Azron's hyper!

I'm not well.

(Some mildly heavy topics up ahead)

I feel like I don't matter to anyone. Like I've been isolated even when I started highschool because I didn't go to the same elementary school as the other students.

My friends are ignoring me most of the time. I feel like I don't belong with them anymore.

Like I'm too immature for my friends anymore. They still could connect with their friends and move on while I'm just that same weird girl, gushing about sans AUs.

I had an altercation with my so-called best friend over boundaries that aren't communicated well and now no one genuinely wanted to be near me.

To be honest, no one ever asked me why I was absent from school before. It always has been me telling why or asking why my friends are absent. So that leads to me thinking that no one would miss me if I was gone.

I talked to my counsellor about it, but she just brushed me off as an overthinker and I need to understand different perspectives.

But honestly, I get why I got bullied. I caused this to myself. An overachiever with no one to fall back onto.

Ah, I'm sorry for venting out of nowhere... >/⁠ᐠ⁠｡ ⁠ꞈ ｡⁠ᐟ⁠\<

Hii Azron!╰(*´︶`*)╯First of all:

High school is a hard emotional period, plus, you're still growing and searching for stable relation (friends, love, etc.), so you're not alone in feeling lonely (ówò)/

It's normal even for friends to pull away: people change, and so does our environment. It's not your fault but their choice, and it must be respected, without getting imposed. It's better to be alone than with "at least someone" (◞‿◟)

If they've "grown out" of these hobbies, leave them be; hobby has no age. A lot of people much older are still into it (including me <3), so you'll still find like-minded people (*´∀｀*)人(*´∀｀*)

You can't be isolated when you're self-sufficient. See the difference: being part of [something], or [something] being part of your life ☆〜（ゝ。∂）

Seeing the boundaries (respectfully!) is better than putting up with something. If they respect you too, they'll understand and accept it. If they're interested, they'll ask you too (´∀｀*)

It's me again!

I'm excited for the 20th because you know who's birthday, so I might share some extra fun facts about Khat.

He has a habit of wandering around without telling anyone. So he can appear behind you at any time without explanation.

His room is full of papers and books of his poems and writings.

Speaking of his room, I want his room to smell like sandalwood and jasmine. A strong yet sweet smell to hint at his personality.

Contrary to how he acted, he can be very sensitive. Especially regarding family.

That's all from me for now :3

Hii Azron!╰(*´︶`*)╯

Sorry for the late reply, your birthday boy post is both awesome and adorable <3

I made another one because I love him and you yummy art :3

He's so babygirl <3

You’re amazing and I’m ever so grateful

When nightwatch is out you’ll have many pictures to pin-ify

WE MUST REPEAT HISTORY

This is the bad boy of the desert himself !!!!

This is their interaction together(and worried it’s not a bad interaction, and I do wonder if Khat ever tasted Arabic coffee and if he didn’t well now he did, and don’t worry, Bedouin is a sane boy he will not judge right away 😊)

And I need to admit something I did created him like 2 years ago in an English class and we were learning about a certain word that meant Bedouin but it wasn’t the same word and that word I used it to name him before… and I did drew him like three times with a different outfit than this one and a different position , and I threw away the sketchbook that I drew him in….. and I gotta admit that I only daydream about him from very short timings so the reason why it took so long is because I thought maybe I should like give him a good and honest introduction (and so I won’t embarrass myself) , so I drew him out of memory….. and I have not a single picture or concept of him at all ….. other than those one that I just draw…. And honestly, I think I picked a good time because I am more evolved in my art then before…… before he looked more like a stick…. And I wish you forgive me and don’t mind that I don’t have his old concepts art.

Bedouin sans made by me

"You sound funny big bro! Can i borrow your big stick? Pretty please!!"

Darko being clingy and wanting the "cool things" from their older siblings

The new redesign of Khat inspired me to doodle this :D