(continuing from my last post) like i haven't even logged into the game to download the update. before when updates came out, big or small, i was the first fucking one to log into the game once the servers were done and i could download it manually through the app, i would take my ipad with me and use the hotspot from my phone to download it if i was going to be out of the house when the update finished. and it's been over 24 hours and i haven't touched it. and i'm really really fucking sad.

it's so depressing seeing the fight has just completely gone out of twitter. people are posting videos and pictures from the new update, cooking, the new affinity level poses, ect, and i'm stuck here. i don't know what to do. i feel so sad and so hurt, and yet saying goodbye to the comfort the game has brought me over the past two years feels just as painful. but at the same time, i don't know if i can look at and play the game the same way again. everyone that i followed in the fandom has either deleted it entirely or won't be making content about it anymore. is anyone else stuck in this middle ground? because it seems so easy for so many people to either continue playing as usual or to completely delete it and i feel like i'm in limbo.

there is not a video game or a character that is worth the safety of real life human beings.

why are there police at infold headquarters? 😭 why am i seeing videos on twitter of police and extra security at the fucking headquarters? BECAUSE THINGS WEREN'T BAD ENOUGH ALREADY. if this was a "fan" of the game, a "player" of the game, or multiple of those things, you're gonna get the entire fucking game SHUT DOWN. things were already bad enough!!!!! nothing is worth this!!!! you basically just threw this whole bring valko back and fix the other issues in your game campaign down the toilet. who the fuck is gonna wanna fix anything if they feel like they're in danger??? over a GAME.

i don’t usually like rollercoasters but i feel like dean dilaurentis could change my mind. 🤷‍♀️