AutumnWind14

Fuck I am so tired. I want to create but there’s that buzzing in the back of my head that prevents me from doing so.

Need to be milked.

Out of rp character for a sec other than promoting my story but… FUCK I NEED TO BE AN AFFINI’S SWEET LITTLE HEIFER!!! I NEED PLOMMY SO BAD!

Vines everywhere. thumping and humming all I hear. Squeezing. Constricting. Pinches at my neck making me feel at home. I need it. I need to be hers.

I... I know what it is. that aching. I... need her. the affini... she... i don't remember her name but something inside me is calling to her. begging for her. I-I don't want to be free anymore. none of this matters. I **NEED** to be domesticated.

just finished plotting out Ch.6 (normally like to have 2 chapters written ahead but been falling behind due to some mental health struggles.) i have officially begun the arc for my blorbo where she gets thrown in the emotional blender so that we can start to figure out who she is and what she likes to do.

I feel… an aching. I remember myself… being unconscious. I woke up in… then I ran. I escaped. I took a small ship. And then… I crashed… here. Where is here? Where am I? Why do I feel so empty? Shouldn’t… shouldn’t my love for Terra be pushing me farther? I don’t feel it anymore… I just feel alone. Cold. Hollow.