I honestly miss this feeling. . .
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I honestly miss this feeling. . .

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my anxiety: all your friends think you're annoying
my depression: lol what friends
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Person: eating your depression away doesnāt seem healthy
Me: niether does taking a glass shard to my wrist which is what I wanna do right now so nom nom bitch
I'm here if you ever need someone to talk to. Just message me or send in and ask.

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"It all starts with not wanting to get out of bed, that's how you know you're getting bad again"
Do you ever just miss being numb? Like you wish you could just go back to not feeling anything at all so you dont have to deal with any shot?
Relapsed
I relapsed last night and I honestly donāt think Iāve ever been this bad. . . Here I am in my twenties working daily in the medical field with patients who Iām watching for suicide precautions knowing that Iām right there with them. relapsed /and cut on 07/17/2019 in almost 2 years.Ā And Iām sitting here on 07/18/19 with a blade right next to me contemplating making that cut again, but on the other thigh. Iāve drankĀ almost a 5th of vodka alone and the only thing that keeps me from actually going through with killing myself is my 2-year-old nephew, I can barley see what Iām typing due to being so drunk and crying so much fighting that urge to just end it all right now, . .Ā

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It's so shitty when you have to see your rapist and try to not let the PTSD get to you or show cause you never delt with the trauma of it. . .
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We all have to be united in this, or it aināt gonna work.Ā
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ok universe, iāmĀ ready to feel good things. make me feel good things.
whenever i post this it worksĀ reblog if u want to feel good things & the universe will bring u something sweetĀ
Who do you turn to when thereās no one there? Who do you turn to when no one cares?

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Who else does stupid shit just to feel wanted once in a while? You know they donāt care about you. You know youāre not a person to them, just a thing to be used. But youāre tired of feeling out of place. Tired of being the only one with no one. Tired of feeling so worthless all the time, and so what do you do? Give every piece of yourself to someone who vanishes as soon as theyāve got what they wanted. Strip yourself down, show them your vulnerability, just to have them leave you on read the moment they grow bored of you⦠And you are boring. Even to yourself you are boring. Because here you are, a lost and lonely soul, made to feel the idiot for the hundredth time, because nothing changes, does it? Nothing ever changesā¦
Why did you distance yourself from me? Did I do something wrong? Why didnāt you talk to me today? Did I say something wrong? Why did you ignore me so easily? Is this my fault, did I make you feel like you had to distance yourself from me?