𝓓𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓵𝓲𝔃𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷

i hate myself so bad it's not even funny anymore

my mind is fo far away from my body

i genuinely feel better while thinking about having the best body out of my friends in some time

i lost 1 kg and i couldn't have been happier when i saw it on scale, it gives me so much motivation

i feel so disgusting after eating but i can't stop myself at the same time, I don't know what to do anymore

i started with eating 1000 calories a day, i know it's still a lot but i had to start with something, any tips for controlling the hunger?

I feel like getting back on this app will only make my mental health worse again, i couldn't care less about it. I feel so sick and disgusted with my body and i wish i had the guts to starts ⭐ ving myself, I'm so afraid of my hair falling out and similar shit

i don't understand why i feel so guilty when i don't do anything

anytime i don't want to hurt anyone i end up hurting everyone

why do i have to be so fucked up

i truly wish i was d3@d right now