sydney bea

about me

hi! my name is sydney, i am from canada and am 20 years old. i found out about shifting about 4 to 5ish years ago, and have had varying levels of success. i used to be a smaller creator on shifttok but ultimately decided to stop posting shifting content there.

dr masterlist

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sorry for being so inactive, i’ve been taking a break from shifting to my drs in order to focus on manifestation.

during this break, manifested two A+’s on my summer course exams.

i also manifested 170 dollars and a free drink upgrade today. thanks to my money bowl

been manifesting clear skin thanks to aphrodite (also had an idea to make a glamour bowl with aphrodite), as well as been starting to work with psyche and eros

however the real kicker was manifesting not only one, but two kittens! we picked up the first one a week ago from a family friend who couldn’t keep them, and then went and got his brother today because he was in need of a home too.

it’s making me want to make a new drrrr!

i didn’t shift to any of my drs or anything but basically i put on some shifting subliminals (the ones i use are from CarlyShifts111 on youtube). once i put them on i did some EFT tapping and affirmations. then i laid down an eventually fell asleep.

this morning my alarm woke me up at like 6:30 am, but i wasn’t going to classes today so i turned it off and went back to lay down without subliminals, and just kinda thought about shifting.

after that i felt this weird like disconnecting moment. i don’t know how to describe but it felt like when you get the air knocked out of you, but less of a bad feeling. almost like a good sigh. anyways then i started to think of my bedroom in my dr and got all exited and started looking for signs i was there which kinda brought me out of it. but i calmed myself down and just sat in the feeling and fell back asleep.

then i woke up again, and i was laying in my bed, with some girl sitting beside me, i looked up at her and she was talking to me. i remember she had long black hair, a few freckles and was very pretty, and i remember noting she had a really nice voice. however i didn’t recognize her. there was also this kinda golden hour glow on her face and shadows from what looked like plants and the window panes, but there isn’t a window in my room from the direction it came from. now mind you it’s somewhere between 6:30 am to 8am so there should not be any golden hour in my room.

then i remember being like, damn i’m not in my dr and went back to sleep. but i wish i stayed there longer, especially because im still kinda doubting if it was a dream or not because it was my first time like actually opening my eyes in my dr. either way, its good progress and im very happy.

please please pleaseeee help a girl out!

i don’t like being negative and i don’t want my page to be full of me complaining, but like i’m genuinely done with this reality. depression has been depressioning, anxiety has been anxietying, the world is a shitshow, the earth is dying people are dying and i don’t want to be here.

i hate feeling like i’m desperate to shift. but i am.

SOOOOOO please give me any tips that you swear by.

CHB DR:

camp half blood dr introduction

whats in my bag

i finally did a little tarot reading because i haven’t done one in ages and i felt the need to share it. take what resonates with you, leave what doesn’t, or just read it to enjoy it?

when i do my readings i separate them into like separate readings, usually starting with past, what i need to do or any guidance, future, and then sometimes a take home message. i also shuffled with a subliminal and with my eyes closed to get the most unbiased readings i could. anyways, enough yapping time to get to the reading

PRESENT:

the cards initially weren’t coming out, which brought to my mind stagnancy, “blockages” or feeling stuck. kinda looking at your overall progress and not seeing any. this idea was kinda confirmed by the cards, which were telling me sort of a lack of actions, and more focus on the wanting to get there rather than “progress” or putting action to those intentions, or even putting forward intentions. it felt like a self applied haste, where it’s like “i need to shift now” but then just flopping in bed and focusing on the fact that you haven’t shifted yet. it also kinda talked about the overload of information and while there is helpful information there, we absorb and view it in the comfort of this reality.

JOURNEY GUIDANCE:

when i started shuffling for this part the cards JUMPED out. it felt like a lot of progress and discovery. looking inwards rather than outwards, finding out what you need and what works for you, and what makes you feel good rather than all of the contradictory information seen all over social media platforms. it talked about that looking inwards and realizing who you are at the core, where the source of your energy comes from and finding harmony within that. realize your true power and find harmony with that. nourish this power, nourish your intentions your source and banish all that doesn’t serve you.

FUTURE:

when shuffling here the card were hard to keep in order and kept fanning out, and to me this stood out as possibilities, so many possibilities for the future. the cards that i did pull, spoke of assessing your wants and like mentioned previously, only following those you deem fit to experience. don’t do things you don’t want to, don’t do things you don’t feel are representative of you. you are the creator of your own reality, you choose what you want to experience and don’t experience. be picky about it, you have the right and the power to. see through any illusions society has put up, break through them and you will find who you truly are. you will foster these new environments, new information and new relationships and find belonging with things that are important to your very essence. you will move away from any of the confusion and step into the possibilities, find happiness in shifting, find meaning in it.

note: i finished this part of the reading at 11:11pm. i’m willing to be that’s not a coincidence

TAKE HOME MESSAGE:

i love asking this part and this one felt so fitting. the cards spoke about success, which we will all have, everyone will suceed, it’s in our nature as humans. our energy, scientifically is not stagnant, no matter how you view it, all things that exist follow this flow. let your consciousness follow that, don’t restrict it to what you believe it should believe. Because to the very core of every human is this being, this consciousness that treads the line of psychic and material, and we can flow between these states.

a drag path but it’s my notion app full of all of my old and current scripts

a drag path but it’s my childhood favourite fictional character, that i still shift for

a drag path but its all the media i’ve consumed in my life that that are now my drs

a drag path but it’s shifting

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