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Sea of Hope, Master list : piratetale, x skelereader, multiple aus
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Leviathan Au : Nightmare, Shattered Dream, child reader, x reader...
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Outlaw/Cowboy aus: LWOR (lonesome west...), bad sans', multiple aus
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Helo c:< this is an Aggre fanfic about Hit and Skull developing a platonic relationship after the events of an ask where Hit shows up to their apartment as a baby by @llamagoddessofficial (i hope u like it llama :] pls dont explode me)
I don’t know why I randomly remembered that ask some time ago, but I did, and all of a sudden I thought about Skull and Hit having some bonding after he gets turned back into an adult… I just 😭 I love bad guys being turned good and enemies having emotional feels…. augh
(The ask provides context of what happened before Hit becomes adult again)
Just 2 guys talking about regrets and feelings on some stairs.
Ao3 Link
(TW: mentions of past child abuse, non-explicit and only very briefly.)
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It was a strange sensation, returning to a body you're familiar with. Some people wonder what it'd feel like to go back to being a baby, but with the memory of an adult. Hit had an answer to that, somewhat. Most of his memories were hazy now, but there were things that lingered. Sensations, feelings. Everything was so fuzzy. Simpler.
Now he stood in the apartment of his enemies, and the woman he thought he loved.
The 'original' Sans (he still hated that term,) wore a poker face. Not all that different from his ‘normal’ one, really. The silly thing wasn't even using his faux laid-back grin. He looked emotionless.
'Red', his equivalent that never had to take up the 'family business'— one his father never started, apparently— stood to his left. Hit could see it in his eyelights, his mirror, the anxious flash in them, the confusion that dripped down his skull as sweat, stance ready for a fight.
To the right of him was… you. You were different. There was fear in your eyes, yes, hiding behind Sans' arm. But after a few blinks you looked at him like you wanted to say something, holding your tongue. Hit can't quite look at you for too long— the feelings he tried to discard welled up in his chest and threatened to spill out of his mouth. Which led him to…
Skull.
The only man that managed to instill fear in him in his recent years, much like his late father. Yet now, he can't bring himself to look at him that way.
Ironically, when he sees him now, the first word that comes to mind was…
...
Skull looked similarly tense, like a battle was fighting inside his mind. How did Hit never notice a monster like him? Surely he'd been out of the apartment since he started keeping tabs on your little group. Hit would've been a lot more cautious otherwise. It was easy to see why he frightened people so much, that… one eyed stare and open skull. That orb of red that felt like a spotlight to your very soul. Especially now, with his sockets wide and his pupil shrunk, he looked like a real killer, with that colossal build.
Hit might… admire that now, rather than fearing it. He wondered what the monster thought of him now.
"Hit? How are you doing..?" You broke the silence, cautiously, holding onto Sans’ arm. The air was tense with their magic.
With a simple shift of his hand, he sends the other 3 skeletons jumping, with 'Blue' pushing you further back, Red half-heartedly summoning a bone that quickly fizzles out, and Skull… simply twitching.
He put his hand on the back of his skull, looking to the floor.
"ya can relax. i'm not gonna do anything to any of you. no reason to. how… how can i? what would i even do? i should’ve been home right now," He's never sounded so weak before.
He scanned the room again, and stopped at Skull. He felt… shame?
i wish dad was more like you.
“'i’m… sorry for intrudin’, though not much i could’ve done about it. i would stayed longer, but i think it’s better for all our sanities if i wasn’t in the same room as all of you. i’ll go home without a hassle, just… don’t make me wait in here.”
He couldn’t stop looking at Skull. Why did he look so worried?
He couldn’t bare to look at you anymore. Or him, for the matter. Why did he look so… worried?
“hit,” Skull said quietly, taking a step forward. But Hit didn’t want to hear it— whether it was an angry confrontation or talk about feelings— he wanted no part in it. He turned and escaped through the door.
Hit moved down hastily, clumsily. He thought he was strong. He thought he was past this. His magic, uncontrolled, the scent of anxiety. He’s learnt for years how to keep his magic in check to make it unreadable for other monsters, and yet he couldn’t do it this time. He's been through so much, seen so much— done so much. It should be as easy as breathing. Yet being faced with the four people he wanted to forget, now mixed with all those… memories. It made him remember the early days, when he was still learning the streets, when his father yelled at him for the smallest things.
Then, they changed to something recent. He remembered the joy he felt when soft hands found him, the tickling of the cheek, the babytalk, accompanied by nose nuzzles to his face. He remembered pinecone, sleeping on a shoulder, a soft, washed jacket as his pillow. He remembered the embers of the one who played with him, pretending to die under his little hands, seeing teeth that was so familiar, almost familial. Then…
The smell of snow. Regret. Shaking hands, petting his skull.
"i'm sorry,"
A thumb phalange, wiping away little tears, shushing sounds he had no control over.
Pressed into a ribcage, a hand softly patting his back, a quiet lullaby.
"i couldn't… i didn't… i shouldn't have done that. can you forgive me?”
Tiny hands on a large marred face, an empty socket and one light that he wanted to touch, for some reason.
"what the hell am i supposed to do with this," He growled, half-heartedly, pinching his nasal bridge and dropping into a seat on the steps. He didn’t care. He was supposed to be gone. But he's still here. He had been here for the last month. He was supposed to be home, he should’ve never seen those faces again. He didn’t want to. He should be moving on already, taking a break in his home, let his brother run the business for a while before he was ready to be 'normal' again.
How was he supposed to be normal when his enemies took him in and nurtured him? Sure he was a baby… but he was him.Why did they have to be so kind to him, so much so that he had fond memories with them now, mixed with all the bad ones?
Heavy steps creaked down the stairs. He imagined a human, awkwardly trying to get past the big skeleton sitting at the bottom. He hoped it was. Instead of rushing ahead of him however, they stopped right beside him. He didn’t want to look at them. He had a guess who it might actually be, and he hoped he was wrong.
Phalanges land on his shoulder.
“hit,”
shit.
“can we talk?”
Hit’s claws tugged on the fabric of his pants. oh fuck me, he thought, dragging his hand down his face. It was a bit strange, the absence of rings on his hand made it feel so much smoother. He kind of liked it.
Hit averted his eyelights as Skull takes a seat next to him, the both of them taking up the whole corridor.
“um… sorry. for scaring you,”
“ah, don’t worry about it big guy. i didn’t leave cuz’ i was scared of ya,” Hit tries to wave him off, but he finds Skull’s eye slightly below eye contact, on his cheek.
He makes a pained look. “are you sure-?”
“goddamn- yes, yes! i’m fine, seriously,” Hit grimaced. “now would ya stop starin’ at it?”
He didn’t mean to come across so aggressive, but it was natural for him. Hit doesn’t like being looked down upon, being seen as weak. He had to be aware of that kind of stuff in his type of work, learned to take major offense from any kind of slight to his power. Usually, he’d get in their space and loom, growl out his words to make sure the other would never make the same mistake twice.
Though… right now he doesn’t feel like a powerful boss. More like a feeble teenager trying to prove he’s a 'big boy’ to his parent. The magic trickling to his cheeks was sign of that. He might actually be feeling embarassment right now, sitting beside a monster he knew first-hand was stronger than him, and there was nothing he could do about it. And said monster was being sympathetic to him.
“oh… sorry. didn’t mean to. i’m just worried about it,”
“hmph. you can’t tell me you’re sorry for doing it though,”
Skull thought for a while. Then, “no, you’re right. i don’t regret… doing what i had to, to save her. but i do regret… putting that mark on your face.”
Hit hums in response, swiping two phalanges over the crack. For anyone else the left-over pain would make them flinch, but he’s not going to let himself be humiliated more than he can deal with.
“ah, it still hurts a little, i guess,” he lied, wondering how long until it didn’t hurt. “but it ain’t enough to kill me. see, i’m tough. i took a pounch from a behemoth like you and i survived, didn’t i?… stop lookin’ at me with that sad face, it makes me feel weird. i ain’t worried. actually this’ll look good on me when i go home. another scar on my face might make more guys scared of me. doesn’t that sound nice?”
Why wasn’t Skull’s face changing? No wait… actually he was smiling a little.
“i know… what it’s like to have people stare at you. i don’t like it either. some people get scared, some people think you’re some sad dog they need to take care of. but then you’ll find people who look past that. don’t worry,”
Damn. He wasn’t even thinking about that. Did it show on his face subconsciously? He’s way too old and experienced to be worried about being judged for appearances like that. Besides, he isn’t a stranger to scars, though this one was… obvious. Still, somehow Hit was able to take what Skull said into his head.
“i’m not. i’m not worried.” He hated that heartbroken look on Skull’s face that told Hit he wasn’t convinced. “seriously, skull… skully. i’ll be fine. ‘sides… why are ya worrying about hurting the guy that tried to steal the love of your life? you should be prouder— i’d be, if i were you. punching him so hard that i left a permanent mark on his face. that’s gotta feel good,”
Skull didn’t look happy about it. “i used to be proud about it,”
used to be?
“but hey. she’s worth all of that, ain’t she?”
Finally, he got the big guy to smile. “yeah,”
…
“aren’t you… still mad about that?”
“about what?”
Hit exhaled. “don’t lie to me, you know what i’m talking about. that i kidnapped her. i remember the look on yer face when ya were comin’ for me. i ain’t gonna forget that any time soon. you have every reason to hate me, i was getting ready for ya guys to jump me up there.”
Skull looked uncomfortable.
“we were all just waiting and watching to see how you were gonna act, if you were gonna go back to fighting us or not. i don’t know how to properly explain it… i’m still scared. and angry. more than angry, that someone could’ve taken her from us, from me, somewhere none of us could reach, forever. i hated you. but… for some reason, that hit and this one,” Skull gestured about him, “you’re just not the same person in my head.”
“hm.” Hit supposed he could kind of see it. Definitely the Skull that crashed through his basement door and the one that held him were different people in his head. But still.
“the… the scar. kind of helps. sorry,” Skull elaborated.
“no skin off my bones,” Hit dismissed him, tracing a finger down the line again. They sat in silence for a while as Hit gathered his thoughts. “y’know, i wouldn’t blame you if you don’t believe me. it ain’t been long, but… i really do regret what i did to her. it was hard, looking at those pretty eyes, all worried about me just now. everytime i look at her i remember the face she made when i was draggin’ her to the machine, that horror. i mean, i couldn’t look at any of you properly but she made my head hurt. and my chest. it’s still all weird,”
He grabs his chest, feeling the indentations of his ribs.
“i mean, hell, i didn’t need more proof that what i did was wrong and she deserves to be with the three of ya, why did i need to be reminded of it? why couldn’t i just process all this at home?” Hit shook his head. “it would’ve been better if i never met her, if i wasn’t so tempted to look for her. i could’ve just focused on gettin’ home. then i wouldn’t have this… this—!”
He clutched his rib, trying to stop his thoughts.
“hit,” Skull tried to interrupt, but Hit held his hand up.
“skull, do you know i remember all that? it’s all hazy but, i remember when all of you picked me up and took care of me. no real thoughts in this noggin’, just bein’ all happy and… shit. ya should;ve tossed me out and orphaned me at least. it’s what ya were planning to do, wasn’t it?”
Skull glared at the floor. His voice was barely above a whisper. “it was wrong.”
“why?? i woulda done it. you know i deserved it, you hate me. i mean all of them do but, you especially. ya wanted me dead! and i ain’t trying to guilt you or say that it’s wrong or whatever, i’m just statin’ the obvious. it would’ve been so easy, i had no way of fightin’ back. i remember you growlin’ at me. so why didn’t you?”
He shouldn’t look a gift horse in the mouth like this. Was he trying to agitate the guy that had him on the ropes not too long ago? He doesn’t even know why he’s pursuing this so much, why he’s desperate for an answer. He’s not dumb. He was no stranger to grudges, so why did it seem like it all but evaporated from Skull?
“that’s exactly why,” Skull’s voice was quiet, remorseful. “you were just a baby, hit. even if you used to be this, a baby doesn’t know what it did. how could little hit know he did all that? all you wanted was food, and someone to hold you when you were sleepy. i did treat him the same way i would treat you, at first, but that wasn’t fair. y/n reminded me of that. you weren’t hit. i wasn’t dishing justice by threatening hit. i was… scaring a little babybones.”
Hit’s brows were high up on his face, sockets wide.
He was upset, head hanging low, eye shaking in its socket. “you… y-you were just a baby. and i wanted to hurt you. that’s unforgiveable.”
Then he turned to Hit, that swimming iris stabilizing somewhat.
“i guess that makes the two of us,” he smiles tiredly.
Hit’s bewildered expression fell into knitted brows, his eyelights dimming.
“i… suppose that makes sense.” my head fucking hurts. “but what now? i’m big adult hit now. why aren’t ya pummelling me back to my universe?”
That surprised a laugh out of Skull, which he quickly stifled, dark blue staining his cheeks. Then he looked straight ahead, at something far away in his mind.
“i held you in my arms. i cried. asked for your forgiveness, and you gave it to me. i expected you to cry everytime you saw me, but after that night, you reached for me. you played with my fingers, you snuggled when i carried you to sleep. i fell asleep with you on my chest. how can i hate that? i know i said the baby’s different from you because he’s innocent but, i just can’t do it. feels like you and him are…”
He grimaced, unable to find the words. Instead, he turned to Hit with a hesitant expression.
“do you? hate us?”
Hit blinked.
“god no,” Hit answered instantly. “i mean. i sure tried for a bit, but don’t ya remember what i said? i remembered all that. maybe not all of it, but i got it in here,” Hit tapped his skull, “i remember bein’ babied. i think i even remember what you’re talking about. i remembered that sad magic coming out of your eye and… wanting to touch it.”
Skull was watching him, enraptured, he didn’t know that pupil could be so dilated.
“you felt… hhh, you felt like,”
The words stuck in his chest, fingers on his forehead. He stuttered for a bit before he changed subject.
“you know, my dad sucked. ass at his job of raisin’ us. did uh… did ‘red’ tell ya about it?” Hit took his hand off his face.
Skull scoffed. “oh, yeah.”
“well, we probably have the same childhood. but… i suppose he never mentioned the fact that his dad had a ‘family business?”
Skull shakes his head.
“makes sense, i guess he hadn’t gotten the chance to see the surface,” Hit continued. “my dad, he… he expected this tiny thing, barely half his size, to do all this work to help the ‘business’. hold up the image, be good at killin’, made example of his enemies right in front of our faces when we were jus’ babybones. i know you guys ain’t raise me until i was a teenager or anything, but i suspect ya wouldn’t have done the same things he did.”
“ha! if it was my choice i’d be the one killing people who even thinks of hurting you. then i’d tell you when you were big enough,”
The sentiment actually made Hit smile.
“mean… guess i don’t remember actually being a bab with him like i did with you. but i remember those younger years. dad was never ‘round, of course. he expected me to just take care of myself, and when pappy showed up, he expected me to take care of him too. we were both small. but he’d still get mad when i wasn’t doin’ my ‘job’ right, threw his hand at me and pap whenever we annoyed his sensitive pelvis,” Hit spat. He didn’t know it at the time, but Skull saw an unmistakenly ‘Red’ flair in his eyelights when he did, a familiar resentment, though… sharper.
“then all this happened,” Hit threw his hand in the direction of your flat. “yeah i remember ya being scary but… to be honest, it was familiar. reminded me of him,”
(Un)surprisingly, that seemed to trouble Skull, the edges of his mouth pulling down.
“then, you stopped. and did all that bullshit,” if Hit had his hat, he would’ve thrown it on the floor. “what am i supposed to do now, huh? the guy who put this crack on my face is the same guy that cried about makin’ a baby sad and held my hand with two fingers. what are we supposed t’do now, huh? i shouldn’t be so mad but… ya went and made me happy?and safe and lo—…”
He rapped his phalanges over his closed eye sockets.
“ya just couldn’t stop at beating me down huh? had to make me remember dad too,”
Skull chuckled, a rich, warm sound. “sorry. but, i feel the same. i don’t really know what to do,” he admitted, putting a hand on Hit’s back. “i shouldn’t feel as much as i do for you, but i do. my advice? just don’t kidnap her again. if you do i might see you as the old hit again, heh.”
Hit snorted. “not happenin’, big guy,”
The two skeletons sat in silence for a while, looking everywhere but to each other. Hit couldn’t stop thinking about how different the past and the present was. A month wasn’t long, but it felt like an eternity. Blissful eternity.
Hit sighed.
fuck it.
“y’know,” his hands hung in the air awkwardly, “you’re a way better dad than he ever was, even if it was just for a while, and all the growlin’ at the start… thank you.”
Skull’s eye wobbled again. Hit’s no good with these things, his eye was filling his socket and his pupil was as dilated as ever, edges losing its focus. His shaky breaths would’ve scared anyone if they couldn’t read the soft magic coming off his—
Skull wrapped his arms around Hit, and he raises his hands instinctively, anticipating a threat— a grapple?!— before he realized… he’s being hugged. Skull is hugging him.
“uh,” Hit’s eyelights shrink, flickering this way and that. His fingers twitched. He swallowed. Then… he reciprocated.
“i wish i could’ve been your dad,” Skull fessed, smiling stupidly wide.
Hit pressed his teeth together. He wouldn’t admit it to anyone, especially to himself, with how warm that sentence made him feel. He wanted to deflect, say something snarky to wash away this gentle mood that fell around them— but a few globs of magic building at the edges of his sockets betrayed him.
He coughed, quickly wiping his tears(?!) before pulling away, smiling self-consciously. “thanks. i, heh, probably would’ve turned out better if you did.”
“right now? yeah? before her? i’m not sure.”
Hit only managed to get a chuckle out, when footsteps were heard coming down the stairs, light and weak.
Some young human man strolled down the stairs absentmindedly, eyes glued to the phone. He noticed the two monsters blocking his path only a few steps away from them.
Two pinprick red eyelights and one large orb stared back at him. Hit only raised his brow at him, while a wave of malicious glee seeped from Skull’s wide, unfriendly grin.
“Oh, shit—” he said under his breath, Hit could practically see the sweat rolling down him. “Sorry! Don’t uh… I didn’t see! You! Uh, yeah, go do whatever you need to man, haha! Have the stairs as long as you want!”
A low growl starts deep from Skull’s ribcage, just loud enough for him to hear. The human jumped and practically tripped over his own feet as he scrambled back up the stairs. They heard the slam of a door, and clumsy jingling of keys as he probably missed the hole attempting to relock the door.
The two skeletons turned slowly back to each other. Then, start to laugh.
“someone you know? or a racist?”
“both,” Skull smirked. “some dipshit that tried to snag a date with y/n some time ago. then he went kind of crazy talking about ‘monsterfuckers’. we managed to scare him off, with her help even. uh, she doesn’t know that we made all these plans to drive him off, though.”
Hit laughed louder at that. “shit! that’s some good stuff right there. wish i got to see his face when he first saw you,”
“she didn’t even have the chance to have a crush on him. guy wasn’t charming enough.”
“he sounds pathetic,”
“oh yeah,”
They sit there for a bit longer, snickering before going back to the quiet. Then, Skull stood up, giving Hit his hand.
“c’mon, let’s get back up there. y/n might think i killed you or something.”
Hit went to take his hand, but there’s an unsure expression on his face.
“but ain’t i going to make things worse up there? i mean… they’re all afraid of me,”
“mixed feelings, ure. but afraid? no. they’ve got me,” Skull pointed a thumb to himself. “after all it looked like y/n ‘s… doing better. we’re gonna talk to her. if she isn’t? we can just chuck trist out the window and you can take his spot,”
“is that the human? hm… murder… i might actually like that as a father-son bonding activity now,” Hit joked.
“hey, you didn’t hear any of that… y/n doesn’t like that stuff, and i need to keep convincing her i’m harmless,”
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Lonesome West at an Outlaw's Resquest
Chapter: 1 First Meetings
You were weeding the garden when you heard the far-off shots, only glancing for a moment before turning back to pulling the intrusive plants. It wasn’t uncommon to hear such things out by your quaint little homestead. There was plenty of game over the hill near the river, but there were also tracks that ran through there. You couldn’t count the number of times passengers from the nearby town took shots from the passing train.
However, at the sound of thundering hooves, you stopped and stood to look over the sunbaked field of grass past your little grove of trees.
Your stomach clenched at the sight of a small group of riders barreling over the ridge, one man clearly draped over the back of one of his companions. Behind them, several riderless horses followed laden with saddlebags and gear.
Unconsciously, your hands gripped into the folds of your dress. You hoped the group would continue to the road leading into town or turn toward the desert wilds. But when the head rider turned the steeds towards your haven with a flourish of a blackened glove, your soul dropped.
You couldn’t hear the shouted words clearly over the wind, but you didn’t need to. You were alone. There would be no help should you need it this far from town.
By the stars, please don’t let it be the Moore brothers.
You shifted further into the garden and closer to the house. Though small and useless against anything larger than a dog, your picket fence gave a certain sense of safety. It was a barrier between you and those to come and could at least buy you some time if needed. And though it did little to quell your growing anxiety, it felt like something.
Rooted in place you waited, eyes straining to focus. The pounding of galloping horses continued closer, eventually allowing their raised voices to carry over with their advance.
It wasn’t long before your soul completely dropped.
Through the dust, four skeleton Monsters made their way to your gate, clumps of dirt and grass kicking up from their speed. Outfitted in high-quality leathers, they all sported their fair share of firearms, two openly brandishing revolvers.
They were, in fact, not the Moore brothers, their lack of physical skin was more than enough proof of that. Even so, you didn’t have to look too closely to know they were just as dangerous, if not more so. Then, on top of it all, the fourth and largest skeleton of the group lay over the third’s back, long arms limp as a large hole in his skull bled magic and dust down the front of his partner. The bandana around the rider’s face was caked in the powdery substance.
Your stomach rolled, legs going weak at the sight. You couldn’t look away, even as unrecognizable shouting filtered through the pulsing water in your mind and their words grew more intense. Time stretched as if it could go on for an eternity as you stared at the powdery remains.
It took the firing of a single jarring shot to finally snap you out of your trance and get you back to the, if hazy and buzzing, present.
“Are you with me now! How many of you reside—”
You gasped for breath, lurching forward to run toward the gate. You didn’t so much as let the black-as-pitch skeleton at the front finish.
“Put those stars forsaken guns down and get him inside!” Your voice was already breaking. “There might not be much time!”
Throwing open the gate, you ran to help get the strangers off their horses, paying little mind to the revolvers pointing your way. A skeleton with black oozing sockets and an erratically pulsing red target above his chest managed to dismount at your approach, barring your path with the cocked barrel of his gun. His leader, using his horse to do much the same, snarled above, its deep timber rumbling through your chest.
“I won’t ask again, woman! How many!”
All but slapping the closest barrel out of your face, you pushed past the skeleton on the ground to glare up into a single cyan eyelight.
You needed to keep moving. Had to keep going before it was too late.
“We are wasting time! I live alone! It is more important to get that man aid and threatening me isn’t helping! So, you can shoot me, or help me. Either way, something needs to be done, and soon!”
A glove gripped your shoulder. “Boss I can—”
Another frustrated growl gave the hand pause, though its biting grip stayed the same. You felt it in your core as precious seconds ticked by with the Boss’s tense deliberation. Their boss's horse mirrored their owner’s energy, flicking its head while restlessly stepping about. Then with a jerk of his head, the man motioned for the others.
“Killer, go check the Barn. Dust, hold tight until I can assess the house and we get Axe inside. Keep an eye out for any followers.”
A grunt and a yes sir were all that it took for the hand to disappear and the skeleton in front of you to dismount. Breaking your glare, you called after the now retreating outlaw behind you.
“Bring water back from the well while you’re at it. We are going to need it.”
There wasn’t time to dwell on whether he would or not, or the rather scathing scowl the blackened skeleton sent your way. Experience and instinct overrode self-preservation.
Turning on your heel, you lead the way toward the door. Cursing and heavy footsteps let you know they were following. At least, you had assumed. So, when a rather agile tar-like tendril tightly wrapped around your upper arm and almost pulled you off your feet, to say you were surprised would have been an understatement.
Dread and hopelessness poured into your soul like a waterfall filling a glass. The heavy suffocating energy sapping any warmth you had and turned your skin clammy and cold. Your knees threatened to buckle beneath the building pressure, eyes widening. Not even your old training helped through the sheer flaunting of power surrounding and consuming you. All you could do was stare at the Monster responsible.
Blazing cyan light glowered back, three more tendrils waving impatiently behind their snarling owner’s back. His words were little more than a hiss through the rumbling of his throat.
“I don’t much care to be ignored or blatantly disrespected. Much less so when one of my own is Falling on the Line. So listen and listen well. Should there be anything untoward inside this house or if my right hand should run into any trouble, I will make sure there is nothing left of you or this place after we leave. Am I understood?” When your voice refused to work, he pulled you closer to his face. “Do, you, understand!”
You gasped through the sludge that was your failing words. “Y-yes sir…”
“Good.” He took a step back and released you, the overwhelming negativity slipping away with it. “Then by all means.”
With a very pointed gesture, he motioned toward the house. You wanted to collapse, just managing to stay upright using all the tricks from your previous employ. Then, hesitating, you glanced over at the injured rider.
“Your friend—”
“NOW!”
You didn’t want to admit to yourself that you had flinched, quickly ducking your head to shoot past him. You tried to be light on your feet, not daring to look back. The awful twist in your guts didn’t help. And even though the feeling of grinding teeth was uncomfortable, you used it to ground you enough to focus on the task at hand.
One moment at a time.
Passing the garden, your heels clicked on the few steps up your covered porch, a chipped piece of the whitewashed paint falling from the railing in your haste. Sweat beaded on your neck. The door had been getting more finicky lately, years of wear warping the wood just enough that it tended to stick. Combine that with a tight semi broken knob, you tried but failed to get it open on the first push. Your hands shook, grip failing to turn the smooth metal far enough to unlatch and it certainly wasn’t going unnoticed.
A snarl was your only warning before the familiar black tentacle and a leather-bound glove lunged past you, snapping the hinges off the door from the force with which they pushed it open. Then, for the second time that day, you found yourself being grabbed.
Your cry did little to stop the larger man from dragging you through the splintered opening, an added sensation of cold steel digging painfully into your side.
Hot breath brushed your ear. “I’m running out of patience, little hare. Should there be any more inconveniences, I fear there is no other reason other than my self-control, for which you remain alive.”
You were fearful yes, but something inside of you stirred at his words, fear giving way to your indignation. Heat boiled within your chest, the lingering cold of his energy and tentacle fading with it. It was getting harder to tell if your lingering tremors were from the fear or your newfound anger as you took a breath.
Clenching your fists, you tried to focus on the bite of your nails to keep your tone even and calm. “Shoot me all you like if it makes you feel better. I will not apologize for an old sticky door. This is nonsense. I've already told you I live alone, and I don’t have any reason to lie. You are wasting time your companion doesn't have.”
Hard metal pressed deeper into your side. “So you say. But people lie. Inherently so. And I won’t be taken for a fool. Is it not suspiciously strange for one such as yourself to be alone this far out? This land seems remarkably established if so, does it not?”
“I am perfectly capable and allowed to own this land. Despite anyone who might say otherwise. And yes, it was established beyond my own means. Not that any of that is your business.”
“For your sake, I beg to differ.”
You refused to cry in front of this man. From anger or fear. You refused to show him, or anyone else your weakness, no matter how long of a pause it took to temper down your pain and control the quake you knew would be in your voice.
Pulling every ounce of righteous anger you stored in your soul, you allowed yourself to snap. “I was married! He’s dead. My husband is dead, you ignorant jackass. That is why I live alone. That is why things are the way they are. And that is why you, are, wasting, your, time. But since I know you don’t believe me,” you pointed across the modest living room to an open door next to an entryway and a set of stairs, “That door leads into my sleeping quarters, the entryway goes into the kitchen and dining area, and there are four rooms up those stairs!”
It wasn’t hard to feel the ill intent rising just from his grip, his breath hot through a growl. “There is an awful lot of space for a single woman whose husband is dead.”
He was insane. You hadn’t been this close to tears since the incident at the Ebbot courthouse. It made you want to strangle the man. If he didn’t have a gun to your side, you most likely would have at least slapped him. Instead, you had to bite your tongue, physically and metaphorically.
It was all beyond exasperating.
“I’m older than I look and we wanted a family. If it wasn’t for…” Subconsciously, your head turned to the side as your eyes briefly clamped closed, a calming breath following. “If you wish to check, then I suggest you hurry. For all your caution, it will all be for naught if that man dusts.”
It was by pure divine intervention that the void socketed skeleton stepped through the broken door at that very moment, stealing whatever words the man holding you at gun point may or may not have wanted to say. Black ooze seeped down the bony arches of his cheeks as he rolled the cuffs of his white shirt further up his arms. The eerie red of a target-shaped soul hovered dangerously above his vest.
“Barn and surrounding area are clear, boss.” He set what you assumed was your bucket down on the wood floor. “Should I bring the others in, or…”
You were not expecting the forceful shove or the abnormally monstrous snarl. You would have fallen flat on your face had it not been for, “Killer’s”, sturdy arms catching you.
“Watch them.”
Without another word, the tentacled beast stormed over and up the stairs, gun ready and cautious. You bit your lip, Killer’s twitchy bouncing soul far too close for comfort.
The day was proving to be more than you had bargained for.
Carefully pushing away, you righted yourself, taking a moment to smooth the wrinkles in your dress to hide your growing unease and stress. Killer let you, the grin on his face straining at the edges as he stared. You could hear the loud footsteps of his “boss” through the boards of the ceiling.
Raising your head, you did your best to seem as unbothered and professional as possible. “It would be wise to warm the water you brought on the stove. It will be most useful after a good boil. I have some in the reserves already, but I doubt it will be enough alone. I can help you–”
“We’re not movin, till we’re told.”
Killer’s fingers twitched near his side, but you pressed on, ignoring the way your own soul writhed in annoyed anger.
“It is just in the kitchen. Your companion—”
“Boss.”
“—Whoever he is, had to pass it before continuing up. Besides,” You gave him a stern look. “He said to watch me, not stay in place. The risk of your friend dusting is getting worse the longer everyone uselessly dawdles and does nothing.”
Red light flashed uncomfortably in your eyes as the floating mass above his chest spasmed and jerked. As the seconds ticked by, more black spilled from his empty sockets. Everything else remained unnaturally still.
You hated it.
Going against all rationality, you took matters into your own hands once again. Glancing past him, you scooped up the damp bucket and headed into the kitchen, grumbling over your shoulder as you went.
“A fine lot of help all you are...”
He didn’t step in your way or stop you as you clomped through the entryway to your modest little kitchen. You did note, however, that the sound of footsteps followed you and his shadow stayed within the framework you had passed through. While you busied yourself with pouring the water into a larger pot and stoking the wood beneath the burners, he remained quiet but painfully present.
You continued. Years of notes and learning were pondered as you went, using what little you saw of the injured man to make the best inferences as you could. Trudging quickly from cabinet to cabinet, you moved on to then find everything that would best aid the injured skeleton waiting outside.
Healing herbs were placed into a bowl next to a pestle, extra cloth gathered from a drawer for cleaning. The horde of tonics locked in a chest on the counter were carefully looked through, and finally, your half-forgotten magic powder was retrieved from the back of the old storage supplies.
You held it close to your chest to keep your hands steady, inspecting it for any outside contaminants. The tin was older, the once blue painted exterior faded with some scuffs and a small dent marring the lid, but otherwise still in good shape. You let your thumb gently run over the raised metal of the brand, steadying your beating heart as you went…
Shuffling and the murmur of low voices caught you off guard. Turning, dark bones and curling tentacles leaned close to Killer, an exchanging of words passing quietly between them before they parted to lock eyes with you. It was clear by his stance, that the boss was far more composed than when he initially left you to Killer.
“Seems you were indeed telling the truth. I trust you know what you’re doing then?”
For the hundredth time today, you stifled your annoyance, trying in vain not to let it show. “I wouldn’t have been so insistent otherwise.”
He simply hummed, subtly tilting his head. You couldn’t help the shiver that ran down your spine at the unnatural way his single eyelight shone, but you refused to look away. Then, without a word, he turned and headed for the door.
Killer stepped forward.
“Boss is bringing the big guy inside. You really think you can help him?”
You nodded, slowly moving to gather your haul and follow his boss towards the main door. “I used to be a nurse. If he’s not too far gone, I’ll do my best to fix what I can.”
Grunting, he folded his arms almost protectively over his chest as you passed. “Good.”
* * *
You had them bring the injured giant, Axe, into your bedroom instead of sending them precariously up the narrow flight of stairs. He was too large to manage safely, his broad shoulders taking up much of your double-sized bed. And while the group as a whole were impressive in stature, you doubted any good would have come from trying. It also made all the difference to be able to assess him quickly without any added effort, accidents, and wasted time.
The flower embroidered quilt you had sewn yourself was left beneath him on the dark wood framed bed. No one had thought to remove it before carefully placing Axe on top, and you were too worried to think much of it. Even the dust trailing over your knot rag rug went without comment. Instead, you took your time drenching a clean cloth in one of the bowls with the prepared hot water, avoiding wetting the medicinal herbs sitting on the humble little dresser at the head of the bed. Your desk would have been a more suitable place for them, but it was in the opposite corner and currently housed your prized sewing machine along with all your unused fabric.
It didn’t take long to wipe and clean away most of the clumping, dusting magic for better access around the wound. Once complete, you really roll up your sleeves, moving closer to the head of the bed and braced for the more difficult work that was ahead. Green magic pooled at the tips of your fingers. Picking up the healing herbs, you infused them with the intent to heal and placed them into the second bowl of the hot water you had brought with you. It briefly swirled and lit up the water as it entered before you quickly soaked and rang out the excess water of your cleaning cloth.
Pushing your tendrils of green magic against the spilling agitated red of Axe’s, the heat and added components helped disinfect and sanitize the ragged dusting bone with easing your magic into the wound itself. Once it was established, you were able to toss the rag aside to push more of the raw green glow down into his damaged mana lines. All of this made it possible to start stopping the leakage and ultimately, his dusting.
Deep breaths and concentration on these first few steps were vital.
You had been grateful that his skull had not been entirely caved in on his left side as you had first thought. Yes, there was a sizable hole in his skull, enough so that you could easily put a fist through it, but with the oozing magic and dust out of the way, it left the majority of bone around it intact. Nevertheless, it only gave you so much extra hope and it didn’t take him out of the metaphorical fire. Any head trauma was bad trauma. Even with magic. Especially for Skeleton Monsters.
Gently but firmly, you pressed and worked your hands around the wound, falling back into forgotten routines of pushing green magic through the most obvious mana lines with a hiss.
…
Something was off.
Everything was in no small amount, a mess. Instead of his magic compressing deeper into the skull or scrambling like what you would see with a normal head wound, his magic pushed outward with several severed connections attempting to trail out of the bone. It made it seem as if the head wound came after whatever caused the magic to “pop”. It brought up a lot of questions, experience telling you to look deeper.
Whatever had happened, it wasn’t contained to the edges of his cranium.
Though muted from your concentration, your voice carried through the room. “Is there anything I should know about concerning what happened? Anything at all about how the wound came to be? The more I know, the better I can help what has been injured and hopefully prevent any dusting caused by complications.”
Nightmare, the one you now knew was their “boss”, watched from the corner near your dresser, frowning but saying nothing. Killer shuffled from foot to foot near the end of the bed, growling and elbowing Dust, the last of the four skeletons, in the side.
Dust grunted but was otherwise withdrawn and mostly quiet. His eyelights, one red with the other a red ring around blue, brightened beneath the brim of his dusty hat.
“Fell…”
You weren’t convinced in the least. Eyes furrowing, you moved one hand to the back of your charge’s cracked skull while simultaneously pressing the other on his forehead closest to the hole. “Falling certainly wouldn’t have helped, but I can already tell that was not the main cause of this injury. His magic is spiraling and pooling in a way that makes it seem like it burst out, not caved in…”
With your back facing them, you couldn’t see the hesitation that went through the group, but you could almost “feel” the tension going between them from the subtle shifting. You were about to ask again for more clarification, but Dust’s same quiet, husky voice was the one to finally speak up.
“There was a… scuffle. The fish Bi–” Something slapped against bone, making him pause with another grunt before continuing. “He was engaged with someone when there were shots. Didn’t think anything of it at the time, but after we were able to… lose them, he collapsed.”
Things were starting to make a little more sense. “Alright. And when you said he ‘fell’, were you standing, or…”
There was a sigh, the other two skeletons leaning to hear as well. “We fell out of the train.”
Your head whipped around to face him, eyes wide. The green magic pouring from your hands stuttered. Nightmare blanched, his words mirroring yours.
“What?!” “What?!”
He refused to look at anyone, choosing instead to turn his head with a dip of his hat and tuck his crossed arms closer to his body. “We were trying to get to the horses. He collapsed before we could mount. Thought he… hit his skull…”
You don’t know why you were surprised. Being shot and falling off a train certainly fit with what you were seeing and how the bunch had been acting.
“Alright… Alright.”
Shaking your head with a long exasperated deep breath, you forced yourself back around. An onslaught of scolding beratement and quiet mumbling quickly ensued, but you ignored it to return your focus to the task. You needed to push and maneuver your magic through the chaos to find the actual pathway of damage. Closing and rewiring the mana lines near the surface of the hole would do absolutely nothing if you missed any or all the, “internal bleeding”, within his skull. If it didn’t outright kill him, it would certainly cause major mental and physical health problems afterward. While more durable to having their magic and forms be manipulated by natural forces, Monsters were glass cannons when any outside damage with intent occurred. You just hoped it wasn’t too late and that the bullet didn’t carry or linger long enough to be too potent.
Sweat beaded on your neck as faint green light continued to slip from your fingers and curl around swirling, agitated red. At least there were good signs that your patient was fighting and not falling down. The color of his magic was bright and moving, willingly pulling and connecting with yours to try and fix itself. And the deeper you pushed, the stronger it pushed and gripped.
If only you had another nurse or doctor with you. They could have checked and kept an eye on his stats…
Luckily, after you pushed past the initial mess of connections and mana lines, you found what you were looking for. A perfect void, narrow and humming with strong intent stemming from his right empty socket. Branching out to fill and ease it, you couldn’t help but notice the eerie green glow flowing and filling the inside of said socket in places it shouldn’t.
You cursed, mumbling under your breath before shifting one of your hands to hover over the new area.
“What is it?”
You tried not to flinch from the sudden proximity of Nightmare’s voice. “His socket is damaged. I can’t locate the bulbus oculi… the structure of his eyelight.” You shifted some more, shoving several of your fingers into the void to delicately swipe around the damaged area. Negative intent slowly burned at your skin and magic. “There’s been too much intent focused into this area. It no doubt corrupted the magic. There’s not enough there for me to bring back.”
The air cooled. “Will it dust him?”
Pulling your fingers out, you again placed a palm over the socket to counterbalance the healing green magic from your hand near the cracked skull. “It’s hard to tell. I don’t think so. The socket and eyelight themselves aren’t the main issue. It’s the damaged mana lines between that’s more worrisome. However, due to the nature of bullets and how small they are, I am fairly certain I will be able to mend that damage. I will not be able to save his actual eyelight.” You took a breath, calming your fractured nerves. “In a way, he’s lucky. It seems like that was the area that was hit or injured first. For you skeletons, the oculus is almost its own entity within the skull. The spread of intent mostly stopped with its destruction.”
You could feel the air get warmer with his displeased hum, but surprisingly, Dust’s voice cut through the following silence as he punched the wall and left through the open bedroom door.
“Sure… Lucky…”
…
No one else spoke much after that unless necessary, not even when, after an hour of working, your charge gained enough consciousness to fly into a roaring blind and panicked rage. The others simply rushed to hold him while you forced him back into a calming unconsciousness and finished your work.
They hovered and fidgeted, helping only when needed as the air grew more charged the longer it took you. It was more than a relief when, after a couple of hours passed, the deed was done. The large skeleton’s magic was once again stable and no longer leaking from their various damaged lines.
You could have collapsed then and there were it not for the enthusiastic consumption of processed liquid magic during your endeavors. You left the boys and their boss to their own, despite how utterly exhausted you were, to wash up from your efforts and make your way to a favored apple tree next to the barn.
Pinks and oranges danced across the open horizon with the lazy lull of the sun and breeze settling to a slight hum. A larger purple, ripped, and faded neckerchief hung from a branchlet of one of the lower main branches. Every once in a while it would flutter with what little wind remained this late in the evening. The leaves whispered and danced, echoing the rattle from the grove across the way and bringing a wave of comforting relief. Dust and drying magic clung to the edges of your sleeves, apron, and hem of your dress, but the crisp fresh air soothed the ache your efforts had made.
Bark scraped against your back as you allowed your body to carefully slip down to the drying grass below. Leaning your head back, you let your shoulders droop and eyes close with a sigh.
“I still don’t know what I’m doing here. I’m not… I’m not as strong as you.” You let the natural sounds around you take over for a moment as you rested and let your mind spin. Clasping your shaky hands in your lap, you looked up at the tattered bit of cloth. “I know I should be more cautious. They aren’t my soldiers during the war. But I couldn’t…” You refused to let the tears fall after so long of holding it inside, your breath taking on a tale-tell whispered shake. “I can’t just stand by and let that man dust. Not after… not after everything…”
Somewhere a cricket began to chirp, announcing the end to a very long day. Your throat and eyes burned. The world had changed so much, and you were desperately trying not to drown. Despite everything, you wanted to prove that you could continue to go on.
…
Movement near the barn had you wiping at your eyes and patting your cheeks. You expected to see one of the skeletons, but when you turned, nothing was there. Rising, your eyes found the neckerchief one last time. You were tired but not yet broken.
“Through thick and thin…”
The walk back didn’t seem as daunting as when you walked away. You had things to do and not enough time to waste. If your guests hadn’t killed you yet, they most likely wouldn’t. Besides, everyone was no doubt hungry and in need of a place to sleep. They weren’t your soldiers at the old nurses’ tent, but you reckon they’d act just the same. You’d kill them with your stubborn kindness if you had too.
It certainly wouldn’t be the first time you’ve done so.
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