I'm a woman in her 30s, who loves to write.
I usually love dark fantasy, romance and supernatural genres.
I only write female OC stories (sometimes I might try Y/N or reader).
English isn't my Native language, it's my second.
Some of my work isn't for minors, you've been warned.
18+/MDNI.
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I'm a woman in her 30s, who loves to write.
I usually love dark fantasy, romance and supernatural genres but for fanfics I tend to go out of my comfort zones and try some romance or comedy. Not entirely sure how they come out.
These days, my work are uploaded on both wattpad and AO3, but none of them are here. I'm thinking of using tumblr as a place to post my fics that might not see the light otherwise.
English isn't my Native language, it's my second.
The color coding:
Green - currently working on
Red - works I'm not working on, right now
Blue - possibly dropped/likely not finished.
The series I'm working on: the mentioned characters aren't all I write for, it all depends on my mood honestly.
Tokyo Revengers - there are a few stories I'm working on (Mitsuya, Izana, Wakasa, Hanma). Characters I use are random, depending on who I'm in the mood for.
Wind Breaker - Suo, Kiryu, Tsuge-chan, Umemiya, Sugishita, Sakura, Kaji etc. Again, I am not really that selective with WB boys.
Bungou Stray Dogs - (Dazai, Chuuya) I have some ideas, some are posted, some are in mind... I need to get back into them.
Haikyuu - a few in planning stages (Kenma, Daichi, Suga, Miya twins, Iwaizumi, Bokuto, Kuroo). I generally tend to write smut pieces or fluff//angst... depending on the mood and whatever comes out. Just because Haikyuu cast member isn't on the list doesn't mean I won't write for them.
Boku no Hero Academia - some ideas I want to test but waiting for the ending (Sir Nighteye, Todoroki Shoto, Bakugo etc)
Bleach - (Kensei, Ishida, Kisuke, Shinji, Hitsugaya and Ichimaru) Honestly, same as above - depends on whom I want to write for.
Kuroko no Basket - some are in the planning stages (Midorima, Aomine, Kiyoshi). I've got too many ideas for some of them, seriously too many..
Ouran High School Host Club - Kyouya, Mori, the Hitachiin twins...I actually have some more ideas in the works, so who knows.
Ao no Exorcist - There's an idea I'm throwing around, writing occasionally and having fun. (Yukio, Shima Renzo...Rin..etc) Such potential there...
Naruto - reincarnated and some with OC inserted stories (Kakashi, Yamato, Sai etc)
Crows Zero - one I really should finish (published on wattpad - "Fallen Crow" with smut. Serizawa X OC X Izaki) but likely won't finish.
One Piece - One work maybe dropped (Not Strong Enough, uploaded in my wattpad. Luffy X OC X Aze). (Sanji, Usopp story in planning) Likely won't finish.
My writing style differs from each story, depending on the plot and what fandom I'm writing. I only do female OC stories paired with cannon male character as it's what I feel comfortable with.
The ratings vary from T to R/18+.
Update schedule is ... open, whenever I have an idea or finished the chapter/work.
My deviantart - ergelina.
My AO3 - same username as here.
My wattpad - same username as here.
Sometimes, I just write to get it off of my chest or mind...
Most of the times, characters end up changing SOMETHING in the story...or even a one-shot.
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You are both the most diligent worker at Sakamoto's Store and the most hypersexual person that Shin knows. Overhearing your thoughts and accidentally seeing your fantasies routinely leads to profound psychic damage for him, as well as the most poorly timed boners in the world.
All of this only gets worse when the two of you start hooking up.
6k words. comedy, smut. all the sex scenes are vanilla; however, the reader constantly reads and thinks about horny fanfiction tropes including: free use, omegaverse, and breeding. these are all mentioned but not discussed in detail. warning: the reader has a warped/unhealthy relationship with her sexuality, this fic is about shin fixing her with his stroke game lol. credits to @/cafekitsune for the dividers and @hansolen for the fic brainrot <3
You are the worst coworker that Shin has ever had.
This is saying a lot, given that he's worked with countless two-bit assassins who could barely a handle a gun (no one he worked with in his late teenage years could hold a candle to Mr. Sakamoto, truly), as well as Lu, who can barely orient herself within the store. You are, in contrast, brutally efficient with your work, incredible with the customers, and very cooperative with Shin. You even know how to handle a gun, and you do it with such pinpoint precision that it's always nonlethal despite being brutally debilitating. (Your skill level does hold a candle to Mr. Sakamoto in this respect, and Shin wonders if his boss has given you some kind of private training—a thought that fills him with such jealousy that it makes him want to chew on the sale stickers in his hands.) There's just one problem.
You are probably the horniest person alive, and Shin is about to lose his fucking mind listening to your thoughts.
Now, Shin is used to hearing the unfiltered stream of consciousness of the average human being. This naturally includes carnal desires here and there. He’s desensitized to most people’s erotic fantasies about their favourite gravure idol, memories of their last sexual encounter, intrusive thoughts about their friends, et cetera. He habitually tunes it out. But whereas a regular person might have these thoughts once or twice a day, you seem to have them once or twice an hour. And none of your thoughts are ever brief or underdeveloped. They usually last at least ten minutes each, with detailed internal monologuing and accompanying 8K UltraHD visuals, and you really only ever stop when you're trying to remember a code at the till or doing some quick mental math with the accounts.
Needless to say, Shin tries to keep you at the register as much as possible.
You used to tell yourself (in your head) that your mental fixation on sex was a natural consequence of your dry spell. After quitting the assassin life, you'd been celibate for the first time in at least a decade, forced to attain sexual gratification with nothing but masterfully written fanfiction and your vast collection of vibrators. (Your favourite one is hot pink, seven inches, rabbit eared. You sometimes have trouble getting it to fit, but it’s worth it for the way you cum when you do, and this knowledge makes Shin want to die.) You were convinced that getting laid would bring you enough relief to stop thinking about sex every hour of the day. You had thought that you'd go back to “normal” after that, though Shin doesn't know what “normal” entails for you. (One free-use fantasy a day instead of twelve? Daydreams strictly featuring humans rather than tentacle monsters? It's hard to say.)
Regardless, Shin had to agree: surely, there would be a limit to your sex-obsessed thoughts. It made a lot of sense that you were simply frustrated and in need of an outlet. Naturally, after sleeping with you, he'd expected your thoughts to quiet down.
(Yes—Shin slept with you. It was an accident, through and through, and he routinely feels bad about it. He'd been meaning to ask you out, treat you to dinner, maybe even get you flowers depending on the vibe. The type of thing that Mr. Sakamoto did for Aoi, when they first started dating. If everything went well, then you two could consider getting intimate. His interest in you has nothing to do with sex, after all—no, not even the fact that you've had explicit fantasies about deepthroating him while he works the cash. He'd die if you ever tried that, actually.
The plan was always to take things slow and maybe even start a relationship if the two of you really hit it off. He'd even asked Mr. Sakamoto for advice on what a civilian romance should look like! But then Shin walked you back to your apartment one night when you were feeling down, and you invited him upstairs, and one thing led to another, and, well… it turns out that you aren't the type of person to take things slow. Or think about relationships. Shin’s never overheard any thoughts from you about actually dating him, come to think of it. And no, before you ask—that doesn't bother him. Not at all. Not one bit.)
To both his surprise and yours, getting laid somehow had the opposite effect on you. Rather than being calmed, you're somehow even hornier—and now all your horny thoughts are about Shin.
It's nonstop. Shin can't believe it. Whereas you used to think about all sorts of people in your sexual fantasies (mostly your fanfiction men, but also some BL characters, occasionally Keanu Reeves, and very often that Nagumo guy), you now think solely of Shin. You're thinking about him right now, pausing as you finish restocking the onigiri.
Shin can hear every single thought from across the room, the way you feel the edges of your sanity fraying with the memory of his touch. The whole day, you've been remembering how it felt to have your pussy stretched around his cock, how it felt to have his hands on your curves, how he seemed to know exactly how to touch your body to make you keen. (Shin admits he cheated; a little ESP goes a long way in bed.) You soaked the sheets when you finally came, and he kissed you relentlessly through your orgasm. It made you so horny that you had to immediately go another round.
No other man’s ever made you cum like that, you keep thinking. You've fucked more people than you can count, but not a single person has ever felt so good inside you. The realisation is driving you crazy, and Shin feels like he's about to go crazy with you. In the absence of a cold shower, he wants to shove himself into the freezer right now. There's no other way to get rid of his raging boner.
How did it feel so fucking good?! you keep thinking, oblivious to his struggles. I need his cock inside me again. I need him to hit it raw this time. I need him to bend me over the counter and cum in my pussy right now—
It makes him want to die, listening to your thoughts. It also confuses him, somewhat: he isn't that experienced, and objectively he’s a little clumsy in bed. His performance is probably mid in the grand scheme of things, which makes him wonder why you feel like his dick is heaven-sent.
But more than anything, Shin wonders if you ever think about anything other than his dick. Sex isn't the only thing the two of you have done together. The first time you hooked up, he'd spent the night at your place. You clung to him in his sleep and you drooled on his chest and he thought it was kinda funny. He was careful not to wake you as he wiped your chin. You’d cooked him breakfast by the time he'd woken up: homemade miso, fresh rice, tamagoyaki. He made you burnt coffee after. You gave him a goodbye kiss, which somehow turned into a goodbye blowjob, which then escalated into wasting the day together in bed. You were really cuddly the whole time, and Shin could hear you think, how weird, I hate it when people hold me, and I hate it when people kiss me, but you liked it from Shin. You liked it so much that your pussy started dripping, and then what else could you do but suck him off again? (He returned the favour, of course.)
There was a lot more than just fucking, but you never think about any of that other stuff. You only ever think about his stroke game.
Not that that bothers Shin. Not at all. Not one bit.
By noon, he reaches his limit.
Shin considers himself a responsible guy and dedicated employee. He'd ordinarily never want to take off in the middle of the day to fool around with you—or anyone else—but it's his lunch break, and he has to get you to stop fantasizing. His dick is so hard that it's painful, and even with the apron it's getting tricky to cover up. As soon as the clock hits 12, he's throwing it off and making a beeline for you.
“We need to talk,” he says, grabbing you by the hand, and the face you make is so giddy that he can't help but sigh. You’re practically beaming as you take off your apron and say bye to Lu. We’ll be back in 30! you tell her in a sing-song voice, because you’re a very conscientious worker even when outrageously horny.
“You heard my thoughts?” you ask as the two of you climb the stairs to his room, and he snorts.
“How couldn't I?” He gives you a miserable look, cheeks flushing. “Were you doing that on purpose the whole morning?”
“No.” He raises a brow. “I'm serious—I wasn't trying to cause any trouble for you! It's just…” You bite your lip, and it takes all of Shin’s self-control to stop himself from staring at its glossy sheen. “I really just need to be touched again.”
“I don't believe you,” he says as he pulls you into his room.
“You're an esper! You should know I'm telling the truth!”
“I also know you like to torture me with your thoughts.”
“Well, yeah…” You smile at him, sheepish. “But I really just need a bit of relief. Want me to prove it to you?”
There's a sudden glint in your eye that makes Shin nervous, out of his depth. Sometimes he gets the feeling that you want to eat him alive, and he never knows how to handle it. He’s never gotten this level of attention before, and never in his wildest dreams did he think he'd get it from someone like you.
(Yeah—you're way out of Shin's league. For all his plans of a civilian romance, he wasn’t sure if he could actually score a date with you. He still isn't sure if he can score one. He's also not sure he’ll survive this encounter.)
He swallows. “Prove it…?”
“Uh huh.” You look so pretty right now, sitting on the edge of his bed. “Let me show you.”
You read too much hentai. Shin knows this firsthand (you read a lot of it on the clock, and all the images get blasted right into his prefrontal cortex), but he can also tell from how you act. It’s just way too fucking outrageous when you spread your legs for him, pulling up your skirt, and he's greeted not by the sight of your panties (you wore a lacy pair to work and kept bending over in hopes of flashing him—you had not been shy at all in this thought), but your bare, glistening cunt.
No fucking way.
“You’ve been working like that?!” he blurts out, mildly horrified even though his dick is jumping at the sight of you. You laugh, and you conjure up your panties from somewhere. They dangle from your fingertips, sheer and drenched.
“Took them off as we came up here. They're useless now anyway, see”—they’ve been soaked through for hours, and my thighs are all sticky—“and besides… I wanted to give you easy access.”
He thinks he's going to pass out.
“Easy access,” he repeats stiffly, bright red.
“Uh huh. Wanted to be efficient—we only have, what, twenty minutes?” Before he can even react, you're already turning around, bending over for him, ass up. From this angle, he can see just how wet you are—and how you're clenching around nothing, your cunt empty and needing to be filled. You glance over your shoulder, give him a teasing smile. “What are you waiting for?”
It’s a wonder that Shin doesn't cum on the spot, really. Like he said—he isn't an experienced guy. He's never slept with anyone so forward, or so—well. Smoking hot, for lack of better word. Half of him has a mind to just stand there and say that he can't believe you, and half of him has a mind to fuck you like you've been hoping all morning. Thankfully, this latter half of him wins out—probably for the better. If he helps you work this out of your system, you'll probably stop assaulting his mind with all your horny thoughts and his dick can exist in peace for the rest of the afternoon. Right?
Right?
(He ends up being extremely wrong.)
By the time he's pulled down his pants, put a condom on, and started pushing inside you, the two of you have seventeen minutes left. He worries briefly that it won't be enough time to get you to cum (nor him, though that isn't his goal currently), but it turns out to be a non-issue. Your pussy swallows his cock easily, stretching around him so perfectly that he nearly chokes. He always hears you talking about how sex with him feels leagues better than with any other person, but he’s not sure if you know that the same is true for him. No one's ever felt as good as you, and it takes every ounce of willpower in him not to cum immediately.
You're already close to the edge, too. Probably pent up from squeezing your thighs together all morning and thinking about his touch. You moan in a way that is obscene, like something out of an AV—but Shin knows that it isn't a performance. He can feel your body and hear your thoughts, all the genuine bliss you get from being filled up. When he starts moving, it's with intent. He fucks you like you’ve been fantasising all day, all week—with a relentless pace, focused on giving you nothing but pleasure. You tighten around him like you were made for him, and—
—apparently you feel like you're being used? Like a hole? The fuck! Shin almost stops mid-stroke to balk at you—he wouldn't do that to you!—but then you moan and he feels you getting wetter at the thought, and then he has no choice but to keep going. He's not about to kill your high.
Nine minutes left. Your clit is throbbing, neglected, and as soon as you think about touching yourself, Shin’s fingers are circling it instead and making you keen. He hits the spot inside you that has your eyes rolling back and your spine arching beautifully, and you can’t speak with your mouth, but he hears you anyway: the begging, the neediness, right there right there you're doing so good Shin you feel so good don't stop don't stop don't, don't—
“Oh fuck,” you whimper, pressing your face into the sheets, and then Shin feels you pulsing around him, drenching him. He gets dragged over the edge with you, gasping sharply as he finds his own release. You collapse as he twitches inside you, spilling himself inside the condom, and he almost snorts when he hears you thinking, wish you were cumming in my pussy instead. Do it raw next time, okay?
“You know we have to use a condom,” he says between pants.
“But I'm on birth control! Read my mind—you know I'm telling the truth!”
“And I also know that birth control is only 93% effective,” he says, rolling his eyes. He glances at the clock. “C'mon—we only have five minutes until our lunch break ends.”
It feels a little weird, rushing you. He’s never had a quickie before, but he understands that you can't exactly take your time with cleaning up afterwards. Still, he thinks about what it was like the last time the two of you did this—how slow and soft it was after, how he stayed inside you for a bit, how he kissed you long and cleaned you up carefully. It just felt like the right thing to do after sleeping with someone, especially given that that someone was you. He'd much prefer to do that right now.
But you are both punctual workers, and anyway Shin’s heard enough of your idle thoughts to know that you’re fairly apathetic to aftercare—you never expect it, and you’re never particularly sad when you don't get it. Sometimes you even fantasize about being used roughly and then discarded (a thought that he finds so unpleasant that it instantly kills his boner every time).
So it's probably fine to rush back downstairs, he figures. He throws you some wipes, lets you clean yourself up. You do it without complaint. You're not upset. He can even hear your mind humming with satisfaction, coming down from the highs of sensory pleasure.
Which is why he's confused when he hears you think, Huh. That didn't feel as good as I thought it would.
It's not like it felt bad.
This is what Shin hears all afternoon: You had a good time. You generally like being treated like a hole. You hadn't thought that Shin would have it in him to do that (neither did he, he admits), but it was kind of thrilling that he did. You want him to do it again for sure. He hit your g-spot with the kind of precision that only an esper can manage, and your vision nearly went white as you found your climax.
And that's what matters, right? You came. You had an orgasm. The little death. The ultimate goal of sex. You used to have a hard time with it, but after so many missions your body started to enjoy sex and now you cum very easily. And you came very easily with Shin, so that means you must enjoy having sex with him too, right?
But it was better the first time you had sex. Objectively better. You came way harder. You even squirted during your second round with him! Your orgasm was so intense that you felt blissed out for the rest of the night, and even the morning after. When you woke up and realised that Shin was not only still there, but also holding you, it made you so horny that you nearly woke him up with a blowjob. It was only with great self-control that you woke him up with breakfast instead.
You don’t feel like that right now, though. You don't feel horny and you don't feel like cooking and the euphoria of your orgasm melted away a while ago. You just feel sort of… empty.
You don't feel bad, though. It's a beautiful day. The char siu bao in your hand is incredibly fragrant. Piisuke is on your shoulder and chirping in your ear. Shin looks really handsome in his apron—did you know that, Shin? you ask him in your mind—and he goes bright red at this thought and looks away. You don't feel bad, you mentally reassure him. You just don't feel as good as you thought you would.
But Shin does feel bad. He feels miserable, actually. He's not a very experienced guy, but even he can tell that you’re the type of person who needs to be held after having sex. It seems like you probably don't realise it, but it's clear as day to Shin, and for the rest of the afternoon he hates himself for not having done it. It wouldn’t have had to be for very long.
Lu could have covered for an extra fifteen minutes, he keeps thinking. Fuck!
Eventually, you ask him to come over in the evening, and he scrambles to agree, desperate for a do-over.
Shin’s not really good at this hook-up business.
Now—he isn't exactly good at relationships either, but he feels exceptionally awkward about coming over to your place with the express purpose of having sex. He isn't familiar with dick appointment etiquette, especially not appointments involving a friend. Was he meant to bring a gift? A Netflix movie recommendation? It would have felt wrong to show up completely empty-handed, so he ends up bringing your favourite snacks and two bottles of Pocari Sweat. If this is anything like the first time he stayed over, you'll probably both need it.
You're delighted by the snacks and amused by the drinks. He wrestles with himself over what kind of small-talk to make—there’s a PS5 out right now, and your TV screen is paused on Leon Kennedy’s face, so maybe he can start a conversation about the horror genre? He watches a lot of films—but you're dragging him into your room before he can overthink it.
“I missed you,” you say, voice all sweet with affection as you straddle his lap.
“It's been two hours,” he points out, somehow managing not to stammer.
“Eight hours since we fucked.”
“That's not very long at all.”
“Felt like forever to me.” Your whisper is so tender in his ear, incongruent with the absolute filth you're thinking about right now. You need his cock so, so bad—you’d have it inside you 24/7 if you could have it your way, though he's also free to help himself to your body at any hour of the day. Sure, he can't smoke on the premises, but there's no rule against hiking up your skirt and pushing your panties to the side so he can—
“I wouldn't do that in the store!” he squawks, and you giggle.
“Then you should start taking me up to your room more often.”
Shin would be more than happy to host you, actually. He’s been thinking lately about having you over for dinner—Aoi’s been teaching him how to cook—and getting to know you better, in a non-Biblical way. But Shin knows that's not what you mean. You want him to carry you upstairs without asking and to throw you onto his bed and to fuck you into the mattress. You want to go back to your shift without your panties, his cum dripping out of your pussy and sliding down your—
“You really want me to finish inside you,” Shin remarks, bewildered at your sheer obsession over it, and you tilt your head.
“Don't you?”
“No. I mean, yes. I mean—we shouldn't. It's, uh. Risky. I don't want to get you, y'know… pregnant…” His dick twitches in a way that makes him grateful that you don't have ESP. He's realising something about himself that he absolutely cannot think about, and which you would absolutely exploit if you figured out. He clears his throat, hoping he looks normal. “Like. You know. It's better to be on the safe side.”
You study him carefully. “I dunno, Shin.” You smile knowingly. “I don't think I'd mind it if you wanted to breed me.”
Shin is going to die.
The next twenty minutes pass in a horny blur. The two of you spend it all over each other, his cock sliding along your opening—dangerously close to pushing in. You beg him for just the tip, both verbally and mentally—pleaaase Shin please please please it'd be so easy, I'm still stretched out from before, you know it'd feel good—and he's watched enough adult films to know that this is a blatant trap. He somehow pulls away, and immediately feels bad at the crushed expression you make, so he decides he has no choice but to make it up to you by putting his head between your thighs. Within minutes he’s sucking on your clit and making you keen, his fingers curling inside you. He knows your orgasm is intense both from the way you gush all over his face and how your mind goes pleasantly, blissfully quiet for a moment.
It doesn't stay quiet for long.
The most debauched image possible comes to his mind—you, underneath him, your legs folded into a mating press as you take his cock. He’s giving you another load, pumping you full. It's filling up your womb, and you'll definitely get pregna—
“You’re fucking evil,” he groans. “And you read way too much hentai. Those visuals were so goofy.”
You laugh, unbothered. “Sorry, I'll adjust them for realism next time.”
“Please don't,” he begs, even though he knows he's going to spend the next week being mentally assaulted by your breeding kink fantasies. He just hopes they stay relatively normal and don't devolve into the weird omegaverse stuff. Or the monsterfucking stuff. Or the gangbang scenarios. Please, God, anything but the gangbang fantasies. He’ll scream if you imagine another threesome with him and that invisible asshole who kidnapped Lu. He’ll simply resign if you add Nagumo.
To your profound disappointment, Shin ends up using a condom. He doesn't give you much time to feel sad about it, settling quickly between your legs and practically knocking the breath out of you as he thrusts into you. He’s left kind of breathless too. You weren't lying—you are still stretched out from earlier in the day, wet and pliant for him, and there's hardly any resistance as he starts pumping into you. He watches you carefully, laid out underneath him—your eyes squeezing shut as you're made to take his cock. Your mind goes a little quiet again, overwhelmed by pleasure. It's simultaneously a blessing and a curse: Shin’s finally getting a break from your psychic teasing, but the knowledge that he's fucking you dumb is doing something horrible to him.
He changes his angle, and a whimper leaves you. You tighten and gush around him in a way that makes it obvious what he’s hitting; he doesn't need ESP to know to keep doing it. Still, your thoughts are going haywire, a tangle of desire, and it's impossible for him to ignore. I need, he keeps hearing as your thighs starts to twitch, as you start tearing up, I need I need I need I need—
Your eyes land on his lips, and Shin hears you.
His kiss is open-mouthed, clumsy, but you’re hungry for it anyway. You’re panting into each other’s mouths when you start pulsing around Shin’s dick, and you end up cumming so hard on his cock that it's dizzying for you both. He fucks you through your orgasm, and it's only when you're glassy-eyed and limp beneath him that he finally lets himself finish. He pulls back as he does, gasping sharply, but not for long—you draw him back in quickly, clinging to him as you seek out another kiss. The two of you stay like that for a long moment—still connected, breaths heavy with exhaustion, lips slow and lazy against each other.
“Enjoy yourself more this time?” Shin asks, and you hum sweetly against his mouth. You’re still too mindless from your orgasm to form any real thoughts, but Shin can tell that you don't really want to talk. You want to keep kissing him. And you want him to hold you while you do it, which he happily obliges.
Some ten minutes later, you make a small noise of protest when Shin pulls out of you, and it turns into a look of outright betrayal when he gets up. Shin’s heart clenches immediately.
“Just getting stuff to clean up,” he explains, and you relax visibly.
“Oh,” you say. “Right.”
You seem antsy. You feel antsy. You're antsy because you just realised how much you like kissing Shin. Specifically, you've realised that kissing him elevates your orgasms into mind-blowing experiences, and now you're questioning every other orgasm you've had. Maybe I don't actually enjoy sex that much? you wonder. Or maybe I always needed to be kissed to enjoy it more? Wait, no. I hate it when people kiss me. It's gross. Except for when it's Shin. Why Shin? Hm… that apron must really be doing something for me.
Your head hurts. Shin patiently watches you replay your past experiences in your head, comparing all those nights with this one, and he can’t help but frown. Deeply. Your eyes go wide when he gives you an alarmed look at one particular memory.
“Shit, sorry! I forgot you’d see all that.”
“No, I'm sorry,” he says, feeling—not for the first time—guilty about his powers. “If I could turn it off, I would.”
“Don't be sorry. You can't help it. That'd be like if I were sorry for breathing.” But despite your easy words, you’re watching him carefully, and your mind is stirring in an unsettling way. I'm nervous? you realise. Your heart is beating in a way that suggests a flight or fight response. It gets worse the longer you stare at him. Why am I nervous? Tell me, Shin.
“I wouldn't know.” Except he’s got a good guess, and he'd rather die than say it out loud because it would be embarrassing for you both if he were wrong. He'd have to resign. Nevertheless, he tries to guide you in a specific direction: “Have you really never liked it when people kissed you?”
“No,” you reply immediately. “I don't see the point of kissing during sex.”
He gives you a long look. “What if it’s not just sex? What if it's just a regular kiss on a regular day with, like, a partner? Someone you're really serious about.” He blinks at the confused stare you're giving him. “You mean you don't like that either?”
It's suddenly very noisy. Shin can hear your mind buzzing as you stare at the ceiling of your room, not with coherent sentences so much as shapeless confusion. His skin crawls with the echo of your discomfort; it's a wonder you aren't slipping out from the sheets to run away.
“...I don't know,” you finally decide. “I don't have much real dating experience.”
“Huh? You’ve said before that you've dated lots of guys.”
“Um.” You’re careful not to look at him. “Yeah, I guess. They all sucked though. I, like, wanted to kill every single one of my exes.”
“Like they were shitty boyfriends?”
No, like they were assassination targets, you think, and Shin has to keep a straight face as you reply, “Yeah, something like that.”
You rarely lie to Shin. You did it somewhat frequently until you figured out that he was capable of ESP, and then you stopped because you didn't see a point anymore. You only do it now when there's something you really don't want to talk about, so Shin relents. He focuses on cleaning himself up, and he interrupts the tense hum of your thoughts when he turns his attention to you. By the time he's finished and slid back into bed, your more complicated emotions have vanished, and you're back to marveling at the quality of the orgasm you just had. Apparently you like to keep things fairly simple in your inner world.
When Shin puts an arm around you, he can hear your pleasant surprise—and your immediate desire to press into him.
You're so happy just being held by him, it's shocking. And painfully endearing. Shin tries to pretend not to notice the warm glow of your thoughts, as well as your confusion over them: surely the simple act of being close to someone can't feel so good. Maybe the whole kissing thing was just a coincidence and Shin happened to be hitting it just right when your lips met. Or maybe he used his ESP on you to make you cum extra hard and he's still influencing you, and that's why you feel so tenderhearted right now.
“My powers only allow me to read minds,” he tells you. “I can't control other people.”
“Aw,” you say, “that's too bad. I bet forced orgasms with ESP would feel amazing.”
“...”
Shin realises something else about himself that he absolutely cannot let you know. Thankfully for him, you're none the wiser. Your mind’s somewhere else entirely when you climb on top of him, smiling neatly. Mind you, what you're thinking is still making him feel nervous. He's always a little out of his depth with you.
“Shin…”
You lean in, breath sweeping over his lips. His heart jumps.
“Y-yeah?”
“I'm still confused about how that felt so good.”
“I’ve noticed.”
You hold back a laugh. “Yeah, I guess you would have.” Then you give him an apologetic look. “Sorry I'm so stuck on it. I just thought I knew my body, y'know? I felt like I had tried everything worth trying. Sex was starting to feel boring, including the freaky stuff. But this is very new to me.”
This close up, Shin can feel the brush of your lashes when they flutter. See the glossy swell of your lips from all the kissing. Take in the fragrance of your hair. He starts to feel dizzy. “I-is it? I don't think we've been doing anything, uh. Crazy.”
“I didn't think so either.” Your thumb traces his lip. You're thinking about kissing him again, and you're also thinking about riding him as you do it. “I can't help but want to try it a few more times, you know? Just to make sure it wasn't a fluke.”
“A few more times,” he repeats, and you smile.
“You don't have anywhere you need to be tonight, do you?”
The two of you get two hours of sleep that night, and you end up going through both bottles of Pocari Sweat and all the snacks. There's no time for breakfast or burnt coffee the morning after; you make the executive decision to just eat something at the store instead. Shin leaves behind a toothbrush and you tell him he should also bring an extra set of clothes next time. He tries not to get too excited about the fact that there's going to be a next time. He fails.
Mr. Sakamoto sees the two of you as you make it to work just on time together and immediately figures out what's happened. Shin gets a mental reprimand for not marrying you first, and the disappointment from Mr. Sakamoto is so strong that he briefly considers resigning out of disgrace. But he stays on, and the days pass, and your relationship with him remains the same. Sort of.
Because, see. Now that you're regularly getting laid, your horny thoughts have finally (finally!) calmed down. You now have one free-use fantasy a day instead of twelve, and your daydreams only occasionally feature tentacle monsters. You do like to torture Shin with breeding kink scenarios, but that's only once a day, and they never involve any other guys. Shin considers this a victory, respite from the psychic agony that he was previously experiencing.
There's just one problem.
You want to kiss Shin all the time now, and it's making him feel like the horniest person alive.
He can't believe it. He doesn't have a particularly strong sex drive, and he rarely ever has sexual fantasies. But holy shit is he having them a lot now, and he can't say it's strictly your fault.
You spend most of the day now thinking about what it felt like to kiss him in bed, and what it felt like to hold his hand as he moved inside you, and what it felt like to be in his arms afterwards. What it would feel like if you were to do those things that you used to hate—kissing someone, linking fingers, embracing them—with Shin. Not just in bed, but on a regular day, out in the open. In a secluded park somewhere, or maybe at the top of a Ferris wheel, or even on a random street corner if the mood is right. All of these daydreams are usually followed by very explicit fantasies about public, unprotected sex, but the kissing is the most important part of it. The subsequent creampies are pretty significant too, but not nearly as much as the bits where you make out.
And somehow, the thought of cumming in you is not the part of the fantasy that's driving Shin crazy.
You give him a meaningful look. A week ago, this would have been a sign that you wanted him to bend you over the counter and give you backshots. Now it means you want to sneak away to kiss him and hold hands, and this makes him want to do things to you that would get him fired immediately.
Shin sighs, and he contemplates shoving himself into the freezer.
END
I wrote this with one hand and did not proofread it. my apologies if you see any errors. I just needed to be free of these thoughts asap. release me...
PS - I know the Resident Evil/Leon Kennedy mention must have felt very random, but it's set-up for potential future sequels haha.
Could I ask for a smutty fic for Fourth Wing - I'm not sure about the pairing, but I'll leave it up to you. I've got the OC in works, but was wondering who you'd pair her with.
Maleandra "Mal" Mairi, foster siblings with Xaden. She's got a brown dragon, Naeve. She has had a sexual fling with Dain during his first year and her second year, but it ended badly. She's Liam's and Sloane's older sister, considers Xaden her brother.
I'd like to ask you (if you're open) a smutty piece, pairing her with someone you think would be suitable. She's a mixture of Liam's and Sloane's personality.
Much appreciated :)
Hopefully I did this justice for you,I’m so sorry it took so long!!! I am obsessed with a forbidden love troupe and both Xaden and Liam screams protective older brother!!!!
STOLEN BREATH // GARRICK TAVIS x MALEANDRA “MAL” MAIRI
18+ MDNI
Mal knew better than to be here.
Better than to answer Garrick’s stupid, reckless smirk with one of her own. Better than to slip into the narrow, torch-lit hall behind the academic wing at this hour. Better than to let him look at her the way he did.
But she was here anyway.
As soon as she ducked into the broom closet, Garrick dragged the door shut behind her and locked it. His chest was rising and falling like he’d sprinted the whole way.
“You should have ignored me.”
His voice was a low, husky whisper in the suffocating darkness.
Mal let her back press into the wall, crossing her arms. “You’re the one who said you needed to ‘show me something.’ Pretty sure that’s on you.”
Garrick stepped forward, boots barely making a sound on the stone floor. The space was so tight he was already brushing against her. Even in the dark she could feel his warmth, his size, the strength he tried so hard to pretend he didn’t have.
“Mal.” Her name came out rougher than it should have.
“If Xaden finds out—”
“Oh, please,” she muttered. “Xaden doesn’t own me.”
“He thinks he does.”
She huffed, but he wasn’t wrong. Foster-sibling or not, Xaden still watched over her like she’d break any minute. Especially after Liam. Especially now, with Sloane coming in next year.
Garrick exhaled shakily. “He’ll gut me if he thinks I’m—”
“Touching me?” she finished, tilting her chin toward him.
“Thinking about touching me?”
Silence.
Deep, charged, electric silence.
Then—he moved.
His hands slammed to the wall beside her head, caging her in. She felt rather than saw his breath fan across her cheek. His forehead pressed to hers, barely there.
“You make it impossible to think straight.”
Mal swallowed hard. She could smell leather, steel, and that warm cedar scent he always carried.
“Good,” she whispered. “Maybe I don’t want you thinking.”
A rough sound escaped him—half laugh, half groan. His fingers slid into her hair, gripping just enough to make her gasp.
“I’m trying,” he said, voice low and tortured.
“Gods, Mal, I’m trying not to ruin you in a fucking broom closet.”
Her breath hitched. “Maybe I want you to.”
Garrick’s restraint snapped like a bowstring.
He kissed her—hard. Desperate. Months of sidelong glances, shoulder brushes, unspoken tension all crashing into the heat of his mouth. She gasped and he took the sound greedily, hand tightening in her hair, the other gripping her hip to drag her hard against him.
There was nothing gentle in the way he kissed.
Nothing cautious.
Nothing forbidden.
Just hunger he’d been dying to feed.
Mal’s hands knotted in the front of his uniform jacket, pulling him closer. Garrick groaned into her mouth, like the contact physically hurt him.
She broke away only long enough to whisper against his lips, “You’re trembling.”
His breath shook. “You have no idea what you do to me.”
His hand slid beneath her shirt, fingers splaying wide as they climbed her spine, pulling her chest flush to his.
Then he lifted her.
Her back hit the wall with a soft thud, her legs wrapping instinctively around his waist. Garrick swallowed her startled moan with another kiss, deeper this time, filthier, his tongue pushing past her lips in a slow, hungry stroke that made her whole body jolt.
Mal’s fingers tangled in his hair, tugging—
He groaned.
Low.
Broken.
“Don’t do that unless you want me to lose every ounce of control I have left.”
“Good,” she breathed. She tugged again, deliberately this time.
He cursed softly, forehead dropping to her shoulder as he rutted against her, desperate. His voice was gravel when he spoke next:
“Dain never touched you like this, did he?”
Mal froze—then laughed breathlessly. “Garrick. Trust me. Dain never touched me like anything.”
A growl vibrated against her throat. “Thought so.”
He kissed down her neck—slow, claiming, finding the exact spot that made her thighs tighten around him. He sucked a bruise there, biting just enough to make her gasp.
Her hips rolled against him without thought.
Garrick choked on a moan.
“Fuck—Mal—”
His hands fumbled with her uniform pants, breath hot against her ear. “Tell me to stop.”
“Don’t you dare,” she whispered.
He groaned like the words themselves undid him.
His fingers slid beneath the waistband, finding her heat—warm, slick, needy.
Mal gasped loudly. Garrick’s head snapped up, eyes wide even in the dark.
“Quiet,” he breathed, kissing her hard to muffle the next sound as his fingers slid through her slickness with agonizing slowness.
“You’ll get us caught.”
She bit his lip. “Then don’t tease.”
He hissed—and obeyed.
His fingers pushed into her, slow at first, then deeper, curling just right, his thumb pressing against her clit with trembling precision.
Mal broke the kiss to gasp against his jaw. “Garrick—gods—”
Her nails scraped down his back. He shuddered violently.
“You’re so fucking warm,” he whispered, thrusting his fingers faster now, rougher, fighting for breath. “I’ve imagined this—more times than I should ever admit.”
She rocked into his hand, desperate, swallowing moans against his throat.
His voice dropped to a ragged whisper:
“Let me hear you lose control for me.”
Her orgasm hit hard—fast—shaking through her in waves she couldn’t bite back. Garrick kissed her through it, swallowing every sound, holding her pinned to the wall as she came apart in his hands.
When she finally sagged against him, panting, he rested his forehead to hers, breathing like he’d sprinted miles.
“Mal,” he whispered, voice shaking,
“tell me I can have you for real. Not just like this. Not hidden.”
Her fingers traced his jaw. “You can.”
He exhaled sharply, relief and hunger colliding.
Then his hands slid to her waist again—lower this time.
“Good,” he murmured, kissing her deeply, possessively.
The OC is Ichigo's younger twin sister, who is added to the series - I'm focusing on some slow building, trying not to push them together and make some sense of romance part. There'll be eventual smut but not in this chapter. I want to focus on family dynamics, OCs connections with characters and everything else.
It's also on AO3 - https://archiveofourown.org/works/71511331/chapters/186149971
Updates are semi regular.
Words - 2510.
Rating - Mature but this one anyone can read, contains some underage activities (smoking+drinking mentioned) and cursing.
Warnings - check the rating.blea
Chapter 1:
She likes to do things at her pace.
It was how people knew Kurosaki Konoka to be - lazy and unmotivated. She’d only do or react to the things that mattered to her, if someone she liked was hurt or in danger. That’s when you would catch a glimpse of Konoka’s ice-like fury. Giving her a sort of strange reputation in the Karakura town, one that normally sends more sensible delinquents running after they recognise her.
Karin called her a danger magnet, after one too many close incidents and nearly ending up in a hospital only to refuse to be looked after by anyone but their dad. Or Ishida Ryuken, a family friend Konoka was rather fond of. Her siblings knew of her fear of hospitals, having been in one for a tad too long after they lost their mother and Konoka was hospitalised for weeks. She’d been miserable, grieving the death of mother and trying to process how close to death she herself had been, according to the doctors, and since then, she avoided hospitals like a plague. Their own home, however, she couldn’t avoid. Just as how she couldn’t avoid not seeing the dead walking amongst them, nor the occasional monsters.
Unless she opted to copy what Kojima Mizuiro was doing and spend as much time outside and away from home like he was. She’d tried that, already did it by pushing all the household jobs on Yuzu - by acting like she wasn’t one of the two oldest kids in the family, like she shouldn’t be the one doing it all. It had caused a drift between Konoka and their dad, Isshin, endless arguments about her questionable whereabouts and him catching her smoking or drinking one too many times in her room or on the rooftop when she thought he wasn’t at home. Her throwing back that he was the only one not seeing ghosts, even as a blurry figure like Yuzu could. In the terms of accepting that ghosts existed, Konoka was a lot like Karin - she preferred to act like they didn’t exist until it was a chance to throw it up on their dad’s face.
If something wasn’t useful, Konoka didn’t care.
She wouldn’t even remember that something existed.
The hours spent on the rooftop was what allowed her to realise that Ichigo, her older twin brother by almost two minutes, had changed more than he let on after, apparently, a truck had crashed into their living room at night although no one was injured nor woke up. Konoka had spent the night at Mizuiro’s, before coming home and staring at the scene, eyebrow twitching and listening to her family’s bizarre explanation. Ichigo was unaware of the exact nature of her relationship with Mizuiro, and she wanted to keep it that way.
Their dad was already annoyed that she spent time away from home, knowing that she was most likely out with a guy. Kurosaki Isshin could be strangely protective of his kids when it came to the opposite sex, especially of his girls. The first time he’d acted like a fool, crying to their mother’s poster in the living room about his little girls growing up too fast. She’d let Karin beat him up, watching it with an amused expression as she drank coffee Yuzu prepared. It didn’t escape her notice that both of their cheeks had reddened, even Karin’s as she kept stomping on their protesting dad. Ichigo, luckily, hadn’t been around that time. He did learn about it later…it hadn’t gone well for either of them.
A few days after the wall incident, as she called it, Konoka started to catch glimpses of a familiar blue dress in the house. She’d hear her brother seemingly arguing with someone more in his room, her first thought had been ghosts, but the presence hadn’t quite felt like one…it felt…different. She recalled a certain face, and frowned, glancing at the wall separating her room from Ichigo’s.
“Ah, onee-chan,” Yuzu suddenly walked into Konoka’s room, making the older girl blink. Her short orange hair was accessorised with a hair clip, today it was cherry. She wore her usual bright one piece dress, being the only girly girl in their household. Neither Karin and Konoka would touch dresses if they could help it, both opting for more comfortable clothing much to their dad’s dismay.
Konoka’s been sitting on her bed, legs crossed, lazily leaning against the wall as she listened to the noises around her. Completely ignoring the ghost peeking at her from the window, tapping and trying to catch her attention. Or well, she did show a single middle finger at the male ghost’s direction, wordlessly telling him to fuck off. His eyes widened behind his spectacles before he sulked away, most likely to her brother’s room, sputtering something incoherent under his breath.
“What happened to knocking?” Konoka tilted her head, watching Yuzu entering her room, eyeing the slightly messy area with narrowed eyes and a shake of her head. Konoka wasn’t necessarily dirty or messy, she just liked things her way - the saving grace was that she listened to Yuzu’s demand for them all to clean up their rooms when it was the cleaning day.
A few pieces of clothing laid here and there, scattered on the floor amongst pieces of discarded paper and thrown books. The desk held Konoka’s latest art piece, the supplies taking up most of the furniture as they buried her school books and textbooks without a shame. The radio had been switched on, a foreign piece playing which Yuzu couldn’t recognise. Her sister had strange hobbies, likes and preferences. They ranged from liking anything locally to wanting to devour things from abroad. Be they books, music or culture. An English language fantasy book sat on Konoka’s bedside desk, with a bookmark sticking out.
Posters of anime and different bands and celebrities illustrated the white walls, and Yuzu noticed a corner with what looked like dirty clothes and an empty beer bottle on top of them. There was a scent she couldn’t decipher, nor was she sure she wanted. A pack of cigarettes lay next to Konoka’s legs, opened and nearly empty. Inwardly, Yuzu winced - she wasn’t looking forward to another fight between Konoka and dad. The last one had ended up with her storming out of the house, not coming back for a few days until Ichigo somehow managed to get her to return.
“I did, you didn’t hear it - anyway, have you seen my blue dress?” It’s not like Yuzu expected her sister to know the answer, but never quite knew these things with her.
Konoka blinked, blue dress? Now where —
“My yellow pyjamas are missing too.”
“You sure you didn’t misplace them?”
A nod, “I’ve searched all over it, thought maybe you’ve seen them. Karin-chan hasn’t, I’m gonna ask Ichi-nii next.”
Konoka shrugged, letting her body fall on the bed. She bounced a bit, wincing as she accidentally bit her tongue. “Nop. Haven’ seen them, I’m afraid.” Her words were slightly muffled against the blanket, parts of Konoka’s black hair were trapped under her cheeks, some nearly being swallowed by her as she spoke. She sputtered, pushing them out of her mouth. Yuzu stared at her, too used to her sister’s antics to be surprised. Bothered, maybe.
“Strange, I guess I’ll do another sweep of the house…” Yuzu muttered with a sigh, turning around to leave. “Ah, do you want something specific for dinner today?”
Konoka blinked, “Anything you make is fine, as long as not with leeks and natto.”
Yuzu chuckled, “I’ll try to keep it in mind, onee-chan.”
The door fell closed with a soft click, making Konoka stare at it. It’s not like she didn’t try to cook once the initial shock of losing their mother was over. She did. However…
She’d nearly burned down the kitchen in the process, house almost with it. No matter how many times Konoka tried, she’d always end up almost destroying the kitchen resulting in her being banned from cooking by the decree of everyone in Kurosaki family. She still remembered their dad’s horrified face as he stared at the chaos and nearly burning stove…at Karin and Yuzu exchanging looks before they scrambled to help her clean it up and Ichigo went to get a fire extinguisher.
Konoka simply wasn’t meant to be a chef.
Which was one of the reasons why the task had fallen on Yuzu, Karin helped out in her way but she too wasn’t as good at it as the youngest girl was. Ichigo never let Konoka live it down, teasing her about it even in their home economy class, the teacher too declared that Konoka was not to touch a stove or oven after she almost caused a fire. To be fair, that one hadn’t quite been Konoka’s fault but that of a ghost who’d sat on the wrong button but not like they could tell that to a stunned teacher. Ichigo was already dealing with delinquents coming after him for his orange hair and Konoka had her own issues with some of the girls that they had made a deal to avoid becoming known for seeing and talking to ghosts on top of it all as well.
“Might as well,” Konoka muttered, rolling herself out of the bed like a hot-dog on the roller, cursing at the dead leg. She eyed it before moving it in circles and kicked it slightly against the bed, only to instantly regret it. “Fuckkkkkkkkk,” she jumped around, holding her now pain throbbing toes in hand, blinking back the tears.
Hobbling her way to the door, Konoka tested her leg, sighing in relief when the pain was minimal and she could walk. But before she could leave the room, Konoka noticed something in her underwear drawer. Or near it. Her dark eyes narrowed, instantly forgetting about her leg and marched over to it. There it was, that damn lion plushie she kept finding in her room.
On the surface, the lion didn’t look anything different from other toys.
It was just its ability to appear in places it shouldn’t — Konoka knew it originated from Ichigo’s room, because if it was Yuzu’s then the poor animal would be wearing excessive dresses and makeup and more. She grabbed the plushie by its throat, squeezing it extra tight just in case and spun around, her brother’s room as destination. She thought she heard it squeak, eyeing it with even more distrust.
With curses and death threats muttered, Konoka kicked her brother’s door open, “Ichigo!” She snapped, eyebrow twitching before she froze at the sight of her brother standing before his wardrobe like a starfish. His arms and legs covering the doors, like preventing it from popping open or someone opening it. Her brother stared at her, looking slightly peeved.
“The fuck?”
“I told you to knock, Konoka!” Ichigo snapped, ensuring the doors wouldn’t open before he pushed himself off of it. He eyed the lion in her hand, blinking as he took in the sight of Kon sweating and looking at him with pleading eyes. Something Konoka seemed to miss. “Where’d you find him?”
“Oh this?” Konoka raised her hand, grip tightening. Her smile almost frozen, staring at her twin with a suspicious look. “Never mind this, whatcha hidin’ there, nii-chan?” She tilted her head, eyeing his closet with a calculating look.
“N-nothing! I was just cleaning,” Ichigo sputtered, not liking the way his sister sounded - amused and teasing. Such a combination was never a good thing on Konoka. She’d teased him enough about Tatsuki and a few other girls he had come across.
As expected, she gave him a doubtful nod.
“Porn stash then?”
“What? How’d you draw that conclusion?!?” Ichigo shouted, his cheeks turned red, glancing at the closet and at the doll in Konoka’s hand.
“We’re both sixteen, Ichigo,” she dead-panned him. “You’re a teenage boy, wouldn’t be shocking if you had porn lying around.”
“Don’t lump me together with perverts like you!”
She smirked, “Aw, if you’re bored - I can share my collection, all ya need to do is ask me.”
Konoka enjoyed seeing her brother stammering, his inexperience with females showing…compared to his ability to kick ass and see the ghosts, her brother had barely any idea how romance works. She recalled how he red he’d been when he asked her if she’d actually had a boyfriend that first time around, and his surprise when she said ‘not a boyfriend, just a friend’.
She wondered how he’d react upon discovering she was occasionally sleeping with Mizuiro, a good friend of theirs.
A muffled-like laughter came from the closet, making Konoka raise an eyebrow at it and Ichigo quickly said, “I don’t!” He damned Rukia for not staying quiet. Hoping his sister wouldn’t investigate it closer. Knowing her, he could never be certain. Luckily, Konoka seemed to either ignore it or choose teasing him more today.
She chuckled, before remembering, “Ah, did Yuzu ask you about her missing clothes?”
Ichigo blinked but nodded, still red in face. “Yeah, no idea - you?”
She nodded, before she threw the lion at him which Ichigo unfortunately caught. A strange squeak left it.
“Where’d ya find it?”
“Near my underwear drawer,” Konoka answered with a glare, directed at the creature. She could feel something was off, but what? She wasn’t certain. “The next time I find it in my room, I’ll burn it. No questions asked. Understood?”
Ichigo nodded, and the lion almost shit himself at the threat. Inside the closet, Kuchiki Rukia blinked at the promised threat. Rukia had observed the Kurosaki family during her time with them, not that they knew about her presence. Although, she thought that Ichigo’s younger twin may have sensed something was off or seen her a few times she sneaked in. Rukia noticed that Konoka and Karin seemed to share some resemblance to each other more than to their respective twins, even sometimes behaving and acting similarly.
But that was whenever Konoka wasn’t unmotivated to do anything.
“Yeah, I’ll make sure he stays out of your room — wait, what’s that smell?”
“What smell?” Konoka blinked, acting innocent as though she didn’t know what he meant. She grinned as he eyed her suspiciously, trying to read her or something like that.
“Were you smoking, again?”
“Ah, I think Yuzu’s calling — try not to forget about food while you play with yourself!” Konoka chuckled, wiggling her eyebrows at her gaping brother. If there was anyone who could usually make her spill things, then it was Ichigo.
Maybe not everything, but he was one of the few who could keep her in check and get some sense in her. He was also the only one who could calm her down after her fights with their dad. Although, she never specified what they were actually about.
“KONOKA!” Ichigo hollered after her, throwing still frozen Kon on the floor, almost running after her as she fled his room. Cackling like a mad-woman.
You gasped, grasping tighter onto the sheets beneath you, attempting to ignore the chuckle from the man between your thighs. His tongue was lapping, greedily drinking the wet juice while his finger was thrusting in and out. Your body trembled, legs cramped.
“R-Ri~n!” You mewled, briefly closing your eyes.
“Mhmh, I know,” you glanced at him, finding Suna Rintarou looking up at you with that annoying smirk you hated so much. “A little bit more, don’t wanna hurt you.”
“M-More?!” You startled. You’ve long lost count of how long he’s been eating you out, probably more than ten minutes. Maybe twenty? You weren’t sure, but knew it was long. And by the looks of it, Rintarou didn’t look like he was anywhere near done.
A finger popped back inside, you moaned. “If I put it in now, I won’t last long.”
You pouted, “T-That ma-maybe so - ahhhh!” Your body trembled, feeling his finger hitting that sweet, sweet spot. He teased the bud, playing with it as he stared at you in what seemed amazed.
“Rinnnnn!” You don’t know what you were asking anymore, not when your entire body felt euphoric - when his tongue joined his finger on your bud. On your sweet spot, when he pulled you to another release.
Your heels dug deeper into his body, one hand on his dark brown hair. One that sometimes looked black. His free hand cupped your naked breast, pulling and playing with the nipple. Then, all of sudden, all the movements ceased.
“You look magnificent,” Rintarou’s voice slightly shaky as he moved up towards your lips, whispering before his glossy lips devoured yours. Your hand went to his neck, pulling on the tips of his hair.
As he kissed you, you felt him moving, positioning his hardened cock on your very, very wet folds. He moved your legs around him, making sure you were comfortable. Tongues clashed for dominance, you knew he would win but you still couldn’t help but try.
“Rin!” You gasped as you felt just the tip of his cock inside you. His throbbing, pre-cum leaking cock slowly slid in, earning groans and moans from both of you.
His one hand rested on your butt, the other held your captured hand, fingers entwined. Then, he started to slowly move. In an agonisingly slow pace, as if he was testing out your body when he already knew you so well that it was a wonder he didn’t come the second he was inside you. His mouth moved to your breast, biting and sucking as he thrust in and out.
Moans filled Atsumu’s room, the owner himself had popped out to get more drinks with a darkly muttering Osamu. Rintarou hadn’t wasted time in trapping you on the bed, his mouth on yours and fingers roaming your body. You both knew it would be hell if caught but he couldn’t help it. To Rintarou, the last time had been a bit too long ago. In your mind, two days ago wasn’t long. But when you’d said that, he’d pouted and you could never say no if he gave you the look.
So, here you two were on Atsumu’s bed - Rintarou fucking you senseless.
Your body felt warmer, back arched upwards as your legs trembled around him - your moans were becoming raspier. He kissed you, picking up the space as he too seemed to have remembered where you two were.
“Rin, please, please,” you begged, looking at him with pleading eyes. His hand released yours, moving to cup your chin before he kissed you, hungrily and greedily.
He came without a warning, mid-thrusting, in the middle of kissing you. You followed him shortly, your scream muffled by his lips as his tongue dominated in your mouth. Once, Rin had completely emptied himself in you, he rested his forehead on yours, gasping for breath. You laid there, eyes closed as you tried to regain your breathing. You just hoped the twins wouldn’t be back before you had a chance to hop by the shower.
But of course, you never had such a good luck -
“WE’RE BACK!” The front door downstairs was thrown open, Atsumu’s voice hollering with a scolding Osamu telling him to treat the house better. And not to be such a loudmouth.
You and Rintarou froze, staring at each other with sudden fear.
“Shit,” he cursed as you two could hear Atsumu stomping towards the kitchen and Osamu doing something in the hallway. Rintarou’s eyes searched for a towel, for anything to give you to clean yourself up before he settled on Atsumu’s shirt on the ground…
You smacked his forehead when you realised whose shirt he gave you, but grabbed it anyway.
“Oi, ya two - let’s go downstair-,” Osamu stood on the doorway, having opened the door when you two were scrambling for your clothes, the ones that had been pulled off. He stopped, staring at you two with a frozen expression. Rintarou moved to cover you as you hastily secured your blouse and he was pulling up his trousers.
“Please tell me it was on Tsumu’s bed.”
You nodded, ignoring the satisfaction on Rintarou’s face.
“And that his shirt?”
You nodded, red in the face and unable to speak. You wished the ground could swallow you to escape this…Rintarou turned towards you, glancing up and down, making sure you were presentable.
“Tsumu’s,” Rintarou answered, eyeing the bed with a chuckle.
Osamu shook his head, before pointing at a spare towel hanging on his chair, “Feel free to use that and throw it into the hamper before you come downstairs.” He didn’t stay around to hear your response, almost fleeing from his own bedroom.
Your head hit against Rin’s chest, muttering something as you felt your whole body on fire.
“He’s never gonna let us live it down, is he?”
“Nop,” Rintarou chuckled, his hands moving around you in a comforting manner.
“He gonna tell Tsumu?”
“You think he’d pass up on such an opportunity?”
The moment he said that, Atsumu screamed downstairs.
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One would think that watching the person you love being with someone else would eventually de-sanitize you to numbness. Not being noticed, not being acknowledged in that manner. The years of being in that position had done that, enabling you to keep smiling and acting like usual.
Without him noticing a single thing.
“You’re a fool,” Iwaizumi Hajime told you one evening, when the two of you walked home after Oikawa Tohru ditched you guys for a date. Again. You all knew it was a relationship that wouldn’t last, cause he’d put volleyball over the needs of his girlfriend, but you couldn’t help but wince inwardly as you listened to Oikawa bragging about his girlfriend.
The way he looked and sparkled, it was like he was talking about volleyball. It didn’t help that the girl hated you with a passion, you’d seen the glare sent your way when Oikawa wasn’t watching, You knew she orchestrated the bullying in methods that weren't noticeable to Oikawa.
You endured it, fought back when necessary. Sometimes, you reminded to those girls who stayed when they left. But you knew that if you were one of them, you’d probably also walk away because it’s painful to know a sport is more important than a relationship with you. Than you.
Ironically, you weren’t in a position to even experience what they could.
You glanced at Iwa-chan, a tiniest smile on your lips. Not reaching your eyes, not quite. “Can’t help it,” you replied to your childhood friend.
The three of you - Oikawa, Iwaizumi and You - had grown up together, living in close quarters had ensured of that. And over the years, You’d fallen helplessly in love with Oikawa Tohru.
Only to be seen by him as a little sister, not as an opposite sex.
The nights you’d spent crying, the unsent letters of confessing your love sat hidden in your secret compartment within the wardrobe. At the very bottom of it, somewhere the boys would never look at. The hours spent with Iwaizumi, talking about it - him trying to make you give up, trying to make you see sense and you being unable to do it.
It all made Iwaizumi very protective of you, being painfully aware of the complexity of the situation, pitying you even. Encouraging you to accept the occasional confessions from other boys, watching your dates crumbling apart faster than a season of volleyball game. Sometimes, Iwaizumi thought they’d been too mean to ask you to be their team’s manager, as it meant being in close proximity and in constant reminder of Oikawa, but every time You surprised him by being able to keep your cool and calm despite everything.
Despite being another of Oikawa’s fangirls. Despite being in love with him in a painfully obvious way that even the Coaches had noticed it.
And yet, you kept it professional as a team’s manager.
You went along with whenever Yahaba flirted with you, watching you being all bashful and batting your eyes, before Oikawa managed to easily steal your attention. Leaving Yahaba scowling, muttering something incoherent. You kept Kindaichi and Kunimi on toes, in check - scolded them for what happened with Kageyama, before telling them such behaviour was not allowed here. You talked with Watari, talking about classes and casual chat. You butted heads with Kyotani, showing your fiery and feisty side that only Iwaizumi and Oikawa were aware of the most.
You chilled with Matsukawa and Hanamaki, often walking with them whenever Oikawa was busy with girls. Whenever you wanted peace from the glares sent your way. You dragged Iwaizumi with you, refusing to let him suffer the girls’ wrath as well. You shared ideas with the Coaches, listened to them and what they wanted you to do as a manager.
You were protective of the boys, like a hawk - watching over them. Even if you weren’t passionate about volleyball like some of the members were, you only joined cause Oikawa wanted you to see him play.
Your feelings towards Oikawa wasn’t a secret to the boys, they’d figured it out pretty quickly and out of respect for you, they kept it quiet. They’d guide you out of sketchy situations, step in if needed.
“Can’t or won’t?” Iwaizumi scoffed, looking you square in the eyes. You knew why he brought this up, you’d seen Oikawa kissing his girlfriend before Iwaizumi covered your eyes and pulled you away, whispering not to watch.
You’d seen that very girl confessing to Oikawa too, having been on the way to refill the bottles for the boys. You’d done your job, barely able to keep your emotions in check as Oikawa accepted it with a smile. You’d thought that he’d focus on the Nationals but no, he’d chosen to try and do both. He hadn’t even told you, you’d seen it and it had been Matsukawa and Hanamaki who told you later.
Both of them wearing expressions of concern, before they dragged you out for a night to get away from Oikawa and his new girlfriend. Matsukawa had stolen your phone, refusing to let you answer Oikawa’s calls, typing only responses to Iwaizumi (who later joined your trio) while Hanamaki kept you distracted and busy. You’d dealt with a pouting Oikawa the next day, on your way to school. Saying some bullshite lie that appeared to satisfy Oikawa.
“Liking someone isn’t rational,” You said with a sigh, skipping on the stones as you two walked, passing the Ramen spot the team liked to frequent. It was packed with people and for a moment you thought you heard a familiar laughter before opting to ignore it.
Iwaizumi snorted, “I’m well aware of that,” he didn’t like to see you like this. He treasured you, maybe a bit more than he should but watching someone he cared about being hurt twisted something in his heart.
You both knew that realistically Oikawa Tohru would never love anyone more than he loved volleyball. He wouldn’t be satisfied with a life without volleyball in it. Whoever ended up with him, would have to know that and accept this part of their friend. Which was why, Iwaizumi hoped you’d find someone better.
Someone who’d be able to focus on You, give You the love he thought you deserved after everything. It just wouldn’t be Oikawa.
“It’s not easy, Iwa-chan,” you said, letting Iwaizumi take your bag as you walked on the edge of the street barrier, holding up your hands like a child. He glanced behind you, no cars in sight.
“Tell me about it,” he grumbled, recalling every night you’d laid on his bed whenever Oikawa managed to break your heart even more. He recalled the conversation between him, Matsukawa and Hanamaki, the one where they told him that they preferred You to fall for him - Iwaizumi instead. Because he wouldn’t hurt you.
Iwaizumi preferred that too, even though he knew it would never happen.
You refused to use him to get over that Shittykawa, even when they offered you that option. You refused to use anyone. Even Matsukawa or Hanamaki, thanking them with a grateful smile. They’d even offered her to date Yahaba, which you refused before launching your pillow at them. You loved them, they were your pipeline and rock.
“You don’t think I haven’t tried it?” You jumped to Iwaizumi’s side, taking back your schoolbag and clasped your hands together. Your skirt twirled around you, your long hair dancing without its usual ponytail restriction. “The past few dates and relationships…in the end, I think that as long as we’re in close proximity…getting over Oikawa Tohru will be impossible.”
Iwaizumi scratched the back of his head, looking displeased and annoyed. He wanted you both to be happy, heck he hated seeing you in such a state. Crying over a volleyball loving idiot like that. It might be a reason why his punches were a tad stronger than usual, because you’ve cried the night before. He wasn’t sure if Oikawa had an inkling of your feelings towards him, if he knew then he was good at hiding it.
And shittier for not addressing it, for flaunting his relationships around you.
“You’ll understand it, the day you fall for someone like this,” you giggled at the face Iwaizumi made at your words. “You’ll realise that girls and volleyball aren’t the same.”
“OI! DON’T FUCKING LUMP ME TOGETHER WITH THAT SHITTYKAWA!” You burst into a laughter at Iwaizumi’s outburst, seeing the vein popping on his forehead as he went red in his face and tried to smack you for even suggesting such a thing.
As you, rather playfully, kept running and dodging from the Ace of Seijoh’s volleyball boy’s team, you could hear him sputtering some nonsense about not needing TWO Shittykawa. About how he knew the differences and then some incoherent words muttered under his breath.
He waved you off at your house’s gates, telling you to text him if you needed something and stalked off towards his home. Two houses down the street. Oikawa’s was next to his.
You knew what was awaiting you in your room, in the darkness when you tried to fall asleep - you’d be thinking about the years spent in an unrequited love towards Oikawa Tohru. The twisting pain whenever he introduced you as his sister, not by blood. Maybe Iwa-chan was right - you were a fool. A hopeless fool who should know better.
Know your place.
He’d introduced you to the Karasuno team members as “my amazing sister and our manager” as well, making Kageyama blink. Hinata had actually believed you two to be siblings before you corrected it, saying it’s a nonsense Shittykawa likes to say. You’d smacked him after he taunted the crows, bowing in an apology and said you’re looking forward to an official match before walking back to the rest of the team. With Oikawa trailing after you, whining about cruel and evil treatment. You’d waved and winked at Kageyama, who’d blushed in confusion.
You knew there were some amazing volleyball players, but you’d never seen a quick attack similar to what Kageyama and Hinata had shown them during the practice match. You stood there rooted, watching them with shock and awe, completely ignoring any attempts from Oikawa to catch your attention. You ignored how his spikes were a tad stronger, keeping your eyes on Kageyama and Hinata instead.
You couldn’t help but be proud of your kouhai, seeing Kageyama growing up and learning to work in and with a team that accepted him. It made you recall seeing his previous team abandoning him, and when you later accidentally happened to overhear Kindaichi and Kunimi talking with Kageyama, was that an apology there? It made your heart swell with pride for the boys.
The quick attack also made you look forward to seeing it more.
Little by little, your attention started to move from Oikawa’s spikes to the weird attack combo from the duo. You wanted to understand it, be ready and possibly help your boys destroy it. You’d speculated about it with the Coaches, with Iwaizumi, not noticing their looks of surprise as you sparkled.
Your hurt had clouded you in ways you hadn’t quite realised.
You didn’t notice Oikawa’s expression change, you didn’t hear him and Iwaizumi arguing about it. Something about it made you re-think your future career, it made you think if there was something else you might want to do instead. The chance to be surprised by another similar move. The chance to see more amazing attacks and combinations from different players.
Before it all, You’d planned to leave the volleyball world, possibly to try and avoid Oikawa as much as possible, without being forced to give an explanation that would eventually lead you revealing your unrequited feelings. Iwaizumi knew about it, so did Matsukawa and Hanamaki.
However, three single matches against the Karasuno team had changed it all.
“...I don’t like this!” Oikawa grumbled, when he noticed your reading about the possible attacks it could be, narrowing his eyes when he saw Kageyama’s name scribbled on the page. He ignored Hinata’s.
You looked up at him, blinking. Not missing the bitter tone, they’d just lost a chance to get to the Nationals for one last time - a chance to possibly defeat Ushiwaka. You, Iwaizumi and Oikawa had settled in Iwa’s room, with your notes sprawled around and mumbling about Kageyama and Hinata.
Iwaizumi had popped out for a quick shower, having let you two go first. Your hair was still slightly dripping on Iwaizumi’s blanket.
“Eh?”
“You being so focused on Tobio-chan!” Oikawa snapped, pointing a finger at your notebook. There it was, the familiar face whenever someone even so much as mentioned either Ushijima or Kageyama. You knew his insecurities when it came to those two but failed to properly understand it.
The door cracked open, and something flew at Oikawa’s head. It landed with a loud thud and yelp from the boy, you glanced at annoyed Iwaizumi.
“She’s trying to help us by figuring that weird combo out, you dumbass!”
“You didn’t have to throw a shampoo bottle at me, Iwa-chan!”
“It’s not like she’s being taken away by Kageyama, so keep that shit to yourself!”
“She didn’t look at me during the match!”
“Huh? She did!”
You sighed, opting to ignore their bickering, writing down one final remark and pulling them back into your bag. Oikawa was now running around the room, trying to avoid being kicked by Iwaizumi, the sight of it made you pull out your phone and record it. You snorted at the stupid insults and throwbacks, dodging whenever Oikawa tried to use you as a shield.
The evening ended with you on the bed, and boys sprawled on the floor on the futons. You fell asleep, listening to Oikawa talking about volleyball, a smile on your lips.
It hadn’t been long since the loss, since seeing Karasuno win against Shiratorizawa - against Ushijima Wakatoshi. You knew Oikawa wasn’t happy, knew he was sulking. Even more when his girlfriend ended up dumping him before the games. It hadn’t prevented him from being at the top of his games, but you did see him somewhat less energetic.
Iwaizumi had suggested a sleep over, knowing things like that would be scarce in the coming months, especially once you guys graduated. He and Oikawa had already left the volleyball team, you decided to stay but not full time. You’d go, interact with the remaining members and help them when needed. You knew Oikawa kept practising, playing whenever he could. Spending more time now that he was single, once again.
When you guys talked about the future, you knew nothing would be the same, again. Iwaizumi wanted to visit the US, maybe study there. Oikawa would be going to Brazil. And you’d stay behind.
Oikawa watched you sleeping quietly, ignoring Iwa-chan’s slight snore. A part of him detested Kageyama even more, knowing what had caught your attention so much, why you weren’t trailing after him anymore instead focusing on something else. He was almost going to ask you to come with him to Brazil, not wanting you to stay behind and maybe, potentially, be in a situation where he’d one day hear news of you and Kageyama dating.
No matter how ridiculous that thought was.
Kageyama had already taken a lot from him, he wouldn’t let him take You too.
Not a chance in hell.
“Shittykawa,” Iwa-chan mumbled, barely audible as he kept his voice to minimum to avoid waking you up. Oikawa’s eyes snapped to his best-friend, who could somehow tell what he was thinking.
“...When are you gonna stop calling me that?” He grumbled, pouting.
“When you stop being one,” Iwaizumi responded.
Oikawa grumbled something.
“Let her do what she wants,” Iwaizumi added before he could say anything. His eyes snapped at the sleeping You, looking so serene and peaceful. He could feel Iwa-chan narrowing his eyes at him. There was a warning in his friend’s voice.
“Not letting Tobio-chan take her,” Oikawa mumbled as if that explained everything, remembering the way You had cheered, probably the loudest, after Karasuno won against Shiratorizawa. The looks the crows had sent your way upon hearing your voice.
His words earned him a glare. “She’s not yours.”
“I’m aware!”
“Then act like it.”
“I’ll never accept it if she ends up with either Tobio-chan or Ushiwaka.”
“Even if it’s her choice?”
“Never,” Oikawa glared at Iwa-chan, wanting his best-friend to understand why he’d never let one of them take You as well.
Iwa-chan sighed, “You’ll rue the day she walks away if you keep acting like that.”
“I’d rather see her with you, Iwa-chan,” Oikawa admitted, running a hand through his brown hair. Iwaizumi blinked at him. “I want to see her happy, with someone who can give her what she needs.”
You never heard the conversation nor were you ever told about it, even when you watched Oikawa and Iwaizumi leaving the country. One by one, when you hugged them and promised to keep in touch. You didn’t know about the promise Oikawa had forced on both Matsukawa and Hanamaki, to keep an eye on you and not to let you get too friendly with Kageyama and Ushijima.
You passed your entrance exams better than expected, landing yourself a spot in the university. The one that was your last minute change, taking a step closer to becoming someone involved in the volleyball world. You kept watching Oikawa play whenever you could, kept an eye out for Kageyama and Ushijima and heard from the gossip mill that Hinata had left for Brazil after his own graduation two years later.
Over the years, your unrequited love towards Oikawa Tohru diminished, the distance allowing you not to see him as much - not to be in his vicinity, hearing and smelling and touching him. It helped you to move on, something Iwaizumi had treated you to lunch for, once he got back from the States. He told you about his travels, about meeting with Ushijima and how the man, he’d been looking for, turned out to be Ushijima’s father.
Your friendships with Hanamaki, Matsukawa and Iwaizumi were still as strong as ever, even if you guys couldn’t see each other as often as you did at school. It hadn’t broken. It hadn’t crumbled. You’d eventually stopped crying over Oikawa, having spent too long crying after he left the country. After you’d turned down his offer for you to go with him, knowing it would never end in a way you desired.
It took you almost four years when you finally realised you could look at Oikawa Tohru and not feel a twinge in your heart, knowing you’d grown up and gotten over of that foolish crush on him.
You could finally accept being called his sister, not by blood but chosen one, without feeling as though someone was crushing your heart.
You could finally start looking at someone else…in ways he deserved.
It wouldn’t be Kageyama nor Ushijima, you knew that much. Despite Oikawa’s fears, despite him telling you not to get taken away by one of them. The first time you’d heard such an accusation, you’d straight up laughed. Laughed until your stomach hurt and you cried. He hadn’t been pleased, had pouted.
This time, your smiles would be directed at this person instead of Oikawa. The attention and swelling of your heart, that flutter in your stomach whenever he was with you. This time, you knew it wouldn’t be an unrequited love, not when you caught him looking at you with longing.
This time, you wouldn’t be spending nights crying over him.
This time, Iwaizumi Hajime got the girl he’d been pining over for years without letting you know.
I almost forgot about this, but when I started this...I considered making it into Kuroko Tetsuya smut but picked Kagami instead with how it was going.
I do love this Bakagami.
18+/ MDNI
Not beta-read
CHAPTER: Kuroko no Basuke - Kagami
If there’s something you knew to be true about your fellow club members, then it was they didn’t know when to give up.
Especially Kagami Taiga and Kuroko Tetsuya.
The most resilient duo, a combination that often reminded you of the good old days before the Teiko team fell apart, when Aomine and Tetsuya were still an amazing combo - a fearsome Light and a Shadow. The happier times where they all just loved basketball, and not thinking about how they’d humiliate their opponents.
You especially loved to mess with Kagami, often standing in the Seirin gym while holding Nigou in your arms or he was nestled up on your head, and worked on the notes for Riko. The pup happily tagged its tail, occasionally barking if he wanted to remind his presence and seemingly to tease the red-hair.
You heard Kagami’s theories that Nigou had figured out how easy it was to rile him up, how the dog would just appear out of nowhere to simply mess with him, but what Kagami didn’t know was that you somewhat taught the dog to do so. It was funny to see him squirm. Especially, when he acted all so tough and mighty.
You and Riko cooed at the Tetsuya Nigou, briefly forgetting about it the boys stuck in a hellish training schedule Riko herself put them through.
“Seriously, Kuroko, can’t you leave that dog at home?!?” Kagami huffed, glaring at the expert of Misdirection. At the former member of Generation of Miracles and your current best-friend.
Blue eyes widened in a practiced manner, looking a tad too innocent for him to be a high schooler, a look that always pulled the heart strings of those unsuspecting. “You wound me, Kagami-kun.” There was a hint of something in Tetsuya’s voice, which you caught. Kagami didn’t, or he did but didn’t want to admit noticing it. “The Coach and Manager look happy with Nigou here and you want to rob them of that?”
The latter part was said a bit louder, earning annoyed looks from both girls. You, however, quickly smirked upon seeing Kagami’s flinch. It was a special treat for you to see him like this, however evil it was of you.
“You…that was said on purpose! You know I’m not good with dogs around!”
“And yet, you’re perfectly capable of talking,” you joined the chat, scratching the pup’s chin, who seemed to be smirking at Kagami as he fully enjoyed the act.
Kagami let out a series of inaudible protests, coming to a stop upon reaching the goal. The slackers behind him had long lost the will to argue with him about this topic.
Hyuga gratefully took the towel you have him, eyeing the dog with a look. Teppei merely smacked Kagami’s back, telling him it's more fun this way.
Koganei and Tsuchida were sprawled on the floor, covered in sweat and towels dropped on their faces by a smiling Mitobe. Izuki was devouring a water bottle, while listening to Hyuga and Teppei arguing about who ran faster. The other first years, Furihata, Fukuda and Kawahara were pretending to be dead, pools of sweat covering their asses. You snickered at the sight, not feeling the least bit sorry for them.
“Whose side are you on?” Kagami demanded from You, making you simply shrug and point at the fluffy pup in your arms. Kagami eyed your hands around the pup, the way you held the creature as though you had no care for anything else.
He recalled the last night…where he held you as you two fell asleep.
A blush appeared on his cheeks, and your smirk widened.
You knew exactly what he was thinking of.
“Nigou’s, of course,” you cooed at the happy pup, who let out a bark. “Never even a question.”
Kagami let out several curses, before he turned around and walked off. You chuckled, high-fiving Riko as she barked orders for the boys to take a break before they’ll resume training.
Hours later, you walked into Kagami’s apartment. The invitation to come sat in your emails, in the phone that was pocketed in your jacket. A part of you wondered how pissed off the red-haired would be - would he even entertain anything or…did you push your luck with him a bit too much?
You knocked, and after a minute of waiting, you heard sounds of movement and the door was barely pushed open before you were tugged inside.
Your hands were pushed above your head, held together by his hand, and his red eyes glared down at you. The door fell closed with a click, lock clicking shut.
“You,” Kagami Taiga growled, so close to your face that you could feel his breath on you. That you could read his eyelashes, almost. That you could see the emotions swirling in his red eyes. “Having fun messing with me?” His lips hovered over yours, so close that if you leaned forward you could kiss him.
He didn’t let you, though. You swallowed.
“Mmhmh,” you admitted, eyes on his lips before trailing down to his body.
He’d just come from the shower, drops of water still dripping on his body. The towel was wrapped around his torso, upper body part barely covered by his tank shirt. You shifted, feeling the heat in your lower body part. It was unfair by how much of a turn on Kagami was for you. A simple sight like this was enough to make you want to get him on top of you - you wanted to wreck him, ruin his innocence and all of that.
His hand pushed your chin up, forcing you to look him straight in the eyes.
“What should I do with this little vixen, mh?” He said, voice husky as his lips pretended to touch your skin. Teasing you by almost kissing you, but not fully.
You whimpered, feeling his hand moving up and down on your body. His fingers groped your butt, squeezing it and moving himself to you. You felt the heat on his body, the fresh scent of shower and body wash. You gulped.
“Ruin me?” You could barely hear your voice, barely able to recognise it.
You could feel your panties soaking, feel it dripping on your tights. Your breathing got heavier, moan after moan with every touch from Kagami.
“Remember, you asked for this,” Kagami said, before his lips were on yours and as your hands were released, they wrapped around his neck. Pulling him closer to you, needing him to break the barriers between you two. Your leg wrapped around his waist, the wetness of your juices tainted his towel that was slipping.
You whispered his name, nibbling with his earlobe. Sucking on his neck as he fingered you, not pulling down your panties just yet. Your back was still against the wall, still in the hallway. Your skirt had lifted up just enough to reveal your skin, making him lose himself even more.
Kagami knew what you were up to, both here and back at school. He knew you loved to mess with him by bringing in Nigou. But he also knew you loved the pup. It was just a bonus for you to see him squirm. So, he purposefully made you squirm instead. He loved to play with you, tease you and bring you to the edge.
Your leg trembled, wrapped around him, and all you could focus on was Kagami Taiga and his touch on you. He sucked on your skin, teeth tugged on your breasts after he got rid of your shirt and bra. His fingers brushed past the ruined panties, smirking when he felt how wet you were for him.
Your hands grasped on his red hair, tugging him and wordlessly telling him you needed more. Even as his fingers started to thrust in and out, moving precisely and as someone who knew your body well. Your relationship had started sometime after the team beat Midorima’s, it wasn’t a complete defeat but a tie - and yet, Midorima acted like it was.
No one in the team knew, ah, but Tetsuya knew. He’d figured it out the next day, seeing Kagami’s blush and his awkward reaction to you the next day.
You cummed with a moan, “Taigaaaaaa,” you begged, watching him stare at his finger covered in your juices. He licked it clean, moaning before his lips crashed against yours, tongues clashing as you heard towel falling on the ground and your panties being torn off. He wasted no time in positioning his cock and pushing in you with one shift move.
“Fuck, so tight,” Kagami said, hoarsely. His eyes widened from lust, from need and desire. You knew yours were the same. He pulled your other leg up, holding you up by grasping tightly onto your butt.
“Please, please, please, please, please, please - Taigaaaaa,” you weren’t sure what you were asking for but you wanted everything he’d give you.
He thrusted in and out of you in that hallway, barely a foot away from the front door. Not bothering to be quiet as he fucked you, as he kissed you, as he unravelled you. Not bothering to be quiet when he took you to his bedroom later and you rode him. Or when he took you from behind. You wondered if there was a place in the apartment left where you two hadn’t done it on, maybe the kitchen counter.
That was for the sake of keeping something clean.
You moaned as he ate you, lying you down on his living room’s floor. He didn’t seem to care for the juices from both you and him, enjoying the way your body squirmed and trembled. The way you’d lost your ability to say anything besides his name, besides please.
Kagami kept to his word, he followed your pleading to ruin you as he fucked you, as he ate you and then fucked you, again. Until you both collapsed in his bed. Until, a few hours later, he carried you, half-asleep, to the showers to clean you up. Until you two fell asleep, cuddling and holding each other. Your body sore and tired.
On some days, you and Kagami would have morning sex before you went to school, you had to go by your home to pick up your uniform and bag (sometimes you brought them along with you). Sometimes, you’d watch him sleep as he slept next to you, smiling as your hands trailed on his muscled body.
Yes, you loved to watch him squirm, in more ways than just with Nigou.
This is the Aizawa smut I wanted to write, instead of the threesome.
Wrote it before sleep on the phone.
Chapter:
As Shirakumo Oboro's older sister, you had met both Shota and Hizashi back during the U.A days. You were two years older, but that didn't stop your brother from seeking you out.
He'd often ask you for ideas, ask you to talk about your hero internships. Anything to get both Shota and Hizashi more interested and accept his suggestion to make an agency together.
His death has crushed you to the point where you stopped using your father's name and went by your mother's. To the point where it became difficult to see his two best-friends he left behind.
And yet, despite all that pain - something kept pulling you back to them. Or maybe it was the fact that the boys refused to leave you alone, they appeared to have promised to keep you safe, at the very least.
Over the years, your relationship with the two became different and interesting. Iida Tensei, your long time boyfriend had somewhat reluctantly accepted their presence in your life, perhaps not as reluctantly as you thought him.
By all means, Tensei was a perfect boyfriend. A perfect Hero.
But something was missing for you.
Maybe it was the dry eyes, long dark hair…maybe…you didn't know what.
You did know that while your relationship with Hizashi was purely platonic, almost like siblings - that had never been the case between you and Shota.
There was always underlying tension, attraction. An unspoken appeal.
One that was never acted on, not by words. Maybe, when you laid next to the Eraserhead in his bed, watching sleeping, words weren't always needed. Your relationship with Tensei was rocky.
It had ended a few months before his younger brother joined the U.A as Shoto's student. You weren't a full time teacher there, rather a part-time one.
Most of your time was focused on working with the police, a public section dealing with dangerous tasks. Topics and dealings that were more common for an underground Hero to take on, rather than someone else in top 30 like you.
You shifted, blanket falling from your bare body.
Sleep wasn't easy to come, with Tensei you'd often pretend or take sleeping pills to get through the night. With Shota, sometimes you'd fall asleep on his couch.
Sometimes, all you needed was his scent.
Hizashi often pestered you about it, trying to understand why neither of you tried to act on your more than obvious feelings towards each other.
He'd threaten to lock you both up in a small room if nothing happened or moved forward. Or he'd simply shout your ears dead.
Your name was mumbled, making you look from the window to back at your sleeping lover.
“Can't sleep?” Aizawa Shota mumbled, not even opening his eyes as his hand moved to grasp mine.
You nodded, even though he couldn't see it. “Yeah, I was thinking.”
“About?’
“Hizashi’s threat of locking us up, Oboro's wish to see us all become Heroes…the matter with Tensei,” you listed, holding up three fingers.
He opened his dark eyes, almost black, and stared at you. Your brother was a sore topic, but he knew what your nightmare contained.
Them all dying.
Oboro was crushed by a collapsed building, you hadn't been there so you only heard and saw the body later. It was horrible.
“Come here,” he said, yanking you by your hand causing you to collapse against his equally naked body.
Shota's hands wrapped around you, lips grazing your forehead as he mumbled promises of not going anywhere. All while you could feel his erection against your bare body.
He rubbed his eyes, and you used it as a chance to kiss him. His lips were still the same soft, tasty and familiar as hours ago. He grunted, letting you position yourself so that you were now straddling him.
You could feel his cock against your vagina, moving purposefully slowly as you grinded on him. Drawing you moans and low curses from the man underneath you.
His hands gripped on your hips, keeping you in place and not letting you change your mind.
Your lips had moved to his neck, sucking and pulling on it, sure to leave a mark or two. Not that anyone would see it with all the bandages he had around his neck, acting as a type of a weapon.
He groaned as your hands positioned his throbbing, hardened cock before you pushed yourself all the way down. A satisfied moan escaped your lips, cheeks flushed with lust.
Your breasts bounced as you started to move, Shota’s hand moved to grope it. Playing with it, pulling and pinching your hardened nipples.
Skin against skin, moans, groans and curses filled the room.
The tip of his cock hitting you just in the right place, the inside of your vagina still wet from his previous touch. Even if it was a few hours ago, and he'd been asleep after it.
You tried, but the feeling of finally having Shota between your tights, in your arms and his mouth sucking your vagina…had kept you awake.
It had left you wanting more and more, the years old pent up tension and desire had bottled up.
You bounced on his cock, keeping a steady rhythm. Tensei hadn't liked you riding him, he didn't like anything that wasn't normal. Or ordinary in sex, by his words.
On the other hand, Shota appeared to understand your needs and he had some as well. He allowed you to explore, you'd responded in kind to this.
Your body trembled as his finger slid into your ass, making in circles as you rode his cock.
“Shota!”
His name was the only thing you could think about, the only word you could say.
Even when he pulled you down for a hungry kiss. Fingers grasping tightly to your light blue hair like your brother's had been.
He pulled on them, he bit your lip lightly as his finger in your butt started to thrust in and out. All you could focus on was Aizawa Shota fucking you.
Or you riding him.
His lips and touch were making your body tremble with need and excitement. You didn't know how you'd managed not to jump him before.
Suddenly, he flipped you both around with your back hitting the bed and Shota was on top. His hair was wildly falling, his hands gripping tightly to you.
Movements became erratic, unsteady and less controlled. You could feel the heat, the need for a release, muttering so.
He merely kissed you, thrusting in and out with a stronger force until you both came with a cry. A cry and hungry kiss. His cock was still inside of you, releasing his seed into you.
Your legs trembled, wrapped around his torso.
“Sleep,” he ordered, leaning down for one more kiss before he laid down, again. Wrapping his arms around you and nestled to sleep.
“Mhmh, Shota,” you mumbled, feeling the adrenaline and satisfaction washing over you as you closed your eyes. Inhaling his scent, remembering to tell Hizashi this finally happened.
This is something that I didn't originally planned for.... but here it is, a threesome with Yamada Hizashi "Present Mic" X reader X Aizawa Shota "Eraserhead.
Not beta-read.
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Chapter:
As Shirakumo Oboro's older sister, you had met both Shota and Hizashi back during the U.A days. You were two years older, but that didn't stop your brother from seeking you out.
He'd often ask you for ideas, ask to talk about your hero internships and anything related to what you’ve seen as a third year recently graduated older sibling. Your specialty lies in working closely with the police, as that’s what you desired more than being an independent Pro-Hero. Anything to get both Shota and Hizashi more interested and accept his suggestion to make an agency together. He’d asked you to join them, but you’d ruffled his hair and refused with a headshake and smile. You were known for talking a lot about your sibling, adoring him and often making time to spend time with him.
His death has crushed you to the point where you stopped using your father's name and went by your mother's. To the point where you couldn’t look in the mirror and see yourself with the same shade of hair colour as his, dying it a bit darker, you did keep the origins of the same color. You often wondered about the what-ifs.
Another thing you couldn’t stand for a while was seeing Oboro’s two best-friends he left behind. Yamada Hizashi and Aizawa Shota. You liked the two, enjoyed their friendship and company. But after your brother's death, something kept you away from them until they graduated and became Pro-Heroes themselves.
Until a run-in with them during a job, and things started to get back to as normal as they were, without the presence of your brother. You told them to call you by your given name because it was easier than anything else. No matter how often you tried to pull away, neither allowed that to happen - they were stubborn.
Over the years, your relationship with Hizashi and Shota changed, shifting to something that was unique to your trio. They’d become your beings, and you theirs. It was as simple as that.
At first, Iida Tensei, your long time boyfriend, had some hesitance in accepting this manner of friendship, knowing you’d always choose them over anyone else in a heartbeat. Knowing the loss you suffered, and yet it still brought a strain to your relationship with Tensei. Tensei, who by all means a perfect Hero, a perfect boyfriend…
But it wasn’t enough for you, and so you ended things for real.
You weren’t planning on going back to Tensei, instead you chose to free him from this rollercoaster of a relationship that was on and off.
You’d told that much to Hizashi and Shota, drinking with them on your couch, after the breakup. Listening to their own concerns about you and Tensei, and them comforting you. Later that night, one thing led to another and before you knew it - the three of you were in the bed.
Shota’s arms grasped on your body as Hizashi’s tongue thrust in and out of your very wet vagina, playing with the clitoris as your body quivered. Shota’s fingers pinched and pulled on your nipples as his lips devoured yours. Tongues clashing, moans and grunts and groans filling the room. Your hand grasped onto Hizahi’s long blond hair, keeping him steady between your tights, legs wrapped around him in a need for more.
You felt Shota’s cock against your lower back, rubbing yourself against him in desire. Sweet words were encouraged, promises of taking better care of you and how good of a girl you were were whispered. Muttered into your ear, muttered as Hizashi tongue fucked you.
You came with your head resting on Shota’s chest, Hizahi’s moaning in delight.
His eyes gleamed, and you gave him a pleading look - begging him to give you more, begging them for more. You wanted them both, at the same time - you wanted them to wreck you, ruin you for any other man.
And they gave you that, clothes were thrown on the floor - fingers thrusting in and out of your body, before cocks entered your body. You screamed, hearing the calming whispers. They worshipped your body, kissing everywhere they could reach as they pounded in and out of you. Slick juices filled you, you could hear the skin hitting the skin.
Hizashi’s at the front, and Shota from the back.
Your hands around Hizahi’s neck, lips going from one to another. Hizashi, Shota, Hizashi, Shota. You held tightly on to them both, orgasming before you realised it. Shota picked up the speed, with Hizashi slowing down to allow his friend to come first. He did with a loud curse and resting his forehead on yours.
Then, Hizashi picked up the speed - pounding into you with a tireless stamina, need and kissing both you and Shota. Shota hadn’t pulled out of you, no. He kept going, holding you steady in place and letting you ride it out.
You’d mentioned the boredom you felt with Tensei, the safe ways he always had with sex. How you rarely cummed, and the boys felt the need to show you exactly what having real orgasm was. It was how you ended up having a threesome with Yamada Hizashi and Aizawa Shota, how they rode you until you could no longer cum.
Until you three ended up lying on the bed, limbs entangled together. Grasping for breaths, bodies covered in sweat and cum. Hands stroking your hair, leaving trails of circles on your skin as you guys talked about everything and nothing at the same time. Maybe this was what you’d missed over the years, the need of not having to choose and simply being with them both? You didn’t know, but what you did know was that this wouldn’t be the last time something would happen with you three…
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This takes place after the final chapter, with the time skip. Past instances are mentioned. Might contain spoilers if you're not up to speed with manga.
Chapter:
You weren't certain what exactly it was about Bakugo Katsuki that called your undivided attention.
From the very moment you saw him, he'd captured your attention and at some point later your heart. It wasn't something you were willing to admit. No matter the amount of teasing you got for constantly talking about him, or staring at him and the lame excuses of saying ‘someone gotta look after him never know what trouble he's gonna land himself in’. An excuse that made Ashido giggle even more.
You had little to no doubt that Bakugo barely remembered your name. It was a surprise if he knew you existed.
A fact you'd come to accept.
It wasn't until after Midoriya Izuku left U.A that the two of you unwittingly grew closer. The events leading up to it had been the trigger but without Deku there, you'd become someone for Bakugo to lean on. You wouldn't say he did that with Midoriya.
Definitely not.
But since then, he’d seemed to grow more acceptable, or perhaps he’d been fearful of someone else walking out on them like Midoriya did? You didn’t know what exactly it was but Bakugo had grown protective of the people he deemed worthy of it, especially of you. You’d fit well into the Bakugo-squad dynamics, having fun with Kirishima and Ashido, teasing Kaminari and calling Bakugo out on his shit.
You hadn’t been in the know about the One for All quirk, nor the fact that Midoriya Izuku had inherited it. You did learn from Bakugo, on the same day when Deku left, that he was aware of it all - the reason why he’d gone after him in the first place during the first part of the war. You’d listened, patiently and attentively listening, wanting to understand their dynamics without secrets.
To you, Midoriya was the first one to make you accept your own Quirk and your classmates as friends. Your parents had been pro-heroes, but not in the top 20 or anywhere close to it. You knew their desires to be acknowledged, for the family name to be known and accepted. It was all you’d been sent to do in the U.A. But everything changed the moment Midoriya Izuku aka Deku figured out your pain and saved you from that loneliness.
In all fairness, falling for the green-haired Hero would’ve been a better choice than Bakugo Katsuki but your heart wants what it wants. Plus you knew he liked Uraraka Ochako, even if he tried not to show it. You never regretted falling for the angry pomeranian boy, not then and not now.
You let out a sigh, fingers tapping against your thighs as you waited for Bakugo to finish up the meeting with his sidekicks. They were having a meeting, a wrap-up in his office and you sat right outside the office, sitting on the comfy chair. Reminiscing about the past wasn't something you'd thought to find yourself doing today.
Maybe it was because you visited Midoriya at U.A, chatting with him, Aizawa and your other former teachers. Everyone in your class had become heroes besides Midoriya, who lost his Quirk after the War.
Instead, he became a teacher.
You had to admit it oddly suited him, for a man who was a prominent figure in stopping the villains eight years ago. Even though you could tell he seemed to be somewhat restless in his position.
A golden gleam glinted back on your finger, making you look up and towards Bakugo’s office. A lot of things had changed within the years.
Bakugo almost dying had made you finally admit everything to him, refusing to go through that moment of heartbreaking fear, ever again. The fear of not knowing what was going to happen to Bakugo had compelled you to act, to confess no matter the result.
You knew the war had left a heavy toll on everyone involved, you yourself would occasionally wake up from a nightmare, screaming only to find yourself wrapped in Bakugo’s protective arms as he whispered ‘you’re safe, it's just a dream.’ He’d rock you back to sleep, holding you gently.
Nearby, on a TV screen in the hallway showed Todoroki Shoto, number two hero, talking about his recent achievement and fight against a villain. You watched it with a smile, recalling the celebration party and how later Ochako had excitedly given you the news of finally dating Midoriya. You’d congratulated with a teary eyes, happy to see your friends together and moving on to being romantically involved.
You chuckled at the memory, remembering the blush on your friend and the tongue-tied stutter when she re-told the confession.
“What are you chuckling at?” Bakugo's voice snapped you out of your thoughts, making you blink as you turned to him.
Your husband stood there, scars littering on his body, and yet, he was still as handsome as he'd been as a teenager. Perhaps, a bit more. And he was all yours, you thought with a smile. He was dressed in his Hero costume, years had been kind on him, making him still look as brilliant and young as he did in high school. You were proud to call him yours.
You stood up, waiting for him to approach you. “Ochako and Izuku,” you said, gently. Noticing the new sidekicks peeking at the two of you, blinking and staring and whispering at the sight of the two of you - at you, with them being new and not having met you before. His old sidekicks hadn’t lasted long enough, nor had you felt the need to ease their minds about your husband’s known attitude.
Bakugo snorted, “Ah, took them long enough.” His reddish eyes looked you up and down, seemingly to be searching for any injuries or something wrong. Smiling only when he found none, grabbing your hand and started to lead you out of the building. It was a habit Bakugo had taken up since you two got married, having the need to know where you were and if you were safe. In a non-suffocating manner.
“Izuku was barely able to tell me about it on the phone,” he added, blatantly ignoring people around us.
To the public, your marriage was both shocking and unexpected. To them, your personalities couldn’t have been more different - including your Quirks. Like on the opposite ends, one was explosive and the other calming. But to the people in the U.A it was something they'd nearly placed bets on. Had that been legal. You did know that Kaminari, Kirishima and Mineta had a weird bet going on who was going to confess first and such.
It'd been fun watching the three almost barbequed by a pissed off Bakugo once he discovered that you had refused to stop it despite Midoriya's request. You still had the video you’d taken, occasionally reminding Mineta about it whenever he crossed the limits.
“And it took us exactly what to get together?” You asked, giggling when he probed your side.
“That's different,” Bakugo grunted, a small blush on his cheeks.
You giggled.
“Out of our entire class, we’re the first to live together, date each other and having married from our class,” you looked down at your matching golden wedding bands, ones Bakugo was pointing at. With your names and wedding date engraved in them.
That was true, you had to admit the surprise that Jiro and Kaminari still hadn't gotten together, despite the suspicious amount of closeness and the looks exchanged when they thought no one was watching. Or their agencies being next door to each other. Or having almost run into Kaminari leaving Jiro’s place the next day, having suspiciously stayed over.
“Why wait when you know what you want?” Bakugo said, navigating you towards the car he’d parked in the underground parking lot. A black SUV.
“True, but we've made it work,” you said, adjusting the safety seatbelt, waiting for your husband to get in the driver's seat.
Two years into your marriage, you'd quit your Hero work, opting to become a full time housewife. Occasionally, you did accept helping Aizawa and Midoriya at U.A. You found it to be easier to focus on your marriage, having seen the previous strain your former work brought with it.
The constant concern on your husband's face. For both of your sake, it was better this way. You had no regrets.
“Dunce face needs to get his fucking shit together as well,” Bakugo muttered, igniting the car. You snorted, something's never changed.
And for that you found yourself being grateful.
“Want to get something before we go home or do you have any plans today?” You asked as the car joined the traffic in the streets.
His hand found yours, clutching it briefly. “Straight home,” Bakugo's voice sounded rougher than he meant. “I fucking missed you, need you before we decide to do anything else.”
You blushed, noticing the way his reddish eyes glanced at your body. The way he wet his lips, the way his hand would occasionally itch too close to your vagina. You swallowed, shifting in the seat a bit.
It had been a long, busy week.
Having barely seen your husband, spending it listening to Ochako gushing about Midoriya instead. Or Jiro talking about Kaminari, but denying everything. Ashido and Kirishima were subtly dating, trying not to bring themselves attention but everyone knew it nonetheless.
Bakugo has barely parked the car, upon reaching your home garage when you were in his lap - lips attached to his. Yes, the younger you wouldn’t have thought you’d end up as Mrs. Bakugo Katsuki.
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