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hiya, doll. i’ve only now seen this message which tells you how long it’s been since i’ve logged on to this website. your words mean the world to me. i likely won’t delete this account, but i won’t be returning. being away from this space is better for me. that being said, jules will always be around ( god knows @makehimbleed still hears about her ass every day cause bri is bae and we talk on the daily ) and the rest of you can find me on discord via banncrcd#9910 where i am still writing threads with her! it just allows me to be a little more selective and cultivate a healthier space for myself. i hope you understand.

long story short , i’m not happy. i haven’t been happy in a long time . and i haven’t been happy writing jules in even longer . i’ve struggled for years to craft her into something i’m proud of and i’m just . not . i’ve met some incredible and lovely people here , but this place has brought me nothing but stress and sadness and anxiety for months . i love jules . i’ve been writing her since i was fifteen , and she’s gotten me through a lot . but i keep holding on to her and i feel like i’m ruining her every time i try to breathe life back in , so i’m just . ready to do what i should have done a long time ago and call it quits . i’m sorry .