you didn't see my valentine.
tw: self-harm mention, flashing
Monterey Bay Aquarium

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if i look back, i am lost

blake kathryn
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
YOU ARE THE REASON

#extradirty

macklin celebrini has autism
trying on a metaphor

shark vs the universe
occasionally subtle
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I'd rather be in outer space 🛸
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roma★
DEAR READER
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH

祝日 / Permanent Vacation
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you didn't see my valentine.
tw: self-harm mention, flashing

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alternate metros jersey shane 🙂↕️
this find is dedicated to clarksons luceateis and thecastielstrut
i need this to be a scene from a cas/meg au
pinof one unedited footage
Did some fanart of the Buffster while watching her dust some vamps last night!

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doctorscienceknowsfandom replied to your post: I’m taking prompts, so tell me what to draw maybe?…
Derek/Stiles featuring Stiles’ neck. Could be something about NECKZ N THROATS, or just … necking.
! NECKZ ‘n THROATS
sorry it’s been such a long time i’ve updated anything, here have stiles kissing derek’s tattoo because
ilya seeing every woman in his life as either someone to nurture him or someone to protect as a trauma response in direct relation to his relationship with irina #HisMisogyny
and he definitely thinks he's evolved and a feminist until galina points out that perhaps constantly riding so hard for Jackie Pike and trying to ""protect"" her from her annoying but harmless husband is slightly infantilising and indicative of a deeper root issue surrounding the way he views women . which makes him go nuts because he has tried so hard to Not be sexist like his father. but turns out treating all women as fragile queens and saying "i always make sure the lady comes first 😏" is Also A Kind Of Sexism
i will be the house that holds every part of you
"such a good trick" and shane's face is like you could train me like a dog. you could clicker train me. i could learn to come on command just via positive reinforcement clicker training. i'd like that

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episodes of cw supernatural to dunk shane hollander in:
5x14 my bloody valentine
1x6 skin
6x05 live free or twi-hard
3x10 dream a little dream of me
6x01 exile on main st.
4x05 monster movie
4x8 wishful thinking
5x8 changing channels
he takes off his jacket and sits down for the rest of his life
Alexei left for the army in Autumn.
920 words pairing(s): alexei & ilya rating: m tags: homophobia
apteka
There are sixteen pharmacies across Brighton Beach Avenue.
2,378 words pairing(s): shane/ilya rating: m tags: character study, NYC
what does burnout on the sex front look like for ilya and shane? like i love playing in the sandbox of romance novels where couples just fuck everyday for the next fifty years of marriage but also… cmon
mmmm probably ilya having a bad time and shane also having a bad time at the same time because their bad times kind of contradict. in that i think super depressed ilya is not really capable of crazy sex and super anxious shane really needs crazy sex. like their needs conflict in that situation and it’s not like anybody is wrong but also they’re gonna feed each others spirals where shane is going to get more and more neurotic and stressed and ilya is going to feel more and more like a failure.
i think there’s also potential for ilya getting really angry and getting mean and violent and shane loves that the sex is rough but then ilya afterwards is like absolutely spiraling and shane is like ok but i like it when you’re rough? and ilya is like but I DON’T LIKE IT, I AM A MONSTER, like i think ilya is capable of really scaring himself because he’s so worried he’s a cruel violent sadistic abusive person and the problem is that he is not entirely wrong, that element does exist within him, and he has no idea how to handle it other than despair and guilt and panic. like if shane asked ilya to hit him during sex, and ilya didn’t like it but did it anyways, ilya would be okay with that. but if ilya did like it and had to stop himself from hitting shane harder, he would be freaking the fuck out.
idk this is a tangent but i do think it’s interesting how shane is such a tightly controlled person and so exacting except in his romantic and sexual life where he’s like full wind in his hair ride lana del rey music video embracing his goddess, and then ilya is such an outwardly hedonistic person except when it comes to interpersonal relationships where he seems to view himself as something that needs to be bridled and handled, something to be corralled and controlled so that his inherent badness can’t hurt anyone.
wait ok also what i was trying to say and not really managing to convey is that ilya is a hedonist but not like, as a philosophy. he’s just stuck chasing anything that feels good. he is the definition of instant gratification, because he doesn’t think the future is real. so re: tuna melt, he wants shane to stick around because it feels good for him to be around shane. shane is not substantially experientially different than a fast car or a line of coke.
and then he also has a pretty appallingly low distress tolerance also common in PTSD where once it isn’t fun, he can’t fucking handle it, like when shane gets bonked on the head and ilya is like oh my god i need to break up with him. he just exists in a pretty triggered activated animal state where he moves toward reward and moves away from pain, like he is fairly fight or flight at all times. which is kind of what i mean by having a lack of a view of a future, he exists only in the present moment (which is actually the past moment that he got stuck in).

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founding tenets:
- beware the moving image
- all actors should be burned at the stake
the testaments is so good aaaaaaa