Aesthetically pleasing mom friend blog

my energy is divine and protected. i am safe to pursue my dreams and desires. i move with intention, purpose and soul, attracting opportunities that exceed my expectations.

i flirt with you by making you playlists, giving you a tarot card reading, saying your hands are nice, and wearing colors that compliment you when we got out, and if you can’t pick up on that, then i am sorry but it is what it is

My favorite thing about The Wilds is the fact the cast is largely unknown. I absolutely get way more enjoyment watching first time/lesser known actors play characters. It's so much more believable.

One time a friend told me that if she wanted to have a chill night she would come to me and ask for tea and a book to read. I didn’t like tea at the time, but I always made sure my cupboards had them in case she needed a quiet night. One time I told my boss that I loved oranges, but couldn’t peel them because of my nails. For a year he made sure to peel me one at least once a week. Once my friends gave me a made up superlative of “most likely to have a pen they could borrow” and ever since I’ve made sure I always carry a pen with me. A long time ago, my high school librarian told me that no one would care what my grade in my sophomore chemistry class was if I’m bringing them doughnuts and asking them about their day.

Sometimes friendship is about carrying pens and peeling oranges. But the point is, surrounding yourself with people who you want to do the little things for. The point of it all is bringing in the doughnuts because you’ve found the people who deserve the doughnuts.

And I’m so fucking lucky, and I don’t always say it or even think it. Because I have friends who send me letters and who told me when the cafeteria at work had chopped tomatoes and who want to watch Scream with me and it just hits me sometimes that this world can do the ugliest things to people, but as long as I still have a friend who will point out dogs on the sidewalks to me then I have something amazing to live for. And as long as I have pals who I want to make peppermint bark for, then I have a reason to keep pushing this world to be better.

I don't have a girlfriend. Some may say it's because of my emotional numbness and inability to be intimate with others, I call it homophobia.

okay so i love the idea of cuddling but i’m really awful at it... like i move a bunch and i can never get comfy and i’m really picky about if i want to be touched in the first place. but i’ll try !