screeched.Â
Brigid clicked her tongue. âFaeries donât do well with implications. Lesson to you going forward. You need to make your intentions, rules, and exceptions clear. Now, per our agreement, I âtaggedâ you. SoâŚâ She held out her hand. âPlease give me your name.âÂ
The hare stopped struggling and eyed the hand warily. âYou canât take it from me.âÂ
âIâm not taking it from you. Youâre giving it to me. That was our agreement. If I win, you give me your name. If you win, you get to eat me. You didnât win.âÂ
âYou said I did.âÂ
Brigid squatted down and looked the hare in the eye. âNo, I said âperhapsâ, with the âyou wonâ being implied.â
âYou said faeries donât do well with implications.âÂ
âWe donât. Which is why it didnât mean anything. No one declared you won, and you came to me before you clarified what I had meant. Itâs your own fault. Now, quit stalling. Nasty things happen to people who break an agreement with a faerie. Do you think youâre powerful because youâre a god? You have nothing on the power that comes from an agreement.âÂ
Brigid smiled at the hare. This time, she let her full threatening façade out. The uncanny blue eyes. The teeth were a bit too white and sharp to be a real humanâs. The skin was a bit too smooth. A body that looked human, but when you examined it, it didnât. You could tell something was off. Something was dangerous.Â
âYouâre not a full faerie,â the hare sniffed, though she shrunk back upon realizing she had missed the biggest predator in this forest. âYouâre a fake. A farce.âÂ
âIf that were true, youâd be able to get out of this with no problem. And giving your name wouldnât give me any power over you. Now, donât make me ask again. Your name, please.âÂ
The hare shuddered and let out a pathetic moan. âYou shanât be using it for nefarious purposes, right?âÂ
âShould have clarified before you agreed to give it to me,â Brigid said.Â
âI hate faeries,â the hare said. âFine, fine. Iâve been bested. My name is Medeina and Ĺ˝vorĹŤnÄ. I am goddess and beast of the forest.âÂ
Brigid smiled and closed her hand as the name transferred over to her. âThank you kindly, Miss Medeina. Youâre going in my book now.â She pulled out a worn notebook and flipped to a blank page where she wrote down her name and what she was the goddess of.
She had a few deities of the forest, but not many were also beasts. That might be fun to explore later. Sheâd have to do research later to see what exactly Medeina could do.Â
Medeina peeked over the pages. âIsnât it dangerous, walking around with so many true names in a book? What if you lost it? What if a monster gets ahold of it?âÂ
âYou worry too much.â Brigid snapped the notebook closed and slipped it into her pocket.Â
Medeina let out a series of angry rabbit squawks. âI have reason to worry. Now, you wretched beast parading around as a girl, will you let me go? Or am I to be your servant for as long as I live?âÂ
âI donât know. Iâve been craving rabbit stew for a while. Itâs hard to find rabbit in the grocery store.â She sighed dramatically.Â
Medeina let out another shriek. âMonster! Youâre a monster!âÂ
âThings youâre learning a bit too late, huh?â She bent her fingers so they looked like claws and growled.Â
âBrigid, quit tormenting the local gods,â someone said from behind her.
She winced and turned to see Fionn. âTechnically, sheâs not local. Sheâs Baltic.âÂ
Fionn gave her a disapproving stare.Â
Brigidâs cheeks burned. She turned away from Fionn. âIâm just saying.âÂ
Fionn shook his head and bent over to release the snare around Medeinaâs neck. She scampered off into the woods, shouting about monsters.Â
âYou were supposed to be working on something. What was it now? Faerie circles?â He said, tapping his chin.Â
âMarksmanship,â Brigid muttered.Â
âOh, thatâs right. With a bow and arrow and eventually with a spear. That is what we agreed upon this morning.âÂ
âI am great at marksmanship, though!â Brigid cried. âI hit the target every time. I can do it with both my left and right hand. At this point, I could do it blindfolded. I went out and found another challenge.âÂ
Fionn did not look impressed, crossing his arms and quirking a brow. âAnd instead of, say, practicing your dirk or your hand-to-hand combat skills, you decided there would be more challenge in stealing yet another godâs name?âÂ
âI donât steal them. They give them to me. Thereâs a difference.âÂ
Fionn remained unimpressed, with his arms crossed and staring down at her. She would never win this fight or convince him she was right and totally not doing something morally questionable at best.Â
âYou have to trick them into giving you their names,â Fionn said. âYou know they underestimate you.âÂ
âThatâs their fault for underestimating me. If they treated me like an equal and not assume Iâm some weak little girl, maybe they wouldnât get their names taken.âÂ
âBrigid,â Fionn said, a warning tone in his voice.Â
She slumped over. âFine. Donât tell CĂş, though. Please? I get bored with all these lessons and practice day after day after day. They donât challenge me anymore.âÂ
Fionn grabbed her arm and pulled her to her feet. âThese lessons are important. Even if they are redundant. Donât fear the man who knows a thousand techniques. But fear the man that has practiced one techniqueââ Â
âA thousand times,â Brigid mumbled. âI hate how much of a Bruce Lee fan you are.âÂ
âThese lessons and their repetition are important. Balor is a strong foe, possibly stronger than you. He certainly is taller than you.âÂ
âIâm not short!â Brigid squawked as Fionn came to rest an elbow on the top of her head.Â
âSo, you can throw a spear with your eyes closed, fantastic,â Fionn continued. âThat means when he does show up, you will be strong enough to defeat him.âÂ
âIf,â Brigid quietly corrected. âIf he shows up while Iâm alive.âÂ
Fionnâs smile tightened, and he nodded his head stiffly. âOf course. If he shows up.âÂ
It was hard to argue with Fionn like this. His calm and measured responses never crossed over into arguments. She wondered how he did it and if she could learn his techniques.Â
âAlright, alright. I wonât steal any more names.âÂ
âBecause you donât âstealâ them, they give them to you?â Fionn raised a brow.Â
Damn! She had hoped he wouldnât catch that. âFine. I will not make any gods in this forest give me their names.âÂ
âBecause you ran out of gods in the forest to trick?âÂ
âNo!â she scoffed.Â
Fionn continued to look at her, unimpressed.Â
âYes,â she slumped forward. âItâs not my fault theyâre all stupid! I mean, did you see that snare? I didnât bother to hide it. Had she waited like two more minutes and been more aware of her surroundings, she would have won.âÂ
âYes, I saw the snare. At least your hunting skills are decent. And itâs good Medeinaâs observational skills are not. I would have hated to find out you had been eaten by a forest god.âÂ
âI would have gotten out of it,â Brigid assured him. Â
âIf you say so.âÂ
She glanced at him. âYou wonât tell CĂş?âÂ
âNo, I wonât tell CĂş,â Fionn promised.Â
His promises meant nothing as they rounded the path to get to the main property on the compound and were immediately faced with a very pissed-off CĂş Chulainn. Hands on hips. Expression thunderous. Foot tapping. It would have been comical with how over the top he acted. If Brigid didnât know what was about to happen.Â
She turned to glare at Fionn.Â
Fionn shrugged. âWhat? I didnât tell him a thing. He figured it out all on his own. You should know better than anyone the power words hold.â He had the gall to laugh.Â
âHey, CĂş.â She knew she couldnât get out of this. She would try anyway.Â
âSneaking off on your lessons again?â CĂş asked.Â
For a brief second, she thought about lying and saying she was doing her lessons.Â
âDonât lie, to me, Brigid Callahan,â he said.Â
Well, there goes that idea.Â
âTo be fair, this has been going on for a while now. I donât know why youâre surprised.â She opted for another strategy that was equally as useless as straight-up denial.Â
âYou need to take this seriously! Balor is a threat andââÂ
Wow, he mentioned Balor in two sentences. That had to be some kind of record. Normally, he warmed up to the Balor threat. Thankfully, though, this meant Brigid could now tune him out. This wasnât the first time she had heard this speech, and it wouldnât be the last. Maybe if he could pull that stick out of his ass, heâd be more pleasant to be around. Fionn had long given up on trying to corral her into any sort of regimented training program. He had read in some sort of child-rearing book that letting rebellious kids choose what they wanted to do made them more empowered.Â
She wasnât sure if she bought that. After all, was it a choice when, no matter what, youâd be learning how to fight some giant your ancestor couldnât kill properly? It was one of the only things she and CĂş agreed on. And it didnât seem to be giving Fionn the results he wanted. Not that Brigid cared. No matter what she did, theyâd never be proud until she killed Balor. Why try?Â
âAre you listening to me?â CĂş snapped.Â
âHmm. Yeah. I am. I totally am.â Maybe she could spin this in a way that wouldnât lead to yet another awkward and boring âfamilyâ dinner.
âHey, I was thinking and reading,â Brigid said, pulling out the book she had been reading while waiting for Medeina to fall into her trap; some book on gifted kids she got from the library. She learned the best way to get that was to convince Fionn some shrink wrote a book on the subject. âThis book says when students refuse to do their work, itâs because itâs too easy.âÂ
CĂş looked like he had swallowed a lemon. Fionn looked mildly interested.Â
âWhat ifâhear me outâwhat if I started training with the GĂĄe Bulg and the Briga?âÂ
âAbsolutely not,â CĂş said as Fionn said, âThatâs not the worst idea youâve ever had.âÂ
CĂş glared at Fionn. âI am not giving her the GĂĄe Bulg to train with! That is a deadly weapon that takes years to train with properly. Sheâll prick her finger and get ripped inside out by a thorn bush. Is that what you want, Fionn?âÂ
âI havenât pricked myself on a sharp object in years! What is this, Sleeping Beauty?âÂ
âShe has a point,â Fionn argued. âBesides, it would be a good idea for her to start training with it now. You know, so when Balor comes, sheâll know how to use it.âÂ
âIf!â she and CĂş said at the same time.Â
Fionn frowned. âFine. If Balor comes, sheâll be ready.âÂ
CĂş shook his head. âNo. You can give her the Briga to train with. But Iâm not handing her the GĂĄe Bulg until sheâs proven sheâs mature enough to handle it. And sneaking off during lessons is not a sign of maturity.âÂ
Brigid groaned. âCome on! You keep saying I need to train to fight Balor, but how am I going to defeat him with my dirk? Heâs a giant! With a giant fire eye!âÂ
âThe eyeâs not technically fire. It shoots fire,â Fionn said.Â
âCĂş,â Brigid turned to focus all her attention on him. âMaybe the reason I rebel is youâve already made up your mind about me? You know? Child psychology?âÂ
âThere arenât enough child psychology books in the world to figure out how to deal with you,â CĂş said.Â
Brigid flinched.Â
âAlright,â Fionn said with false cheer in his voice, clapping his hands together. âItâs been a long day. Brigid, why donât you go inside and shower? CĂş, you and I can prepare for the Beltane party tonight. Wonât that be fun? Seeing all the aunts and uncles and nieces and nephews?âÂ
âItâs morning,â Brigid grumbled.Â
âYes, and the day technically starts at midnight. Itâs been a while,â Fionn said. âCome on, off you trot. CĂş, be a dear and make sure we have enough food for tonight.âÂ
âShe needs to keep training,â CĂş snapped.Â
âItâs Beltane. One day off wonât kill us,â Fionn said.Â
Brigid let out a frustrated groan and stomped to her room. Once inside, she let the door slam shut and threw herself on the bed.Â
She didnât get long to be alone, though, as a tapping sound came from the window. She glanced up to see Set in his jackal form, the war scepter pattern etched onto the fur on his side, pawing at the window.Â
She sat up to open it. âIf CĂş sees you, heâll freak out.âÂ
âMake sure he doesnât see me.â Set shook his head and scratched his ear like a dog. âDid you get it?âÂ
âOf course, I did. She was easy to catch. All I had to do was sit and wait.â Brigid fell face-first back onto the bed.Â
âAnd what was her name?âÂ
She kicked Set as he started to paw her journal out from to pocket on her skirt. âIâm not telling you. Bad dog.âÂ
âNot a dog.â Set jumped back to avoid her kicks. âCome on. One teeny, tiny, little forest god wouldnât hurt. Would it?âÂ
âIt would.âÂ
He sighed and flopped onto her back. âIf you got her name, why are you pissy?âÂ
âIâm not pissy,â she mumbled.Â
âYouâve flung yourself down dramatically onto your bed not once, but twice in less than five minutes.âÂ
âFine,â she groaned. âCĂş and I got into another fight. Itâs like, even after all this time, heâs obsessed with this Balor guy. Let it go. Itâs not going to happen. And he was adamant about me not using the GĂĄe Bulg.âÂ
âI could steal it for you.âÂ
Brigid narrowed her eyes. âThe fact you offered makes me think there are ulterior motives.âÂ
Set grinned at her. âWell, if you must know, I predict youâll prick yourself on the tip and thorns will rip you apart from the inside out. And while Fionn Mac Cumhaill and CĂş Chulainn are panicking over your sudden death, I will be making away with a certain book of names.âÂ
âAs if,â Brigid said. âIâm a skilled warrior. I wonât prick myself.â She tucked the book under her body. âI need to get out of here. I donât want to spend the rest of my life training for something that will never come. And why does it have to fall all on me anyway? Why canât CĂş and Fionn be the ones to deal with him? Theyâre the ones with all the stories. They have thousands of years of training. What can I bring to the table against a giant with a fire eye?âÂ
âTricks?â Set suggested.Â
âYeah, right. Iâm not sure if Balor is smart enough to be tricked. You have to have at least some level of intelligence to be fooled. You canât trick a frog.âÂ
âSo, whatâs your plan? Sneak out during the Beltane party?âÂ
âWho says I have a plan?âÂ
âYou always have a plan,â Set said. âAnd, frankly, Iâm down for being a bad influence. Where you go, so does chaos. I like that in a friend.âÂ
âAs if weâre friends. Youâre using me because you think youâll get the book one day.âÂ
Set grinned at her. âMaybe I will. Now come on. Beltane, right? A lot of people will be here. You can sneak out, and they wonât know for hours.âÂ
âNo, thatâs too easy. I need to distract them. Send them on a wild goose chase. I have a plan; I need to be patient and get them to agree to it,â she said.Â
Set let out a cackle and hopped back out the window. âI look forward to meeting you there,â he said.Â
Brigid lay back down, hoping this time she could relax with some peace and quiet. Sadly, the universe hated her and wanted her to entertain a constant string of visitors.
âBrigid, can I come in?â Fionn asked.Â
âUgh, fine. What?â she said, rolling over as he stepped in the door.Â
âI wanted to see if youâre okay,â Fionn said.Â
âYeah, Iâm fine, Fionn. You donât need to worry about me.âÂ
Fionn nodded. He kept taking sidelong glances without moving his head. He stuck the tip of his thumb in his mouth to bite on it. He could access wisdom, but only when the thumb was in his mouth. He must be at a loss for words if he was looking for divine wisdom on how to handle her.Â
âI know youâre bored with all this training,â he said carefully.
âNo kidding. Iâve been doing the same thing since I was born.âÂ
âTechnically, we started you at four,â Fionn said.Â
Brigid glared at him.Â
âBut, yes, I can see how you feel most of your life has been filled with the same basic activities. Especially now youâre out of school and donât have that to break up the monotony of training. But weâre not doing this because weâre bad instructors,â Fionn said. âWeâre doing this because we donât want you to just defeat Balor. We want you to survive the encounter as well.âÂ
âI know,â Brigid mumbled. She did know. âI mean, if you didnât care about me, youâd strap a bomb to me and send me to blow up Balor.âÂ
Fionn laughed, relaxing a tad. âDonât joke about that. That was a legitimate idea we had for the champion back in the 1840s. Oh, that lad was a mess. Iâve never seen such bad hand-eye coordination in my life. A monkey could have done better.âÂ
Fionn sat on the bed next to her. âWe were glad when the next champion came along a few years later. Henrietta. She reminds me a lot of you, you know. She ran off from Ireland to fight for the Union during the American Civil War. We had to chase her, of course. And by the time we caught up, she had settled down with a young man and had a son. She made a career blowing up Confederate train tracks, if I remember correctly.âÂ
âIs that why you guys didnât want to teach me about explosives?âÂ
âPartially.â Fionn winced. âLook, I know CĂş has a hard time expressing it, but he does want you to survive and be the best you can be. Thatâs why weâre hard on you. Thatâs why we want you to be the best you can be.âÂ
âI know,â she said. And she did know. She may not like to admit it or want to admit it, but deep down, Fionn and CĂş did care whether she lived or died. Why would they spend all this time training her? The prophecy didnât say she had to live. It said she had to defeat Balor.
It did hurt that she was going to trick them. But it was necessary. She needed to let them go before they let her go.Â
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Nova was pissed off.                                                                                                                        Â
Pissed off at her family.
Pissed off at the world.
Pissed off at herself.
Today was the six-month anniversary of Dadâs death. Six months ago, he died in a hospital bed. The last person in the world who truly loved her and cared about her. The only person who had ever truly loved her and cared about her. Gone, just like that.
But that wasnât why she was pissed off. She had learned to shove all of her negative feelings deep down inside herself, jut her chin out, and pretend the world didnât bother her. The demons sitting on the forest edges beckoning her to come closer didnât bother her. Being alone didnât bother her.
And it had worked for her. For six months! She had finished up second grade, kept her momâs house in decent working order, and got a job at the local diner to pay the bills. She was doing fine in pretending she was fine.
Until today.
There she was, serving Jeff his favorite cherry pie with whipped cream. Before he had taken a bite, he turned to her and asked, âWhy arenât you up at the memorial service?â
âMemorial service? Who died?â She mentally flicked through the list of people she would care about dying and came up blank.
âYour⌠dad?â Jeff replied, a forkful of cherry pie hovering awkwardly.
That confused her more. âDad died six months ago.â She had it marked on the calendar on the wall. After she was done with work, she was going to go home with pizza and talk to her dadâs photo. She did that every night. But tonight was a special night.
âTheyâre having a memorial service at the temple. You didnât know?â
No. She didnât know.
She didnât know because no one in this family bothered to tell her because no one in this family actually liked her. In fact, they hated her. They wished she had died instead of Dad.
Literally.
Sheâd overheard Aunt Olivia talking to Uncle Tim about how she wished Nova had kicked the bucket instead. That was the night she decided to leave Aunt Olivia and Uncle Timâs house and try to make it on her own. Neither ever came looking for her. She doubted they noticed.
Normally, sheâd deal with being left out of family events with her chin held high and content in the knowledge this was what she preferred. Any event she didnât have to sit through with James, Vivian, and Wesley calling her a freak and pushing her over was fine.
But this wasnât just any event. This was a memorial service for her dad! The man who raised her. The man who promised heâd always be there for her. The man who⌠the man whoâŚ
The man who broke his promise when he died six months ago.
She stumbled over a tree root and fell on the ground. Thankfully, she didnât scrape her knees or palms. Like that, the anger was gone. Instead, a hollowness settled in her chest and felt so, so heavy. Heavier than the heaviest stone she had ever tried to lift.
Dad was gone.
He was gone. He was never coming back no matter how much she wanted him to. Even now, after six months, there was a part of her that waited to hear the door open and for him to call out in a cheery voice, âI brought pizza! Pineapple, your favorite!â
And sheâd rush up to hug him, talking a mile a minute about new bugs she had seen or what they had learned in school today.
She sniffed and scrubbed at her eyes.
âLittle girl, are you lost? Why are you crying?â A sickly-sweet cackle echoed behind her.
She ignored the voice, stood up, and continued her march forward. She had to make it to the temple. She was not letting her family celebrate her dad without her. She deserved to be there.
Or did she?
Dad was the only one whoâd ever stuck around and loved her. Look at where that got him. Dead. If he had taken a page out of Momâs book and they had abandoned her together, heâd be alive now.
She wouldnât have minded. She didnât mind with Mom. If not being in her life made people happier and healthier, then so be it. That was her curse, after all. Not seeing demons or whatever. No, her curse was killing the people who loved her and driving everyone away.
Aunt Olivia and Uncle Tim had the right idea in distancing themselves from her. They had to so they could protect themselves.
It hurt. But if there was no other way to protect themselves, so be it.
With each step up to the temple, more and more of the fight left her, until there was nothing left. Just her, trudging to the top.
The ancient stone staircase was built in the late 1800s, half-buried under brown pine needles and giant pinecones. Along the side of the trail was overgrown grass peppered with ferns and small white wildflowers. The smell of pine and decaying wood filled the air. The trees towered over her. They practically brushed the sky with their pointed tops and broke up the summer sunâs harsh light that beat down.
The hike never got easier, no matter how many times she went there. The stairs seemed to stretch up to Heaven itself. They burned her legs and her lungs. She had to stop and take breaks. She had to sit on the side and pretend she didnât hear the demons just out of sight, trying to trick her into revealing herself.
She didnât know why they didnât eat her. Most knew at this point that she could see them. She supposed it was in a demonâs nature to be cruel and sadistic. Maybe Vivian was actually a demon. Sheâd have to chuck a sigil at her the next time she saw her to make sure. It was a science experiment! A hypothesis she had to test. Though, she could imagine Aunt Loreen would be furious if Nova exorcised her daughter.
A few more steps and she was forced to sit down on a boulder off the trail. The walk up had gotten harder. The first reason was the walk held strong memories for her. Every Saturday, before sunrise, she and Dad would head up to the top together and eat breakfast on a blanket spread outside the gates. Dad had liked sunrise the best. He said it reminded him of Mom. He didnât talk about her much. Was it because he believed she abandoned them? He said he didnât, but Nova didnât know what to think. It was still a nice memory to have.
The second reason it was so hard to get up these steps was Nova hadnât been in a while. She tried to keep up the tradition. On Saturdays she would grab the blanket, sandwiches, and water, hike to the top, and watch the sunrise. But over the weeks, she found it harder and harder to wake up and hike. With no Dad singing his silly songs until she rolled out of bed, she couldnât bring herself to. He did it to remember Mom. Nova never knew her, so it felt like a worthless gesture. The last time she had gone was almost two months ago.
She tried not to feel guilty. She tried to remind herself temple hikes were Dadâs thing and not hers. It didnât work well.
Nova allowed herself a few more minutes of rest, glowering at her sweaty body and messy hair. Being âunpresentableâ would give Aunt Olivia more reasons to kick her out of the memorial service.
âThey shouldnât have put a temple at the top of a mountain without an easy way to get up,â she mumbled. âSeriously, what if someone used a wheelchair?â
âCouldnât get up,â a voice whispered right next to her ear before retreating with a giggle.
She ignored the demon and straightened out her shirt before continuing her march up the stairs once more. This time, she didnât stop. She was driven to go and remember her dad with the few family members that might tolerate her presence. She deserved to be there. She had a right! She trekked all this way, and she was not leaving without at least eating a cupcake!
She dug deep within herself, remembered her anger at being forgotten (or purposely not told), and kept pushing. Past the pain. Past the breathlessness. Past everything. She deserved to be there. She had a right to be there.
And as soon as she got there⌠all the fight let her. Standing outside the looming wooden gates, she could hear her family talking and laughing. They sounded so happy. Happy and at peace. Novaâs appearance would only wreck the party. And was that what her dad would want?
What would she get out of showing up when she wasnât invited and certainly wasnât wanted?
âHeâs my dad,â she said. âI deserve to be in there with them.â
She took a few steps forward and put her hand on the gate, ready to push it open. Aunt Hannahâs loud and obnoxious laugh ripped through the air. Aunt Hannah liked to make fun of her and compare her to her son, James. James was a jerk who picked his nose and liked to burn ants with magnifying glasses. He liked to shove Nova into mud puddles and put worms in her hair. Aunt Hannah would simply laugh and say âBoys will be boysâ while secretly loving all the torment Nova was going through. She was cursed, after all. She deserved all of this and more.
âThis is for the living anyway.â She took a step back. âWhat am I proving by going in there?â
She took a few steps forward. Memorial services were for the living, not for the dead. Nova was alive. She deserved to be in there listening to stories about Dad as a child. He couldnât be with her now, but she could hold on to his memory.
âIâm going in.â She stepped forward, hands on the heavy wooden doors. The temple was a public place. And while her relatives were horrible to her all the time, they tended to be less horrible to her when they were out in public and other people could see them.
As long as she followed her rules and didnât make a fuss, theyâd have to let her stay. Otherwise, the entire town would be full of gossip the next day about how they kicked poor orphan Nova out of her own fatherâs memorial service. And Aunt Olivia hated when she was gossiped about.
Remember the rules, and everything would be okay.
Rule 1: Donât make eye contact with anything that isnât human. Donât acknowledge their existence.
Rule 2: Donât speak to anyone you donât recognize unless you see another person speak to them first.
Rule 3: If something does start to harass you, head straight home and donât make a big deal about it.
âLittle girl, donât go in there,â a voice said. âYou know they hate you.â
The crushing weight settled in her chest once more as her throat became thick with tears. A demon was nearby and trying to break her will. She gripped the sigil and ignored it.
âWeâd take much better care of you out here,â another voice said.
She pushed open the heavy doors. As soon as she did, the entire world fell silent. Not the demons behind her, trying to convince her to leave the safety of the blessed path so they could eat her, but approximately fifty pairs of eyes had shifted over to her. When they saw who was at the door, everyone had fallen silent.
This was a bad idea.
No, no, she was here. She wasnât going to run away now.
Nova licked her lips, squared her shoulders, and walked into the temple, headed to the shrine of her father where his picture was set up and incense burned. Everyoneâs eyes followed her.
Sheâd once overheard Aunt Hannah telling Dad to get a paternity test. There was no way she was his. She was much darker than the rest of the familyâmuch, much darker, her skin black like the night sky. Her uncanny, navy-blue eyes werenât present in any ancestors. Aunt Hannah suspected she wasnât Dadâs daughter. That Mom had cheated on him. Dad politely but firmly told Aunt Hannah to shove off and pointed out how Nova (unfortunately) had Uncle Isaacâs nose.
This didnât help the rumors and whispers, though. Whispers followed her now as she made her way to the memorial shrine.
She didnât make it to her destination. A taloned hand wrapped around her bicep and yanked her back. For a brief moment, she feared it was the bird demon who had been following her the past few weeks. Ralâguk or something. When she realized it was Aunt Olivia, she let out a shaky laugh. Aunt Olivia wouldnât eat her. Though, she wasnât looking happy to see her either.
âWhat are you doing here?â she hissed, pulling Nova away from the rest of the family as uneasy conversation started back up.
âIâm here for the memorial of my dad,â she answered, trying to peel Aunt Oliviaâs fingers off her arm. How much trouble would she get into if she kicked her in the shin? Probably a lot.
âAnd make a fool out of us like last time?â Uncle Tim spat.
Nova glared at him. âIâm not going to make a fool of you. Iâm going to pay my respects.â
âYour very presence will bring misfortune on us all!â
âIf I can curse you guys in a temple, the priest isnât good at his job.â
This had the effect of making Aunt Oliviaâs face, which was already red with anger, turn redder as she bared her teeth and practically snarled at her. She looked like her head was going to explode. It was kind of funny. Oh, but if her head exploded, Nova would be covered in her brains, and she didnât want that.
A cane came down and smacked Aunt Oliviaâs hand. She hissed and dropped Novaâs arm in favor of tending to her own.
âKnock it off, you two,â Great-Grandma Fleischer said, brandishing the cane at them.
âGrandmaââ Aunt Olivia started.
âDonât you âGrandmaâ me, young lady. You two ought to be ashamed of yourselves, handling such a young girl like that. Now go get some food before Albertâs son eats everything.â
They hesitated, eyeing the cane before deciding not to risk her wrath and scrambling off.
Nova was glad Great-Grandma Fleischer was here. She was the only one who didnât think she was cursed. Why couldnât Nova have gotten placed with her? She liked her! Great-Grandma believed she wasnât cursed! She didnât push her in the mud or refuse to make eye contact with her. Nova could have lived a great life with her.
âNow,â Great-Grandma turned to face her. The glasses perched on the end of her nose made her eyes look like a bugâs. âWho are you?â
Oh. Right. Great-Grandma Fleischer was approximately two hundred years old and didnât have the best memory. Which was why she couldnât go live with her. The judge assumed she would âkick the bucket at any time,â and theyâd go back to square one.
âIâm Nova.â They had had this conversation many times before. She tried not to let it exasperate her. âScott and Noraâs daughter?â
She blinked at Nova several times before brightening. âOh, Scott! How is he? I havenât seen him here yet. I wonder if itâs Nora. Sheâs about ready to pop. And this heat isnât good for pregnant women. Nor are the stairs. Itâs a shame they put this temple so high up.â She put her wrinkled, thin hand on Novaâs arm and guided her to the buffet table.
Nova didnât bother correcting her. For one thing, it would only make Great-Grandma more confused. For another, she liked listening to people talk about her dad in the present tense. It made it seem like he was still here and heâd be coming back at any moment.
âHere.â Great-Grandma Fleischer grabbed a plate and started piling it with food. âHave some kugel. You look like youâre wasting away!â
Nova was about to respond but stopped when the whispers of her family rippled through the courtyard. She turned her eyes down to avoid their hateful stares. It didnât work.
âIgnore them, deary,â she said, handing Nova a plate of food that was at least two pounds. âTheyâre sheep. Very panicky animals when theyâre afraid.â She winked at her.
Nova smirked. The rest of her family probably wanted to make a stink about her being here but wouldnât argue with Great-Grandma.
âNora looks identical to her grandmother. Itâs uncanny. I wonder if her genes are strong enough to pass on to the baby.â
No, they werenât. Nova had seen pictures of her mom in the house. She was white, with long, pretty blond hair like gold, and vibrant green eyes. She was much slenderer than Nova too. Sometimes, Nova didnât think she was related to either of her parents. Aunt Hannah was right.
âI met her once when I was a little girl.â
âMom? I mean Nora?â
âNo, dear, Noraâs grandmother. Never did get her name. I was the only one brave enough to meet the âwitch of the woods.ââ
Nova beamed and let Great-Grandma lead her through the courtyard to a wooden bench. âWas she a scary witch?â
âHah! She wasnât a witch at all. Simply an unmarried woman living alone. A rarity at that time. Sheâs the reason I decided to pursue my education instead of getting married as soon as I turned eighteen. Caused a right stink with my family, and my father disowned me. But look at me now!â She gestured to the family, casting awkward glances their way. âIâm the matriarch of these people. They all bow to me. I canât wait to meet Nora and Scottâs daughter. Itâll be nice to have another baby in the family. I need to get started on her sweater. You look a lot like Nora. You have her eyes. Are you cousins?â
Nova giggled. âNo, Iâm her daughter. Nova.â
âYouâre Nova?â Great-Grandma turned to look at her, eyes narrowing.
Nova feared she would gain sudden lucidity and realize Nova was the cursed child everyone whispered about.
She put her hand on her forehead and groaned. âHow long was I in the hospital? I told them, itâs only a broken hip. But doctors, theyâre so insistent. They think they know everything about the human body.â She patted Novaâs hand with one of her own.
Slowly, the tension bled from Novaâs muscles. She felt unsteady on her feet, but in a good way. A way that told her she was safe. For now.
âThey should know everything about the human body. They did go to medical school,â she said.
âHush up and eat your kugel.â Translation: youâre right, but I donât want to admit youâre right. Iâll change the subject instead. âDo you know what the fire danger level is today?â
Nova frowned and thought back to the wheel she had passed on the way up here. âRed. Itâs high. Weâre in fire season. Why?â
âI want to smoke on the porch, but Iâm not going to be the one who starts the fire that burns down in Penstemon. The one in Nevada City is burning the place down. If I add to itââshe shook her headââthe ladies at bingo will never let me live it down. And tap-dancing classes would be canceled for who knows how long. Not to mention Iâm not sure how Iâd evacuate. I canât drive anymore.â
âIâd help you evacuate, Great-Grandma,â Nova said. âYouâre not supposed to be smoking. Itâs bad for your health.â
She waved a hand at her. âIâm ninety-seven years old. Cigarettes are one thing on a very long list that can kill me. At this point, the stairs back down to the parking lot pose more of a threat to me than those.â
âItâs not good for you or the environment.â Nova dug into the plate and savored the food. Katieâs food was good and all, but Nova got sick of diner food after a while. And she had yet to master the stove.
âI got to go see where Chelsea ran off to. I need to tell her that boy sheâs dating is nothing but trouble.â She patted Novaâs arm and ignored her protests.
Without Great-Grandma here, Nova would be left to fend for herself. Talking to Chelsea was stupid. The âboyâ in question was Chelseaâs husband of eight years, Gregory. He was a mean man, but Chelsea had married him anyway because he made good money (at least that was what the adults all said when they presumed Nova wasnât listening). Great-Grandma had never liked him. And thanks to her dementia, she got a âget out of jail freeâ card when it came to insulting him and telling Chelsea she was making a mistake. Nova wished she got a âget out of jail freeâ card. Itâd certainly make life more fun if she could tell Aunt Olivia how much she hated her. And she could put worms in Vivianâs hair without worrying about anyone yelling at her.
âHey, look, Mom was right. The freak did show up!â Someone shoved her to the ground before she had a chance to steady herself. The plate Great-Grandma had made went with her, covering her clothes with food and scattering it all over the ground.
âHey!â She turned, fist closed, ready to hit her attacker. She faltered when it wasnât one person but three.
James, Vivian, and Wesley were all standing over her. She could see Aunt Loreen hovering behind them. Oh, sure, she wouldnât bat an eye when her stupid daughter pushed her to the ground. But if Nova tried to fight back, sheâd sit there and sob and cry about how she had âhurt her precious baby.â
âCareful, James,â Vivian said, pulling Novaâs attention away from Aunt Loreen and back to the more immediate problem. âMom told me if you touch her, youâll get cursed as well.â
âThatâs stupid,â Wesley said. âEveryone knows you canât pass on a curse through touch alone.â
âThatâs right,â Nova spat, âbut you can pass it along through words. So watch it or Iâll give you my curse!â
Why couldnât they act nice for one day? This was the day Dad had died, and they couldnât leave her alone for an hour. Dad was adamant she wasnât cursed; her ability to see demons was a blessing. Lots of non-cursed people could see and study demons, but it didnât feel that way to her. Especially after he had died. It was easy to pretend she wasnât cursed when it seemed he would live forever. But if she wasnât cursed, why did he have to get cancer?
Vivian burst into tears. âMom! Novaâs threatening to curse us!â
That was all Aunt Loreen needed to hear as she jumped up and rushed to Vivian.
âNova!â she gasped, pulling Vivian to her. âHow dare you do such an unholy thing in such a holy place. You should be ashamed!â
Nova glared at her. âI didnât say I would. I said you can curse someone by talking about it.â
That wasnât what Aunt Loreen wanted to hear as she glared at Nova.
âYou know what? Screw you!â Nova said, kicking Jamesâs shin and running away, ignoring Aunt Loreen calling after her. She didnât care if she got kicked out now. No one was trying to be nice to her. Instead, they were intent on making this day as miserable as possible for her. She should have never come. She wished Jeff had never told her about this. She wished Dad was alive and she had died instead.
She ran back to the buffet table, fully intending to stuff her pockets as full as she could before she got kicked out. The only problem? Someone was there and seemed intent on doing the exact same thing. Well, not necessarily their pockets, but rather eating everything on the table.
She didnât recognize them. They seemed to glow in the light of the summer sun, with wispy white hair and pale glittering skin. They must be a distant relative, as Nova was pretty sure her immediate family was all black.
They tipped back a plate of pigs in a blanket into their mouth, emptying the tray in one go.
She wrinkled her nose in disgust. âWhy donât you put them on a plate?â she asked.
The person started choking on the food and whipped toward her, wide-eyed. âUm...â
She used their temporary distraction to grab some cookies before they could polish off that plate as well.
âOr do you think Martin is going to eat them all?â
Behind her, she could hear Aunt Loreen screeching at Aunt Olivia. Probably over what Nova had done. She was running out of time. She needed to grab as many mini sandwiches as possible before they decided to kick her out.
âMartin?â
âUncle Albertâs son. Or I guess he might not be your Uncle Albert. But he is mine.â They didnât know who Martin was. She turned to them. âWho are you? I donât recognize you.â
More people had joined in Aunt Loreenâs screech-fest. Luckily, Vivian was crying like a baby and distracting people. Nova was running out of time. Time to focus on the cheese and crackers.
âUmâŚWell, you see⌠umâŚâ the person stuttered, rubbing the back of their head and smiling at her nervously. âNox. My name is Nox, kid. And you are?â
She quirked a brow at them. âNova?â
âYouâre saying that like itâs a question.â
âI thought everyone in the family knew me, being cursed and all.â
They snickered and started popping shrimp into their mouth. Should she try to take that too? No, she didnât like pocket shrimp.
âCursed? You? Naw, you ainât cursed.â
This got her to whip toward them. âHow would you know?â This was the first time someone in the family (other than Dad) had said she wasnât cursed. They really must be a distant relative!
âUm⌠oh, is that the time?â They held up their wrist, though it had no watch. âI really should get going. Itâs getting late.â
Things started falling into place. The mild annoyance she had felt was now morphing into full-blown anger.
âYouâre a party crasher!â she cried. âHow could you? This is my dadâs memorial service, and youâre here like itâs some free picnic, you jerk!â
It was one thing to crash a wedding, but Dadâs memorial service? That was unforgivable.
âMom, Mom! Novaâs talking to ghosts again!â James shouted.
The argument that had been steadily growing behind her cut out.
Her heart dropped into her stomach, and she looked at Nox. This time really studying them. More pieces fell into place. Pieces she didnât like. She started to back up slowly.
âTechnically, Iâm not a ghost.â They gave her two thumbs-up.
Someone grabbed her arm.
âI told you we should have never let her in!â Aunt Loreen shrieked.
She was dragged through the definitely-a-ghost ghost, who let out a yelp and hopped out of the way.
âI didnât want the town to gossip about us!â Aunt Olivia snarled, her nails digging into Novaâs arm. If it werenât for her shirt, she was certain theyâd cut into the skin and make her bleed.
âBringing the curse into Agapeâs temple should never be allowed,â Uncle Albert tutted.
Nova frantically looked for Great-Grandma Fleischer, hoping she could help, but she was nowhere to be found.
âI didnât bring a curse into the temple! Iâm not cursed!â
That was what Nox had said. But should she trust a ghost?
âIâll go get the priest to purify the temple,â Wesley said. The turn of events pleased him.
The party devolved from there, with people practically trampling over each other to get to the incense and cleanse themselves with it and the purifying water.
âDid anyone see what she touched? Weâll have to cleanse that too!â
âI didnât⌠Iâm not cursed,â she cried, trying and failing to pry herself out of Aunt Oliviaâs hands. âPlease let me stay! I want to see my dad! Please donât kick me out.â
Aunt Olivia didnât listen. She threw her onto the path. âYou should have thought of that before you brought your curse here.â
The doors slammed shut. For a brief moment, Nova scrambled for them, intent on yanking them open and going back in. Until she heard it.
It was faint at first, but slowly it grew. Louder and louder and louder until all she could hear was the laughter of demons in the trees. Normally, they would never be able to come this close to the temple. But with her family all in distress and anxious, it was creating a miasma of misery the demons of Penstemon loved to feed on. And right now, who was the most miserable out of everyone here? Who was the one who probably tasted the best?
âWe told you not to go!â one cackled.
Nova scrambled to her feet, pulled out her protection charm, and sprinted down the path.
âDonât run away, little girl. Weâll be your family.â A rush up above her caused a tree branch to fall mere feet from where she was standing. She didnât stop running. If she stopped running, sheâd be dead.
âI know you can hear us. Thatâs why youâre running fast, right?â This one sounded like it was right behind her.
She skidded off the path and back onto the sidewalk, lungs burning as she pushed herself to run faster and faster and faster.
Something grabbed the back of her shirt. For a brief second, her heart left her body, and she was certain she had failed to escape. They had caught her, and now they were going to eat her. She let out a cry as she was yanked backward onto the gravel.
âYouâre probably very powerful. Itâll be a pleasure to eat you,â another hissed. She could see it in the corner of her eye. An enormous snake demon that had to be as big as a bus.
She scrambled back to her feet and continued running. The demons howled with laughter.
âItâs no use running, little girl! Weâll always be able to outrun you.â
The road behind her cracked and bucked as something gigantic with giant claws gouged out a big chunk of it and threw it at her. They were close to her, closer than they should have been, but her protection charm had enough juice left to keep her safe. However, she didnât know how long it would last. The sooner she got home, the better.
She felt one reach out to grab her. Only, this time, instead of tripping her, a great snarl echoed throughout the woods. The laughter cut out, the hands that had grabbed at her disappeared, and the demons vanished, all running with the same amount of fear she had.
Somewhere near here was the most powerful demon in this area. She had never seen it before. It didnât seem to want to eat her or care much about her. But who knows? Today it may have changed its mind. She couldnât take the risk.
She didnât look behind her. She didnât stop to catch her breath.
She ran and ran and ran until she got to her house, practically tearing down the door in her rush to get inside.
Nova slammed it shut and sank to the ground in front of it, panting and feeling like she was going to be sick. For several minutes, she didnât move. The demons might come back at any moment and attempt to tear the door off its hinges. They had tried to do that before, not long after Dad died.
The demons never came. The monster of the woods must have scared them off for the night. It didnât matter, though. Everything was awful, and it was all her fault. Her fault Dad died. Her fault Mom left. Her fault no one in her family liked her. Her fault. Her fault. Her fault.
She drew her knees up to her chest and started to cry. Eventually, she fell asleep, huddled on the doormat at the front door, hoping it would open and Dad would step through it. He never did.
The ride back to the (now third) boat was possibly the calmest Ismael had felt in days. He felt like he shouldnât feel so serene. The water was cold and soaked his clothes. The wind was even more biting out on the ocean. They passed by numerous ships that were burning softly in the water. He had just experienced the death of a man and the destruction of an island.
 He should be freaking out more. Right?
He wasnât. And he couldnât bring himself to care. All he could focus on now was ending this nightmare once and for all. Rasha was beside him, her hand in his as they watched the grey water lap gently against the sea monster. He could feel Simonâs eyes on the back of him. He didnât mind so much. He felt like he was watching him out of curiosity and a slight sense of worry that he wasnât okay.
 He probably shouldnât have been. He did just invent an entirely new form of take magic that didnât seem to be linked to the darkness that was blood magic. And, the process of ripping out thousands of souls probably should have knocked him on his back. He did feel funny, like his body wasnât entirely there; like parts of it were numb. But, other than that, he was fine.
 âThat water in Uqaibha is a lot bluer,â he said quietly.
 Rasha jumped and looked at him, no doubt lost in her thoughts. She had been amazing in the fight against the Emperor. The fact that she figured out the secret code in the Mthabelo law books, learned a new form of magic, froze the Emperor in ice so Ismael could turn him mortal again, all while trying to stay alive in an unforgiving prison? Grandma would have been so proud, if not a little exasperated.
 âBluer?â
 He nodded. âThis waterâs all grey and choppy The water in Uqaibha is a lot prettier. And, when the sun hit it, it sparkles like the sand.â
 âI look forward to seeing it,â she said, her voice hollow.
 Right. They were going home after this. That was the whole point. Find Rasha and the others. Get them away from the Emperor. Go home. Continue living their life as desert nomads. He wondered if Mangy and the other camels were still hanging around or if they had truly taken freedom and ran with it. He should feel happy. This was what he wanted after all. Besides, this one adventure was enough to last a lifetime.
 Though, he supposed it was never truly going to be home. After all, even though he had succeeded in saving Rasha and overthrowing the Emperor (the last one wasnât in his original plan, it was just a bonus), it would never be enough to bring her back. Somehow, that was what broke him and he started crying.
 Rasha seemed to have the same thoughts and also broke down.
 To the side, he could hear several people start freaking out over their sudden tears.
 âAh, it is okay,â Sergei said, coming up to them and hugging them tightly. âHappy tears and sad tears often mix together.â
 He felt another hand on his back and turned to see Simon also by them, rubbing their backs soothingly.
 âHeâs right, you know. You two have been through a lot.â
 âYeah,â Ismael sniffed, âbut so have you.â
 âI suppose we have. Donât worry, Iâll sob all over Lydia and Roy later tonight.â
 âAfter the week we just had, I think weâre all in for a good cry,â Lydia added.
 âI still canât believe I managed to get through that entire thing without relapsing once,â Hoâokele said, also sounding like he was in a state of shock.
 Simon reached back to him and ruffled his hair. âAnd Iâm proud of you, buddy!â
 He noticed that Bloodshot did not say anything and was still looking at him suspiciously.
 It didnât take long for both of them to stop crying, though Sergei didnât let them go until the sea monster brushed gently against the side of a brand-new ship.
 âSimon! Is that you?â he heard Saoirse call. âI baked a cake!â
 âReally? Thatâs great! Everyoneâs alive and kicking! Except for the Emperor. Lydia cut his head off.â
 He saw Paola hanging over the side. She was wearing a Guardâs uniform, the jacket unbuttoned to reveal a torn shirt. âSee, and you were panicking about things not going to plan.â
 âI had very good reason to panic. Everything was falling apart.â He sighed dramatically as he helped Rasha up on the deck of the ship. âMy perfect plan, all undone because Hoâokele decided to go off the rails and start a prison riot.â
 âOkay, first of all, I didnât decide to go off the rails. Rasha and Ismael werenât in prison! Second of all, I didnât start the prison riot, Bloodshot did!â
 Simon tsked. âExcuses, excuses, thatâs all I hear.â
 âRasha, Ismael! Thank goodness you two are okay,â Miria said, rushing towards them and scooping them up in a big hug. For the second time that day, Ismael felt himself sobbing as he finally laid eyes on his family for the first time in nearly three months.
 Everyone piled around him, scooping him and Rasha up and squeezing them tightly. Once more, he felt himself letting go, and crying.
 *****
 Simon smiled at the sight before him. He was glad Ismael had finally gotten back together with his family. And, they defeated the Emperor with zero deaths! Or, at least no one on his crew died. He didnât know what the casualties were for some of the other people.
 He should be feeling happy, elated even. He had finally fulfilled his destiny and rid the world of a tyrant. There would be others, of course. There would always be others. But, for now, he should bask in the glory of this one victory.
 Except, he couldnât find it in himself to feel happiness. Instead, there was a strange emptiness inside him. It probably had something to do with the fact that Ismael would be leaving him in a few short months. He couldnât lie. He had grown to care for the kid greatly, just like he had grown to care for every member of his crew. But he couldnât be selfish. Ismael belonged out in the safety and serenity of the desert, where he had camels and fellow nomads to talk to and no large cities to overwhelm him.
 Besides, Ismael leaving wasnât the only problem Simon was facing. Ever since he was about eleven-years-old, he had been told that he had a destiny. He needed to train to eventually kill and overthrow the Emperor. It was the driving force for so many years. Even after he failed, there was a niggling in the back of his mind that kept him moving forward. The knowledge that he still had a job to do was something that drove him even when he didnât realize it.
 Now, that job was done. What was he supposed to do? He couldnât run away anymore because there was nothing else to run away from. He had done his job. He had fulfilled his destiny.
 A large hand landed on his shoulder and he looked up to see Roy looking down at him.
 âCome on,â he signed. âYou need to take the arm off.â
 He sighed. âAlright, alright. Man, I just got it put on and you now are trying to take it off me again?â
 âItâll be better for you if you keep it off.â
 âAnd Temilade was very clear with her orders,â Lydia said, following them into the captainâs cabin and shutting out the sounds of celebration on deck.
 âShe does look like she would kill me if I didnât follow her orders,â he mused, sitting down while Roy and Lydia got to work removing it. When they did, he realized how much pain he had been in.
 âI hope eventually it doesnât hurt so much,â he muttered, pressing a hand to the still-fresh stump.
 âEventually, it wonât,â Roy signed, ruffling Simonâs hair.
 âYeah. Hey, great work with the dam. That was a pretty brilliant stroke of destructive engineering.â
 He waved a hand at him dismissively. âPoorly constructed. That entire island was poorly constructed. It would have failed eventually.â
 âMakes me wonder if the Emperor was perhaps finally ready to die.â
 Lydia made a face. âBest not speculate about it now. The manâs dead and we need to get a bunch of people back down to the Southern continent. Should take about two months.â
 âAye.â
 They lapsed into silence, the boat gently rocking from side to side. It didnât last long as there was a knock at the door.
 âYeah? Come in?â He called.
 He was surprised to see Chazaso, in full battle regalia, step into his cabin.
 âOh, what are you doing here? I thought youâd have to do something related to running a country.â
 âAre you still mad at me for lying to you?â She grinned.
 âNah. After all, I lied to you as well.â
 Lydia grabbed some bandages and disinfectants and got to work on a few of Simonâs nastier scrapes and gashes. âDoes it count if she knew you were the Chosen One?â
 Chazasoâs grin widened. âPerhaps. And I do have many things to do relating to running the country. Now that it was revealed that the coup was staged and I am still alive, I will have to go back to Mthabelo and actually do my job.â She sat in the chair across from Simon. âBut, that is what I am here to discuss. You know Mthabelo only has presidential terms that last six years. I am coming up on my final year and am not interested in running for reelection. I achieved what I wanted to do.â
 He thought he knew where she was going with this. âAh, well, you are always welcome on the ship.â
 âThat is what I wanted to discuss with you.â
 Okay, maybe he didnât know what she wanted. âOr not. You are not always welcome on this ship. You can leave at any time. Iâm not keeping you prisoner.â
 She laughed. âPlease, Simon, let me talk.â
 Right. Should probably have let her do that from the beginning. But it wasnât his fault he felt so untethered and unsure of what his next moves were. He didnât want to be a criminal for the rest of his life but what else was there to do? He couldnât see himself settling down and becoming a farmer or a teacher or something. What else should he do?
 âIt is common in Mthabelo for the previous presidents to become diplomats. Especially now that the Emperor is dead and new bonds and governments must be forged, the job will be long and complicated. I wonder if you and your crew wouldnât care to help me out with that little job.â
 He and Lydia shared a look.
 âUm⌠excuse me?â That was all he could think to say.
 âI feel a crew this diverse and with so many experiences would be very beneficial to helping forge diplomatic relations with other countries. You would have to become Citizens of Mthabelo, of course. But after I am finished with my presidency we continue as we always have. Just, instead of crime, we try and convince people to be our allies. How does that sound?â
 âThat sounds legitimate.â
 âIf we go legitimate,â Lydia started, âdoes that mean we have to pay taxes?â
 âI think so?â
 âIâve never paid taxes in my life.â Roy signed.
 Chazaso smiled and stood up. âThink it over. You have two months before you are dropping Ismaelâs people off at Uqaibha. I expect an answer by then.â
 Even as she walked out the door with that timeline, Simon knew there was only ever going to be one answer. It sent a thrill through him that he hadnât felt in a long time.
 Diplomats.
 It sounded like another adventure worth having.
 *****
 To say that Rasha wasnât feeling happy would be a lie. She was happy. She was finally eating good food that she didnât have to feel guilty for eating (Thanks Roy!). Her people were all safe. Ismael was safe. The Emperor was dead. She should feel happy.
 But there was a deep emptiness inside her that she didnât care for. Could she really be expected to return to her life as a nomad after all she had been through?
 She felt like she had learned too much and come too far to return to that life. On the other hand, what choice did she have? Grandma was gone and Rasha didnât have her connections. Yes, there were names listed on the map that Ismael took from the trunk, but who knew if any of those people were still alive!
 Besides, she couldnât leave Ismael. Yes, they had their tribe, but that wasnât enough. They were all they had left now. Before she was content to leave Ismael with Grandma knowing they could support each other. But, if she left him now, he would be alone. And she would be alone as well. She couldnât do it. Maybe one day when they were older, she could leave. For now, though, sheâd be content to simply be with Ismael.
 âAh, so youâre the little spy that cracked my code,â a voice said.
 She turned to see the president of Mthabelo standing in the doorway of the ship, smiling at her. Ismael said her name was Chazaso. Rasha didnât know if she felt comfortable calling her by her first name.
 âAre you a handshake people or something else? Because every time I try to shake someoneâs hand, itâs like they donât know what to do with it.â
 She laughed. âIn my culture, we put our right hand over our heart and bow. The depth of the bow signifies the level of respect you have for that person.â
 âOh, okay.â Rasha did what she described, bowing deeply to show her respect. This was the woman who helped keep her brother safe and defeat the emperor. She felt like that deserved a lot of respect.
 When she straightened back up, she was surprised to see that she had bowed just as deeply.
 âOh, no. I donâtââ
 President Chazaso stood once more. âDo not downplay my respect for you. You were the one who cracked my code and helped come up with the plan to render the Emperor mortal once more. That, in my book, is deserving of a lot of respect.â
 Quincyâs necklace was heavy against her sternum. She took it off and held it out to her. âThere was a rebel who got caught. He told grandma about the Emperor looking for healers. He told me about Bloodshot. His name was Quincy and he was tortured and executed by the Emperor. Did you know him?â
 She took the necklace and looked down at it. She looked at it the same way grandma would often look up at the stars when she talked about how they had failed the Chosen one. She handed it back to her.
 âSadly, I do not know the names of everyone in the network.â
 âYou must think he was a pretty bad spy if he got caught.â She didnât know why she was pushing this so much. Maybe she wanted to be angry at someone for Quincyâs death. Maybe she wanted to show to the world that he was a good person and did not deserve to be executed.
 âQuite the contrary. No matter how good you are, the risk is always there. Besides, if not for him you may not have found the pieces that ensured our victory. Sometimes, we cannot be the ones to deliver the killing blow. Sometimes, all we can do is set up the pieces and hope they fall into place. If this Quincy saw in you what I did and took advantage of that, then he was a very good rebel indeed.â
 Her words took her aback. She said nothing else and simply turned and continued walking down the hall, leaving Rasha alone once more with her thoughts. She didnât like her thoughts. Her thoughts were fighting against each other, arguing about what she should do.
 She pressed her hands to her ears, as if that would help silence them, and continued pacing the ship, hoping that eventually, she would come to terms with the fact that she would be stuck in the desert for a very long time.
 *****
 Despite being on a small ship that was practically filled to the brim, it took Simon longer to run into Noah than he would have imagined. In fact, he seemed to be avoiding him. He debated about finding him and forcing him to talk, but he knew from experience that doing so would likely end in failure. Noah would come to him when he was ready.
 It took a week.
 He was out on the deck, enjoying the stars after most everyone had settled down for bed.
 âWhat are you still doing up?â he asked as he came out onto the deck.
 Simon turned to lean against the railing. âEnjoying the weather. What are you still doing up?â
 He looked conflicted for a brief moment before sighing and coming to stand by him. âLooking for you. I wanted to apologize, for how I acted both at my home and when we were children.â
 âYou donât have to. I feel like I also made a lot of mistakes. To put everything on you would be⌠cruel.â
 âYeah, well, you werenât the one who joined the enemy.â
 âYou did so with every intention of destroying it from the inside out.â
 âAnd it did not work in the slightest.â
 Simon let out a laugh. âWe could go in circles all night. We both made mistakes. We both did not handle the situation well. Maybe if we had had some actual guidance at the time, we would have done a better job. For now, whatâs done is done. We have to keep moving forward.â
 Noah let out a heavy sigh. âYeah, speaking of moving forward, I donât know what Iâm going to do now. Turns out, making a career out of working for a dictatorshipâs military isnât great in creating a resume that can easily be transferred to another position.â
 âYou could keep going with your druid training.â It was the first time he had seen his tattoos on full display. Well, not on full display. He was wearing a shirt, but more than the guard uniform showed.
 Noah scoffed. âBloodshot already suggested it.â
 Simon furrowed his brows. âIs her given name actually Bloodshot? I thought that was just her prison name.
 He laughed. âI donât know, but Iâm not going to argue with her and her scary boyfriend who has a skull tattooed on his face.â
 âSeriously, though, no to the druid training?â
 He shook his head. âLetâs face it. I gave that up the moment I decided to follow you. It never did fit me.â
 They sat in silence for several minutes. The only sounds were of the waves lapping against the side of the ship and the wind rustling the sails.
 He probably should have asked Lydia before he suggested it. But⌠since when did he ever ask Lydia before bringing someone else abord. Besides, after Hoâokele, Noah should be a super easy sell! He didnât even think he had killed anyone!
 âChazaso wants us to become diplomats and sail around the world helping bring peace and prosperity to those that desire it. Care to join?â
 He held out his hand and grinned, making sure to turn all of his charm on for this sell.
 Noah sat back and looked at him, shocked for a few seconds. âYouâd want me back? After everything I did?â
 âAfter everything you did? Like riding to defeat an evil emperor when you were sixteen, infiltrating his ranks after watching all your friends die, keeping two kids safe, and helping kill him? Yes. I think I would like you back.â
 âWell, when you put it like that it makes it sound like I was a lot more proactive in this whole mess.â
 âEh, so youâve got some procrastination problems. Nobodyâs perfect. Now come on, my armâs getting tired.â
 Noah smiled and took it. âYeah. Iâd like that.â
 âGreat!â Simon pulled him into his side and wrapped an arm around his shoulders, leading him back to the captainâs cabin. âNow, youâve never sailed before but thatâs okay. Saoirse can show you the ropes.â
 âYou mean a sixteen-year-old is going to be my mentor?â
 âWhy not?â
 He didnât answer. And he didnât need to.
 The next morning, Simonâs crew grew by three more.
 âIâm sorry, what?â he asked, looking up at Benny the Boulder, Thunderfists Trevor, and Hank as they practically begged him to stay.
 âItâs just, I never knew my father!â Trevor sobbed while Hank patted his shoulder tenderly.
 âAnd I killed mine,â Benny added.
 âPlease can we stay? Life on the outside is hard. We canât survive out there, man.â Hank begged.
 âUmâŚâ He glanced over at Lydia.
 She had taken the news that Noah was going to join them rather well. She did not look pleased about this.
 âWhy were you guys in prison again?â he asked.
 âKilled my abusive father after I learned he was also abusing my little sister,â Benny said.
 âDrug trafficking and drug possession,â Trevor said. âAnd also murder when I found another dealer encroaching on my turf.â
 âLetâs see here, money laundering, grand larceny, insider trading,â Hank said, ticking off each one on his fingers. âA lot of white-collar stuff. They also had me in for murder, but I donât think I ever killed anyone.â
 âDid I hear white-collar crimes being listed?â Paola said, popper her head up.
 Hank brightened considerably and trotted towards her, grinning from ear to ear. âYeah! Steal from rich bastards, thatâs what I say.â
 To say Paola looked besotted was probably an understatement. He glanced back at Trevor and Benny, still waiting for his answer.
 âUm, alright. A trial run of six months.â
 âYeah!â
 âAlright.â
 They high-fived each other and hugged.
 Lydia came up to him and sighed. âWell, we just gained six new members in less than a week. I think thatâs a new record.â
 He furrowed his brow. âSix? Noah, Hank, Trevor, and Benny only make four.â
 She patted him on the cheek. âIsmael and Rasha are also staying.â
 As much as he wanted that to be true, he knew they were planning on heading back with their family. âNo, theyâre not.â
 She simply smiled. âNo one leaves the ship.â
 She turned and left him standing on the deck. He glanced over at Rasha and Ismael, both speaking with the leader of their tribe whose name was Miria. He wanted it to be true. He wanted these two kids to stay with him. But that wasnât for him to decide. And he knew that they needed to be with people who understood them. For now, heâd accept his time with the twins as limited and enjoy it as much as possible. Goodbye would hurt, but it was necessary and he was glad they were leaving in such capable hands.
 *****
 A month into their journey back home and Ismael had yet to fully come to terms with the fact that it was ending. Every time he looked at Rasha he couldnât help but feel guilty. He knew that she didnât want to return to the desert. She wanted to explore the world, meet new people, and learn new things. And she was staying. For him. She was staying because she knew that after everything they had been through they couldnât stand to be apart.
 So then, it should be easy. She wanted to stay on the ship. He wanted to stay on the ship. There you go. Problem solved.
 Except, the problem wasnât solved. How could he leave everything he had ever known permanently? What if he didnât like being on the ship? What if he only thought he needed to stay because he was traumatized and not processing things properly?
 And the others. How could he leave Miria, Musaf, and the others to go travel with people he had only known for a few months at this point.
 âIâm guessing you arenât the only one who canât sleep.â
 He jumped and turned to see Simon sitting down on a chair, smiling softly at him.
 âUm⌠no, not really.â
 âWant to talk about it?â
 He didnât answer.
 Simon sighed and patted the chair next to him. âCome on, sit down. If you donât want to talk about it, thatâs fine. But at least sit down instead of wandering around the ship like a haunting specter.â
 He nodded and scurried over to the chair, sitting stiffly on in.
 âDamn, kid. Relax. Itâs only me.â He surprised him by throwing an arm around his shoulder and pulling him close. It was a little awkward because of the armrests, but that didnât matter. In one touch he managed to calm him more than Ismael could do on his own.
 âYouâre armâs feeling better. I donât sense the pain from it like I did before.â
 âYeah. You were right. I should have gotten a better prosthetic fitted ages ago. I guess I didnât want to.â
 âWhy?â
 He shrugged. âMaybe I was being lazy or punishing myself. Who knows? But, the point is, there should be no more pain from it. At least, not the pain that was caused by the prosthetic.â
 âThatâs good. No one deserves to live in pain for their entire lives.â
 âGlad you think so.â
 They sat in silence for several minutes. Ismael wanted Simon to ask him questions, to push for him to open up, but he wasnât doing that. He seemed content to let him sit quietly by his side while the gentle night carried them closer to Uqaibha.
 If Ismael wanted to voice his thoughts, heâd have to do it without being prompted. âDo you think I should return to the desert? With my people?â he said, breaking the quiet that seemed to have rested over the world since the death of the Emperor.
 âI canât tell you what to do. Thatâs got to be a choice for you and you alone.â
 He pouted. That wasnât what he wanted to hear. He wanted guidance. He wanted someone to tell him what to do. What Simon had just said wasnât helpful in the least. He had been struggling with this choice for a month now, and each time he felt like he had landed on one, he found new reasons to make a different choice.
 Simon looked down at him and sighed. âAlright, alright. I wonât leave you hanging. Lord knows why anyone comes to me for advice. The other night Hoâokele was up with me for almost an hour trying to deal with the trauma of being on Dalheimer.â
 âItâs because you always seem to know what to say,â Ismael said softly.
 âAh, my gift and my curse. But seriously, I canât tell you what to do. This needs to be your choice and yours alone. If I tell you to stay or go, then you can put any blame on me. You can put your future solely on me. Thatâs not how life works, though.â
 âI just⌠I feel so guilty. All I ever wanted to was to stay out in the desert. But now that Iâm out of it, I donât know if I want to go back.â
 âFair enough. People change as theyâre exposed to new ideas and things. You thought you wanted to stay in the desert because that was all youâd ever known. But now that youâre out in the big, wide world, things have changed.â
 Ismael bit his lip. âBut⌠can I leave it behind? I feel like Iâve had enough adventuring for a lifetime. And Iâm only eleven. Maybe I should go back and relax.â
 âYou know, kid, youâre right about that. You have had enough adventuring for a lifetime. Hell, youâve done more for the betterment of this world in a few short months than most people will do in their entire lives. If anyone deserves a quiet retirement, itâs you and your sister. You two deserve to live out your days in peace in the quiet desert where you arenât touched by war or robbery.â
 Ismael looked up at him to see him smiling softly down at him. âBut?â he prompted.
 âBut, itâs also okay to want to do more.â
 Something about that one, simple sentence hit Ismael with a force he didnât know possible. That one, simple sentence helped pieces fall into place, pieces that he didnât even know were missing.
 âAre you okay, kid? You look like youâve had an existential crisis.â Simon did look legitimately worried.
 Ismael swallowed and nodded. âYeah. I need to go talk to my sister.â He detangled himself from his arm and went to where she was sleeping.
 Surprisingly, she wasnât sleeping, rather tracing the cracked runes on the silver bracelets that once cut her off from the energy of the world.
 âRasha, I need to talk to you,â Ismael said, pulling her away from the others so they wouldnât wake them.
 âWhat is it? Is something the matter?â
 âI want to talk to you about what we should do next.â Once in the kitchen, where no one was attempting to sleep, he turned to face her, took a deep breath, and said. âI think we should stay with Simon and the others.â
 Rasha blinked at him, shocked. âWhat? Since when?â
 He shrugged. âSince always, I guess. But, I was thinking about it. The world is so large and just in this short time I feel like weâve learned so much. I know that I wanted to stay in the desert before, but I think about that map, and all those names grandma had from all over the world. I think about how much Iâve grown and youâve grown. I think about the fact that you might have never learned magic had you not tried a different technique. I donât want to go back. I want to keep helping people. I want to keep learning.â
 Rashaâs lip wobbled for a second before she threw her arms around his neck, squeezing him tightly. âWe can still visit Miria and the others whenever theyâre near a port.â
 He squeezed her back. âMaybe we can even occasionally travel with them.â
 âBut weâre going to learn.â
 âWeâre going to learn.â
 Pieces were falling into place. He knew that he'd be sad. He knew that no matter what choice he made, he'd be sad. But... he also knew that this was the right choice for him. He might be sad to leave the desert behind. He might be anxious with all the new people and places they were bound to meet. But this was right for him. And he wasn't going to hide away any more.Â
 Up on deck, Lydia was sitting beside Simon as he helped take out the braids in her hair.Â
 âSee,â she said, squeezing his knee, âI was right.âÂ
 âHmm? About what?â
 âWe have six new crew members.â
 He laughed. âI suppose you were right about that.â
 âRight. Because no one ever leaves the ship.â
 He groaned. âGod, I hope that doesnât actually mean everyone. I think Bloodshot and Hoâokele are going to come to blows if they stay together for much longer.â
 Lydia merely patted his leg. She was right, though. Six new crew members and a horizon full of new opportunities.
 The cyclical nature of the earth still happened. The sun, moon, and stars rose. There was a constant life and death of every living thing on the planet. A new day was about to dawn. A new year would start in a few short weeks. The cycle would continue.
 And now, for Simon and his small crew of newly appointed Mthabelan diplomats, a new cycle was beginning.Â
Ismael didnât know what had happened, but suddenly, there were the sounds of fighting just outside the castle walls.
 âWhatâs going on?â Rasha asked.
 âI donât know,â Noah said, narrowing his eyes. âIt sounds like weâre under attack. That canât be possible. Whoâd be dumb enough to attack?â
âIsmael? Is that you?â
 âHoâokele would, apparently,â he said, turning to see the man dressed as a guard and running up to him.
 âTrevor, Hank, Benny!â Rasha said excitedly, running up to the three men that were following him.
 âThunderbolt!â They scooped her up and hugged her.
 âThis is my brother! This is Ismael! Issy, meet the guys who were helping me. Oh, but I donât see Sawtooth, Skullface, or Bloodshot.â
 âBloodshotâs taking over the prison right now. Skullface and Sawtooth are helping your people get to safety,â one of them explained.
 âGreat, I found you. Letâs go. Oh, hi, Simonâs ex.â Hoâokele said, seeing Noah for the first time.
 Noah looked at him, a little peeved. âExcuse me?â
 âAre you like, on our side, or what?â
 âYou guys came for me?â Ismael asked, still in awe that he was looking at someone here. He thought after his fight with Simon, theyâd leave him.
 âOf course, we came for you. We werenât going to abandon you. Now, Simonâs exââ
 âI have a name.â
 âAre you on our side or what? Cause, we got to go. This whole place is rigged to explode.â
 âWhat?â Noah took a step back and looked around. Then, he cursed. âItâs that goddamn akerelyte, isnât it? I knew there was something fishy about it.â
 âYeah, itâs the goddamn akerelyte. Now come on. We got to get off this island and I am this close to relapsing.â He motioned for them to follow him.
 Ismael took a deep breath. As much as he felt like running away, especially now that he was so scared, he knew he couldnât.
 âI think I have a way to kill the emperor, or at least, weaken him enough so that he can be killed. I canât leave; not yet.â
 âBut you canât stay here. Simon is fighting him right now!â
 âNo. You have to trust me. I know what Iâm doing.â
 âTheoretically,â Rasha said as her friends put her back on the floor. âNo oneâs ever done this before, but we are going to try and hope for the best.â
 Hoâokele looked like he was about to have an aneurism. It would have been funny if not for the sounds of fighting that seemed to surround them.
 âNo, no, no, no, no. You need to go with me. Simon would kill me if he found out that I found you and then continued to let you wander around the castle!â
 âWeâre not wandering,â Rasha said. âWeâre walking with purpose to carry out a political assassination.â
 âYou said that with too much happiness in your voice. And you cannot kill him. Youâre children!â Â
 âWeâre not going to be the ones who kill him,â Ismael said. âMr. Noah will. After I make him mortal, that is.
 Noah did not seem on board with this statement, looking rather ill and queasy at the thought. âOr maybe you could do it?â He asked.
 Hoâokele shook his head. âNah, man. I donât do the killing thing. All the blood magic I did? No one died.â
 âWell, someone has to do it!â Rasha shouted. âWe donât know how long heâll be incapacitated for once Issy rips the souls out of him.â
 Hoâokele went pale. âUm⌠what?â
 âYeah, Iâve been slowly removing the souls from the Emperor for like a week now. If I can get all of them out, then he should be weak enough to kill.â
 âWhat?â Hoâokele said, this time sounding much more confused.
 Ismael decided he had had enough trying to convince him to come. He was either going to help, or he wasnât. It wasnât his problem right now. Besides, the more he argued with Hoâokele, the more likely he was to talk himself out of it. He didnât want to talk himself out of it. He wanted to help defeat the Emperor once and for all so that everyone everywhere could finally be free.
 âCome on, we donât have time for this.â He grabbed Hoâokeleâs hand and yanked him towards the sounds of the fighting. Hoâokele continued to make noises of protest but Ismael ignored him. He only focused on his beating heart and how it connected with the energy of the earth. He only focused on the energy that were the souls trapped in the Emperorâs body and how he could free all of them.
 âOkay, but Simon, Lydia, and Roy are all currently fighting him. How do you expect to get close enough to him to rip his souls out?â
 âI donât know? Tell them weâre here without telling the Emperor weâre here?â Rasha suggested.
 They rounded the corner to see the trashed throne room the battle was taking place in. It was a flash of violent colors and sounds as they all struggled to gain the upper hand without much success. It seemed like each hit on the Emperor was absorbed and healed so no injury could permeate him. Several of Lydiaâs golems were attacking and it seemed like they were flinging stone everywhere.
 âTechnically, they are the better fighters,â Noah observed, tugging them all to duck behind a chunk of stone that had been dislodged from the ceiling.
 âYeah, but being the better fighter doesnât matter if your opponent is invincible,â Hoâokele added. He turned to Ismael. âSo, how exactly do you rip souls out of a body?â
 âI have to touch him and then grab ahold of the souls and pull them out. Like a baby. Except heâs not giving birth and itâs more of a metaphor.â
 Hoâokele pulled a face. âOkay, um, that doesnât solve the problem we have.â
 âWhat problem is that?â Rasha asked.
 âHow are you expecting to get close enough to him to touch him without dying? As soon as he sees you, heâll know something is up. Canât you just do it from here?â
 Ismael thought about it for a second while he watched Roy squash the Emperor under a particularly large chunk of concrete.
 âI mean, theoretically, probably. But Iâve never done it before. I might accidentally rip out everyoneâs souls. Not just the ones the Emperor stole.â
 They watched as Lydia launched a piece of rebar at the emperor, pinning him to the ground temporarily, just in time for Simon to punch a hole through his chest. It didnât slow him down, though. Soon, he was back up and fighting again.
 âWe need to figure out a way to trap him more permanently,â Noah said.
 âWe could hold him down,â Trevor said.
 âYeah!â Hank replied. âWeâre strong enough. If we all pile on him, that should be enough to keep him in place.â
 Noah groaned and pinched his brow. âWe are talking about a man who is hundreds of years old. Do you think you can hold him down in a dog pile?â
 âRope?â Hoâokele suggested.
 Noah gave him a look. âIf we canât hold him down in a dogpile, what makes you think rope will work?â
 He crossed his arms and glared at him. âNo need to get snippy with me.â
 âWhat if we do what Lydia did with the piece of metal, but on a much larger scale?â Ismael suggested.
 âHe can rip his body out of them.â
 âWhat about ice?â Rasha suggested.
 Noah shook his head. âNo one here can do that kind of magic.â
 âI can.â
 This surprised Noah and he turned to look at her. âSince when?â
 Rasha shrugged. âSince always, but I just learned these past few months. Turns out, Iâm really good at it. I just never could do it because where Iâm from, we learn manipulation as the basis of magic, not transference. These bracelets,â she held up her wrist to show off the silver around it, âare used to train Suriyawellans in the art of transference magic.â
 Noah looked thoughtful like he was actually considering it.
 âThere is a dam not far from here,â he said. âIf we can break it, itâll flood the palace. Rasha, youâll have to pull the water to the throne room specifically. Think you can do that?â
 Rashaâs confidence suddenly vanished. âUm. Sure. I can do that.â
 âAre you sure, if you canâtââ
 She shook her head. âNo.â She sounded different than before. Not more confident, but more resolved. âNo, I can do this. I have to do this. If you can figure out how to pull souls out of a body in ten minutes, I can figure out how to pull water into the throne room and freeze it long enough so you can rip the rest out.â
 He nodded.
 âAlright, Iâll get Royâs attention. Heâs the best one we can count on to break the dam.â Hoâokele pulled what looked like a cockroach out from the rubble and then sent it on its way toward Roy. Ismael really would have to ask how animal magic worked later. It seemed so useful.
 They watched as Roy got the message. He took a hit from the Emperor and went flying towards the other end of the room.
 âAnd thatâs our cue,â Hoâokele said. He grabbed ahold of Trevor, Benny, and Hank and started pulling them to the door.
 âWait? Why are we going?â Benny asked.
 âBecause I donât know what weâll need to break the dam. Roy might need all the help we can get. Now come one.â He turned back to them. âTry not to die in the meantime.â He smiled at them, gave a thumbs-up, and then sprinted out the door from the hallways they had just come from. A few seconds later, Ismael noticed Roy leave as well.
 He didnât know if Simon and Lydia got the message as well. They certainly didnât seem worried about Royâs sudden disappearance, both fighting their hardest, but it was clear their strength was waning.
 âThey wonât have enough in them to survive,â Rasha said.
 Noah sighed. âYou two need to be on the opposite wall. Thatâs where the water will come in from. Iâll distract him. Stick to the walls and donât be seen. Got it?â
 They nodded.
 âGreat.â He pulled out a gun, aimed it at the Emperorâs head, and fired. Rasha and Ismael scrambled out from behind the concrete as Noah stepped forward and emptied clip after clip into his head.
 âMy most loyal servant, now turning on me,â the Emperor growled, lunging forward to attack him, only to be blocked by Simon.
 âPlease, I was never loyal. I was always looking for a way to bring you down.â
 âThen what took you so long?â
 âI have problems with procrastination, okay?â
 The Emperor didnât seem to appreciate that answer and kept trying to attack him. Meanwhile, Rasha and Ismael were edging ever closer to the wall until they were finally there. The only problem, there was nothing to hide behind. Lydia, Noah, and Simon were doing their best trying to keep the Emperorâs back turned to them, but until that water came, they were sitting ducks.
 âIs it coming?â
 Rasha nodded. âI can feel it in my blood. Itâs rushing towards us.â
 It didnât rush fast enough as the Emperor threw Lydia over his shoulder, the momentum turning him just enough so that he saw them standing here.
 âOh, I see whatâs going on. You think if you escape, Iâll be weak enough to die.â
 âYep. Thatâs totally what we were planning,â Rasha said.
 Ismael looked at her questioningly.
 Before he could say anything, she shoved him behind her and let out a cry. All around them water rushed into the room. It felt like he was being surrounded by the ocean once more. With another cry, Ismael watched in awe as the water slowly started to freeze.
 âHurry, Issy. I donâtâ know how much longer I can hold on!â She shouted.
 Ismael nodded and scrambled up the ice bridge that was forming around the Emperor. He kept trying to smash through the ice but Rasha layered more and more on him until eventually, only the top of his head was open to the elements.
 Ismael wasted no time and plunged his hands through the manâs skull into his brain. He felt the grey matter and fluids coat his hands but he kept pressing on and on and on until he reached that dark place where the lights of the dead remained. This time, instead of talking to them, he let them coat his body, cling to his life force, all of them, until his entire being was completely covered in those who had suffered and died at the Emperorâs hand.
 Then, once they all swarmed him, he planted his feet on the ground and pulled. It was like he was trying to pick up a heavy boulder from the sand. His arms felt like they were getting ripped out of their sockets and the muscles in his legs tore. But he kept pulling. He kept working. No matter how much it hurt or threatened to destroy him, he kept pulling and pulling and pulling.
 Until there was a pop and he flew back. Instead of hitting hard ice, though, he fell through the water. Rasha was beside him, on her hands and knees, panting. The water rushed from the room.
 The Emperor rose to his feet, face red with rage.
 âI am going to kill you both!â He screamed.
 Then, like an angel, Sergei shouted, âI have the sword!â
 Ismael and Rasha looked up to see him hanging from the roof, a glowing blade in his hands. It all happened in slow motion. He dropped the sword. The Emperor lunged for them, his entire body going red with the residual blood magic that flowed through his veins. Ismael truly thought he might die here.
 He didnât. Because Lydia caught the sword just at the moment that Simon threw him and Rasha to the side, clasping a hand over their eyes as the tell-tale signs of squelching filled the room.
 And, just like that, it was all over.
 âGod, thatâs so gross,â Noah groaned.
 âYou know,â Simon said, panting, âI was the Chosen One. I should have been the one to cut his head off.â He was pulling Rasha and Ismael away from the Emperor.
 Lydia rolled her eyes. âPlease, a job so important shouldnât have ever been entrusted to you.â
 Sergei landed beside them. âWe got to go. Mai Lan will be blowing up the island soon.â
 âRight you are, Sergei. Grab Rasha, letâs get out of here.â
 âBut what about Hoâokele, Roy, Benny, Trevor, and Hank?â
 Simon paused for a second. âDid we ever have a Benny, Trevor, and Hank on our crew?â
 âNo,â Rasha said. âThey were part of my prison gang.â
 Simon looked like he wanted to say something about that, but decided against it. Instead, he grabbed Ismael while Sergei grabbed Rasha and started running.
 âTheyâll meet us at the dock. Come on!â
 âYou got a new arm? When did that happen?â he asked, upon realizing that Simon now had a shiny new arm that wasnât rusted like his old one.
 âItâs a long story. Iâll tell you later.â
 They flew out of the castle, Roy and Hoâokele and the others coming up to join him.
 âHey, thereâs Bloodshot!â Rasha said, waving to a druid woman running with a band of prisoners and guards.
 âTheyâre on our side,â she called. âI made a very convincing argument.â
 Ismael didnât think he wanted to know how a woman named âBloodshotâ could make a convincing argument.
 âIs he dead?â Hoâokele panted.
 âDead as a doornail.â
 âSimon, Sergei! I totally got rid of all the people who were chasing us and tons of other ones!â Mail Lan said, landing beside them. She hardly looked like she had been in a fight at all.
 âGreat job! You did fantastically,â Simon said.
 âOh, hi Ismael. How are you?â
 âIâve been better.â He couldnât even lie to her. His entire body felt like it was on fire and he was glad Simon was carrying him. He didnât even think he could walk at this point.
 Mai Lan caused a small burst of fire to erupt from her hand, hitting a stone that looked like any other stone. Except, it wasnât because it immediately started to glow red before causing a small explosion. This explosion caused several more explosions. Before Ismael knew it, the entire island was erupting into flame. He was worried they be caught in the explosion. Except, they all jumped in the water just before the final flames erupted to consume them.
 He wasnât looking forwards to swimming all the way back, except he didnât have to. A familiar presence came up from underneath him and gently pushed them to the surface.
 âHey, this is the sea monster I healed,â he said as his head broke above the surface.
 âYou healed a sea monster?â Rasha cried. âWhy did you get to go on cool adventures and I didnât? You donât even like new people!â
 âYou went on an adventure,â he pointed out. âDidnât you become the leader of a prison gang?â
 âYeah! Thunderbolt totally did!â Trevor said, wrapping her up in a big hug.
 âYeah, I suppose I did,â she said, looking pleased with herself.
 Simon fell back on the sea monster, panting.
 Ismael looked back at the island, now up in flames. It was over. It was finally over. And, for the first time in his life, Ismael knew that the cycle had been broken.
 Description: Very closely cropped hair, dark brown eyes, a scar over his right eye, missing several teeth, very muscular, shorter than Benny and Hank. Â
 Country of Origin: Kinlick
Likes: Poetry, literature, art, music, slicing the throats of my enemies, cats.
 Dislikes: The Emperor, blood cultists, people who hurt cats, people who donât like the arts.
 Favorite Food: Nothing beats a good old-fashioned piece of homemade bread, toasted, with butter and raspberry jam.
 Favorite Color: Purple
 Weapon of Choice: My fists! Iâm not called Thunderfists Trevor for no reason. One good punch to the head will get your bell rung. It can quickly and easily knock out an enemy, or at least stun them long enough for you to win the fight! Stay tuned for more fighting tips from Trevor! (Authorâs note: There will be no more fighting tips from Trevor. I donât trust him to know how to actually win a fight.)
 Secret Talent they Have: Iâm not sure if itâs exactly a secret, but I am a poet at heart. I love writing and reading poetry and started up the Slam Poetâs Club at the Prison to find like-minded people. Again, not exactly a secret, but something a lot of people donât realize.
 Number of Warrants out for their Arrest: I guess zero, since Iâm in prison right now. Though, I suppose at one point I had five. Â
 Which does you prefer, unicorns or dragons? UmâŚ. Dragons, I guess? Itâd be easier to get out of prison if I had a dragon at my beck and call.
 Have you ever punched a nun? No. Never had the chance. I have punched a priest, though. Â
 Would you rather have a camel the size of a hawk, or a hawk the size of a camel? Hawk the size of a camel. See my above answer about the dragon. Itâs easier to escape places if you have something that can fly at your beck and call.
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 Description: Tall, blond hair, brown eyes, always smiling. Nice and muscular from all that climbing.
 Country of Origin: Vologda
 Likes: Likes? I have no likes. Life is to short for likes. I have Loves! Dancing! Music! Jewels! Precious metals! Making friends! Making enemies! Visiting new places! Honestly, being on a pirate ship is perfect for me because I get to have all my loves all the times.
 Dislikes: Life is too short for dislikes. Or hates. Why would one want to focus on something so sad.
 Favorite Food: You ever had bortsch? Bortsch is very good, my friend. Have some.
 Favorite Color: Rainbow! Why love only one color when you can love them all.
 Weapon of Choice: I am lover, not a fighter. I do not use any weapons! Plus, Mai Lan is usually near me. And she is a weapon all on her own!
 Secret Talent they Have: I am a musician! No, really. I play music. You see, back in my country I went to university to be trained as a violinist so I can play in the Vologdan Orchestra. I also got a degree in 16th century Vologdan Literature. But, civil war broke out. I got shot. Went down to Bitovento, met Simon, and well, the rest is history, my friend. I do miss playing my violin.
 Number of Warrants out for their Arrest: Sixteen!
 Which does you prefer, unicorns or dragons? Unicorns! They are very colorful and shiny. I am like magpie. I love shiny things. Â
 Have you ever punched a nun? Who would ever do such a horrible thing! No, no I would never punch a nun. My poor mother would roll in her grave if I did such a thing!
 Would you rather have a camel the size of a hawk, or a hawk the size of a camel? A hawk the size of a camel! Could you imagine the spectacle! I love it! Wonderful! Brilliant! Beautiful birds! Â
 Description: Very tall, very broad-shouldered man with cropped, black hair and a five-oâclock shadow. Hands and arms are covered in scars and burns from cooking and fighting.
Country of Origin: Kinlick
 Likes: Cooking, eating, learning about food, helping people, dogs
 Dislikes: People who do weird things to food for no reason. What is the purpose of serving stake on a tree branch? Why does that need to be a thing? Â
 Favorite Food: I canât choose a favorite. Â
 Favorite Color: Black
 Weapon of Choice: My fists and my mind. Never overcomplicate that which can be done simply.
 Secret Talent they Have: I can understand fifteen different languages. I canât sign them all, but I can understand you. So, donât talk shit. You never know whoâs listening.
 Number of Warrants out for their Arrest: Two.
 Which does you prefer, unicorns or dragons? Unicorns. Dragons feel like theyâd be difficult to pet.
 Have you ever punched a nun? Yes
 Would you rather have a camel the size of a hawk, or a hawk the size of a camel? Camel the size of a hawk. Itâd be like a small dog. I like small dogs. Â