Edward wanders through the building, something had happened, he'd passed out and woken up different, having been hit by some strange magic that had changed him back into a child.
Edward hums to himself as he stumbles into a room, looking around with wide eyes, he's confused, he can't remember anything. He spots someone and hurries over to them, holding up his arms. "Up!" He whines softly, his eyes watery with tears, he doesn't know where he is.
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(normal modern au, teen Carlos, Hydra doesn't exist)
A young Carlos runs down the beach, laughing happily. It's spring break and he's happy to get away from everything for a bit, his life isn't exactly stable. His parents are divorced, and it's messy with custody.
"Come on!" He calls out as he stops by the ocean, taking a deep breath and just taking it all in. It was nice to get away from the city, his time is spent split between New York and London.
Carlos turns around to face the person with him, chuckling softly, his sandy blond hair falling into his face. "Isn't this perfect?"
Setting: A little before the events of Thor (2011)
Loki doesnāt consider a lot of things perfect, but as he watches you itās hard to come up with anything else to describe you.
Most LjósĆ”lfar (Light Elves) donāt come close to your beauty. The darkest part of you being your skin tone - warm and velvety under the pure white locks of hair cascading down your back. Your ears peak through the curls, pointed and decorated with the finest jewels.
āWhat? Marriage? Father-ā Thorās words register to him when he whips his head to side. Marriage? What did he miss?
Itās not hard to piece together what was said. The All-father at the head of the table, your father - Freyr at his right. Thorās mumbling shock, your silently stunned stature and his mother.
Frigga stands to the left of her husband, hands clasped in front of her as she appears elegantly calm. But, her eyes express what her mouth canāt - something Loki has inherited from her.
The sadness, the guilt and slight despair he finds in them as she looks between you, and himself.
Your fathers want you to marryā¦
Lokiās eyes move towards yours but youāre already looking at him with a wide stare filled with painful acceptance.
Your fathers want you to marry Thor.
The doors burst open despite the calls of your name, it was all too much.
Loki would never admit it but he wishes for once Odin would entrust him for a duty such as this. His oaf of a brother would never appreciate you, not like he would.
Does Thor even know you? Surely not like he does.
Does he know that you wear your arm cuffs only on your left arm because you your mother did the same? Does he know your ears wiggle when you laugh? Does he know you have the tinniest mole above the right corner of your upper lip?
Loki could go on for ages about the things he knows about you. Not because youāve told him, no. Because he watches, he listens and observes.
Thor would never be devoted to you as he would. Thor would never worship the ground you walk on, or lay his life down for you. His brother is a gentleman, that is certain. Thor would protect you, spoil you but he could not love you as Loki would.
With these thoughts flowing through him, Loki ignores the call of Thor and the calls of the All-father to find you.
Hurrying through the halls now is much different to how it was when you all were much younger, but heās just as quick to find you as heās always been.
There you are, hunched on a stone pillar of the veranda. Hands clutching the intertwining vines cascading around the pillar as your chest heaves up and down. Quick paced and irregular.
At first Loki believes youāre crying, his heart twitching at just the thought of it. But it takes him less than a second to realize the panic youāre experiencing.
Thereās a deafening rip that tears through the air, something you ought to be more worried about but your to busy sucking in the air you so desperately need. The panic had ripped its way through you as soon as you burst through the double doors. How could your father ask this of you? How could he suggest such a thing? Of all people? Thor? There could be worst choices, but heās notā¦
āLoki.ā You gasp out, a free hand of yours holding the front of your dress to your chest. Did you burst your dress in your panic? What a mess.
āIām here.ā The velvety voice of your savior tickles the shell of your right ear.
Lokiās hands mold your sides, he needs to feel the air pushing into your body and traveling to where you need it most.
Your knees threat to give out next at just his presence, but you relent in favor of turning your head to catch his eyes.
What a compromising position you find yourselves in and yet, you two canāt muster up the care.
āLok-ā You start after a thick gulp, voice slightly shaky as you begin to feel the weight of him around you. His back to your chest, his hands on your waist, and his face threaten to cross every boundary thatās ever laid between you.
āDonāt do it.ā He breathes out as he cuts you off, quickly as if the words had been begging to burst out. āDonāt marry him.ā
Loki wishes he had the courage to tell you sooner. That heās loved you for thousands of years, that he shouldāve been brave.
If only it were that simple, if only you both could go against the wills of your fathers. It wouldnāt be a losing game.
You manage to turn in the tight hold your in, and whether you meant to or not, you cage yourself between Loki and the pillar again.
His eyes, your favorite part of him tells it all. You use your free hand to caress the side of his face, your fingers smoothing over the crease between his eyebrows. No words are exchanged as you both savor this stolen moment. Lokiās head nuzzles into your touch, craving more.
āI wish it was you.ā
He almost feels as if he imagined the whisper that leaves your lips as it drowns beneath the sound of feet shuffling down the corridor. He wants to wrap you in his arms and take you away, somewhere you both could be alone. But he canāt, and he may never get to.
The call of your name by Frigga is gentle yet borders on a hint of warning only Loki could pick up on. Sheās your together and sheās not alone.
It takes everything in him to pull away, to place distance between you both again after confessing what couldāve been this entire time.
A foot is as much as he can muster but itās enough for him to see the damage. Your body is still pinned to the pillar where he had you and your hand holds the front of your dress from falling.
He hadnāt meant to ruin your dress, but nothing would stand in the way of him making sure youāre alright. His cloak slips off easy, barely a twist of his hand before the fabric falls over your shoulders.
āMy dear girl, there you are.ā Youāre barely listening as Frigga rounds the corner with her ladyās maids. How could you when the man you want is looking at you like youāre everything he needs but canāt have?
āWhat happened to your dress? Oh dear, weāll get you fixed up.ā
His fingers flex against his side, he could still feel your warmth under his palms. And the silky fabric of your dress straining against his hold as he pulled at the strings of your corset.
He watches you be guided away, his cloak around you, your eyes on his and your words imbedded into his mind.
Is it good, chat?? I couldnāt get this out of my mind!
It comes out of nowhere. Rory's out and about, looking for groceries she can buy with what's left of the $700 she made from the acting gig she'd managed to land, when she turns into an alleyway and suddenly sees a person holding a knife to someone's throat. Her reaction is immediate, as if her body's doing it before her brain can even think about it. She brings her hand to the assailant's chest, charging it on the way, and "slightly" electrocutes him with a shove. It's a little bit stronger than she'd intended, but he pulls his hand and the knife back either way.
"Leave them the hell alone," she grumbles as she leaves the alleyway, not paying attention to the person behind her.
ā synopsis. After the catastrophe in New York-when the Void tore through the city-the Thunderbolts know it can't happen again. Bob Reynolds doesn't need another collar or containment spell. He needs help. Enter her: a psychiatrist with an unusual gift, capable of stepping into the mind itself. No one expected her to reach him-least of all, him. "You're just going to leave me the moment it gets too hard, aren't you?" he says. She meets his gaze, steady and unshaken. "I've walked through nightmares to get to you. I won't walk away now."
ā pairing. robert reynolds (sentry/the void) x reader
ā warning/s. mentions of trauma, mental illness, depression
ā word count. 5.1k
masterlist ā¹ part 1 ā¹ part 2 ā¹ part 3 ā¹ part 4 ā¹ part 5 ā¹ part 6
āĖā”
āStrange called,ā Christine Palmer said, not looking up from her tablet.
You glanced in her direction but didnāt respond. You felt like there isn't anything worth saying. Instead, you focused on the soft, familiar sounds around youāthe quiet clatter of metal instruments being cleaned at the nearby sterilization station, the steady shuffle of footsteps on polished hospital floors. A monitor beeped somewhere down the hall, keeping time in the way only machines could. The hum of fluorescent lights overhead, that you never really noticed, added to the background noise.
In the corner, a few patients sat hunched in plastic chairs, wrapped in hospital blankets that offered more symbolism than warmth. Their faces were drawn, tired, a mix of exhaustion and quiet anxiety. Some waited for scans, others for pain relief, a few just for answers that might never come tonight. They all shared the same energy, that tension that lived in the bones of everyone who passed through the ER after dark. You knew it well.
You were supposed to have clocked out an hour agoāyour shift technically ended at midnightābut no one really left on time in this place. The ER didnāt care about schedules. It held you in its grip until it was ready to let go, and sometimes, not even then. Not when a life could still slip through the cracksābecause of a missed bleed, a bad stitch, or the wrong word spoken at the worst possible time.
Christine tapped her screen a few times, then added, āApparently, Bucky Barnes asked him to help find a psychiatrist.ā
That made you pause, your fingers hesitating on the chart you were holding. Still, you didnāt look up. The case wasnāt seriousājust a minor injury with a straightforward treatment plan. You met Christineās gaze briefly, then looked back down, eyes scanning through lines of notes more out of habit than need.
āYou know Iām not practicing anymore,ā you muttered. āPsychiatry, I mean.ā
Christine leaned a hip against the counter beside you, folding her arms. āSince when? Youāre double-boarded. And donāt give me the āIām just a surgeon nowā line. Iāve heard it too many times to believe it.ā
āItās not a line. Itās a preference,ā you said, your voice flat. āOrgans are a lot simpler than people's minds.ā
āSure,ā she said, the sarcasm thin but present. āYou can cut them open, take out whatās broken, sew them back up, and call it a day. But thatās not why you switched.ā
Your hands stilled mid-note. The chart blurred for a moment, your pen hovering above the page.
āTell Barnes to find someone else.ā
āActually, he didnāt call,ā Christine said quietly. āStrange didnāt either.ā
You looked up, and she turned the tablet toward you.
āThey just sent me this.ā
Your name was there in bold, black text at the top of the screenāaccompanied by layers of encrypted clearance codes, redacted fields, and a formal request for psychiatric consultation. It wasnāt just a note. It was government-level. Serious. Sealed. No fluff. No context. No diagnosis.
Just one name buried in the lines of classified language.
Robert Reynolds.
You stared at it. The name carved through you like a scalpelāsharp, precise, and deep. Your chest went tight. Not with fear exactly, though it wasnāt far off. Christine watched you too carefully now.
You said the name aloud, almost to yourself. āReynolds. Sentry? The Void? The man who turned Manhattan into literal shadows?ā
Christineās voice softened. āHeāll could probably eat you alive,ā she said. āWhoever it is. You know that.ā
You didnāt answer. You glanced at the clock hanging on the wall beside you. You reached for the gloves on your hands, peeled them off one by one, and tossed them into the biohazard bin beside the counter. The silence between you stretched.
āYouāre not going to do it,ā Christine said, trying for a steadier voice. āRight?ā
But you were already moving. You grabbed your coat, your badge, and turned toward the hallway that led to the staff exit.
āRight?!ā Christine repeated, this time louder. You only waved her off by raising one hand as you continued to walk.
Christine sighed under her breath, watching you go.
āOh, sheās in trouble,ā she mumbled, more to herself than anyone else.
āĖā”
The city didnāt feel real when you stepped outside.
Maybe it was the late hour. Or the way the streetlights buzzed overhead, casting everything in a dim, unnatural gold. The sidewalk gleamed with recent rain, and the night air clung to your skinācool, damp, electric. Maybe it was just the words still echoing in your mind.
Bob Reynolds.
You heard that name beforeānot whispered behind closed doors, not even in passing. People avoided it deliberately, like saying it out loud might stir something sleeping. Might invite the dark back in.
He doesnāt need containment. He needs healing.
That was what the message had said.
But you knew what it really meant. You could read between the encrypted lines. Reynolds wasnāt just unstableāhe was a ticking bomb they didnāt know how to disarm. He wasnāt a patient; he was a problem no one wanted to admit they couldnāt fix.
They were looking for someone to step into the fire and hope they didnāt burn.
You had no intention of being that someone.
Not anymore.
It was just past two in the morning when the elevator doors slid open on the surgical floor. Most of the hospital was asleep or pretending to be. You were still on your feetāfinishing post-op notes in the nursesā station, trying to tether yourself to something routine. The soft tap of keys, the faint smell of coffee gone cold, the distant echo of an intercom down the corridor. These were the things that kept you grounded when your hands werenāt cutting. When your mind threatened to drift.
The hallway was quiet. Empty.
And then, something shifted.
You didnāt hear him at first. You felt him. A subtle change in pressure. A ripple through the air, like the building itself had gone tense.
You looked up.
There he was.
Bucky Barnes. Standing in the middle of the hallway like a ghost. Dressed in black, that metal arm catching the flickering light overhead. Expression unreadable. Posture coiled.
Your fingers hovered over the tablet.
āSubtle,ā you said dryly.
He didnāt smile.
āIām not here to make a scene.ā
āYouāre five seconds from getting tackled by security.ā
āI turned off the cameras on this floor.ā
Of course he did.
You sighed and slid the tablet aside. āYou couldāve sent a message.ā
āYou wouldāve ignored it.ā
He wasnāt wrong.
You stood, slowly. Kept a polite amount of distance between you. āYou want a consult.ā
āNo,ā he said. āI want you.ā
That gave you pause. He saw it.
āI read your work,ā he continued. āThe old stuff. Before you scrubbed it. Neural pathway immersion. Psychogenic structure mapping. Entering the subconscious. Rewriting trauma loops from the inside.ā
You kept your expression still. āThat research was never meant for clinical application.ā
āIt saved people.ā
āNo, it delayed their collapse. Thatās not the same thing.ā
He took a step closer. āYou walked into the mind of a patient mid-psychotic break and helped him walk back out.ā
āThat patient relapsed two weeks later. Nearly took out his care team with him.ā
āBut he lived,ā Bucky said. āThatās more than Reynolds has right now.ā
Your chest tightened, but you didnāt let it show. Not much, anyway.
āSo let me get this straight,ā you said, voice cool. āYou want me to crawl into the mind of the most powerful bipolar the worldās ever known? A man who once turned half of Manhattan into literal shadows? You want me to walk into that andāwhat? Talk him down?ā
āHeās not just the Void.ā
āNo. But the Void is part of him. You donāt separate the two.ā
Buckyās jaw clenched. His voice dropped.
āHeās trying, okay? Heās lucid. Or close to it. Heās afraid of what heās done. He wants to be betterābut no one can reach him. Theyāve all stopped trying. Except me.ā
You studied him then. Not just his words, but everything elseāthe tight set of his shoulders, the wear in his eyes, the quiet tremor under all that steel. This wasnāt just a mission for him.
āYou care about him.ā
His breath hitched. āI know what itās like to be controlled by something inside you. Something you didnāt choose. Something you hate.ā His voice cracked just a little. āSo yeah. I care.ā
You looked away. The floor felt suddenly distant under your feet.
āIām not a miracle worker, Barnes. Iām not some psychic surgeon. I canāt promise I wonāt make things worse.ā
He hesitated. āWould you try⦠if he asked you himself?ā
That stopped you.
Your throat went dry.
āYou think he wants me?ā
āI think heās afraid of you,ā Bucky said. āWhich is exactly why I think he needs you the most.ā
You exhaled slowly. The kind of breath that emptied your lungs and still didnāt feel like enough.
The name echoed again in your mind like a wound reopening.
Robert Reynolds.
You crossed your arms instinctively, bracing against the words. Against everything they meant. You werenāt ready to say yesābut you couldnāt walk away yet. Not when the puzzle Bucky had thrown at you was already rattling around in your mind like a loose coin.
"Tell me more about him," you said, before you could second-guess yourself.
Bucky blinked, clearly expecting you to brush him off, maybe even shut him down. But you hadnāt done that. Not yet.
He stepped a little closer, lowering his voice as if the air itself might carry his words further than he wanted. "Bob... he's not what you think."
You could feel the weight in the silence between you, the hum of fluorescent lights and distant beeping from another part of the Tower, but it felt miles away. The shift in Buckyās voice wasnāt a demand. It was a pleaāone you werenāt sure you could ignore.
"He's always been complicated," you said, trying to keep your tone neutral. "Sentry and the Void arenāt easy to separate."
Bucky nodded slowly. āI know. But right now? Heās more fractured than ever. The Void doesnāt just come out and take over anymore. Itās... itās slipping into him, little pieces at a time. He doesnāt know where the man ends and the monster begins.ā
You stared at him, thinking of everything youād heard about Bob over the past few monthsāthe whispers, the rumors, the stories that came with living in a world of meta-humans. The Sentry, a hero with the power of a god, the man whoād nearly torn apart the world itself in a breakdown. The Void, a primal force of destruction that had no regard for morality or life.
But hearing the weight of that confusion in Buckyās voice was new. And it unsettled you more than it should have.
"Where is he?" you asked, voice quieter now.
"Heās here, in New York," Bucky said, his eyes flicking away. "Living on the same floor as the rest of the Thunderboltsā or the new Avengers. Weāre all on the top level of Avengers Tower, trying to keep him from... from himself."
You blinked. Here? With the Thunderbolts? In Avengers Tower? That was... an entirely new layer to the situation. You werenāt sure what was more surreal: the fact that Bob Reynolds was living under the same roof as some of the most dangerous people on the planet or the fact that youād just been asked to walk into his mind.
āHow is that even... manageable?ā You asked the question, but you werenāt sure if you were asking Bucky or yourself.
Buckyās jaw clenched. "We try to keep him grounded. When heās not... when heās lucid, heās like any other person. He talks about everythingāsports, movies, some of the stuff that made him happy before everything broke down." He exhaled sharply, clearly frustrated. "But the minute he starts spiraling, it all goes wrong. The Void starts leaking through the cracks. And itās not just him anymore. He reflects everyone elseās fears. He mirrors them. Itās like weāre all living in his nightmare when that happens."
The implications hit you like a truck. A man who could turn his fear into destructive power was now having his own breakdown while everyone around him became collateral damage.
You closed your eyes for a moment, feeling the weight of Buckyās words settle deep in your chest. āIs anyone else in danger?ā
Bucky hesitated. āNot unless we provoke him. But... itās getting harder to contain. We donāt know what he might do when he finally snaps, and we canāt keep him isolated forever. Not without breaking him completely.ā
You shook your head, barely processing the words. Living with the Thunderbolts? This wasnāt just a clinical case anymore. This was a man in desperate need of help who could bring the whole team down with him if things went sideways. And you were being asked to wade into the heart of it.
āI donāt even know where to begin,ā you muttered, more to yourself than to Bucky. āYou want me to just walk into his mind, face whatever twisted version of reality heās experiencing, and fix it? Iām not a magician.ā
āYouāre the only one whoās ever been able to do something like that,ā Bucky pressed, voice low but insistent. āYou helped people when it seemed like no one else could. Even when it wasnāt perfect, they stayed alive. And youāre the only person who can actually get in there, see it from the inside. No one else has that ability. No one else can.ā
You pressed your palms against your face, exhaling sharply. Your mind spun. This wasnāt just about fixing someone. This was about getting close to a raw, broken mindāan unstable mind that could tear apart everything around it if pushed too far. Youād been in this position before. Youād seen minds crumble and break. Youād been the one to pull them backābut not without a price.
āWhy me, Bucky?ā you said, the question finally spilling out. āYou know this isnāt going to be easy. Iām not some miracle worker. I canāt promise I wonāt make it worse.ā
Buckyās expression softened. āBecause youāre the one who never gave up on the people everyone else walked away from. You see them. Really see themāwithout the fear, without the labels. You donāt treat people like theyāre lost causes. You treat them like theyāre still worth saving.ā
You took a step back, your chest tightening. Youād made it clear years ago that you wouldnāt practice psychiatry anymore. You werenāt the kind of person who specialized in peopleās mental health, not when it carried so much emotional weight, not when the cost was too high.
"He's afraid of himself," Bucky said, almost as if he were reading your thoughts. "Heās terrified that heās going to lose himself again, that the Void is going to take him completely. But thereās still some part of Bob in there. He wants to be better. He wants to make it stop. I know he does."
You swallowed. āSo where does that leave me?ā
Bucky stepped closer again, lowering his voice. āI need you to help him. Not fix him. Just help him understand heās still in controlāif he is. If thereās still a way to reach him before itās too late.ā
You closed your eyes again, the pressure in your chest rising. But when you opened them, Bucky was still there, his gaze steady, waiting for something.
And you knew, despite everything, you were already halfway in. Even if you didnāt want to be.
āĖā”
The Avengers Tower loomed like a monument against the night sky, its gleaming windows reflecting the city lights below. As you stepped inside, the difference hit you immediately. It wasnāt the usual cold, sterile atmosphere of hospitals or military facilities. No, this place was warmerānot in temperature, but in feel. It had a kind of lived-in quality you werenāt expecting. The faint smell of coffee lingered in the air, mixed with the scent of old books and worn leather furniture. Shoes were scattered by the door, someoneās guitar leaned against the wall in the corner, and someone had scratched āYelena was here, losersā into the corner of the counter.
"This is the Thunderbolts' floor," Bucky said as he swiped the access panel, letting you both pass through. There was a strange undertone to his voice, a quiet sort of prideāor maybe wariness. "Itās... a work in progress."
You raised an eyebrow. āA rehab wing for ticking time bombs?ā
Bucky gave a small, tight smile. āSomething like that.ā
The elevator doors opened to a wide living area that was surprisingly quiet, dimly lit. The hum of music thudded faintly from another room, but the space itself was calmāalmost peaceful. You noticed how the walls werenāt bare and cold like the rest of the building had been. Bookshelves lined the walls, mismatched furniture sat comfortably in corners, and discarded snack wrappers sat on the coffee table. It didnāt feel like a headquarters for elite soldiers and heroes; it felt more like... home.
Before you could take it all in, a voice rang out, piercing through the quiet.
āBucky!ā The voice was sharp, teasing. āWhoās the new blood?ā
You turned to see Yelena Belova striding toward you. Barefoot, dressed in sweatpants, her braid half undone, and a crooked grin on her face, she looked like she didnāt have a care in the world. She took a long look at you, her grin widening.
āSheās not mine,ā Bucky said quickly, as if almost to assure youāor himself.
Yelena shot him a knowing glance. "Pity," she said, her grin only growing wider. Then, her eyes shifted to you. āIām guessing youāre here to meet Bob?ā
Bob. That nickname.
You nodded, but you could feel the weight of Yelenaās gaze. Her expression shifted slightly, and you didnāt miss the subtle change. It wasnāt fear, but something much more calculatedālike someone who knew the danger that came with being in close proximity to a ticking time bomb, and what could happen if that bomb ever went off. There was wariness in her eyes now, something you hadnāt expected after the teasing remark.
Bucky didnāt miss it either. āIām bringing her to meet him.ā
At the mention of Bob Reynolds, Yelenaās expression changed again. Her playful smile slipped just a fraction, and the playful tone in her voice dimmed. She didnāt say anything for a moment, just looked at you with a kind of guarded understanding, before finally speaking.
āBe careful,ā she said, her tone softer now, though still carrying an edge. āHeās a bit sweet. Until heās not.ā
You paused, the weight of her words sinking in. Sweet. Until heās not. That one sentence sent a chill down your spine. Youād heard the name Bob Reynolds before, the Sentry, the Voidāthe rumors about his mind and his power were legendary. But this? This was a whole different level of complication. Sweet until heās not. You couldnāt ignore the warning, not when you were about to walk into that very storm.
Bucky stepped forward, breaking the moment of quiet tension. His voice was quiet but firm. āIāll be with you. Youāre not going in alone.ā
You didnāt say anything right away, your mind already racing. You werenāt sure if you were relieved or more uneasy now that you had confirmation Bucky would be there. It didnāt make it less dangerous.
āThanks,ā you finally said, though you werenāt entirely sure what you were thanking him for yet. Maybe it was just for getting you this far.
Yelena took a step back, a small smirk still tugging at the corner of her lips. āIām just saying,ā she added casually, āyou donāt have to rush in. No one will blame you if you need a minute to run.ā
You chuckled lightly, though the humor didnāt quite reach your eyes. āRight,ā you said, your voice tight, āIām sure thatāll be helpful.ā
Bucky didnāt linger, turning toward a door at the far end of the room. It was heavy, imposing. You could tell this wasnāt just any door; it was the kind that kept the more... unpredictable things behind it. Bob Reynolds, the man who had lived through the collapse of his own mind, who carried the weight of the Void in him. You had an idea of what kind of danger he represented, but standing in this place, it felt much closer than you had ever imagined.
āReady?ā Bucky asked, looking over his shoulder. There was a glimmer of something in his eyesāmaybe it was concern, maybe it was just routine. Either way, it didnāt settle your nerves.
You took a deep breath. āAs Iāll ever be,ā you said, but even as the words left your mouth, you felt the truth of them slip through your fingers. This wasnāt about being ready. This was about what you could handle when everything fell apart. You didnāt have any illusions about how this might go.
With a quiet hum, Bucky led the way to the door. You followed, feeling a kind of coldness creep into your limbs despite the warmth of the room around you. Whatever was waiting behind that door wasnāt just about Bob Reynolds. It was about everything that had led him to this moment. The Sentry. The Void. The man who had been both savior and destroyer. And now you were about to walk into that darkness.
The door to Bobās room was slightly ajar when you arrived, and Bucky didnāt hesitate. He knocked once, then pushed the door open.
Inside, Bob sat at the edge of the bed, his posture tense, hands clasped tightly between his knees. His blonde hair was a little too long, and his shirt was wrinkled, like he hadnāt bothered to care about his appearance in the last few hoursāor days. He was staring at the floor as though it might somehow provide answers to whatever was going on in his head.
When you stepped inside, his eyes flickered up to you. The movement was slow, almost as if it took him effort to pull himself away from whatever was haunting him in the depths of his mind. And thenāhe blinked.
āOh,ā he said, the word soft and distant, like it didnāt quite belong to him.
Bucky stepped forward, giving you a glance before offering the introduction. āThis is her,ā he said, his voice gentle but firm. āThe one we talked about.ā
Bob stood, his movements awkward, like he wasnāt sure what to do with himself. He was tallābroad in the shoulders, built like a man who could break citiesābut he moved like someone terrified of knocking something over, of breaking something fragile.
āYouāre⦠the mind walker,ā he said quietly, his voice low, tentative.
You nodded, crossing the room slowly to close the distance. āAnd youāre the man with the monster inside him.ā
Bobās lips twitchedāa ghost of a smile, fleeting and uncertain. āGuess we both come with warnings,ā he muttered, the humor in his voice strained but there all the same.
The air in the room felt thicker now, the weight of his words hanging in the space between you. You studied him for a moment longer, the tension building like an unspoken agreement that neither of you could escape. You stepped closer. Without saying anything more, you both sank into the floor, sitting cross-legged across from each other. The distance between you was minimal, just your knees nearly brushing. But it was enough to feel the tension crackling in the air between you.
āI need your permission,ā you said softly. āTo go in.ā
Bob didnāt hesitate, though his eyes were dark with uncertainty. He nodded once, the smallest motion.
You closed your eyes.
At first, there was nothing. Calm. His mind opened before you like a gate, as if it was letting you inābut something was wrong. Behind that gate, you could feel a storm building, growing, ready to unleash.
And thenā
You were in.
It was worse than you had expected. The space around you was dark, twisting. The architecture was impossibleāfloating staircases, walls that screamed, mirrors that bled shadows. It felt like a mind split in two: one side terrified, the other hunting. The chaos was dizzying, the sensation of being swallowed whole by something far larger than you.
And then you felt it.
Something massive, coiling around the core of his mind. It was there, lurking. Watching you.
The Void.
It turned its head, and you felt its eyes on youāit smiled.
āYouāre not supposed to be here,ā it whispered, its voice like shards of glass scraping against your skull.
Pain bloomed instantly. A searing throb behind your eyes. Your nose started to bleed, the pressure inside your head unbearable.
āGet out,ā Bobās voice said, faint, distantānot the Voidās. āGet out now!ā
And before you could even process the command, your body snapped back. Your eyes flew open, and you gasped for air, choking on it as blood dripped from your nose. You blinked, disoriented, and found yourself back in the room with Bob.
He stumbled backward, pale, his breath ragged, eyes wide with fear. āYou saw it,ā he said, his voice trembling.
You wiped the blood from your face and sat back, trying to catch your breath. āI felt it,ā you said quietly, the weight of the experience still heavy in your chest.
Bobās eyes searched your face, his expression torn. āDid it⦠did it touch you?ā
You shook your head slowly. āNo. But it came close. Too close.ā
He let out a shaky breath, running a hand through his hair. āIām sorry,ā he whispered. āI didnāt know it would go after you.ā
You exhaled, trying to shake off the lingering feeling of the Voidās presence. āWeāre not ready,ā you said, your voice a little steadier now. āWe need to know each other first. Establish a connection before diving into something like that.ā
Bob didnāt say anything for a long moment. He just stared at you, like you had said something that didnāt quite register in his mind. His expression was still unreadable, but there was something thereāa glimmer of hope, perhaps, that you could give him something heād lost. Something he didnāt think he could ever get back.
āOkay,ā he said softly, as if testing the words. āWe can⦠get coffee or something.ā
You gave him a small, understanding smile. āLetās start with daylight.ā
Later, back in the common room, you nursed a pounding headache and a steaming cup of tea. Yelena was sprawled across the couch, her feet resting on the armrest, eyes half-closed. Her gaze flickered over to Bob, who lingered just inside the doorway, watching you like he was afraid youād vanish if he looked away.
Yelenaās lips curled into a mischievous smile. She lowered her voice, but you could still hear the teasing note in it. āSomeoneās got a crush.ā
Bobās face flushed instantly, his eyes widening in embarrassment. āI do not,ā he muttered, like a kid caught in the act.
Yelena raised an eyebrow, her smirk turning smug.
For the first time all day, you couldnāt help but laugh. It was the kind of lightheartedness you hadnāt felt since stepping into this mess, and it felt like a small, precious thing in the middle of all the chaos.
You finished your tea, Yelena stretched across the couch like she owned the place, eyes flicking between you and Bob with far too much interest. Bob hovered by the doorway, visibly trying to gather the nerve to speak, shifting his weight from one foot to the other like a schoolboy.
You stood, brushing off your hands. The day had been long, and you were more than ready to go.
Just as you stepped toward the elevator, Bob moved quickly, blurting, āUhāwait!ā
You turned to him, surprised.
He looked like he instantly regretted speaking so loud. āI justāuh, I think we should talk again. Tomorrow. If you want. About⦠you know. Everything.ā
You raised an eyebrow. āAlright. Where?ā
Bob blinked. āIāuh, I donāt actually know where you workā¦ā
You let out a breath. āMetro-General Hospitalā
His eyes lit with recognition. āRight, yeah. That makes sense. Iāll be there. Iāll wait until your shiftās over.ā
You studied him for a second. He was tall and intimidating by most standards, but right now he looked like someone nervously asking their crush to prom.
āOkay,ā you said, biting back a smile. āIāll see you then.ā
Bob nodded too many times. āCool. Good. Great. Okay.ā
You stepped into the elevator. As the doors started to slide shut, you heard Yelenaās voice behind youālazy and far too entertained.
āShe said yes, Romeo,ā she drawled. āYou can breathe now.ā
Bob muttered something unintelligible.
Yelenaās laughter echoed down the hall just before the elevator doors closed. You shook your head, grinning to yourself.
Tomorrow was going to be something.
āĖā”
The Sanctum-like glow of protective wards hummed low along the ceiling as Stephen Strange poured tea into two mismatched cups. The room they were in wasnāt grand ā no spell-casting library or mystical relic chamber ā just a quiet observation lounge. It had a clear view of the city below, and right now, the skyline looked distant and unbothered by the storm they were preparing for.
Wanda Maximoff stood by the window, arms crossed. Her reflection in the glass looked tired.
āYou didnāt tell them everything,ā she said without looking back.
Strange let out a quiet sigh as he set the teapot down. āI told them what they needed to hear.ā
āNo,ā she said, turning slowly. āYou told them just enough to believe this was still safe.ā
Strange didnāt flinch under her stare. He simply raised his cup and sipped.
āSheās walking into a fractured mind with something ancient wrapped around its spine. The Void doesnāt just destroyāhe consumes. Sheās not just risking injury. Sheās risking... unmaking.ā
He nodded, gently. āI know.ā
Wanda stepped closer. āSo why send her?ā
āSheās not like us,ā Strange said.
Wanda frowned. āThatās not a reason.ā
He looked up at her, finally setting the cup down. āIt is. You, me, even Charlesāwe bring power, force, structure. She brings something else. She listens. She understands how to walk with someone in their madness, not just force them out of it.ā
Wanda studied him for a moment, then said, quieter, āWhatās the best-case scenario?ā
āShe reaches Reynolds. Helps him stabilize. Creates a bridge between him and the monster heās trying to cage. If she succeeds⦠the Void stays dormant.ā
āAnd the worst?ā
Strange was quiet for a long moment.
āIf the Void latches onto her,ā he said finally, āwe lose both of them.ā
Wanda looked down.
āShe doesnāt know how dangerous she really is, does she?ā she asked.
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I'd like to make a fluffy/angst Loki request if possible. The reader and Loki have been together for a while. The reader is constantly knitting gifts for others, but has not made anything for Loki. He's asked and she kinda avoids giving a real answer about making him something. Loki constantly hides his sadness over it. The reader doesn't knit Loki anything because they believe in the boyfriend sweater curse. It's a superstition that if you knit a sweater or any sort of time consuming project for your signifignant other the relationship will end. They end up having a heartfelt talk and the result is the reader finally knits Loki a beautiful gift.
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Summery: A cozy, heartfelt romance where Y/Nās fear of the āboyfriend sweater curseā keeps her from knitting for Lokiāuntil love proves stronger than superstition.
Characters: Loki x f!reader
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You always had a pair of knitting needles in your hands. On long missions with the Avengers, during lazy Sunday afternoons, even when Loki lounged in your apartment reading some dusty tome of magic, the steady click-clack of your needles was the background music of your shared life.
Scarves for Natasha. Socks for Clint. A hat for Sam. You even made a blanket for Bruce once, and heād cried into it when he thought no one was watching. Everyone had something.
Everyone except Loki.
He didnāt say anything at first. Loki was clever at disguising emotions, centuries of training turning every flicker of feeling into a mask. But he noticed. He always noticed.
āDarling,ā heād murmur while pretending to skim through his book, āyouāve made another hat. Interesting choice of yarn. Very warm. Who is it for?ā
Youād hum distractedly, tying off your last stitch. āSteve. He said heās cold all the time, so I figured why not.ā
Loki would smile. Or at least, his lips curved. His eyes, though, dimmed.
Weeks passed like that. He asked again, gently. Sometimes teasingly. Sometimes as though it were a joke he didnāt care about. āNo creations for me, then? I suppose I am less deserving than Wilsonās ears.ā
You always dodged. Always gave a little laugh, brushed it off. Heād shrug, pretending it didnāt matter. But later, when he thought you werenāt looking, you saw the way his fingers lingered on the soft wool scarf youād draped over Natashaās chair.
And your heart twisted.
Because the truth wasnāt that you didnāt want to make him something. You did. You wanted to wrap him in something that was yours, something that would keep him warm when you couldnāt. But you couldnāt bring yourself to do it.
Not because you didnāt love himāGod, you loved him more than you ever thought possibleābut because of the curse.
The Boyfriend Sweater Curse. The superstition that if you knit your partner a sweater, the relationship would end. Every knitter youād ever known swore by it. And if it wasnāt true? Well, you werenāt willing to take the risk. Not with him.
It all came to a head one winter evening. The two of you curled up on the couch, Lokiās arm draped lazily over your shoulders, your latest project in your lap. A pair of baby socksāMariaās sister had just had a baby.
āAdorable,ā Loki said softly. āUtterly adorable. Another gift for someone else.ā
Something in his voice cracked, just a little. You froze, needles mid-stitch.
He noticed. He always noticed.
Setting down his book, Loki shifted so he was looking right at you, his eyes soft but searching. āTell me, dearest. Why not me? Have I offended you? Am I so⦠unworthy of the devotion you stitch into every loop?ā
Your chest tightened. āLokiāā
He gave a sad smile, trying to turn it into jest. āI am a god, love. Iāve survived war, exile, even death itself. And yet, I find myself undone by yarn.ā
That broke you.
āItās not that I donāt want to,ā you whispered, voice trembling. āItās that Iām terrified.ā
āTerrified?ā His brows knit together.
You set your needles down and buried your face in your hands. āThereās this superstitionāthis stupid curseāthat if you knit something big for your partner, like a sweater, theyāll leave you. The relationship falls apart.ā
Silence.
When you finally looked up, Lokiās expression was unreadable. Then, slowly, he leaned in, pressing his forehead to yours.
āOh, my love,ā he murmured, his voice so tender it nearly shattered you. āDo you truly think such a fate could unravel us?ā
You blinked back tears. āItās silly, I know. But you mean so much to me. I donāt want to risk losing you over something as stupid as⦠wool.ā
Loki tilted your chin up, forcing you to meet his gaze. His eyes glistened, green and fierce. āYou could knit me a thousand sweaters, and still I would remain. Do you not understand? I am bound to you more tightly than any stitch. No curse, no fate, no foolish superstition could take me from you.ā
Your throat closed. āPromise?ā
He smiled, brushing his thumb over your cheek. āI swear it. If anything, I would sooner be cursed without your gift. For every scarf you knit another, I only wish one thread tied to me.ā
That was it. That was all it took for the dam to break inside you.
It took you weeks. You poured yourself into it, every night by the fire, every morning with a cup of tea and Loki watching you with quiet anticipation. You picked a deep emerald green, the color of his magic, the color that reminded you of him.
And finally, one snowy night, you presented it.
A sweater. Hand-knit. Beautifully patterned. Sturdy, warm, and unmistakably made with love.
His breath caught as he held it, his hands trembling just slightly. āYou⦠you made this for me?ā
You nodded, suddenly shy. āI wanted you to have something of me. To carry me with you. Always.ā
For the first time in ages, Loki was utterly speechless. He pulled the sweater on immediatelyāit fit perfectlyāand then pulled you into his arms so tightly you could barely breathe.
āYou foolish, wonderful creature,ā he whispered into your hair. āThis is no curse. This is the greatest blessing I have ever known.ā
And when he kissed you, it felt like every stitch, every loop of yarn, had been woven into this moment. Into forever.
From that day on, Loki wore the sweater oftenānot just because it was warm, but because it was proof that your love for him was strong enough to defy any curse.
Torture. Punishment. Discipline. That was what he was good at, or at least what HYDRA thought he was good at. So whenever there was an asset, or even an agent on rare occasion, acting out or disobeying they where sent to him for some... behavioural training.
And that was exactly what had happened to the sobbing mess on the floor infront of him. Bruised and bleeding and crying. His boot roughly connected with their side, "Stop crying, mutt. You deserve this." He snapped and took a slight step back as if the person on the ground was the most disgusting thing he knew "On your feet, now."
// woah.. mun is actually doing a starter????? thats crazy dude..
//tw violence, co-dependency, Hydra stuff, references of abuse, possible minor SH
"A Hidden Weapon (Hydra AU)"
No one had ever really seen its face. No pictures or videos were online, those who saw it never survived long enough to share what they encountered. It was practically a ghost, a folktale, only proven to be true by the articles on its destruction.
Ira never planned her escape. Why would she? This was where she was supposed to be and as Schüler intended, she became Hydra's powerful weapon. Entire towns could be leveled so long as the entity believed Ira was in danger. When that was too risky, she could handle things alone. Control. That's what Hydra promised, that's what she gained... even if it was her humanity that was lost.
Despite everything Hydra did to hide her, a video got out. Someone took notice, even if it was deleted minutes after its posting. The footage may have been blurry, but it was clear enough that this otherworldly creature was really just a girl. Whether she needed to be stopped or rescued, it was evident they needed to track her down.
Ira was sitting in her room. Not a cell, a room. Locked from the outside, but a room nonetheless. With how volatile the entity could be, they had to keep her content enough to not try to run. To make her think this was home... punishment, praise, and all.
She never expected someone to come looking for her. The facility was supposed to be hidden from any prying eyes, her identity was supposed to remain a mystery. But something can only be hidden for so long...