Cigarettes and sleep.

i’ll never be able to shake the urge to want to disappear

when I say “be safe” I say that shit from the bottom of my heart

Thank god for titties and pasta

a lot of things get on my nerves. im constantly annoyed. and i also have a deep love of humanity and the world but everything is really annoying

you’re doing a good job. even if no one notices, you’re doing a damn good job.

“Where have you been?” Survival mode. Trying to survive.

sometimes i fantasise about people shutting the fuck up

i’m doing it for the plot (creating a beautiful life for myself no matter the cost)

time to waste the last month of 2013 on the internet

gentle reminder that masochism isn't a competition. it's okay if you have low tolerance for pain or other sensations, it's okay if you safeword quickly, and it's okay to participate in bdsm play even if you can only last in a scene for a little while. you also don't have to be pushed to your absolute limit every time if that's not something you desire. sometimes we just want softer, milder play & that's okay too.

Sometimes you can be completely fine and then seconds later your brains like "oh remember this happened?" Or "remember this old friend?" And then it's just like okay, back to being sad and processing some stuff again.