elynn

shoutout to everyone dealing with. thhe fucking difficulty

Being passively suicidal is funny as fuck like yeah i don't plan on doing anything and knowing me i never will but the idea of a gun to my head sounds really fucking good right now.

I wish there was a way to erase myself from people’s memories to disappear without a trace and become non existent to others

Sometimes I wonder if I even exist when no one is looking. I shift so easily into whatever someone needs me to be, and then I’m alone again, and I don’t recognize what’s left.

[forgetting I am mentally ill] why do I feel so Bad

I can’t be drunk but I can at least be caffeinated

how am i supposed to live with my brain for my whole life.?

as a girl i should be able to speak directly to the moon