thinking abt t4t skk and like chuuya getting his period for the first time at like 15/16 bc he was malnourished in the sheep and dazai helping him...I'm going insane over those two
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thinking abt t4t skk and like chuuya getting his period for the first time at like 15/16 bc he was malnourished in the sheep and dazai helping him...I'm going insane over those two

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I have an actual problem with hygiene, I have a shower like once a month bc I DO NOT FEEL DIRTY. I can see that my skin is dirty but I don't feel it, after doing sports I don't feel the need to shower, I NEVER wash my face and I only wash my hair when i have to hang out with my friends. I manage to brush my teeth twice a day only bc it's my routine and i'm used to it. I can't get up and take a shower bc I have no reason to do it if I don't feel any kind of discomfort. I'm disgusting.
i genuinely love danganronpa. like it isn't even that good but I love rewatching the gameplays it's my comfort game💔💔EVEN IF IT HAS FANSERVICE AND IT'S NOT WELL WRITTEN OR WTV I LOVE IT AND I LOSE MY MIND AT LEAST ONCE A YEAR OVER THIS GAME
this kinda sucks...
btw i need to rewatch cardcaptor sakura it was pretty good
chuuya finding out dazai is alive..
tachihara,calling chuuya: chuuya...I have an important news please don't get mad...
chuuya: just tell me
tachihara: soooooo yk...akutagawa went on a mission to capture the were tiger,they started fighting and..well a certain someone stopped the fight with an ability that nullifies abilities-
chuuya: tachihara go straight to the fucking point.
tachihara: OKAY OKAY. so that someone was dazai. dazai osamu. your ex partner. BUUUT there's a good news!!! we captured him he's handcuffed at the port mafia headquarters-
chuuya: tachihara I swear if this is a fucking prank.
tachihara: NO IT'S NOT YOU CAN EVEN CALL THE BOSS IF YOU WANT TO- I mean- he probably wants to talk to you and hear your opinion..?
chuuya: so you're telling me that the bastard wasn't fucking dead.
tachihara: ...
chuuya: god i'm gonna beat the shit out of him when I'm back in yokohama. keep him alive until tomorrow. bye.
tachihara: ..bye

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i JUST listened to folklore and like 10 songs out of 17 reminded me of bsd sooo
taylor swift songs i associate with bsd characters/ships
atsushi: florida, i know places
dazai: nothing new, this is me trying, it's time to go, marjorie
akutagawa: the prophecy, mirrorball, right where you left me, tolerate it
soukoku: cardigan, hoax, the 1, my tears ricochet, betty, closure, coney island, happiness, now that we don't talk, say don't go, dorothea
odasaku: the lakes
yosano: who's afraid of little old me, mad woman
odango: loml
chuuya: you're on your own kid, the albatross
lucy: i hate it here, peter
kunizai: forever winter
Im not usually dysphoric but damn I hate fucking gender roles and that they're so ingrained in people's brains that even people who are against them see a very masculine/feminine person and they think "ah yes a man/woman!" I hate that I feel forced to change everything about the way I act and dress just to be seen I hate assumptions I hate having no say in what people think my gender is I hate that most advise on how to deal with dysphoria always rounds up to "just pass better and dysphoria be-gone!" ok but what if I don't want to? what if I don't want to pretend to be cisgender? what if I don't want to stop crossing my legs when I sit or do voice training to deepen my voice? what if I don't want to be like a (masc, average) cis man?
Do I not deserve to be seen as a man too? do I have to stop acting like a quote unquote lady to be seen as NOT one, do I have to change my mannerisms?, my way of speaking?, my way of walking? my way of sitting? my way of eating? all every tiny bit of who I already am just to be worth of the title of "man"
well, that word means something different to me.
Am I just not enough?
as a feminine non binary person, i feel exactly like this
some traditional art bc i suck at digital😞 i think that the lucy one is pretty good, the other one is a wip! (idk if i'll ever finish it..)
headcanoning mori making dazai and chuuya live together like "if you don't get along i will make you" and then buying them an apartment with one bathroom and one bedroom AND THEY JUST ACCEPT THEIR FATE (this takes place when they're like 16,post stormbringer)
like the first months are quite chaotic but after a while they actually start to get along and live their domestic life..
domestic skk my beloved!!!! may do another post abt them bc they live rent free in my head
hear me out on stormbringer
imo Albatross is named after the poem "The Albatross" by Charles Baudelaire, he was a decadent author/cursed poet like Rimbaud and Verlaine
idk if someone has already said that

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guy who is learning something new about himself
100% straight/j
I have a very vivid image in my head of Dazai at Chuuya's place. He's sitting on the floor and resting his head against the couch with his hand over Chuuya's wrist, knowing that his ability can't nullify the pain Chuuya's in from using Corruption but hoping there's a chance anyway, hoping he wakes up soon because it's been hours and he's really worried. Chuuya's so pale and covered in sweat and he's been throwing up for hours from how much pain he's in and he's so exhausted that he's finally asleep but the pain is still so evident on his unconscious features and Dazai can't bear to look at him until he's back to teasing and insulting him but Chuuya doesn't even remotely have it in him 😭
i think abt this daily tbh
i love when the characters in a fanfic are ooc, if i wanted the characters to be accurate i would have read the source material🙏 "they wouldn't do/say that!!!" ik and idc js let them be soft and happy for once😞 if i'm capable of separating fanon from canon i can read whatever i want
i was planning on making this blog bsd centered but i keep shitposting,so talking abt ch 124
i LOVE how atsushi doesn't pity akinari, even if he sees himself in them, and it shows his character development bc at the start of the serie he used to pity himself so much(and dazai told him not to)
ppl on tt piss me off so bad, why are we arguing on how others' label themselves? yes, you can be nb and lesbian, NO lesbian isnt "wlw". i also saw ppl saying that feminine ftm aren't valid like wtf they still get dysphoria

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i hate those videos on tt that are like "ew you shower once a week? that's basic hygiene your mental healt isn't an excuse" bro i'd rather focus on not killing myself!